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低诉 更新:2021-02-18 23:48 字数:9316
mutterings of the priest who draws back the cur… tains of the shrineand
here; after the scribe has left these two yellow pages blank as though to set
a space of reverence between himself and what comes nexthere speaks
the truth; the voice; the fact of all life。〃 But 〃Oh! Jones;〃 she said;
turning from the dusty pages and clasping her young; milk…warm hands
over mine and leaning towards me until her blushing cheek was near to
my shoulder and the incense of her breath upon me。 〃Oh! Gulliver
Jones;〃 she said。 〃Make me read no more; my soul revolts from the task;
the crazy brown letters swim before my eyes。 Is there no learning near at
hand that would be pleasanter reading than this silly book of yours?
What; after all;〃 she said; growing bolder at the sound of her own voice;
〃what; after all; is the musty reticence of gods to the whispered secret of a
maid? Jones; splendid stranger for whom all men stand aside and women
look over shoulders; oh; let me be your book!〃 she whispered; slipping on
to my knee and winding her arms round my neck till; through the white
glimmer of her single vest; I could feel her heart beating against mine。
〃Newest and dearest of friends; put by this dreary learning and look in my
eyes; is there nothing to be spelt out there?〃
And I was constrained to do as she bid me; for she was as fresh as an
almond blossom touched by the sun; and looking down into two
swimming blue lakes where shyness and passion were contendingbooks
easy enough; in truth; to be read; I saw that she loved me; with the
unconventional ardour of her nature。
It was a pleasant discovery; if its abruptness was em… barrassing; for
she was a maid in a thousand; and half ashamed and half laughing I let her
escalade me; throwing now and then a rueful look at the Secret of the
Gods; and all that priceless knowledge treated so unworthily。
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What else could I do? Besides; I loved her myself! And if there
was a momentary chagrin at having yonder golden knowledge put off by
this lovely interruption; yet I was flesh and blood; the gods could wait
they had to wait long and often before; and when this sweet interpreter
was comforted we would have another try。 So it happened I took her into
my heart and gave her the answer she asked for。
For a long time we sat in the dusky grandeur of the royal library; my
mind revolving between wonder and ad… miration of the neglected
knowledge all about; and the stir… rings of a new love; while Heru herself;
lapsed again into Martian calm; lay half sleeping on my shoulder; but pre…
sently; unwinding her arms; I put her down。
〃There; sweetheart;〃 I whispered; 〃enough of this for the moment;
tonight; perhaps; some more; but while we are here amongst all this lordly
litter; I can think of nothing else。〃 Again I bid her turn the pages; noting as
she did so how each chapter was headed by the coloured configuration of
a world。 Page by page we turned of crackling parchment; until by chance;
at the top of one; my eye caught a coloured round I could not fail to
recognise'twas the spinning but… ton on the blue breast of the
immeasurable that yesterday I inhabited。 〃Read here;〃 I cried; clapping
my finger upon the page midway down; where there were some signs
looking like Egyptian writing。 〃Says this quaint dabbler in all knowledge
anything of Isis; anything of Phra; of Am… mon; of Ammon Top?〃
〃And who was Isis? who Ammon Top?〃 asked the lady。
〃Nay; read;〃 I answered; and down the page her slender fingers went
awandering till at a spot of knotted signs they stopped。 〃Why; here is
something about thy Isis;〃 ex… claimed Heru; as though amused at my
perspicuity。 〃Here; halfway down this chapter of earth…history; it says;〃
and putting one pink knee across the other to better prop the book she
read:
〃And the priests of Thebes were gone; the sand stood un… trampled on
the temple steps a thousand years; the wild bees sang the song of
desolation in the ears of Isis; the wild cats littered in the stony lap of
Ammon; ay; another thou… sand years went by; and earth was tilled of
unseen hands and sown with yellow grain from Paradise; and the thin veil
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that separates the known from the unknown was rent; and men walked to
and fro。〃
〃Go on;〃 I said。
〃Nay;〃 laughed the other; 〃the little mice in their eager… ness have been
before yousee; all this corner is gnawed away。〃
〃Read on again;〃 I said; 〃where the page is whole; those sips of
knowledge you have given make me thirsty for more。 There; begin where
this blazonry of initialed red and gold looks so like the carpet spread by
the scribe for the feet of a sovereign truthwhat says he here?〃 And she;
half pouting to be set back once more to that task; half won… dering as she
gazed on those magic letters; let her eyes run down the page; then began:
〃And it was the Beginning; and in the centre void pres… ently there
came a nucleus of light: and the light brightened in the grey primeval
morning and became definite and articulate。 And from the midst of that
natal splendour; behind which was the Unknowable; the life came
hitherward; from the midst of that nucleus undescribed; undescribable;
there issued presently the primeval sigh that breathed the breath of life into
all things。 And that sigh thrilled through the empty spaces of the
illimitable: it breathed the breath of promise over the frozen hills of the
outside planets where the night…frost had lasted without beginning: and the
waters of ten thousand nameless oceans; girding nameless planets; were
stirred; trembling into their depth。 It crossed the il… limitable spaces
where the herding aerolites swirl forever through space in the wake of
careering world; and all their whistling wings answered to it。 It
reverberated through the grey wastes of vacuity; and crossed the dark
oceans of the Outside; even to the black shores of the eternal night
beyond。
〃And hardly had echo of that breath died away in the hollow of the
heavens and the empty wombs of a million barren worlds; when the light
brightened again; and draw… ing in upon itself became definite and took
form; and therefrom; at the moment of primitive conception; there came〃
And just then; as she had read so far as that; when all my faculties
were aching to know what came next whether this were but the idle
scribbling of a vacuous fool; or something elsethere rose the sound of
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soft flutes and tinkling bells in the corridors; as seneschals wandered pip…
ing round the palace to call folk to meals; a smell of roast meat and
grilling fish as that procession lifted the curtains between the halls; and
〃Dinner!〃 shouted my sweet Martian; slapping the cov… ers of The
Secret of the Gods together and pushing the stately tome headlong from
the table。 〃Dinner! 'Tis worth a hundred thousand planets to the
hungry!〃
Nothing I could say would keep her; and; scarcely know… ing whether
to laugh or to be angry at so unseemly an interruption; but both being
purposeless I dug my hands into my pockets; and somewhat sulkily
refusing Heru's invita… tion to luncheon in the corridor (Navy rations had
not fitted my stomach for these constant debauches of gos… samer food);
strolled into the town again in no very pleasant frame of mind。