第 40 节
作者:男孩不逛街      更新:2021-02-18 23:24      字数:9322
  〃That also is true;〃 said the others。
  Then no more was heard save the roar of the bellows which fanned
  the fire of the furnace。 Philip hastily bent himself down to
  Simon:
  〃Go and tell your mamma that I shall come to speak to her。〃
  Then he pushed the child out by the shoulders。 He returned to his
  work and in unison the five hammers again fell upon their anvils。
  Thus they wrought the iron until nightfall; strong; powerful;
  happy; like Vulcans satisfied。 But as the great bell of a
  cathedral resounds upon feast days above the jingling of the
  other bells; so Philip's hammer; dominating the noise of the
  others; clanged second after second with a deafening uproar。 His
  eye on the fire; he plied his trade vigorously; erect amid the
  sparks。
  The sky was full of stars as he knocked at La Blanchotte's door。
  He had his Sunday blouse on; a fresh shirt; and his beard was
  trimmed。 The young woman showed herself upon the threshold and
  said in a grieved tone:
  〃It is ill to come thus when night has fallen; Mr。 Philip。〃
  He wished to answer; but stammered and stood confused before her。
  She resumed:
  〃And you understand quite well that it will not do that I should
  be talked about any more。〃
  Then he said all at once:
  〃What does that matter to me; if you will be my wife!〃
  No voice replied to him; but he believed that he heard in the
  shadow of the room the sound of a body falling。 He entered very
  quickly; and Simon; who had gone to his bed; distinguished the
  sound of a kiss and some words that his mother said very softly。
  Then he suddenly found himself lifted up by the hands of his
  friend; who; holding him at the length of his herculean arms;
  exclaimed to him:
  〃You will tell your school…fellows that your papa is Philip Remy;
  the blacksmith; and that he will pull the ears of all who do you
  any harm。〃
  On the morrow; when the school was full and lessons were about to
  begin; little Simon stood up quite pale with trembling lips:
  〃My papa;〃 said he in a clear voice; 〃is Philip Remy; the
  blacksmith; and he has promised to box the ears of all who do me
  any harm。〃
  This time no one laughed any longer; for he was very well known;
  was Philip Remy; the blacksmith; and he was a papa of whom anyone
  in the world would be proud。
  WAITER; A 〃BOCK〃'1'
  '1' Bavarian beer。
  Why on this particular evening; did I enter a certain beer shop?
  I cannot explain it。 It was bitterly cold。 A fine rain; a watery
  mist floated about; veiling the gas jets in a transparent fog;
  making the pavements under the shadow of the shop fronts glitter;
  which revealed the soft slush and the soiled feet of the
  passers…by。
  I was going nowhere in particular; was simply having a short walk
  after dinner。 I had passed the Credit Lyonnais; the Rue Vivienne;
  and several other streets。 Suddenly I descried a large cafe;
  which was more than half full。 I walked inside; with no object in
  mind。 I was not the least thirsty。
  By a searching glance I detected a place where I would not be too
  much crowded。 So I went and sat down by the side of a man who
  seemed to me to be old; and who smoked a half…penny clay pipe;
  which  had become as black as coal。 From six to eight beer
  saucers were piled up on the table in front of him; indicating
  the number of 〃bocks〃 he had already absorbed。 With that same
  glance I had recognized in him a 〃regular toper;〃 one of those
  frequenters of beer…houses; who come in the morning as soon as
  the place is open; and only go away in the evening when it is
  about to close。 He was dirty; bald to about the middle of the
  cranium; while his long gray hair fell over the neck of his frock
  coat。 His clothes; much too large for him; appeared to have been
  made for him at a time when he was very stout。 One could guess
  that his pantaloons were not held up by braces; and that this man
  could not take ten paces without having to pull them up and
  readjust them。 Did he wear a vest? The mere thought of his boots
  and the feet they enveloped filled me with horror。 The frayed
  cuffs were as black at the edges as were his nails。
  As soon as I had sat down near him; this queer creature said to
  me in a tranquil tone of voice:
  〃How goes it with you?〃
  I turned sharply round to him and closely scanned his features;
  whereupon he continued:
  〃I see you do not recognize me。〃
