第 38 节
作者:男孩不逛街      更新:2021-02-18 23:24      字数:9322
  neck; and his clothes seemed to have been rubbed; to have been
  dipped in a red tub; the blood had congealed on him; and had
  become a dull color which was horrible to look at。
  〃The old man; wrapped up in a large shepherd's cloak;
  occasionally opened his dull; vacant eyes。 They seemed stupid
  with astonishment; like the eyes of hunted animals which fall at
  the sportsman's feet; half dead before the shot; stupefied with
  fear and surprise。
  〃The cure exclaimed: 'Ah! there is old Placide; the shepherd from
  Les Marlins。 He is deaf; poor man; and heard nothing。 Ah! Oh;
  God! they have killed the unhappy man!' The Sister had opened
  his blouse and shirt and was looking at a little blue hole in
  the middle of his chest; which was not bleeding any more。 'There
  is nothing to be done;' she said。
  〃The shepherd was gasping terribly and bringing up blood with
  every breath。 In his throat to the very depth of his lungs; they
  could hear an ominous and continued gurgling。 The cure; standing
  in front of him; raised his right hand; made the sign of the
  cross; and in a slow and solemn voice pronounced the Latin words
  which purify men's souls。 But before they were finished; the old
  man was shaken by a rapid shudder; as if something had broken
  inside him; he no longer breathed。 He was dead。
  〃When I turned round I saw a sight which was even more horrible
  than the death struggle of this unfortunate man。 The three old
  women were standing up huddled close together; hideous; and
  grimacing with fear and horror。 I went up to them; and they began
  to utter shrill screams; while La Jean…Jean; whose leg had been
  burned and could not longer support her; fell to the ground at
  full length。
  〃Sister Saint…Benedict left the dead man; ran up to her infirm
  old women; and without a word or a look for me wrapped their
  shawls round them; gave them their crutches; pushed them to the
  door; made them go out; and disappeared with them into the dark
  night。
  〃I saw that I could not even let a hussar accompany them; for the
  mere rattle of a sword would have sent them mad with fear。
  〃The cure was still looking at the dead man; but at last he
  turned to me and said:
  〃 'Oh! What a horrible thing!' 〃
  SIMON'S PAPA
  Noon had just struck。 The school…door opened and the youngsters
  streamed out tumbling over one another in their haste to get out
  quickly。 But instead of promptly dispersing and going home to
  dinner as was their daily wont; they stopped a few paces off;
  broke up into knots and set to whispering。
  The fact was that that morning Simon; the son of La Blanchotte;
  had; for the first time; attended school。
  They had all of them in their families heard of La Blanchotte;
  and although in public she was welcome enough; the mothers among
  themselves treated her with compassion of a some what disdainful
  kind; which the children had caught without in the least knowing
  why。
  As for Simon himself; they did not know him; for he never went
  abroad; and did not play around with them through the streets of
  the village or along the banks of the river。 So they loved him
  but little; and it was with a certain delight; mingled with
  astonishment that they gathered in groups this morning; repeating
  to each other this sentence; concocted by a lad of fourteen or
  fifteen who appeared to know all about it; so sagaciously did he
  wink: 〃You know Simon well; he has no papa。〃
  La Blanchotte's son appeared in his turn upon the threshold of
  the school。
  He was seven or eight years old; rather pale; very neat; with a
  timid and almost awkward manner。
  He was making his way back to his mother's house when the various
  groups of his schoolfellows; perpetually whispering; and watching
  him with the mischievous and heartless eyes of children bent upon
  playing a nasty trick; gradually surrounded him and ended by
  inclosing him altogether。 There he stood amid them; surprised and
  embarrassed; not understanding what they were going to do with
  him。 But the lad who had brought the news; puffed up with the
  success he had met with; demanded:
  〃What do you call yourself?〃
  He answered: 〃Simon。〃
  〃Simon what?〃 retorted the other。
  The child; altogether bewildered; repeated: 〃Simon。〃
  The lad shouted at him: 〃You must be named Simon something! That
  is not a nameSimon indeed!〃
  And he; on the brink of tears; replied for the third time:
