第 40 节
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〃A mass to the devil it was;〃 said Ortiz。
〃Now; I will tell you something。 On the morning of the
second; Thomas was in Washington。 A convention sitting there
declared; on that day; the independence of Texas; and fifty…
five out of fifty…six votes elected General Houston Commander…
in…Chief。〃
〃Houston! That is the name of victory! Gracias a Dios!〃
cried Navarro。
〃It is probable that the news of this movement influenced
Santa Anna to such barbarity。〃
〃It is his nature to be brutal。〃
〃True; Ortiz; yet I can imagine how this proclamation would
incense him。 On the morning of the sixth; the convention
received the last express sent by poor Travis from the Alamo。
It was of the most thrilling character; breathing the very
spirit of patriotism and courageand despair。 In less than
an hour; Houston; with a few companions; was on his way
to the Alamo。 At the same time he sent an express to Fannin;
urging him to meet him on the Cibolo。 Houston will be here
to…morrow。〃
〃Then he will learn that all help is too late。〃
But Houston had learned it in his own way before he reached
Gonzales; for Travis had stated that as long as the Alamo
could be held; signal guns would be fired at sunrising; and it
is a well…authenticated fact that these guns were heard by
trained ears for more than one hundred miles across the
prairie。 Houston; whose senses were keen as the Indians with
whom he had long lived knew when he was within reach of the
sound; and he rose very early; and with his ear close to the
ground waited in intense anxiety for the dull; rumbling murmur
which would tell him the Alamo still held out。 His companions
stood at some distance; still as statues; intently watching
him。 The sun rose。 He had listened in vain; not the faintest
sound did his ear detect。
〃The Alamo has fired its last gun;〃 he said; on rejoining his
companions。
〃And the men; General?〃
〃They have died like men。 You may be sure of that。〃
At Gonzales he heard the particulars。 And he saw that the
news had exerted a depressing influence upon the troops there。
He called them together。 He spoke to them of the brutal
tragedy; and he invested its horrors with the grandeur of
eternal purpose and the glory of heroic sacrifice。
〃They were soldiers;〃 he cried; 〃and they died like soldiers。
Their names will be the morning stars of American history。
They will live for ever in the red monument of the Alamo。〃 He
looked like a lion; with a gloomy stare; his port was fierce;
and his eyes commanded all he viewed。 〃Vengeance remains to
us! We have declared our independence; and it must be
maintained。〃
He immediately sent off another express to Fannin; apprised
him of the fall of the Alamo; ordered him to blow up Goliad
and fall back upon Gonzales。 Then he sent wagons into the
surrounding country; to transport the women and children to
the eastern settlements; for he knew well what atrocities
would mark every mile of Santa Anna's progress through the
country。
These wagons; with their helpless loads; were to
rendezvous at Peach Creek; ten miles from Gonzales; where also
he expected Fannin and his eight hundred and sixty men to join
him。 This addition would make the American force nearly
twelve hundred strong。 Besides which; Fannin's little army
was of the finest material; being composed mostly of
enthusiastic volunteers from Georgia and Alabama; young men;
who; like Dare Grant and John Worth; were inspired with the
idea of freedom; or the spread of Americanism; or the
fanaticism of religious liberty of conscienceperhaps; even;
with hatred of priestly domination。 Houston felt that he
would be sufficient for Santa Anna when the spirit of this
company was added to the moral force of men driven from their
homes and families to fight for the lands they had bought and
the rights which had been guaranteed them。
So he watched the horizon anxiously for Fannin's approach;
often laying his ear to the ground to listen for what he could
not see。 And; impatient as he was for their arrival; the
Senora was more so。 She declared that her sufferings would be
unendurable but for this hope。 The one question on her lips;
the one question in her eyes; was; 〃Are they coming?〃
And Antonia; though she did not speak of her private hopes;
was equally anxious。 Brother and lover were both very dear to
her。 And to have the whole family together would be in itself
a great help。 Whatever their deprivations and fatigues; they
could comfort each other with their affection。
