第 25 节
作者:花旗      更新:2021-02-18 23:51      字数:9320
  character which was inevitable; and it seemed to him that this in itself
  was significant of a determination on her part that was fatal to his
  hopes。  With a lover's indefinite power of blinding himself to what is
  before his eyes; he believed that if she had been more diffident of him;
  more uneasy in his presence; he should have had more courage; but for her
  to breakfast unafraid with him; to meet him at lunch and dinner in the
  little dining…room where they were often the only guests; and always the
  only English…speaking guests; was nothing less than prohibitive。
  In the hotel service there was one of those men who are porters in this
  world; but will be angels in the next; unless the perfect goodness of
  their looks; the constant kindness of their acts; belies them。  The
  Marches had known and loved the man in their brief stay; and he had been
  the fast friend of Burnamy from the moment they first saw each other at
  the station。  He had tenderly taken possession of General Triscoe on his
  arrival; and had constituted himself the nurse and keeper of the
  irascible invalid; in the intervals of going to the trains; with a zeal
  that often relieved his daughter and Burnamy。  The general in fact
  preferred him to either; and a tacit custom grew up by which when August
  knocked at his door; and offered himself in his few words of serviceable
  English; that one of them who happened to be sitting with the general
  gave way; and left him in charge。  The retiring watcher was then apt to
  encounter the other watcher on the stairs; or in the reading…room; or in
  the tiny; white…pebbled door…yard at a little table in the shade of the
  wooden…tubbed evergreens。  From the habit of doing this they one day
  suddenly formed the habit of going across the street to that gardened
  hollow before and below the Grand…Ducal Museum。  There was here a bench
  in the shelter of some late…flowering bush which the few other
  frequenters of the place soon recognized as belonging to the young
  strangers; so that they would silently rise and leave it to them when
  they saw them coming。  Apparently they yielded not only to their right;
  but to a certain authority which resides in lovers; and which all other
  men; and especially all other women; like to acknowledge and respect。
  In the absence of any civic documents bearing upon the affair it is
  difficult to establish the fact that this was the character in which
  Agatha and Burnamy were commonly regarded by the inhabitants of Weimar。
  But whatever their own notion of their relation was; if it was not that
  of a Brant and a Brautigam; the people of Weimar would have been puzzled
  to say what it was。  It was known that the gracious young lady's father;
  who would naturally have accompanied them; was sick; and in the fact that
  they were Americans much extenuation was found for whatever was
  phenomenal in their unencumbered enjoyment of each other's society。
  If their free American association was indistinguishably like the peasant
  informality which General Triscoe despised in the relations of Kenby and
  Mrs。 Adding; it is to be said in his excuse that he could not be fully
  cognizant of it; in the circumstances; and so could do nothing to prevent
  it。  His pessimism extended to his health; from the first he believed
  himself worse than the doctor thought him; and he would have had some
  other physician if he had not found consolation in their difference of
  opinion and the consequent contempt which he was enabled to cherish for
  the doctor in view of the man's complete ignorance of the case。  In proof
  of his own better understanding of it; he remained in bed some time after
  the doctor said he might get up。
  Nearly ten days had passed before he left his room; and it was not till
  then that he clearly saw how far affairs had gone with his daughter and
  Burnamy; though even then his observance seemed to have anticipated
  theirs。  He found them in a quiet acceptance of the fortune which had
  brought them together; so contented that they appeared to ask nothing
  more of it。  The divine patience and confidence of their youth might
  sometimes have had almost the effect of indifference to a witness who had
  seen its evolution from the moods of the first few days of their reunion
  in Weimar。  To General Triscoe; however; it looked like an understanding
  which had been made without reference to his wishes; and had not been
  directly brought to his knowledge。
  〃Agatha;〃 he said; after due note of a gay contest between her and
  Burnamy over the pleasure and privilege of ordering his supper sent to
