第 39 节
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centre all marred and spoiled by vegetation; and here the lights wavered;
and went out by scores and hundreds; just as the petals drop from spent
flowers; while it seemed; though it may have been only wind in the rank
grass; that the air was full of most plaintive sighs as each little lamp
slipped into oblivion。
The big pile was a mass of fallen masonry; which; from the broken
pillars all about; might have been a palace or temple once。 I pushed in;
but it was as dark as Hades here; so; after struggling for a time in a
labyrinth of chambers; chose a sandy recess; with some dry herbage by
way of bedding in a corner; and there; thankful at least for shel… ter; my
night's wanderings came to an end and I coiled myself down; ate a last
handful of dry fruit; and; strange as it may seem; was soon sleeping
peacefully。
I dreamed that night that a woman; with a face as white as ivory; came
and bent over me。 She led a babe by either hand; while behind her were
scores of other ones; with lovely faces; but all as pale as the stars
themselves; who looked and sighed; but said nothing; and when they had
stared their fill; dropped out one by one; leaving a wonderful blank in the
monotony where they had been; but beyond that dream nothing happened。
It was a fine morning when I woke again; and ob… viously broad day
outside; the sunshine coming down through cracks in the old palace roof;
and lying in golden pools on the floor with dazzling effect。
Rubbing my eyes and sitting up; it took me some time to get my senses
together; and at first an uneasy feeling possessed me that I was somehow
dematerialised and in an unreal world。 But a twinge of cramp in my left
arm; and a healthy sneeze; which frightened a score of bats overhead
nearly out of their senses; was reassuring on this point; and rubbing away
the cramp and staggering to my feet; I looked about at the strange
surroundings。 It was cavernous chaos on every side: magnificent
architecture reduced to the confusion of a debris…heap; only the hollow
chambers being here and there preserved by massive columns meeting
overhead。 Into these the yellow light filtered wher… ever a rent in a
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cupola or side…wall admitted it; and allured by the vision of corridors one
beyond the other; I presently set off on a tour of discovery。
Twenty minutes' scrambling brought me to a place where the fallen
jambs of a fine doorway lay so close together that there was barely room
to pass between them。 However; seeing light beyond; I squeezed through;
and I found my… self in the best…preserved chamber of alla wide; roomy
hall with a domed roof; a haze of mural paintings on the walls; and a
marble floor nearly hidden in a century of fallen dust。 I stumbled over
something at the threshold; and picking it up; found it was a baby's skull!
And there were more of them now that my eyes became accustomed to the
light。 The whole floor was mottled with themscores and hundreds of
bones and those poor little relics of humanity jutting out of the sand
everywhere。 In the hush of that great dead nursery the little white
trophies seemed inexpressibly pathetic; and I should have turned back
reverently from that chamber of forgotten sorrows but that something
caught my eye in the centre of it。
It was an oblong pile of white stone; very ill…used and chipped; wrist…
deep in dust; yet when a slant of light came in from above and fell straight
upon it; the marble against the black gloom beyond blazed like living pearl。
It was dazzling; and shading my eyes and going tenderly over through the
poor dead babes; I looked; and there; full in the shine; lay a woman's
skeleton; still wrapped in a robe of which little was left save the hard gold
embroidery。 Her brown hair; wonderful to say; still lay like lank; dead
sea… weed about her; and amongst it was a fillet crown of plain iron set
with gems such as eye never looked upon before。 There were not many;
but enough to make the proud sim… plicity of that circlet glisten like a little
band of firea gleaming halo on her dead forehead infinitely fascinating。
At her sides were two other little bleached human flowers; and I stood
before them for a long time in silent sympathy。
Could this be Queen Yang; of whom the woodcutter had told me? It
must bewho else? And if it were; what strange chance had brought me
herea stranger; yet the first to come; since her sorrow; from her distant
kindred? And if it were; then that fillet belonged of right to Heru; the last
rep… resentative of her kind。 Ought I not to take it to her rather than leave
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it as spoil to the first idle thief with pluck enough to deride the mysteries
of the haunted city? Long time I thought over it in the faint; heavy
atmosphere of that hall; and then very gently unwound the hair; lifted the
circlet; and; scarcely knowing what I did; put it in my shoulder…bag。
After that I went more cheerfully into the outside sun… shine; and
setting my clothes to dry on a stone; took stock of the situation。 The
place was; perhaps; not quite so romantic by day as by night; and the
scattered trees; matted by creepers; with which the whole were overgrown;
prevented anything like an extensive view of the ruined city being ob…
tained。 But what gave me great satisfaction was to note over these trees
to the eastward a two…humped mountain; not more than six or seven miles
distantthe very one I had mislaid the day before。 Here was reality and a
chance of getting back to civilisation。 I was as glad as if home were in
sight; and not; perhaps; the less so because the hill meant villages and food;
and you who have doubtless lunched well and lately will please bear in
mind I had had nothing since breakfast the day before; and though this
may look picturesque on paper; in practice it is a painful item in one's
programme。
Well; I gave my damp clothes but a turn or two more in the sun; and
then; arguing that from the bare ground where the forest ended half…way
up the hill; a wide view would be obtained; hurried into my garments and
set off thither right gleefully。 A turn or two down the blank streets; now
prosaic enough; an easy scramble through a gap in the crumbling
battlements; and there was the open forest again; with a friendly path well
marked by the passage of those wild animals who made the city their lair
trending towards my landmark。
A light breakfast of soft green nuts; plucked on the way; and then the
ground began to bend upwards and the woods to thin a little。 With
infinite ardour; just before mid… day; I scrambled on to a bare knoll on the
very hillside; and fell exhausted before the top could be reached。
But what were hunger or fatigue to the satisfaction of that moment?
There was the sea before me; the clear; strong; gracious sea; blue leagues
of it; furrowed by the white ridges of some distant storm。 I could smell
the scent of it even here; and my sailor heart rose in pride at the
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companion… ship of that alien ocean。 Lovely and blessed thing! how
often have I turned from the shallow trivialities of the land and found
consolation in the strength of your stately soli… tudes! How often have I
turned from the tinselled presence of the shore; the infinite pretensions of
dry land that make life a sorry; hectic sham; and found in the black bosom
of the Great Mother solace and comfort! Dear; lovely sea; man… half of
every sphere; as far removed in the sequence of your