第 34 节
作者:浪剑飞舟      更新:2021-02-18 23:59      字数:9322
  believe it。  I must search out her apartments and force her
  to repeat the cruel truth to me alone before I would be
  convinced; and so I deserted my post and hastened through
  the passage behind the tapestries toward the door by which
  she had left the chamber。  Slipping quietly through this
  opening I discovered a maze of winding corridors; branching
  and turning in every direction。
  Running rapidly down first one and then another of them
  I soon became hopelessly lost and was standing panting
  against a side wall when I heard voices near me。  Apparently
  they were coming from the opposite side of the partition
  against which I leaned and presently I made out the tones
  of Dejah Thoris。  I could not hear the words but I knew
  that I could not possibly be mistaken in the voice。
  Moving on a few steps I discovered another passageway
  at the end of which lay a door。  Walking boldly forward I
  pushed into the room only to find myself in a small ante…
  chamber in which were the four guards who had accompanied
  her。  One of them instantly arose and accosted me; asking
  the nature of my business。
  〃I am from Than Kosis;〃 I replied; 〃and wish to speak
  privately with Dejah Thoris; Princess of Helium。〃
  〃And your order?〃 asked the fellow。
  I did not know what he meant; but replied that I was a
  member of The Guard; and without waiting for a reply
  from him I strode toward the opposite door of the ante…
  chamber; behind which I could hear Dejah Thoris conversing。
  But my entrance was not to be so easily accomplished。
  The guardsman stepped before me; saying;
  〃No one comes from Than Kosis without carrying an
  order or the password。  You must give me one or the other
  before you may pass。〃
  〃The only order I require; my friend; to enter where I
  will; hangs at my side;〃 I answered; tapping my long…sword;
  〃will you let me pass in peace or no?〃
  For reply he whipped out his own sword; calling to the
  others to join him; and thus the four stood; with drawn
  weapons; barring my further progress。
  〃You are not here by the order of Than Kosis;〃 cried
  the one who had first addressed me; 〃and not only shall
  you not enter the apartments of the Princess of Helium but
  you shall go back to Than Kosis under guard to explain
  this unwarranted temerity。  Throw down your sword; you
  cannot hope to overcome four of us;〃 he added with a grim
  smile。
  My reply was a quick thrust which left me but three
  antagonists and I can assure you that they were worthy of
  my metal。  They had me backed against the wall in no time;
  fighting for my life。  Slowly I worked my way to a corner
  of the room where I could force them to come at me only
  one at a time; and thus we fought upward of twenty minutes;
  the clanging of steel on steel producing a veritable bedlam
  in the little room。
  The noise had brought Dejah Thoris to the door of her
  apartment; and there she stood throughout the conflict with
  Sola at her back peering over her shoulder。  Her face was
  set and emotionless and I knew that she did not recognize
  me; nor did Sola。
  Finally a lucky cut brought down a second guardsman
  and then; with only two opposing me; I changed my tactics
  and rushed them down after the fashion of my fighting
  that had won me many a victory。  The third fell within ten
  seconds after the second; and the last lay dead upon the
  bloody floor a few moments later。  They were brave men
  and noble fighters; and it grieved me that I had been forced
  to kill them; but I would have willingly depopulated all
  Barsoom could I have reached the side of my Dejah Thoris
  in no other way。
  Sheathing my bloody blade I advanced toward my Martian
  Princess; who still stood mutely gazing at me without
  sign of recognition。
  〃Who are you; Zodangan?〃 she whispered。  〃Another enemy
  to harass me in my misery?〃
  〃I am a friend;〃 I answered; 〃a once cherished friend。〃
  〃No friend of Helium's princess wears that metal;〃 she replied;
  〃and yet the voice!  I have heard it before; it is notit
  cannot beno; for he is dead。〃
  〃It is; though; my Princess; none other than John Carter;〃
  I said。  〃Do you not recognize; even through paint and
  strange metal; the heart of your chieftain?〃
  As I came close to her she swayed toward me with outstretched
  hands; but as I reached to take her in my arms she drew back
  with a shudder and a little moan of misery。
  〃Too late; too late;〃 she grieved。  〃O my chieftain that was;