  his room when he had gone back to it from his first afternoon in the open
  air; 〃how long is that young man going to stay in Weimar?〃
  〃Why; I don't know!〃 she answered; startled from her work of beating the
  sofa pillows into shape; and pausing with one of them in her hand。
  〃I never asked him。〃  She looked down candidly into his face where he sat
  in an easy…chair waiting for her arrangement of the sofa。  〃What makes
  you ask?〃
  He answered with another question。  〃Does he know that we had thought of
  staying here?〃
  〃Why; we've always talked of that; haven't we?  Yes; he knows it。  Didn't
  you want him to know it; papa?  You ought to have begun on the ship;
  then。  Of course I've asked him what sort of place it was。  I'm sorry if
  you didn't want me to。〃
  〃Have I said that?  It's perfectly easy to push on to Paris。  Unless〃
  〃Unless what?〃 Agatha dropped the pillow; and listened respectfully。  But
  in spite of her filial attitude she could not keep her youth and strength
  and courage from quelling the forces of the elderly man。
  He said querulously; 〃I don't see why you take that tone with me。  You
  certainly know what I mean。  But if you don't care to deal openly with
  me; I won't ask you。〃  He dropped his eyes from her face; and at the same
  time a deep blush began to tinge it; growing up from her neck to her
  forehead。  〃You must knowyou're not a child;〃 he continued; still with
  averted eyes; 〃that this sort of thing can't go on。。。  It must be
  something else; or it mustn't be anything at all。  I don't ask you for
  your confidence; and you know that I've never sought to control you。〃
  This was not the least true; but Agatha answered; either absently or
  provisionally; 〃No。〃
  〃And I don't seek to do so now。  If you have nothing that you wish to
  tell me〃
  He waited; and after what seemed a long time; she asked as if she had not
  heard him; 〃Will you lie down a little before your supper; papa?〃
  〃I will lie down when I feel like it;〃 he answered。  〃Send August with
  the supper; he can look after me。〃
  His resentful tone; even more than his words; dismissed her; but she left
  him without apparent grievance; saying quietly; 〃I will send August。〃
  LXVII。
  Agatha did not come down to supper with Burnamy。  She asked August; when
  she gave him her father's order; to have a cup of tea sent to her room;
  where; when it came; she remained thinking so long that it was rather
  tepid by the time she drank it。
  Then she went to her window; and looked out; first above and next below。
  Above; the moon was hanging over the gardened hollow before the Museum
  with the airy lightness of an American moon。  Below was Burnamy behind
  the tubbed evergreens; sitting tilted in his chair against the house
  wall; with the spark of his cigar fainting and flashing like an American
  firefly。  Agatha went down to the door; after a little delay; and seemed
  surprised to find him there; at least she said; 〃Oh!〃 in a tone of
  surprise。
  Burnamy stood up; and answered; 〃Nice night。〃
  〃Beautiful!〃 she breathed。  〃I didn't suppose the sky in Germany could
  ever be so clear。〃
  〃It seems to be doing its best。〃
  〃The flowers over there look like ghosts in the light;〃 she said
  dreamily。
  〃They're not。  Don't you want to get your hat and wrap; and go over and
  expose the fraud?〃
  〃Oh;〃 she answered; as if it were merely a question of the hat and wrap;
  〃I have them。〃
  They sauntered through the garden walks for a while; long enough to have
  ascertained that there was not a veridical phantom among the flowers; if
  they had been looking; and then when they came to their accustomed seat;
  they sat down; and she said; 〃I don't know that I've seen the moon so
  clear since we left Carlsbad。〃  At the last word his heart gave a jump
  that seemed to lodge it in his throat and kept him from speaking; so that
  she could resume without interruption; 〃I've got something of yours; that
  you left at the Posthof。  The girl that broke the dishes found it; and
  Lili gave it to Mrs。 March for you。〃  This did not account for Agatha's
  having the thing; whatever it was; but when she took a handkerchief from
  her belt; and put out her hand with it toward him; he seemed to find that
  her having it had necessarily followed。  He tried to take it from her;
  but his own hand trembled so that it clung to hers; and he gasped; 〃Can't
  you say now; what you wouldn't say then?〃
  The logical sequence was no more obvious than be fore; but she apparently
  felt it in her turn as he had felt it in his。  She whispered back; 〃Yes;〃
  and then she could not get out anything more till she entreated in a
  half…stifled voice; 〃Oh; don't!〃        ‘