第 37 节
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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-18 23:25 字数:9321
ndows; her face buried in her outstretched arms; her dark hair shadowing her like a mantle。 When I spoke to her she did not answer。 With a sudden fear I stooped and touched her clasped hands。 A shudder ran through her frame; and she slowly raised a colorless face。
〃Are you come back?〃 she whispered。 〃I thought you would never come back。 I thought they had killed you。 I was only praying before I killed myself。〃
I took her hands and wrung them apart to rouse her; she was so white and cold; and spoke so strangely。 〃God forbid that I should die yet awhile; madam!〃 I said。 〃When I can no longer serve you; then I shall not care how soon I die。〃
The eyes with which she gazed upon me were still wide and unseeing。 〃The guns!〃 she cried; wresting her hands from mine and putting them to her ears。 〃Oh; the guns! they shake the air。 And the screams and the trampling … the guns again! 〃
I brought her wine and made her drink it; then sat beside her; and told her gently; over and over again; that there was no longer thunder of the guns or screams or trampling。 At last the long; tearless sobs ceased; and she rose from her knees; and let me lead her to the door of her cabin。 There she thanked me softly; with downcast eyes and lips that yet trembled; then vanished from my sight; leaving me first to wonder at that terror and emotion in her who seldom showed the thing she felt; and finally to conclude that it was not so wonderful after all。
We sailed on; … southwards to Cuba; then north again to the Lucayas and the Florida straits; looking for Spanish ships and their gold。 The lights yet burned; … now brightly; now so sunken that it seemed as though the next hour they must flicker out。 We; the players; flagged not in that desperate masque; but we knew that; in spite of all endeavor; the darkness was coming fast upon us。
Had it been possible; we would have escaped from the ship; hazarding new fortunes on the Spanish Main; in an open boat; sans food or water。 But the pirates watched us very closely。 They called me 〃captain〃 and 〃Kirby;〃 and for the jest's sake gave an exaggerated obedience; with laughter and flourishes; but none the less I was their prisoner; … I and those I had brought with me to that ship。
An islet; shaped like the crescent moon; rose from out the sea before us。 We needed water; and so we felt our way between the horns of the crescent into the blue crystal of a fairy harbor。 One low hill; rose…colored from base to summit; with scarce a hint of the green world below that canopy of giant bloom; a little silver beach with wonderful shells upon it; the sound of a waterfall and a lazy surf; … we smelt the fruits and the flowers; and a longing for the land came upon us。 Six men were left on the ship; and all besides went ashore。 Some rolled the water casks toward the sound of the cascade; others plunged into the forest; to return laden with strange and luscious fruits; birds; guanas; conies; … whatever eatable thing they could lay hands upon; others scattered along the beach to find turtle eggs; or; if fortune favored them; the turtle itself。 They laughed; they sang; they swore; until the isle rang to their merriment。 Like wanton children; they called to each other; to the screaming birds; to the echoing bloom…draped hill。
I spread a square of cloth upon the sand; in the shadow of a mighty tree that stood at the edge of the forest; and the King's ward took her seat upon it; and looked; in the golden light of the sinking sun; the very spirit of the isle。 By this we two were alone on the beach。 The hunters for eggs; led by Diccon; were out upon the farthest gleaming horn; from the wood came the loud laughter of the fruit gatherers; and a most rollicking song issuing from the mighty chest of Master Jeremy Sparrow。 With the woodsmen had gone my lord。
I walked a little way into the forest; and shouted a warning to Sparrow against venturing too far。 When I returned to the giant tree and the cloth in the shadow of its outer branches; my wife was writing on the sand with a pointed shell。 She had not seen or heard me; and I stood behind her and read what she wrote。 It was my name。 She wrote it three times; slowly and carefully; then she felt my presence; glanced swiftly up; smiled; rubbed out my name; and wrote Sparrow's; Diccon's; and the King's in succession。 〃Lest I should forget to make my letters;〃 she explained。
