第 28 节
作者:花旗      更新:2021-02-18 23:52      字数:9322
  something in the further corner; which when it was tiptoed for; proved to
  be a bouquet of flowers; not so faded as to seem very old; the blue satin
  ribbon which they were tied up with; and which hung down half a yard; was
  of entire freshness except far the dust of the shelf where it had lain。
  Agatha backed out into the room with her find in her hand; and examined
  it near to; and then at arm's length。  August stood by with a pair of the
  general's trousers lying across his outstretched hands; and as Agatha
  absently looked round at him; she caught a light of intelligence in his
  eyes which changed her whole psychological relation to the withered
  bouquet。  Till then it had been a lifeless; meaningless bunch of flowers;
  which some one; for no motive; had tossed up on that dusty shelf in the
  closet。  At August's smile it became something else。  Still she asked
  lightly enough; 〃Was ist loss; August?〃
  His smile deepened and broadened。  〃Fur die Andere;〃 he explained。
  Agatha demanded in English; 〃What do you mean by feardy ondery?〃
  〃Oddaw lehdy。〃
  〃Other lady?〃 August nodded; rejoicing in big success; and Agatha closed
  the door into her own room; where the general had been put for the time
  so as to be spared the annoyance of the packing; then she sat down with
  her hands in her lap; and the bouquet in her hands。  〃Now; August;〃 she
  said very calmly; 〃I want you to tell me…ich wunsche Sie zu mir sagen
  what other ladywass andere Damethese flowers belonged todiese
  Blumen gehorte zu。  Verstehen Sie?〃
  August nodded brightly; and with German carefully adjusted to Agatha's
  capacity; and with now and then a word or phrase of English; he conveyed
  that before she and her Herr Father had appeared; there had been in
  Weimar another American Fraulein with her Frau Mother; they had not
  indeed staid in that hotel; but had several times supped there with the
  young Herr Bornahmee; who was occupying that room before her Herr Father。
  The young Herr had been much about with these American Damen; driving and
  walking with them; and sometimes dining or supping with them at their
  hotel; The Elephant。  August had sometimes carried notes to them from the
  young Herr; and he had gone for the bouquet which the gracious Fraulein
  was holding; on the morning of the day that the American Damen left by
  the train for Hanover。
  August was much helped and encouraged throughout by the friendly
  intelligence of the gracious Fraulein; who smiled radiantly in clearing
  up one dim point after another; and who now and then supplied the English
  analogues which he sought in his effort to render his German more
  luminous。
  At the end she returned to the work of packing; in which she directed
  him; and sometimes assisted him with her own hands; having put the
  bouquet on the mantel to leave herself free。  She took it up again and
  carried it into her own room; when she went with August to summon her
  father back to his。  She bade August say to the young Herr; if he saw
  him; that she was going to sup with her father; and August gave her
  message to Burnamy; whom he met on the stairs coming down as he was going
  up with their tray。
  Agatha usually supped with her father; but that evening Burnamy was less
  able than usual to bear her absence in the hotel dining…room; and he went
  up to a caf?in the town for his supper。  He did not stay long; and when
  he returned his heart gave a joyful lift at sight of Agatha looking out
  from her balcony; as if she were looking for him。  He made her a gay
  flourishing bow; lifting his hat high; and she came down to meet him at
  the hotel door。  She had her hat on and jacket over one arm and she
  joined him at once for the farewell walk he proposed in what they had
  agreed to call their garden。
  She moved a little ahead of him; and when they reached the place where
  they always sat; she shifted her jacket to the other arm and uncovered
  the hand in which she had been carrying the withered bouquet。  〃Here is
  something I found in your closet; when I was getting papa's things out。〃
  〃Why; what is it?〃 he asked innocently; as he took it from her。
  〃A bouquet; apparently;〃 she answered; as he drew the long ribbons
  through his fingers; and looked at the flowers curiously; with his head
  aslant。
  〃Where did you get it?〃
  〃On the shelf。〃
  It seemed a long time before Burnamy said with a long sigh; as of final
  recollection; 〃Oh; yes;〃 and then he said nothing; and they did not sit
  down; but stood looking at each other。
  〃Was it something you got for me; and forgot to give me?〃 she asked in a
