第 28 节
作者:南方网      更新:2021-02-19 00:20      字数:9322
  It took a few days to draw up the articles of capitulation and
  clear the town of General Cos and the Mexican troops。  And he
  had no faith in their agreement to 〃retire from Texas; and
  never again carry arms against the Americans。〃  He knew that
  they did not consider it any sin to make 〃a mental
  reservation〃 against a heretic。  He was quite sure that if Cos
  met reinforcements; he would have to be fought over again
  immediately。
  And amid these public cares and considerations; he had serious
  private ones。  The Senora was still under the control of Fray
  Ignatius。  It required all the influence of his own personal
  presence and affection to break the spiritual captivity in
  which he held her。  He knew that the priest had long been his
  enemy。
  He saw that Antonia was hated by him。  He was in the shadow of
  a terror worse than deaththat of a long; hopeless captivity。
  A dungeon and a convent might become to them a living grave;
  in which cruelty and despair would slowly gnaw life away。
  And yet; for a day or two he resolved not to speak of his
  terror。  The Senora was so happy in his presence; and she had
  such kind confidences to give him about her plans for her
  children's future; that he could not bear to alarm her。  And
  the children also were so full of youth's enthusiasms and
  love's sweet dreams。  Till the last moment why should he
  awaken them?  And as the strongest mental element in a
  home gives the tone to it; so Dare and Antonia; with the
  doctor behind them; gave to the Mexican household almost an
  American freedom of intercourse and community of
  pleasure。
  The Senora came to the parlor far more frequently; and in her
  own apartments her children visited her with but slight
  ceremony。  They discussed all together their future plans。
  They talked over a wonderful journey which they were to take
  in company to New Orleans; and Washington; and New York; and
  perhaps even to London and Paris〃who could tell; if the
  Senora would be so good as to enjoy herself?〃  They ate more
  together。  They got into the habit of congregating about the
  same hearthstone。  It was the Senora's first real experience
  of domestic life。
  In about six days the Mexican forces left the city。  The terms
  of surrender granted General Cos struck the Mexicans with a
  kind of wonder。  They had fought with the express declaration
  that they would take no American prisoner。  Yet the Americans
  not only permitted Cos and his troops to leave under parole of
  honor; but gave them their arms and sufficient ammunition
  to protect themselves from the Indians on their journey home。
  They allowed them also all their private property。  They
  furnished them with the provisions necessary to reach the Rio
  Grande。  They took charge of their sick and wounded。  They set
  all the Mexican prisoners at libertyin short; so great was
  their generosity and courtesy that the Mexicans were unable to
  comprehend their motives。
  Even Lopez was troubled at it。  〃I assure you;〃 he said to Dr。
  Worth; 〃they will despise such civility; they will not believe
  in its sincerity。  At this very blessed hour of God; they are
  accusing the Americans of being afraid to press their
  advantage。  Simply; you will have the fight to make over
  again。  I say this; because I know Santa Anna。〃
  〃Santa Anna is but a man; Lopez。〃
  〃Me perdonas!  He is however a man who knows a trick more than
  the devil。  One must be careful of a bull in front; of a mule
  behind; and of a monk and Santa Anna on all sides。  At the
  word monk; Lopez glanced significantly at a passing priest;
  and Doctor Worth saw that it was Fray Ignatius。
  〃He sprinkled the Mexican troops with holy water; and blessed
  them as they left the city this morning。  He has the ear of
  General Cos。  He is not a man to offend; I assure you;
  Doctor。〃
  The doctor walked thoughtfully away。  San Antonio was full of
  his friends; yet never had he felt himself and his family to
  be in so much danger。  And the words of Lopez had struck a
  responding chord in his own consciousness。  The careless
  bravery; the splendid generosity of his countrymen was at
  least premature。  He went through the city with observing
  eyes; and saw much to trouble him。
  The gates of Alamo were open。  Crockett lounged upon his rifle
  in the Plaza。  A little crowd was around him; and the big
  Tennesseean hunter was talking to them。  Shouts of laughter;
  bravas of enthusiasm; answered the homely wit and stirring
  periods that had over and over 〃made room for Colonel
  Crockett;〃 both in the Tennessee Legislature and the United
  States Congress。  His rifle seemed a part of hima kind of