  〃I am named Simon。〃
  The urchins began laughing。 The lad triumphantly lifted up his
  voice: 〃You can see plainly that he has no papa。〃
  A deep silence ensued。 The children were dumfounded by this
  extraordinary; impossibly monstrous thinga boy who had not a
  papa; they looked upon him as a phenomenon; an unnatural being;
  and they felt rising in them the hitherto inexplicable pity of
  their mothers for La Blanchotte。 As for Simon; he had propped
  himself against a tree to avoid falling; and he stood there as if
  paralyzed by an irreparable disaster。 He sought to explain; but
  he could think of no answer for them; no way to deny this
  horrible charge that he had no papa。 At last he shouted at them
  quite recklessly: 〃Yes; I have one。〃
  〃Where is he?〃 demanded the boy。
  Simon was silent; he did not know。 The children shrieked;
  tremendously excited。 These sons of toil; nearly related to
  animals; experienced the cruel craving which makes the fowls of a
  farmyard destroy one of their own kind as soon as it is wounded。
  Simon suddenly spied a little neighbor; the son of a widow; whom
  he had always seen; as he himself was to be seen; quite alone
  with his mother。
  〃And no more have you;〃 he said; 〃no more have you a papa。〃
  〃Yes;〃 replied the other; 〃I have one。〃
  〃Where is he?〃 rejoined Simon。
  〃He is dead;〃 declared the brat with superb dignity; 〃he is in
  the cemetery; is my papa。〃
  A murmur of approval rose amid the scape…graces; as if the fact
  of possessing a papa dead in a cemetery made their comrade big
  enough to crush the other one who had no papa at all。 And these
  rogues; whose fathers were for the most part evil…doers;
  drunkards; thieves; and ill…treaters of their wives hustled each
  other as they pressed closer and closer to Simon as though they;
  the legitimate ones; would stifle in their pressure one who was
  beyond the law。
  The lad next Simon suddenly put his tongue out at him with a
  waggish air and shouted at him:
  〃No papa! No papa!〃
  Simon seized him by the hair with both hands and set to work to
  demolish his legs with kicks; while he bit his cheek ferociously。
  A tremendous struggle ensued between the two boys; and Simon
  found himself beaten; torn; bruised; rolled on the ground in the
  middle of the ring of applauding little vagabonds。 As he arose;
  mechanically brushing his little blouse all covered with dust
  with his hand; some one shouted at him:
  〃Go and tell your papa。〃
  He then felt a great sinking in his heart。 They were stronger
  than he; they had beaten him and he had no answer to give them;
  for he knew it was true that he had no papa。 Full of pride he
  tried for some moments to struggle against the tears which were
  suffocating him。 He had a choking fit; and then without cries he
  began to weep with great sobs which shook him incessantly。 Then a
  ferocious joy broke out among his enemies; and; just like savages
  in fearful festivals; they took one another by the hand and
  danced in a circle about him as they repeated in refrain:
  〃No papa! No papa!〃
  But suddenly Simon ceased sobbing。 Frenzy overtook him。 There
  were stones under his feet; he picked them up and with all his
  strength hurled them at his tormentors。 Two or three were struck
  and ran away yelling; and so formidable did he appear that the
  rest became panic…stricken。 Cowards; like a jeering crowd in the
  presence of an exasperated man; they broke up and fled。 Left
  alone; the little thing without a father set off running toward
  the fields; for a recollection had been awakened which nerved his
  soul to a great determination。 He made up his mind to drown
  himself in the river。
  He remembered; in fact; that eight days ago a poor devil who
  begged for his livelihood had thrown himself into the water
  because he had no more money。 Simon had been there when they
  fished him out again; and the sight of the fellow; who had seemed
  to him so miserable and ugly; had then impressed himhis pale
  cheeks; his long drenched beard; and his open eyes being full of
  calm。 The bystanders had said:
  〃He is dead。〃
  And some one had added:
  〃He is quite happy now。〃
  So Simon wished to drown himself also because he had no father;
  just as the wretched being did who had no money。
  He reached the water and watched it flowing。 Some fishes were
  rising briskly in the clear stream and occasionally made little
  leaps and caught the flies on the surface。 He stopped crying in
  order to wat