第 38 节
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男孩不逛街 更新:2021-02-18 23:24 字数:9322
neck; and his clothes seemed to have been rubbed; to have been
dipped in a red tub; the blood had congealed on him; and had
become a dull color which was horrible to look at。
〃The old man; wrapped up in a large shepherd's cloak;
occasionally opened his dull; vacant eyes。 They seemed stupid
with astonishment; like the eyes of hunted animals which fall at
the sportsman's feet; half dead before the shot; stupefied with
fear and surprise。
〃The cure exclaimed: 'Ah! there is old Placide; the shepherd from
Les Marlins。 He is deaf; poor man; and heard nothing。 Ah! Oh;
God! they have killed the unhappy man!' The Sister had opened
his blouse and shirt and was looking at a little blue hole in
the middle of his chest; which was not bleeding any more。 'There
is nothing to be done;' she said。
〃The shepherd was gasping terribly and bringing up blood with
every breath。 In his throat to the very depth of his lungs; they
could hear an ominous and continued gurgling。 The cure; standing
in front of him; raised his right hand; made the sign of the
cross; and in a slow and solemn voice pronounced the Latin words
which purify men's souls。 But before they were finished; the old
man was shaken by a rapid shudder; as if something had broken
inside him; he no longer breathed。 He was dead。
〃When I turned round I saw a sight which was even more horrible
than the death struggle of this unfortunate man。 The three old
women were standing up huddled close together; hideous; and
grimacing with fear and horror。 I went up to them; and they began
to utter shrill screams; while La Jean…Jean; whose leg had been
burned and could not longer support her; fell to the ground at
full length。
〃Sister Saint…Benedict left the dead man; ran up to her infirm
old women; and without a word or a look for me wrapped their
shawls round them; gave them their crutches; pushed them to the
door; made them go out; and disappeared with them into the dark
night。
〃I saw that I could not even let a hussar accompany them; for the
mere rattle of a sword would have sent them mad with fear。
〃The cure was still looking at the dead man; but at last he
turned to me and said:
〃 'Oh! What a horrible thing!' 〃
SIMON'S PAPA
Noon had just struck。 The school…door opened and the youngsters
streamed out tumbling over one another in their haste to get out
quickly。 But instead of promptly dispersing and going home to
dinner as was their daily wont; they stopped a few paces off;
broke up into knots and set to whispering。
The fact was that that morning Simon; the son of La Blanchotte;
had; for the first time; attended school。
They had all of them in their families heard of La Blanchotte;
and although in public she was welcome enough; the mothers among
themselves treated her with compassion of a some what disdainful
kind; which the children had caught without in the least knowing
why。
As for Simon himself; they did not know him; for he never went
abroad; and did not play around with them through the streets of
the village or along the banks of the river。 So they loved him
but little; and it was with a certain delight; mingled with
astonishment that they gathered in groups this morning; repeating
to each other this sentence; concocted by a lad of fourteen or
fifteen who appeared to know all about it; so sagaciously did he
wink: 〃You know Simon well; he has no papa。〃
La Blanchotte's son appeared in his turn upon the threshold of
the school。
He was seven or eight years old; rather pale; very neat; with a
timid and almost awkward manner。
He was making his way back to his mother's house when the various
groups of his schoolfellows; perpetually whispering; and watching
him with the mischievous and heartless eyes of children bent upon
playing a nasty trick; gradually surrounded him and ended by
inclosing him altogether。 There he stood amid them; surprised and
embarrassed; not understanding what they were going to do with
him。 But the lad who had brought the news; puffed up with the
success he had met with; demanded:
〃What do you call yourself?〃
He answered: 〃Simon。〃
〃Simon what?〃 retorted the other。
The child; altogether bewildered; repeated: 〃Simon。〃
The lad shouted at him: 〃You must be named Simon something! That
is not a nameSimon indeed!〃
And he; on the brink of tears; replied for the third time:
〃I am named Simon。〃
The urchins began laughing。 The lad triumphantly lifted up his
voice: 〃You can see plainly that he has no papa。〃
A deep silence ensued。 The children were dumfounded by this
extraordinary; impossibly monstrous thinga boy who had not a
papa; they looked upon him as a phenomenon; an unnatural being;
and they felt rising in them the hitherto inexplicable pity of
their mothers for La Blanchotte。 As for Simon; he had propped
himself against a tree to avoid falling; and he stood there as if
paralyzed by an irreparable disaster。 He sought to explain; but
he could think of no answer for them; no way to deny this
horrible charge that he had no papa。 At last he shouted at them
quite recklessly: 〃Yes; I have one。〃
〃Where is he?〃 demanded the boy。
Simon was silent; he did not know。 The children shrieked;
tremendously excited。 These sons of toil; nearly related to
animals; experienced the cruel craving which makes the fowls of a
farmyard destroy one of their own kind as soon as it is wounded。
Simon suddenly spied a little neighbor; the son of a widow; whom
he had always seen; as he himself was to be seen; quite alone
with his mother。
〃And no more have you;〃 he said; 〃no more have you a papa。〃
〃Yes;〃 replied the other; 〃I have one。〃
〃Where is he?〃 rejoined Simon。
〃He is dead;〃 declared the brat with superb dignity; 〃he is in
the cemetery; is my papa。〃
A murmur of approval rose amid the scape…graces; as if the fact
of possessing a papa dead in a cemetery made their comrade big
enough to crush the other one who had no papa at all。 And these
rogues; whose fathers were for the most part evil…doers;
drunkards; thieves; and ill…treaters of their wives hustled each
other as they pressed closer and closer to Simon as though they;
the legitimate ones; would stifle in their pressure one who was
beyond the law。
The lad next Simon suddenly put his tongue out at him with a
waggish air and shouted at him:
〃No papa! No papa!〃
Simon seized him by the hair with both hands and set to work to
demolish his legs with kicks; while he bit his cheek ferociously。
A tremendous struggle ensued between the two boys; and Simon
found himself beaten; torn; bruised; rolled on the ground in the
middle of the ring of applauding little vagabonds。 As he arose;
mechanically brushing his little blouse all covered with dust
with his hand; some one shouted at him:
〃Go and tell your papa。〃
He then felt a great sinking in his heart。 They were stronger
than he; they had beaten him and he had no answer to give them;
for he knew it was true that he had no papa。 Full of pride he
tried for some moments to struggle against the tears which were
suffocating him。 He had a choking fit; and then without cries he
began to weep with great sobs which shook him incessantly。 Then a
ferocious joy broke out among his enemies; and; just like savages
in fearful festivals; they took one another by the hand and
danced in a circle about him as they repeated in refrain:
〃No papa! No papa!〃
But suddenly Simon ceased sobbing。 Frenzy overtook him。 There
were stones under his feet; he picked them up and with all his
strength hurled them at his tormentors。 Two or three were struck
and ran away yelling; and so formidable did he appear that the
rest became panic…stricken。 Cowards; like a jeering crowd in the
presence of an exasperated man; they broke up and fled。 Left
alone; the little thing without a father set off running toward
the fields; for a recollection had been awakened which nerved his
soul to a great determination。 He made up his mind to drown
himself in the river。
He remembered; in fact; that eight days ago a poor devil who
begged for his livelihood had thrown himself into the water
because he had no more money。 Simon had been there when they
fished him out again; and the sight of the fellow; who had seemed
to him so miserable and ugly; had then impressed himhis pale
cheeks; his long drenched beard; and his open eyes being full of
calm。 The bystanders had said:
〃He is dead。〃
And some one had added:
〃He is quite happy now。〃
So Simon wished to drown himself also because he had no father;
just as the wretched being did who had no money。
He reached the water and watched it flowing。 Some fishes were
rising briskly in the clear stream and occasionally made little
leaps and caught the flies on the surface。 He stopped crying in
order to wat