  third arm。  His confident manner; his manliness and bravery;
  turned his wit into wisdom。  The young fellows around
  found in him their typical leader。
  The elegant James Bowie was sitting on the verandah of the
  Veramendi House; calmly smoking。  His fair; handsome face;
  clear blue eyes and mild manners; gave no indication of the
  gigantic physical strength and tremendous coolness and courage
  of the man who never tolerated an enemy in his presence。
  Burleson and Travis were talking under the shade of a China
  tree; and there were little groups of American soldiers on
  every street; this was what he saw; and yet a terrible sense
  of insecurity oppressed him。
  The city; moreover; was not settling to its usual business;
  though there were many preparations for public and private
  entertainments。  After passing Colonel Bowie; he met David
  Burnett。  The shrewd statesman from New Jersey had a shadow
  upon his face。  He stopped Doctor Worth and spoke frankly to
  him。  〃We are in greater danger now than when we were under
  fire;〃 he said。  〃Santa Anna will come on us like a lion from
  the swellings of Jordan。  I wish Houston knew our position as
  it really is。  We must either have more men to defend
  this city or we must blow up the Alamo  and be ready to
  leave it at a moment's notice。〃
  〃Why were such favorable terms given to General Cos and his
  troops?  I cannot understand it。〃
  〃I will tell you an amazing fact。  When Cos ran up that white
  flag on the Alamo; we had not a single round of ammunition
  left; complaisance was necessary until Cos made over to us the
  Mexican arms; ammunition; property and money。〃
  Worth turned and looked at the fort。  A great red flag on
  which was the word T…E…X…A…S floated from its battlements; and
  there were two men standing on its roof; with their faces
  westward。
  〃They are the lookouts;〃 said Burnett; 〃and we have scouts
  through the surrounding country; but Santa Anna will come;
  when he comes; with tens of thousands。〃
  〃And there is a line where even the coolest courage and the
  most brilliant bravery succumbs to mere numbersEh!〃
  〃That is what I mean; Doctor。〃
  〃Where is Houston?〃
  〃On the Brazos; at the small town of Washington。  The
  council have established headquarters there。〃
  Their conversation was interrupted by the ringing of a little
  bell; and the doleful supplications of a priest followed by a
  crowd of idle men and women。  He was begging; 〃for the sake of
  the Holy Virgin;〃 alms to say masses for the soul of an
  unfortunate; who had not left a peso for his burial。  He
  droned on; and no one noticed him until James Bowie stretched
  his tall figure; sauntered up to the monk and dropped a gold
  piece into his cap。  He did not stay to hear the exclamations
  and the gracias; but with steps that rang like metal upon
  metal took his way to the Alamo。
  However; dangers postponed make the most timorous indifferent
  to them; and when General Cos did not return; and nothing was
  heard of Santa Anna; every one began to take up their ordinary
  life again。  The temper of the Americans also encouraged this
  disposition。  They were discovered neither to be bloodthirsty
  nor cannibals。  It was even seen that they enjoyed the
  fandango and the monte tables; and that a proposition for a
  bullfight at Christmas was not opposed by them。
  And in spite of all anxieties; there were many sweet and
  unusual pleasures in the Worth home。  The discipline of the
  troops was so lenient that Dare and Luisone or bothwere
  generally there in the evenings。  Their turns as scouts or
  watchman at the Alamo only made more delightful the hours when
  they were exempted from these duties。  As for the doctor; he
  had been released from all obligations but those pertaining to
  his profession; and Antonia; noticed that he spent every hour
  he could spare with the Senora。  For some reason; he appeared
  determined to strengthen his influence over her。
  On Christmas Eve the old city was very gay。  The churches were
  decorated; and splendidly dressed men and women passed in and
  out with smiles and congratulations。  The fandangoes and the
  gambling houses were all open。  From the huertas around; great
  numbers of families had come to receive absolution and keep
  the Nativity。  Their rich clothing and air of idleness gave a
  holiday feeling to the streets noisy with the buzzing of the
  guitar; the metallic throb of the cithara; the murmurs of
  voices; and the cries of the hawkers。  Priests; Mexicans;
  Indians and Americans touched each other on the narrow
  thoroughfares; but that indescribable feeling of good will
  which comes with Christmas p