  and whom I thought dead; had you but returned one little
  hour beforebut now it is too late; too late。〃
  〃What do you mean; Dejah Thoris?〃 I cried。  〃That you
  would not have promised yourself to the Zodangan prince
  had you known that I lived?〃
  〃Think you; John Carter; that I would give my heart to you
  yesterday and today to another?  I thought that it lay buried
  with your ashes in the pits of Warhoon; and so today I have
  promised my body to another to save my people from the
  curse of a victorious Zodangan army。〃
  〃But I am not dead; my princess。  I have come to claim
  you; and all Zodanga cannot prevent it。〃
  〃It is too late; John Carter; my promise is given; and on
  Barsoom that is final。  The ceremonies which follow later are
  but meaningless formalities。  They make the fact of marriage
  no more certain than does the funeral cortege of a jeddak
  again place the seal of death upon him。  I am as good as
  married; John Carter。  No longer may you call me your
  princess。  No longer are you my chieftain。〃
  〃I know but little of your customs here upon Barsoom;
  Dejah Thoris; but I do know that I love you; and if you
  meant the last words you spoke to me that day as the hordes
  of Warhoon were charging down upon us; no other man shall
  ever claim you as his bride。  You meant them then; my
  princess; and you mean them still!  Say that it is true。〃
  〃I meant them; John Carter;〃 she whispered。  〃I cannot
  repeat them now for I have given myself to another。  Ah;
  if you had only known our ways; my friend;〃 she continued;
  half to herself; 〃the promise would have been yours long
  months ago; and you could have claimed me before all others。
  It might have meant the fall of Helium; but I would have
  given my empire for my Tharkian chief。〃
  Then aloud she said: 〃Do you remember the night when
  you offended me?  You called me your princess without having
  asked my hand of me; and then you boasted that you had
  fought for me。  You did not know; and I should not have
  been offended; I see that now。  But there was no one to tell
  you what I could not; that upon Barsoom there are two
  kinds of women in the cities of the red men。  The one they
  fight for that they may ask them in marriage; the other kind
  they fight for also; but never ask their hands。  When a man
  has won a woman he may address her as his princess; or in
  any of the several terms which signify possession。  You had
  fought for me; but had never asked me in marriage; and so
  when you called me your princess; you see;〃 she faltered;
  〃I was hurt; but even then; John Carter; I did not repulse you;
  as I should have done; until you made it doubly worse by
  taunting me with having won me through combat。〃
  〃I do not need ask your forgiveness now; Dejah Thoris;〃
  I cried。  〃You must know that my fault was of ignorance of
  your Barsoomian customs。  What I failed to do; through
  implicit belief that my petition would be presumptuous and
  unwelcome; I do now; Dejah Thoris; I ask you to be my wife;
  and by all the Virginian fighting blood that flows in my
  veins you shall be。〃
  〃No; John Carter; it is useless;〃 she cried; hopelessly;
  〃I may never be yours while Sab Than lives。〃
  〃You have sealed his death warrant; my princessSab Than dies。〃
  〃Nor that either;〃 she hastened to explain。  〃I may not
  wed the man who slays my husband; even in self…defense。
  It is custom。  We are ruled by custom upon Barsoom。  It is
  useless; my friend。  You must bear the sorrow with me。  That
  at least we may share in common。  That; and the memory of
  the brief days among the Tharks。  You must go now; nor ever
  see me again。  Good…bye; my chieftain that was。〃
  Disheartened and dejected; I withdrew from the room;
  but I was not entirely discouraged; nor would I admit that
  Dejah Thoris was lost to me until the ceremony had actually
  been performed。
  As I wandered along the corridors; I was as absolutely
  lost in the mazes of winding passageways as I had been
  before I discovered Dejah Thoris' apartments。
  I knew that my only hope lay in escape from the city of
  Zodanga; for the matter of the four dead guardsmen would
  have to be explained; and as I could never reach my original
  post without a guide; suspicion would surely rest on me so
  soon as I was discovered wandering aimlessly through the
  palace。
  Presently I came upon a spiral runway leading to a lower
  floor; and this I followed downward for several stories until
  I r