  〃No; I do not。〃
  〃Des Barrets。〃
  I was stupefied。 It was Count Jean des Barrets; my old college
  chum。
  I seized him by the hand; so dumfounded that I could find nothing
  to say。 I; at length; managed to stammer out:
  〃And you; how goes it with you?〃
  He responded placidly:
  〃With me? Just as I like。〃
  He became silent。 I wanted to be friendly; and I selected this
  phrase:
  〃What are you doing now?〃
  〃You see what I am doing;〃 he answered; quite resignedly。
  I felt my face getting red。 I insisted:
  〃But every day?〃
  〃Every day is alike to me;〃 was his response; accompanied with a
  thick puff of tobacco smoke。
  He then tapped on the top of the marble table with a sou; to
  attract the attention of the waiter; and called out:
  〃Waiter; two 'bocks。' 〃
  A voice in the distance repeated:
  〃Two 'bocks;' instead of four。〃
  Another voice; more distant still; shouted out:
  〃Here they are; sir; here they are。〃
  Immediately there appeared a man with a white apron; carrying two
  'bocks;' which he set down foaming on the table; the foam running
  over the edge; on to the sandy floor。
  Des Barrets emptied his glass at a single draught and replaced it
  on the table; sucking in the drops of beer that had been left on
  his mustache。 He next asked:
  〃What is there new?〃
  〃I know of nothing new; worth mentioning; really;〃 I stammered:
  〃But nothing has grown old for me; I am a commercial man。〃
  In an equable tone of voice; he said:
  〃Indeeddoes that amuse you?〃
  〃No; but what do you mean by that? Surely you must do something!〃
  〃What do you mean by that?〃
  〃I only mean; how do you pass your time!〃
  〃What's the use of occupying myself with anything。 For my part; I
  do nothing at all; as you see; never anything。 When one has not
  got a sou one can understand why one has to go to work。 What is
  the good of working? Do you work for yourself; or for others? If
  you work for yourself you do it for your own amusement; which is
  all right; if you work for others; you reap nothing but
  ingratitude。〃
  Then sticking his pipe into his mouth; he called out anew:
  〃Waiter; a 'bock。' It makes me thirsty to keep calling so。 I am
  not accustomed to that sort of thing。 Yes; I do nothing; I let
  things slide; and I am growing old。 In dying I shall have nothing
  to regret。 If so; I should remember nothing; outside this
  public…house。 I have no wife; no children; no cares; no sorrows;
  nothing。 That is the very best thing that could happen to one。〃
  He then emptied the glass which had been brought him; passed his
  tongue over his lips; and resumed his pipe。
  I looked at him stupefied and asked him:
  〃But you have not always been like that?〃
  〃Pardon me; sir; ever since I left college。〃
  〃It is not a proper life to lead; my dear sir; it is simply
  horrible。 Come; you must indeed have done something; you must
  have loved something; you must have friends。〃
  〃No; I get up at noon; I come here; I have my breakfast; I drink
  my 'bock'; I remain until the evening; I have my dinner; I drink
  'bock。' Then about one in the morning; I return to my couch;
  because the place closes up。 And it is this latter that embitters
  me more than anything。 For the last ten years; I have passed
  six…tenths of my time on this bench; in my corner; and the other
  four…tenths in my bed; never changing。 I talk sometimes with the
  habitues。〃
  〃But on arriving in Paris what did you do at first?〃
  〃I paid my devoirs to the Cafe de Medicis。〃
  〃What next?〃
  〃Next? I crossed the water and came here。〃
  〃Why did you take even that trouble?〃
  〃What do you mean? One cannot remain all one's life in the Latin
  Quarter。 The students make too much noise。 But I do not move
  about any longer。 Waiter; a 'bock。' 〃
  I now began to think that he was making fun of me; and I
  continued:
  〃Come now; be frank。 You have been the victim of some great
  sorrow; despair in love; no doubt! It is easy to see that you are
  a man whom misfortune has hit hard。 What age are you?〃
  〃I am thirty years of age; but I look to be forty…five at least。〃
  I looked him straight in the face。 His shrunken figure; badly
  cared for; gave one the impression that he was an old man。 On the
  summit of his cranium; a few long hairs shot straight up from a
  skin of doubtful cleanness。 He had enormous eyelashes; a large
  mustache; and a thick beard。 Suddenly I had a kind of vision; I
  know not wh