第 19 节
作者:低诉      更新:2021-02-18 23:48      字数:9322
  her face。
  She   came     straight   up   to  me;   and;  resting   a  dainty   hand    upon    my
  shoulder; whispered; 〃Are you come as a spectator only; dear Mr。 Jones; or
  do you join in our custom tonight?〃
  〃I   came     only    as  a   bystander;     lady;   but   the   fascination    of   the
  opportunity is deadly〃
  〃And have   you   any  preference?〃this in the softest   little   voice   from
  somewhere in the nape of my neck。                〃Strangers sometimes say there are
  fair women in Seth。〃
  〃Nonetill   you   came;   and   now;   as   was   said   a   long   time   ago;   'All   is
  dross   that   is   not   Helen。' Dearest   lady;〃   I   ran   on;   detaining   her   by   the
  fingertips and gazing up into those shy and star…like eyes; 〃must I indeed
  put all the hopes your kindness has roused in me these last few days to a
  shuffle in yonder urn; taking my chance with all these lazy fellows?                      In
  that land whereof I was; we would not have had it so; we loaded our dice
  in these matters; a strong man there might have a willing maid though all
  heaven were set against him!            But give me leave; sweet lady; and I will
  ruffle with these   fellows; give   me   a   glance   and   I   will   barter   my  life   for
  your billet when it is drawn; but to stand idly by and see you won by a
  cold chance; I cannot do it。〃
  That lady laughed a little and said; 〃Men make laws; dear Jones; for
  women to keep。         It is the rule; and we must not break it。〃            Then; gently
  tugging at   her   imprisoned   fingers   and   gathering   up   her   skirts   to   go;  she
  added; 〃But it might happen that wit here were better than sword。〃                    Then
  she hesitated; and freeing herself at last slipped from my side; yet before
  she was quite gone half turned again and whispered so low that no one but
  I could hear it; 〃A golden pool; and a silver fish; and a line no thicker than
  a hair!〃 and before I could beg a meaning of her; had passed down the hall
  and taken a place with the other expectant damsels。
  〃A  golden   pool;〃   I said to   myself;  〃a   silver   fish;  and   a   line of   hair。〃
  What   could   she   mean?       Yet   that   she   meant   something;   and   something
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  clearly   of   importance;   I   could   not   doubt。   〃A  golden   pool;   and   a   silver
  fish〃 I buried my chin in my chest and thought deeply but without effect
  while the preparations were made and   the fateful urn; each maid   having
  slipped   her   name   tablet   within;   was   brought   down   to   us;   covered   in   a
  beautiful web of rose…coloured tissue; and commenced its round; passing
  slowly  from  hand   to   hand   as   each   of   those  handsome;   impassive;   fawn…
  eyed gallants lifted a corner of the web in turn and helped themselves to
  fate。
  〃A golden pool;〃 I muttered; 〃and a silver fish〃so ab… sorbed in my
  own thoughts I hardly noticed the great cup begin its journey; but when it
  had gone three or four places the glitter of the lights upon it caught my eye。
  It was of pure gold; round…brimmed; and circled about with a string of the
  blue   convolvulus;  which implies delight to   these people。               Ay!   and   each
  man   was   plunging   his hand   into   the   dark   and   taking   in   his   turn   a   small
  notch…edged mother…of… pearl billet from it that flashed soft and silvery as
  he turned it in his hand to read the name engraved in unknown characters
  thereon。     〃Why;〃 I  said; with   a  start; 〃surely THIS   might be  the  golden
  pool    and   these   the   silver   fish  but   the  hair…fine    line?   And     again   I
  meditated deeply; with all my senses on the watch。
  Slowly the urn crept round; and as each man took a ticket from it; and
  passed it; smiling; to the seneschal behind him; that official read out the
  name     upon    it;  and  a  blushing     damsel    slipped    from   the   crowd    above;
  crossing over to the side of the man with whom chance had thus lightly
  linked   her   for   the   brief   Martian   year;   and   putting   her   hands   in   his   they
  kissed before all the company; and sat down to their places at the table as
