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作者:低诉      更新:2021-02-18 23:48      字数:9322
  centre all marred and spoiled by vegetation; and here the lights wavered;
  and went out by scores and hundreds; just as the petals drop from spent
  flowers; while it seemed; though it may have been only wind in the rank
  grass;   that   the   air   was   full   of   most   plaintive   sighs   as   each   little   lamp
  slipped into oblivion。
  The   big   pile   was   a   mass   of   fallen   masonry;   which;   from   the   broken
  pillars all about; might have been a palace or temple once。                     I pushed in;
  but   it   was   as   dark   as   Hades   here;   so;   after   struggling   for   a   time   in   a
  labyrinth   of   chambers;   chose   a   sandy   recess;   with   some   dry   herbage   by
  way of bedding in a corner; and there; thankful at least for shel… ter;  my
  night's   wanderings   came   to   an   end   and   I   coiled   myself   down;   ate   a   last
  handful   of   dry   fruit;   and;   strange    as   it   may   seem;   was   soon    sleeping
  peacefully。
  I dreamed that night that a woman; with a face as white as ivory; came
  and bent over me。          She led a babe by either hand; while behind her were
  scores     of  other    ones;   with    lovely   faces;    but  all  as   pale   as  the   stars
  themselves; who looked and sighed; but said nothing; and when they had
  stared their fill; dropped out one by one; leaving a wonderful blank in the
  monotony where they had been; but beyond that dream nothing happened。
  It was a fine morning when I woke again; and ob… viously broad day
  outside; the sunshine coming down through cracks in the old palace roof;
  and lying in golden pools on the floor with dazzling effect。
  Rubbing my eyes and sitting up; it took me some time to get my senses
  together; and at first an uneasy feeling possessed me that I was somehow
  dematerialised and in an unreal world。               But a twinge of cramp in my left
  arm;   and   a   healthy   sneeze;   which   frightened   a   score   of   bats   overhead
  nearly out of their senses; was reassuring on this point; and rubbing away
  the    cramp    and    staggering     to  my    feet;   I  looked    about    at  the   strange
  surroundings。         It   was    cavernous      chaos     on   every    side:    magnificent
  architecture   reduced   to   the   confusion   of   a   debris…heap;   only   the   hollow
  chambers   being   here   and   there   preserved   by   massive   columns   meeting
  overhead。       Into   these   the   yellow   light   filtered    wher…   ever   a   rent   in  a
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  cupola or side…wall admitted it; and allured by the vision of corridors one
  beyond the other; I presently set off on a tour of discovery。
  Twenty   minutes'   scrambling   brought   me   to   a   place   where   the   fallen
  jambs of a fine doorway lay so close together that there was barely room
  to pass between them。          However; seeing light beyond; I squeezed through;
  and I found my… self in the best…preserved chamber of alla wide; roomy
  hall   with   a   domed   roof;   a   haze   of   mural   paintings   on   the   walls;   and   a
  marble floor nearly hidden in a century of fallen dust。                  I stumbled over
  something at the threshold; and picking it up; found it was a baby's skull!
