第 63 节
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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-18 23:26 字数:9322
moment; and I was in the room; and had closed and barred the door behind me。
The weight that had opposed me was the body of the Italian; lying face downwards; upon the floor。 I stooped and turned it over; and saw that the venomous spirit had flown。 The face was purple and distorted; the lips were drawn back from the teeth in a dreadful smile。 There was in the room a faint; peculiar; not unpleasant odor。 It did not seem strange to me to find that serpent; which had coiled in my path; dead and harmless for evermore。 Death had been busy of late; if he struck down the flower; why should he spare the thing that I pushed out of my way with my foot?
Ten feet from the door stood a great screen; hiding from view all that might be beyond。 It was very quiet in the room; with the sunshine coming through the window; and a breeze that smelt of the sea。 I had not cared to walk lightly or to close the door softly; and yet no voice had challenged my entrance。 For a minute I feared to find the dead physician the room's only occupant; then I passed the screen and came upon my enemy。
He was sitting beside a table; with his arms outstretched and his head bowed upon them。 My footfall did not rouse him; he sat there in the sunshine as still as the figure that lay before the threshold。 I thought with a dull fury that maybe he was dead already; and I walked hastily and heavily across the floor to the table。 He was a living man; for with the fingers of one hand he was slowly striking against a sheet of paper that lay beneath them。 He knew not that I stood above him; he was listening to other footsteps。
The paper was a letter; unfolded and written over with great black characters。 The few lines above those moving fingers stared me in the face。 They ran thus: 〃I told you that you had as well cut your throat as go upon that mad Virginia voyage。 Now all's gone; … wealth; honors; favor。 Buckingham is the sun in heaven; and cold are the shadows in which we walk who hailed another luminary。 There's a warrant out for the Black Death; look to it that one meets not you too; when you come at last。 But come; in the name of all the fiends; and play your last card。 There's your cursed beauty still。 Come; and let the King behold your face once more〃 … The rest was hidden。
I put out my hand and touched him upon the shoulder; and he raised his head and stared at me as at one come from the grave。
Over one side of his face; from temple to chin; was drawn and fastened a black cloth; the unharmed cheek was bloodless and shrunken; the lip twisted。 Only the eyes; dark; sinister; and splendid; were as they had been。 〃I dig not my graves deep enough;〃 he said。 〃Is she behind you there in the shadow?〃
Flung across a chair was a cloak of scarlet cloth。 I took it and spread it out upon the floor; then unsheathed a dagger which I had taken from the rack of weapons in the Governor's hall。 〃Loosen thy poniard; thou murderer;〃 I cried; 〃and come stand with me upon the cloak。〃
〃Art quick or dead?〃 he answered。 〃I will not fight the dead。〃 He had not moved in his seat; and there was a lethargy and a dullness in his voice and eyes。 〃There is time enough;〃 he said。 〃I too will soon be of thy world; thou haggard; bloody shape。 Wait until I come; and I will fight thee; shadow to shadow。〃
〃I am not dead;〃 I said; 〃but there is one that is。 Stand up; villain and murderer; or I will kill you sitting there; with her blood upon your hands!〃
He rose at that; and drew his dagger from the sheath。 I laid aside my doublet; and he followed my example; but his hands moved listlessly and his fingers bungled at the fastenings。 I waited for him in some wonder; it not being like him to come tardily to such pastime。
He came at length; slowly and with an uncertain step; and we stood together on the scarlet cloak。 I raised my left arm and he raised his; and we locked hands。 There was no strength in his clasp; his hand lay within mine cold and languid。 〃Art ready?〃 I demanded。
〃Yea;〃 he answered in a strange voice; 〃but I would that she did not stand there with her head upon your breast。 。 。 。 I too loved thee; Jocelyn; … Jocelyn lying dead in the forest!〃
I struck at him with the dagger in my right hand; and wounded him; but not deeply; in the side。 He gave blow for blow; but his poniard scarce drew blood; so nerveless was the arm that would have driven it home。 I struck again; and he stabbed weakly at the air; then let his arm drop to his side; as though the light and jeweled blade had weighed it down。
