第 2 节
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旅游巴士 更新:2021-02-18 23:25 字数:9321
〃Fair and chaste;〃 I said; 〃but meanly born。〃
〃I grant you that;〃 he answered。 〃But after all; what of it? Beggars must not be choosers。 The land is new and must be peopled; nor will those who come after us look too curiously into the lineage of those to whom a nation owes its birth。 What we in these plantations need is a loosening of the bonds which tie us to home; to England; and a tightening of those which bind us to this land in which we have cast our lot。 We put our hand to the plough; but we turn our heads and look to our Egypt and its fleshpots。 'T is children and wife … be that wife princess or peasant … that make home of a desert; that bind a man with chains of gold to the country where they abide。 Wherefore; when at midday I met good Master Wickham rowing down from Henricus to Jamestown; to offer his aid to Master Bucke in his press of business to…morrow; I gave the good man Godspeed; and thought his a fruitful errand and one pleasing to the Lord。〃
〃Amen;〃 I yawned。 〃I love the land; and call it home。 My withers are unwrung。〃
He rose to his feet; and began to pace the greensward before the door。 My eyes followed his trim figure; richly though sombrely clad; then fell with a sudden dissatisfaction upon my own stained and frayed apparel。
〃Ralph;〃 he said presently; coming to a stand before me; 〃have you ever an hundred and twenty pounds of tobacco in hand? If not; I〃 …
〃I have the weed;〃 I replied。 〃What then?〃
〃Then at dawn drop down with the tide to the city; and secure for thyself one of these same errant damsels。〃
I stared at him; and then broke into laughter; in which; after a space and unwillingly; he himself joined。 When at length I wiped the water from my eyes it was quite dark; the whippoorwills had begun to call; and Rolfe must needs hasten on。 I went with him down to the gate。
〃Take my advice; … it is that of your friend;〃 he said; as he swung himself into the saddle。 He gathered up the reins and struck spurs into his horse; then turned to call back to me: 〃Sleep upon my words; Ralph; and the next time I come I look to see a farthingale behind thee!〃
〃Thou art as like to see one upon me;〃 I answered。
Nevertheless; when he had gone; and I climbed the bank and re‰ntered the house; it was with a strange pang at the cheerlessness of my hearth; and an angry and unreasoning impatience at the lack of welcoming face or voice。 In God's name; who was there to welcome me? None but my hounds; and the flying squirrel I had caught and tamed。 Groping my way to the corner; I took from my store two torches; lit them; and stuck them into the holes pierced in the mantel shelf; then stood beneath the clear flame; and looked with a sudden sick distaste upon the disorder which the light betrayed。 The fire was dead; and ashes and embers were scattered upon the hearth; fragments of my last meal littered the table; and upon the unwashed floor lay the bones I had thrown my dogs。 Dirt and confusion reigned; only upon my armor; my sword and gun; my hunting knife and dagger; there was no spot or stain。 I turned to gaze upon them where they hung against the wall; and in my soul I hated the piping times of peace; and longed for the camp fire and the call to arms。
With an impatient sigh; I swept the litter from the table; and; taking from the shelf that held my meagre library a bundle of Master Shakespeare's plays (gathered for me by Rolfe when he was last in London); I began to read; but my thoughts wandered; and the tale seemed dull and oft told。 I tossed it aside; and; taking dice from my pocket; began to throw。 As I cast the bits of bone; idly; and scarce caring to observe what numbers came uppermost; I had a vision of the forester's hut at home; where; when I was a boy; in the days before I ran away to the wars in the Low Countries; I had spent many a happy hour。 Again I saw the bright light of the fire reflected in each well…scrubbed crock and pannikin; again I heard the cheerful hum of the wheel; again the face of the forester's daughter smiled upon me。 The old gray manor house; where my mother; a stately dame; sat ever at her tapestry; and an imperious elder brother strode to and fro among his hounds; seemed less of home to me than did that tiny; friendly hut。 To…morrow would be my thirty…sixth birthday。 All the numbers that I cast were high。 〃If I throw ambs…ace;〃 I said; with a smile for my own caprice; 〃curse me if I do not take Rolfe's advice!〃
I shook the box and clapped it down upon the table; then lifted it; and stared with a lengthening face at what it had hidden; which done; I diced no more; but put out my lights and went soberly to bed。
