第 34 节
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男孩不逛街 更新:2021-02-18 23:24 字数:9321
better than a brute; do you hear; and I will not allow you to do
it。 Do you understand? And if you must get in your wheat to…day;
go and fetch Rapet's wife and make her look after your mother。 I
WILL have it。 And if you do not obey me; I will let you die like
a dog; when you are ill in your turn; do you hear me?〃
The peasant; a tall; thin fellow with slow movements; who was
tormented by indecision; by his fear of the doctor and his keen
love of saving; hesitated; calculated; and stammered out: 〃How
much does La Rapet charge for attending sick people?〃
〃How should I know?〃 the doctor cried。 〃That depends upon how
long she is wanted for。 Settle it with her; by Jove! But I want
her to be here within an hour; do you hear。〃
So the man made up his mind。 〃I will go for her;〃 he replied;
〃don't get angry; doctor。〃 And the latter left; calling out as he
went: 〃Take care; you know; for I do not joke when I am angry!〃
And as soon as they were alone; the peasant turned to his mother;
and said in a resigned voice: 〃I will go and fetch La Rapet; as
the man will have it。 Don't go off while I am away。〃
And he went out in his turn。
La Rapet; who was an old washerwoman; watched the dead and the
dying of the neighborhood; and then; as soon as she had sewn her
customers into that linen cloth from which they would emerge no
more; she went and took up her irons to smooth the linen of the
living。 Wrinkled like a last year's apple; spiteful; envious;
avaricious with a phenomenal avarice; bent double; as if she had
been broken in half across the loins; by the constant movement of
the iron over the linen; one might have said that she had a kind
of monstrous and cynical affection for a death struggle。 She
never spoke of anything but of the people she had seen die; of
the various kinds of deaths at which she had been present; and
she related; with the greatest minuteness; details which were
always the same; just like a sportsman talks of his shots。
When Honore Bontemps entered her cottage; he found her preparing
the starch for the collars of the village women; and he said:
〃Good evening; I hope you are pretty well; Mother Rapet。〃
She turned her head round to look at him and said: 〃Fairly well;
fairly well; and you?〃
〃Oh I as for me; I am as well as I could wish; but my mother is
very sick。〃
〃Your mother?〃
〃Yes; my mother!〃
〃What's the matter with her?〃
〃She is going to turn up her toes; that's what's the matter with
her!〃
The old woman took her hands out of the water and asked with
sudden sympathy: 〃Is she as bad as all that?〃
〃The doctor says she will not last till morning。〃
〃Then she certainly is very bad!〃 Honore hesitated; for he wanted
to make a few preliminary remarks before coming to his proposal;
but as he could hit upon nothing; he made up his mind suddenly。
〃How much are you going to ask to stop with her till the end? You
know that I am not rich; and I cannot even afford to keep a
servant…girl。 It is just that which has brought my poor mother to
this state; too much work and fatigue! She used to work for ten;
in spite of her ninety…two years。 You don't find any made of that
stuff nowadays!〃
La Rapet answered gravely: 〃There are two prices。 Forty sous by
day and three francs by night for the rich; and twenty sous by
day; and forty by night for the others。 You shall pay me the
twenty and forty。〃 But the peasant reflected; for he knew his
mother well。 He knew how tenacious of life; how vigorous and
unyielding she was。 He knew; too; that she might last another
week; in spite of the doctor's opinion; and so he said
resolutely: 〃No; I would rather you would fix a price until the
end。 I will take my chance; one way or the other。 The doctor says
she will die very soon。 If that happens; so much the better for
you; and so much the worse for me; but if she holds out till
to…morrow or longer; so much the better for me and so much the
worse for you!〃
The nurse looked at the man in astonishment; for she had never
treated a death as a speculative job; and she hesitated; tempted
by the idea of the possible gain。 But almost immediately she
suspected that he wanted to juggle her。 〃I can say nothing until
I have seen your mother;〃 she replied。
〃Then come with me and see her。〃
She washed her hands; and went with him immediately。 They did not