  voice which would not have misled a woman; but which did its work with
  the young man。
  He laughed and said; 〃Well; hardly!  The general has been in the room
  ever since you came。〃
  〃Oh; yes。  Then perhaps somebody left it there before you had the room?〃
  Burnamy was silent again; but at last he said; 〃No; I flung it up there I
  had forgotten all about it。〃
  〃And you wish me to forget about it; too?〃 Agatha asked in a gayety of
  tone that still deceived him。
  〃It would only be fair。  You made me;〃 he rejoined; and there was
  something so charming in his words and way; that she would have been glad
  to do it。
  But she governed herself against the temptation and said; 〃Women are not
  good at forgetting; at least till they know what。〃
  〃Oh; I'll tell you; if you want to know;〃 he said with a laugh; and at
  the words shesank provisionally in their accustomed seat。  He sat down
  beside her; but not so near as usual; and he waited so long before he
  began that it seemed as if he had forgotten again。  〃Why; it's nothing。
  Miss Etkins and her mother were here before you came; and this is a
  bouquet that I meant to give her at the train when she left。  But I
  decided I wouldn't; and I threw it onto the shelf in the closet。〃
  〃May I ask why you thought of taking a bouquet to her at the train?〃
  〃Well; she and her motherI had been with them a good deal; and I
  thought it would be civil。〃
  〃And why did you decide not to be civil?〃
  〃I didn't want it to look like more than civility。〃
  〃Were they here long?〃
  〃About a week。  They left just after the Marches came。〃
  Agatha seemed not to heed the answer she had exacted。  She sat reclined
  in the corner of the seat; with her head drooping。  After an interval
  which was long to Burnamy she began to pull at a ring on the third finger
  of her left hand; absently; as if she did not know what she was doing;
  but when she had got it off she held it towards Burnamy and said quietly;
  〃I think you had better have this again;〃 and then she rose and moved
  slowly and weakly away。
  He had taken the ring mechanically from her; and he stood a moment
  bewildered; then he pressed after her。
  〃Agatha; do youyou don't mean〃
  〃Yes;〃 she said; without looking round at his face; which she knew was
  close to her shoulder。  〃It's over。  It isn't what you've done。  It's
  what you are。  I believed in you; in spite of what you did to that man
  and your coming back when you said you wouldn'tand But I see now that
  what you did was you; it was your nature; and I can't believe in you any
  more。〃
  〃Agatha!〃 he implored。  〃You're not going to be so unjust!  There was
  nothing between you and me when that girl was here!  I had a right to〃
  〃Not if you really cared for me!  Do you think I would have flirted with
  any one so soon; if I had cared for you as you pretended you did for me
  that night in Carlsbad?  Oh; I don't say you're false。  But you're
  fickle〃
  〃But I'm not fickle!  From the first moment I saw you; I never cared for
  any one but you!〃
  〃You have strange ways of showing your devotion。  Well; say you are not
  fickle。  Say; that I'm fickle。  I am。  I have changed my mind。  I see
  that it would never do。  I leave you free to follow all the turning and
  twisting of your fancy。〃  She spoke rapidly; almost breathlessly; and she
  gave him no chance to get out the words that seemed to choke him。  She
  began to run; but at the door of the hotel she stopped and waited till he
  came stupidly up。  〃I have a favor to ask; Mr。 Burnamy。  I beg you will
  not see me again; if you can help it before we go to…morrow。  My father
  and I are indebted to you for too many kindnesses; and you mustn't take
  any more trouble on our account。  August can see us off in the morning。〃
  She nodded quickly; and was gone in…doors while he was yet struggling
  with his doubt of the reality of what had all so swiftly happened。
  General Triscoe was still ignorant of any change in the status to which
  he had reconciled himself with so much difficulty; when he came down to
  get into the omnibus for the train。  Till then he had been too proud to
  ask what had become of Burnamy; though he had wondered; but now he looked
  about and said impatiently; 〃I hope that young man isn't going to keep us
  waiting。〃
  Agatha was pale and worn with sleeplessness; but she said firmly; 〃He
  isn't going; papa。  I will tell you in the train。  August will see to the
  tickets and the baggage。〃
  August conspired with the traeger to get them a first…class compartment
  to themselves。  But even with the advantages of this seclusion Agatha's
  confidences to her father were not full。  She told her father that her
  eng