第 34 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9322
  The Americans may die in the Alamo; but they cannot hold it
  against the thousands Santa Anna will bring with him。〃
  〃They will die; then。  They have no thought of retreat; nor of
  any deed that argues fear。  Every man relies on himself; as if
  in his hand the moment of victory lay。〃
  〃Every man will perish。〃
  〃They will not perish in vain。  Defeat is only a spur to the
  American soldier。  Every; one makes him a better fighter。  If
  Santa Anna massacres the men in the Alamo; he seals the
  freedom of Texas。〃
  〃Houston should have come himself。〃
  〃Houston is biding his time。  He is doing at present the
  hardest duty a great man can do: setting an example of
  obedience to a divided and incompetent government。  Lopez; you
  said rightly that we had too many leaders。  When those
  appointed for sacrifice have been offered upwhen we are in
  the extremity of danger and ruin; then Houston will hear the
  word he is waiting for。〃
  〃And he will lead you on to victory。  Indeed; I know it。  I
  have seen him。  He has the linethe fortunate line on the
  forehead。  He is the loadstone in the breast of your cause;
  the magnet who can draw good fortune to it。  If fate be
  against you; he will force fate to change her mind。  If fate
  weave you a common thread; he will change it into purple。
  Victory; which she gives to others reluctantly; he will take
  like a master from her hand HOUSTON!  What essence!  What
  existence!  What honor!  What hope there is in those
  seven letters。  Consider this:  He will find a way or make a
  way for freedom。〃
  Subsequent events proved the opinion of Thomas Worth correct
  with regard to the garrison in the Alamo。  David Crockett!
  James Bowie!  Barret Travis!  The names were a host in
  themselves; one   and all refused to couple them with retreat。
  〃Military defeats may be moral victories; young man;〃 said
  Crockett to Thomas Worth; 〃and moral victories make national
  greatness。  The Roman that filled the gulf with his own body
  the men who died at Thermopylaethey live to…day; and they
  have been talking with us。〃
  〃But if you join Houston you will save many lives。〃
  〃That isn't always the point; sir。  Jim Bowie was saying there
  was once a lover who used to swim two miles every night to see
  a young woman called Hero。  Now; he might have waited for a
  boat and gone dry…shod to his sweetheart; but if he had; who
  would have cared whether he lived or died?  The Alamo is
  our Hero。  If we can't keep her; we can die for her。〃
  The same spirit moved every soul at Goliad。  Fanning was there
  with nearly nine hundred men; and he had named the place Fort
  Defiance; and asserted his determination to hold it。  In the
  mean time; Houston was using his great personal influence to
  collect troops; to make treaties with the Indians; and to keep
  together some semblance of a provisional government。
  But it had become evident to all the leading spirits of the
  revolution that no half…way measures would now do。  They only
  produced half…way enthusiasm。  For this end; Houston spoke out
  with his accustomed boldness:
  〃Gentlemen; we must declare the independence of Texas; and
  like our fore…elders; sink or swim by that declaration。
  Nothing else; nothing less; can save us。  The planters of
  Texas must feel that they are fighting for their own
  constitution; and not for Mexican promises made to them twelve
  years ago and never yet kept。〃
  The simple proposition roused a new enthusiasm; for while
  Urrea was hastening towards Goliad; and Santa Anna
  towards San Antonio; and Filisola to Washington; the divided
  people were becoming more and more embittered。  The American
  soldiers; who had hitherto gone in and out among the citizens
  of San Antonio during the day; and only slept in the Alamo;
  were conscious of an ominous change in the temper of the city。
  They gathered their recruits together and shut themselves in
  the fortress。
  Again Thomas Worth urged them to fall back either upon the
  line of Houston at Gonzales; or Fanning at Goliad; but in the
  indecision and uncertainty of all official orders; Crockett
  thought it best to make the first stand at the Mexican city。
  〃We can; at least;〃 he said; 〃keep Santa Anna busy long enough
  to give the women and children of our own settlements time to
  escape; and the men time to draw together with a certain
  purpose。〃
  〃The cry of Santa Anna has been like the cry of wolf! wolf!〃
  said Bowie。  〃I hear that great numbers that were under arms
  have gone home to plant their corn and cotton。  Do you want
  Santa Anna to murder them piecemealhouse by house;
  family by family?  Great George!  Which of us would
  accommodate him with a prolonged pleasure like that?  No! he
  shall have a square fight for every life lie gets〃; and the
  calm; gentlemanly Bowie was suddenly transformed into a
  flashing; vehement; furious avenger。  He laid his knife and
  pistols on the table; his steel…blue eyes scintillated as if
  they were lightning; his handsome mouth; his long; white
  hands; his whole person radiated wrath and expressed the
  utmost lengths of invincible courage and insatiable hatred。
  〃Gentlemen;〃 answered Travis; 〃I go with Crockett and Bowie。
  If we hold the Alamo; it is a deed well done。  If we fall with
  it; it is still a deed well done。  We shall have given to
  Houston and Fanning time to interpose themselves between Santa
  Anna and the settlements。〃
  〃We have none of us lived very well;〃 said Bowie; 〃but we can
  die well。  I say as an American; that Texas is ours by right
  of natural locality; and by right of treaty; and; as I live;
  I will do my best to make it American by right of conquest!