Loosening the clasp of our left hands; I fell back until the narrow scarlet field was between us。 〃Hast no more strength than that?〃 I cried。 〃I cannot murder you!〃
He stood looking past me as into a great distance。 He was bleeding; but I had as yet been able to strike no mortal blow。 〃It is as you choose;〃 he said。 〃I am as one bound before you。 I am sick unto death。〃
Turning; he went back; swaying as he walked; to his chair; and sinking into it sat there a minute with half…closed eyes; then raised his head and looked at me; with a shadow of the old arrogance; pride; and disdain upon his scarred face。 〃Not yet; captain?〃 he demanded。 〃To the heart; man! So I would strike an you sat here and I stood there。〃
〃I know you would;〃 I said; and going to the window I flung the dagger down into the empty street; then stood and watched the smoke across the river; and thought it strange that the sun shone and the birds sang。
When I turned to the room again; he still sat there in the great chair; a tragic; splendid figure; with his ruined face and the sullen woe of his eyes。 〃I had sworn to kill you;〃 I said。 〃It is not just that you should live。〃
He gazed at me with something like a smile upon his bloodless lips。 〃Fret not thyself; Ralph Percy;〃 he said。 〃Within a week I shall be gone。 Did you see my servant; my Italian doctor; lying dead upon the floor; there beyond the screen? He had poisons; had Nicolo whom men called the Black Death; … poisons swift and strong; or subtle and slow。 Day and night; the earth and sunshine have become hateful to me。 I will go to the fires of hell; and see if they can make me forget; … can make me forget the face of a woman。〃 He was speaking half to me; half to himself。 〃Her eyes are dark and large;〃 he said; 〃and there are shadows beneath them; and the mark of tears。 She stands there day and night with her eyes upon me。 Her lips are parted; but she never speaks。 There was a way that she had with her hands; holding them one within the other; thus〃 …
I stopped him with a cry for silence; and I leaned trembling against the table。 〃Thou wretch!〃 I cried。 〃Thou art her murderer!〃
He raised his head and looked beyond me with that strange; faint smile。 〃I know;〃 he replied; with the dignity which was his at times。 〃You may play the headsman; if you choose。 I dispute not your right。 But it is scarce worth while。 I have taken poison。〃
The sunshine came into the room; and the wind from the river; and the trumpet notes of swans flying to the north。 〃The George is ready for sailing;〃 he said at last。 〃To…morrow or the next day she will be going home with the tidings of this massacre。 I shall go with her; and within a week they will bury me at sea。 There is a stealthy; slow; and secret poison。 。 。 。 I would not die in a land where I have lost every throw of the dice; and I would not die in England for Buckingham to come and look upon my face; and so I took that poison。 For the man upon the floor; there; … prison and death awaited him at home。 He chose to flee at once。〃
He ceased to speak; and sat with his head bowed upon his breast。 〃If you are content that it should be as it is;〃 he said at length; 〃perhaps you will leave me? I am not good company to…day。〃
His hand was busy again with the letter upon the table; and his gaze was fixed beyond me。 〃I have lost;〃 he muttered。 〃How I came to play my cards so badly I do not know。 The stake was heavy; … I have not wherewithal to play again。〃
His head sank upon his outstretched arm。 As for me; I stood a minute with set lips and clenched hands; and then I turned and went out of the room and down the stair and out into the street。 In the dust beneath the window lay my dagger。 I picked it up; sheathed it; and went my way。 ILLUSTRATION
The street was very quiet。 All windows and doors were closed and barred; not a soul was there to trouble me with look or speech。 The yelling from the forest had ceased; only the keen wind blew; and brought from the Esperance upon the river a sound of singing。 The sea was the home of the men upon her decks; and their hearts dwelt not in this port; they could sing while the smoke went up from our homes and the dead lay across the thresholds。
I went on through the sunshine and the stillness to the minister's house。 The trees in the garden were bare; the flowers dead。 The door was not barred。 I entered the house and went into the great room and flung the heavy shutters wide; then stood and looked about me。 Naught was changed; it was as we had left it that wild November night。 Even the mirror which; one other night; had shown me Diccon still hung upon the wall。 Master Bucke had been seldom at home; perhaps; or was feeble and careless of altering matters。 All w