  And there were more of them now that my eyes became accustomed to the
  light。    The whole   floor was   mottled with themscores   and hundreds   of
  bones   and   those   poor   little   relics   of   humanity   jutting   out   of   the   sand
  everywhere。        In   the   hush   of   that  great   dead    nursery    the  little  white
  trophies   seemed   inexpressibly   pathetic;   and   I   should   have   turned   back
  reverently   from   that   chamber   of   forgotten   sorrows   but   that   something
  caught my eye in the centre of it。
  It was an oblong pile of white stone; very ill…used and chipped; wrist…
  deep in dust; yet when a slant of light came in from above and fell straight
  upon it; the marble against the black gloom beyond blazed like living pearl。
  It was dazzling; and shading my eyes and going tenderly over through the
  poor   dead   babes;   I   looked;   and   there;   full   in   the   shine;   lay   a   woman's
  skeleton; still wrapped in a robe of which little was left save the hard gold
  embroidery。       Her   brown   hair;   wonderful   to   say;   still   lay  like   lank;   dead
  sea… weed about her; and   amongst it   was a fillet   crown of plain iron   set
  with gems such as eye never looked upon before。 There were not many;
  but enough to make the proud sim… plicity of that circlet glisten like a little
  band of firea gleaming halo on her dead forehead infinitely fascinating。
  At   her   sides   were   two   other   little   bleached   human   flowers;   and   I   stood
  before them for a long time in silent sympathy。
  Could this be Queen Yang; of whom the woodcutter had told me? It
  must bewho else? And if it were; what strange chance had brought me
  herea stranger; yet the first to come; since her sorrow; from her distant
  kindred? And if it were; then that fillet belonged of right to Heru; the last
  rep… resentative of her kind。         Ought I not to take it to her rather than leave
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  it as spoil to the first idle thief with pluck enough to deride the mysteries
  of   the   haunted     city?  Long     time   I  thought    over   it  in  the  faint;   heavy
  atmosphere of that hall; and then very gently unwound the hair; lifted the
  circlet; and; scarcely knowing what I did; put it in my shoulder…bag。
  After   that   I   went   more   cheerfully   into   the   outside   sun…   shine;   and
  setting   my   clothes   to   dry   on   a   stone;   took   stock   of   the   situation。 The
  place   was;   perhaps;   not   quite   so   romantic   by   day   as   by   night;   and   the
  scattered trees; matted by creepers; with which the whole were overgrown;
  prevented   anything   like   an   extensive   view   of   the   ruined   city   being   ob…
  tained。     But what gave me great satisfaction was to note over these trees
  to the eastward a two…humped mountain; not more than six or seven miles
  distantthe very one I had mislaid the day before。                Here was reality and a
  chance of getting back to civilisation。             I was as glad as if home were in
  sight; and not; perhaps; the less so because the hill meant villages and food;
  and   you   who have   doubtless   lunched   well   and  lately  will   please   bear   in
  mind   I   had   had   nothing   since   breakfast   the   day   before;   and   though   this
  may   look   picturesque   on   paper;   in   practice   it   is   a   painful   item   in   one's
  programme。
  Well; I gave my damp clothes but a turn or two more in the sun; and
  then; arguing that from the bare ground where the forest ended half…way
  up the hill; a wide view would be obtained; hurried into my garments and
  set off thither right gleefully。        A turn or two down the blank streets; now
  prosaic     enough;     an   easy    scramble      through     a  gap    in  the   crumbling
  battlements; and there was the open forest again; with a friendly path well
  marked by the passage of those wild animals who made the city their lair
  trending towards my landmark。
  A light breakfast of soft green nuts; plucked on the way; and then the
  ground      began    to  bend    upwards   and     the   woods     to  thin  a   little。 With
  infinite ardour; just before mid… day; I scrambled on to a bare knoll on the
  very hillside; and fell exhausted before the top could be reached。
  But what   were  hunger or   fatigue to   the satisfaction   of that   moment?
  There was the sea before me; the clear; strong; gracious sea; blue leagues
  of it; furrowed by the white ridges of some distant storm。                    I could smell
  the    scent   of   it  even   here;   and   my    sailor   heart   rose    in  pride   at  the
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  companion…   ship   of   that   alien   ocean。      Lovely   and   blessed   thing!   how
  often   have   I   turned   from   the   shallow   trivialities   of   the   land   and   found
  consolation in the strength of your stately soli… tudes!               How often have I
  turned from the tinselled presence of the shore; the infinite pretensions of
  dry land that make life a sorry; hectic sham; and found in the black bosom
  of the Great Mother solace and comfort!                Dear; lovely sea; man… half of
  every sphere; as far removed in the sequence of your