  calmly as country folk might choose partners at a village fair in hay…time。
  But not so with me。         Each time a name was called I started and stared
  at the drawer in a way which should have filled him with alarm had alarm
  been possible to the peace…soaked triflers; then turned to glance to where;
  amongst the women; my tender little princess was leaning against a pillar;
  with drooping head; slowly pulling a con… volvulus bud to pieces。                      None
  drew;   though   all   were   thinking   of   her;   as   I   could   tell   in   my   fingertips。
  Keener   and   keener   grew   the   suspense   as   name   after   name   was   told   and
  each slim white damsel skipped to the place allotted her。                And all the time
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  I   kept   muttering     to   myself    about    that   〃golden    pool;〃    wondering      and
  wondering   until   the   urn   had   passed   half   round   the   tables   and   was   only
  some three men up from meand then an idea flashed across my mind。                            I
  dipped   my   fingers   in   the   scented   water…basin   on   the   table;   drying   them
  carefully on a napkin; and waiting; outwardly as calm as any; yet inwardly
  wrung       by   those     tremors     which     beset     all  male     creation     in   such
  circumstances。
  And   now      at  last  it  was   my   turn。    The     great   urn;  blazing    golden;
  through its rosy covering; was in front; and all eyes on me。                     I clapped a
  sunburnt hand upon its top as though I would take all remaining in it to
  myself and stared round at that companyonly her herself I durst not look
  at!    Then; with a beating heart; I lifted a corner of the web and slipped
  my hand into the dark inside; muttering to myself as I did so; 〃A golden
  pool;  and   a   silver  fish;  and   a line no   thicker  than   a  hair。〃     I  touched   in
  turn twenty perplexing tablets and was no whit the wiser; and felt about
  the sides yet came to nothing; groping here and there with a rising despair;
  until as my fingers; still damp and fine of touch; went round the sides a
  second time; yes! there was some… thing; something in the hollow of the
  fluting;  a  thought;   a  thread;  and   yet   enough。       I  took   it   unseen;  lifting   it
  with   in…   finite   forbearance;   and   the   end   was   weighted;   the   other   tablets
  slipped and rattled as from their midst; hanging to that one fine virgin hair;
  up came a pearly billet。         I doubted no longer; but snapped the thread; and
  showed       the  tablet;   heard   Heru's    name;     read   from   it  amongst      the  soft
  applause of that luxurious company with all the unconcern I could muster。
  There she   was   in   a   moment;   lip   to lip   with   me;   before   them  all;   her
  eyes more than ever like planets from her native skies; and only the quick
  heave of her bosom; slowly subsiding like a ground swell after a   storm;
  remaining   to   tell   that   even   Martian   blood   could   sometimes   beat   quicker
  than usual!       She   sat   down   in   her   place   by  me   in   the simplest   way;   and
  soon everything was as merry as could be。                 The main meal came on now;
  and    as   far  as  I  could    see  those    Martian    gallants    had   extremely      good
  appetites;   though   they   drank   at   first   but   little;   wisely   remembering   the
  strength   of   their   wines。     As   for   me;   I   ate   of   fishes   that   never   swam   in
  earthly seas; and of strange fowl that never flapped a way through thick
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  terrestrial air; ate and drank as happy as a king; and falling each moment
  more and more in love with the wonderfully beautiful girl at my side who
  was a real woman of flesh and blood I knew; yet somehow so dainty; so
  pink and white; so unlike other girls in the smoothness of her outlines; in
  the subtle grace of each unthinking attitude; that again and again I looked
  at   her   over   the   rim   of   my   tankard   half   fearing   she   might   dissolve   into
  nothing; being the half…fairy which she was。
  Presently she asked; 〃Did that deed of mine; the hair in the urn; offend
  you; stranger?〃
  〃Offend me; lady!〃 I laughed。            〃Why; ha