I sat down at her feet; and for some time we said no word。 The light; falling between the heavy blooms; cast bright sequins upon her dress and dark hair。 The blooms were not more pink than her cheeks; the recesses of the forest behind us not deeper or darker than her eyes。 The laughter and the song came faintly to us now。 The sun was low in the west; and a wonderful light slept upon the sea。
〃Last year we had a masque at court;〃 she said at length; breaking the long silence。 〃We had Calypso's island; and I was Calypso。 The island was built of boards covered with green velvet; and there was a mound upon it of pink silk roses。 There was a deep blue painted sea below; and a deep blue painted sky above。 My nymphs danced around the mound of roses; while I sat upon a real rock beside the painted sea and talked with Ulysses … to wit; my Lord of Buckingham … in gold armor。 That was a strange; bright; unreal; and wearisome day; but not so strange and unreal as this。〃
She ceased to speak; and began again to write upon the sand。 I watched her white hand moving to and fro。 She wrote; 〃How long will it last?〃
〃I do not know。 Not long。〃
She wrote again: 〃If there is time at the last; when you see that it is best; will you kill me?〃
I took the shell from her hand; and wrote my answer beneath her question。
The forest behind us sank into that pause and breathless hush between the noises of the day and the noises of the night。 The sun dropped lower; and the water became as pink as the blooms above us。
〃An you could; would you change?〃 I asked。 〃Would you return to England and safety?〃
She took a handful of the sand and let it slowly drift through her white fingers。 〃You know that I would not;〃 she said; 〃not if the end were to come to…night。 Only … only〃 … She turned from me and looked far out to sea。 I could not see her face; only the dusk of her hair and her heaving bosom。 〃My blood may be upon your hands;〃 she said in a whisper; 〃but yours will be upon my soul。〃
She turned yet further away; and covered her eyes with her hand。 I arose; and bent over her until I could have touched with my lips that bowed head。 〃Jocelyn;〃 I said。
A branch of yellow fruit fell beside us; and my Lord Carnal; a mass of gaudy bloom in his hand; stepped from the wood。 〃I returned to lay our first…fruits at madam's feet;〃 he explained; his darkly watchful eyes upon us both。 〃A gift from one poor prisoner to another; madam。〃 He dropped the flowers in her lap。 〃Will you wear them; lady? They are as fair almost as I could wish。〃
She touched the blossoms with listless fingers; said they were fair; then; rising; let them drop upon the sand。 〃I wear no flowers save of my husband's gathering; my lord;〃 she said。
There was a pathos and weariness in her voice; and a mist of unshed tears in her eyes。 She hated him; she loved me not; yet was forced to turn to me for help at every point; and she had stood for weeks upon the brink of death and looked unfalteringly into the gulf beneath her。
〃My lord;〃 I said; 〃you know in what direction Master Sparrow led the men。 Will you re‰nter the wood and call them to return? The sun is fast sinking; and darkness will be upon us。〃
He looked from her to me; with his brows drawn downwards and his lips pressed together。 Stooping; he took up the fallen flowers and deliberately tore them to pieces; until the pink petals were all scattered upon the sand。
〃I am weary of requests that are but sugared commands;〃 he said thickly。 〃Go seek your own men; an you will。 Here we are but man to man; and I budge not。 I stay; as the King would have me stay; beside the unfortunate lady whom you have made the prisoner and the plaything of a pirate ship。〃
〃You wear no sword; my Lord Carnal;〃 I said at last; 〃and so may lie with impunity。〃
〃But you can get me one!〃 he cried; with ill…concealed eagerness。
I laughed。 〃I am not zealous in mine enemy's cause; my lord。 I shall not deprive Master Sparrow of your lordship's sword。〃
Before I knew what he was about he crossed the yard of sand between us and struck me in the face。 〃Will that quicken your zeal?〃 he demanded between his teeth。
I seized him by the arm; and we stood so; both white with passion; both breathing heavily。 At length I flung his arm from me and stepped back。 〃I fight not my prisoner;〃 I said; 〃nor; while the lady you have named abides upon that ship with the nobleman who; more than myself; is answerable for her being there; do I put my life in unnecessary hazard。 I will endure the smart as best I may; my lord; until a more convenient season; when I will salve it well。〃
I turned to Mistress Percy; and giving her my hand led her down to the boats; for I heard the fruit gatherers breaking through the wood; and the hunters for eggs; black figures against the crimson sky; were hurrying down the beach。 Before the night had quit