CHAPTER II IN WHICH I MEET MASTER JEREMY SPARROW
MINE are not dicers' oaths。 The stars were yet shining when I left the house; and; after a word with my man Diccon; at the servants' huts; strode down the bank and through the gate of the palisade to the wharf; where I loosed my boat; put up her sail; and turned her head down the broad stream。 The wind was fresh and favorable; and we went swiftly down the river through the silver mist toward the sunrise。 The sky grew pale pink to the zenith; then the sun rose and drank up the mist。 The river sparkled and shone; from the fresh green banks came the smell of the woods and the song of birds; above rose the sky; bright blue; with a few fleecy clouds drifting across it。 I thought of the day; thirteen years before; when for the first time white men sailed up this same river; and of how noble its width; how enchanting its shores; how gay and sweet their blooms and odors; how vast their trees; how strange the painted savages; had seemed to us; storm…tossed adventurers; who thought we had found a very paradise; the Fortunate Isles at least。 How quickly were we undeceived! As I lay back in the stern with half…shut eyes and tiller idle in my hand; our many tribulations and our few joys passed in review before me。 Indian attacks; dissension and strife amongst our rulers; true men persecuted; false knaves elevated; the weary search for gold and the South Sea; the horror of the pestilence and the blacker horror of the Starving Time; the arrival of the Patience and Deliverance; whereat we wept like children; that most joyful Sunday morning when we followed my Lord de la Warre to church; the coming of Dale with that stern but wholesome martial code which was no stranger to me who had fought under Maurice of Nassau; the good times that followed; when bowl…playing gallants were put down; cities founded; forts built; and the gospel preached; the marriage of Rolfe and his dusky princess; Argall's expedition; in which I played a part; and Argall's iniquitous rule; the return of Yeardley as Sir George; and the priceless gift he brought us; … all this and much else; old friends; old enemies; old toils and strifes and pleasures; ran; bitter…sweet; through my memory; as the wind and flood bore me on。 Of what was before me I did not choose to think; sufficient unto the hour being the evil thereof。
The river seemed deserted: no horsemen spurred Along the bridle path on the shore; the boats were few and far between; and held only servants or Indians or very old men。 It was as Rolfe had said; and the free and able…bodied of the plantations had put out; posthaste; for matrimony。 Chaplain's Choice appeared unpeopled; Piersey's Hundred slept in the sunshine; its wharf deserted; and but few; slow…moving figures in the tobacco fields; even the Indian villages looked scant of all but squaws and children; for the braves were gone to see the palefaces buy their wives。 Below Paspahegh a cockleshell of a boat carrying a great white sail overtook me; and I was hailed by young Hamor。
〃The maids are come!〃 he cried。 〃Hurrah!〃 and stood up to wave his hat。
〃Humph!〃 I said。 〃I guess thy destination by thy hose。 Are they not 'those that were thy peach…colored ones'?〃
〃Oons! yes!〃 he answered; looking down with complacency upon his tarnished finery。 〃Wedding garments; Captain Percy; wedding garments!〃
I laughed。 〃Thou art a tardy bridegroom。 I thought that the bachelors of this quarter of the globe slept last night in Jamestown。〃
His face fell。 〃I know it;〃 he said ruefully; 〃but my doublet had more rents than slashes in it; and Martin Tailor kept it until cockcrow。 That fellow rolls in tobacco; he hath grown rich off our impoverished wardrobes since the ship down yonder passed the capes。 After all;〃 he brightened; 〃the bargaining takes not place until toward midday; after solemn service and thanksgiving。 There's time enough!〃 He waved me a farewell; as his great sail and narrow craft carried him past me。
I looked at the sun; which truly was not very high; with a secret disquietude; for I had had a scurvy hope that after all I should be too late; and so the noose which I felt tightening about my neck might unknot itself。 Wind and tide were against me; and an hour later saw me nearing the peninsula and marveling at the shipping which crowded its waters。 It was as if every sloop; barge; canoe; and dugout between Point Comfort and Henricus were anchored off its shores; while above them towered the masts of the Marmaduke and Furtherance; then in port; and of the tall ship which had brought in those doves for sale。 The river with