Every day wagon…loads of women and children joined the camp;
and the march eastward was very slow。 But no circumstance
extols more loudly the bravery and tenderness of these
American soldiers than the patience with which this
encumbrance was endured。 Men worn out with watching and
foraging were never too weary to help some mother still more
weary; or to carry some little child whose swollen feet would
no longer aid it。
One night they rested at a little place on the Colorado。 In
one room of a deserted cabin Houston sat with Major Hockly;
dictating to him a military dispatch。 They had no candles;
and Houston was feeding the fire with oak splinters; to
furnish light enough for their necessity。 In the other room;
the Worth family were gathered。 Antonia; in preparing
for their journey; had wisely laid a small mattress and
a couple of pillows in the wagon; and upon this mattress the
Senora and Isabel were resting。 Doctor Worth and Thomas sat
by the fire talking of Fannin's delay; and Antonia was making
some corn…meal cakes for their supper。
When the Senora's portion was given to her she put it aside;
and lifted her eyes to Antonia's face。 They asked the
question forever in her heart; 〃Is Jack coming?〃 and Antonia
pitifully shook her head。
Then the poor woman seemed to have reached the last pitch of
endurance。 〃Let me die!〃 she cried。 〃I can bear life no
longer。〃 To Mary and the saints she appealed with a
passionate grief that was distressing to witness。 All the
efforts of her husband and her children failed to sooth her;
and; as often happens in a complication of troubles; she
seized upon the most trifling as the text of her complaint。
〃I cannot eat corn bread; I have always detested it。 I am
hungry。 I am perishing for my chocolate。 And I have no
clothing。 I am ashamed of myself。 I thank the saints I
have no looking…glass。 Oh; Roberto! Roberto! What have
you done to your Maria?〃
〃My dear wife! My dear; dear wife! Be patient a little
longer。 Think; love; you are not alone。 There are women here
far more weary; far more hungry; several who; in the
confusion; have lost their little children; others who are
holding dying babes in their arms。〃
〃Giver of all good! give me patience。 I have to say to you
that other women's sorrows do not make me grateful for my own。
And Santa Maria has been cruel to me。 Another more cruel; who
can find? I have confessed to her my heartache about Juan;
entreated her to bring my boy to me。 Has she done it?〃
〃My darling Maria。〃
〃Grace of God; Roberto! It is now the twenty…third of March;
I have been seventeen days wandering with my daughters like
very beggars。 If only I had had the discretion to remain in
my own house!〃
〃Maria; Lopez will tell you that Fray Ignatius and the brothers
are in possession of it。 He saw them walking about the garden
reading their breviaries。〃
At this moment General Houston; in the opposite room was
dictating: 〃Before God; I have found the darkest hours of my
life。 For forty…eight hours I have neither eaten an ounce of
anything; nor have I slept。〃 The Senora's sobbing troubled
him。 He rose to close the door; and saw two men entering。
One leaned upon the other; and appeared to be at the point of
death。
〃Where is there a doctor; General?〃
〃In that room; sir。 Have you brought news of Fannin?〃
〃I have。〃
〃Leave your comrade with the doctor; and report。〃
The entrance of the wounded man silenced the Senora。 She
turned her face to the wall and refused to eat。 Isabel sat by
her side and held her hand。 The doctor glanced at it as he
turned away。 It had been so plump and dimpled and white。 It
was now very thin and white with exposure。 It told him far
better than complaining; how much the poor woman had suffered。
He went with a sigh to his patient。
〃Stabbed with a bayonet through the shoulderhard riding from
Goliadno foodno restthat tells the whole story; doctor。〃
It was all he could say。 A fainting fit followed。 Antonia
procured some stimulant; and when consciousness returned;
assisted her father to dress the wound。 Their own coffee was
gone; but she begged a cup from some one more fortunate; and
after the young man had drunk it; and had eaten a little
bread; he was inclined to make light of his wound and his
sufferings。
〃Glad to be here at all;〃 he said。 〃I think I am the only one
out of five hundred。〃
〃You cannot mean that you are of Fannin's command?〃
〃I WAS of Fannin's command。 Every man in it has been shot。
I escaped by a kind of miracle。〃
The doctor looked at the Senora。 She seemed to be asleep。
〃Speak low;〃 he sai