speak on the road; she walked with short; hasty steps; while he
strode on with his long legs; as if he were crossing a brook at
every step。 The cows lying down in the fields; overcome by the
heat; raised their heads heavily and lowed feebly at the two
passers…by; as if to ask them for some green grass。
When they got near the house; Honore Bontemps murmured: 〃Suppose
it is all over?〃 And the unconscious wish that it might be so
showed itself in the sound of his voice。
But the old woman was not dead。 She was lying on her back; on her
wretched bed; her hands covered with a pink cotton counterpane;
horribly thin; knotty paws; like some strange animal's; or like
crabs' claws; hands closed by rheumatism; fatigue; and the work
of nearly a century which she had accomplished。
La Rapet went up to the bed and looked at the dying woman; felt
her pulse; tapped her on the chest; listened to her breathing;
and asked her questions; so as to hear her speak: then; having
looked at her for some time longer; she went out of the room;
followed by Honore。 His decided opinion was; that the old woman
would not last out the night; and he asked: 〃Well?〃 And the
sick…nurse replied: 〃Well; she may last two days; perhaps three。
You will have to give me six francs; everything included。〃
〃Six francs! six francs!〃 he shouted。 〃Are you out of your mind?
I tell you that she cannot last more than five or six hours!〃 And
they disputed angrily for some time; but as the nurse said she
would go home; as the time was slipping away; and as his wheat
would not come to the farmyard of its own accord; he agreed to
her terms at last:
〃Very well; then; that is settled; six francs including
everything; until the corpse is taken out。〃
〃That is settled; six francs。〃
And he went away; with long strides; to his wheat; which was
lying on the ground under the hot sun which ripens the grain;
while the sick…nurse returned to the house。
She had brought some work with her; for she worked without
stopping by the side of the dead and dying; sometimes for
herself; sometimes for the family; who employed her as seamstress
also; paying her rather more in that capacity。 Suddenly she
asked:
〃Have you received the last sacrament; Mother Bontemps?〃
The old peasant woman said 〃No〃 with her head; and La Rapet; who
was very devout; got up quickly: 〃Good heavens; is it possible? I
will go and fetch the cure〃; and she rushed off to the parsonage
so quickly; that the urchins in the street thought some accident
had happened; when they saw her trotting off like that。
The priest came immediately in his surplice; preceded by a
choir…boy; who rang a bell to announce the passage of the Host
through the parched and quiet country。 Some men; working at a
distance; took off their large hats and remained motionless until
the white vestment had disappeared behind some farm buildings;
the women who were making up the sheaves stood up to make the
sign of the cross; the frightened black hens ran away along the
ditch until they reached a well…known hole through which they
suddenly disappeared; while a foal; which was tied up in a
meadow; took fright at the sight of the surplice and began to
gallop round at the length of its rope; kicking violently。 The
choir…boy; in his red cassock; walked quickly; and the priest;
the square biretta on his bowed head; followed him; muttering
some prayers。 Last of all came La Rapet; bent almost double; as
if she wished to prostrate herself; she walked with folded hands;
as if she were in church。
Honore saw them pass in the distance; and he asked: 〃Where is our
priest going to?〃 And his man; who was more acute; replied: 〃He
is taking the sacrament to your mother; of course!〃
The peasant was not surprised and said: 〃That is quite possible;〃
and went on with his work。
Mother Bontemps confessed; received absolution and extreme
unction; and the priest took his departure; leaving the two women
alone in the suffocating cottage。 La Rapet began to look at the
dying woman; and to ask herself whether it could last much
longer。
The day was on the wane; and a cooler air came in stronger puffs;
making a view of Epinal; which was fastened to the wall by two
pins; flap up and down。 The scanty window curtains; which had
formerly been white; but were now yellow and covered with
fly…specks; looked as it they were going to fly off; and seemed
to struggle to get away; like the old woman's soul。
Lying motionless; with her