  Comrades; I do not want a prettier quarrel to die in〃and
  looking with a brave; unflinching gaze around the grim
  fortress〃I do not want a better monument than the Alamo!〃
  The speech was not answered with any noisy hurrahing; but the
  men around the bare; long table clasped hands across it; and
  from that last interview with the doomed men Thomas Worth came
  away with the knowledge that he had seen the battle begun。  He
  felt now that there was no time to delay longer his plans for
  the safety of his mother and sisters。  These were; indeed; of
  the simplest and most uncertain character; for the condition
  of the country and its few resources were such as to make
  flight the only way that promised safety。  And yet flight was
  environed with dangers of every kindhunger; thirst;
  exhaustion; savage beasts; Indians; and the triple armies of
  Mexico。
  The day after his arrival he had begun to prepare; as far as
  possible; for this last emergency; but the Senora's
  unconquerable aversion to leave her native city had constantly
  hampered him。  Until Santa Anna really appeared she would not
  believe in the necessity of such a movement。  The proposal of
  Fray Ignatius; even if it did end in a convent; did not
  seem so terrible as to be a wanderer without a roof to cover
  her。  She felt aggrieved and injured by Antonia's and Isabel's
  positive refusal to accept sanctuary from the priest; and with
  the underhand cunning of a weak woman she had contrived to let
  Fray Ignatius know that SHE was not to blame for the
  refusal。
  All the same the priest hated her in conjunction with her
  children。  On the morning after her interview with her uncle;
  he went to receive her submission; for the marquis had
  informed him of all that had passed; and he felt the three
  women and the valuable Worth property already under his hard
  hand。  He opened the gate with the air of a proprietor。  He
  looked down the lovely alleys of the garden; and up at the
  latticed stories of the handsome house; with that solid
  satisfaction which is the reward of what is acquired by
  personal effort or wisdom。
  When he entered the door and was confronted by Thomas Worth;
  he was for the moment nonplussed。  But he did not permit his
  confusion and disappointment to appear。  He had not seen
  Thomas for a long time。  He addressed him with suavity
  and regrets; and yet; 〃was sure he would be glad to hear that;
  in the present dangerous crisis; the Marquis de Gonzaga had
  remembered the blood…tie and offered his protection to a
  family so desolate。〃
  Thomas Worth leaned upon the balusters; as if guarding the
  approach to the Senora's apartments。  He answered:  〃The
  protection of the marquis is unnecessary。  Three ladies are
  too great a charge for one so aged。  We will not impose it。〃
  The face of the young man was calm and stern; but he spoke
  without visible temper; until the priest prepared to pass him。
  Then he stretched out his arm as a barrier。
  〃Fray Ignatius; you have already passed beyond the threshold;
  permit me to remind you of Dr。 Worth's words on that subject。〃
  〃I put my duty before any man's words。〃
  〃Sir; for my mother's sake; I would not be disrespectful; but
  I assure you; also; that I will not permit any man; while I
  live; to disregard my father's orders regarding his own
  household。〃
  〃I must see the Senora。〃
  〃That; I reply; is impossible。〃
  〃Presume notdare not to interfere with a priest in the
  duty of his office。  It is a mortal sin。  The curse of the
  Church will rest upon you。
  〃The curse of the Church will not trouble me。  But to treat my
  father's known wishes with conte