第 32 节
作者:男孩不逛街      更新:2021-02-18 23:24      字数:9321
  run away; but it pursued its irresistible course; and despite my
  efforts and despite my anger; I could not even retard its pace。
  As I was resisting in desperation that insuperable force; I was
  thrown to the ground。 It then rolled me over; trailed me along
  the gravel; and the rest of my furniture; which followed it;
  began to march over me; tramping on my legs and injuring them。
  When I loosed my hold; other articles had passed over my body;
  just as a charge of cavalry does over the body of a dismounted
  soldier。
  Seized at last with terror; I succeeded in dragging myself out of
  the main avenue; and in concealing myself again among the
  shrubbery; so as to watch the disappearance of the most cherished
  objects; the smallest; the least striking; the least unknown
  which had once belonged to me。
  I then heard; in the distance; noises which came from my
  apartments; which sounded now as if the house were empty; a loud
  noise of shutting of doors。 They were being slammed from top to
  bottom of my dwelling; even the door which I had just opened
  myself unconsciously; and which had closed of itself; when the
  last thing had taken its departure。 I took flight also; running
  toward the city; and only regained my self…composure; on reaching
  the boulevards; where I met belated people。 I rang the bell of a
  hotel were I was known。 I had knocked the dust off my clothes
  with my hands; and I told the porter that I had lost my bunch of
  keys; which included also that to the kitchen garden; where my
  servants slept in a house standing by itself; on the other side
  of the wall of the inclosure which protected my fruits and
  vegetables from the raids of marauders。
  I covered myself up to the eyes in the bed which was assigned to
  me; but could not sleep; and I waited for the dawn listening to
  the throbbing of my heart。 I had given orders that my servants
  were to be summoned to the hotel at daybreak; and my valet de
  chambre knocked at my door at seven o'clock in the morning。
  His countenance bore a woeful look。
  〃A great misfortune has happened during the night; Monsieur;〃
  said he。
  〃What is it?〃
  〃Somebody has stolen the whole of Monsieur's furniture; all;
  everything; even to the smallest articles。〃
  This news pleased me。 Why? Who knows? I was complete master of
  myself; bent on dissimulating; on telling no one of anything I
  had seen; determined on concealing and in burying in my heart of
  hearts a terrible secret。 I responded:
  〃They must then be the same people who have stolen my keys。 The
  police must be informed immediately。 I am going to get up; and I
  will join you in a few moments。〃
  The investigation into the circumstances under which the robbery
  might have been committed lasted for five months。 Nothing was
  found; not even the smallest of my knickknacks; nor the least
  trace of the thieves。 Good gracious! If I had only told them what
  I knewIf I had saidI should have been locked upI; not the
  thievesfor I was the only person who had seen everything from
  the first。
  Yes! but I knew how to keep silence。 I shall never refurnish my
  house。 That were indeed useless。 The same thing would happen
  again。 I had no desire even to re…enter the house; and I did not
  re…enter it; I never visited it again。 I moved to Paris; to the
  hotel; and consulted doctors in regard to the condition of my
  nerves; which had disquieted me a good deal ever since that awful
  night。
  They advised me to travel; and I followed their counsel。
  II。
  I began by making an excursion into Italy。 The sunshine did me
  much good。 For six months I wandered about from Genoa to Venice;
  from Venice to Florence; from Florence to Rome; from Rome to
  Naples。 Then I traveled over Sicily; a country celebrated for its
  scenery and its monuments; relics left by the Greeks and the
  Normans。 Passing over into Africa; I traversed at my ease that
  immense desert; yellow and tranquil; in which camels; gazelles;
  and Arab vagabonds roam aboutwhere; in the rare and transparent
  atmosphere; there hover no vague hauntings; where there is never
  any night; but always day。
  I returned to France by Marseilles; and in spite of all its
  Provencal gaiety; the diminished clearness of the sky made me
  sad。 I experienced; in returning to the Continent; the peculiar
  sensation of an illness which I believed had been cured; and a
  dull pain which predicted that the seeds of the disease had not
  been eradicated。
  I then returned to Paris。 At the end of a month I was very
  dejected。 It was in the autumn; and I determined to make; before
  winter came; an excursion through Normandy; a country with which
  I was unacquainted。
  I began my journey; in the best of spirits; at Rouen; and for
  eight days I wandered about; passive; ravished; and enthusiastic;
  in that ancient city; that astonishing museum of extraordinary
  Gothic monuments。
  But one afternoon; about four o'clock; as I was sauntering slowly
  through a seemingly unattractive street; by which there ran a
  stream as black as the ink called 〃Eau de Robec;〃 my attention;
  fixed for the moment on the quaint; antique appearance of some of
  the houses; was suddenly attracted by the view of a series of
  second…hand furniture shops; which followed one another; door
  after door。
  Ah! they had carefully chosen their locality; these sordid
  traffickers in antiquities; in that quaint little street;
  overlooking the sinister stream of water; under those tile and
  slate…pointed roofs on which still grinned the vanes of bygone
  days。
  At the end of these grim storehouses you saw piled up sculptured
  chests; Rouen; Sevres; and Moustier's pottery; painted statues;
  others of oak; Christs; Virgins; Saints; church ornaments;
  chasubles; capes; even sacred vases; and an old gilded wooden
  tabernacle; where a god had hidden himself away。 What singular
  caverns there are in those lofty houses; crowded with objects of
  every description; where the existence of things seems to be
  ended; things which have survived their original possessors;
  their century; their times; their fashions; in order to be bought
  as curiosities by new generations。
  My affection for antiques was awakened in that city of
  antiquaries。 I went from shop to shop; crossing in two strides
  the rotten four plank bridges thrown over the nauseous current
  of the 〃Eau de Robec。〃
  Heaven protect me! What a shock! At the end of a vault; which was
  crowded with articles of every description and which seemed to be
  the entrance to the catacombs of a cemetery of ancient furniture;
  I suddenly descried one of my most beautiful wardrobes。 I
  approached it; trembling in every limb; trembling to such an
  extent that I dared not touch it; I put forth my hand; I
  hesitated。 Nevertheless it was indeed my wardrobe; a unique
  wardrobe of the time of Louis XIII。; recognizable by anyone who
  had seen it only once。 Casting my eyes suddenly a little farther;
  toward the more somber depths of the gallery; I perceived three
  of my tapestry covered chairs; and farther on still; my two Henry
  II。 tables; such rare treasures that people came all the way from
  Paris to see them。
  Think! only think in what a state of mind I now was! I advanced;
  haltingly; quivering with emotion; but I advanced; for I am
  braveI advanced like a knight of the dark ages。
  At every step I found something that belonged to me; my brushes;
  my books; my tables; my silks; my arms; everything; except the
  bureau full of my letters; and that I could not discover。
  I walked on; descending to the dark galleries; in order to ascend
  next to the floors above。 I was alone; I called out; nobody
  answered; I was alone; there was no one in that housea house as
  vast and tortuous as a labyrinth。
  Night came on; and I was compelled to sit down in the darkness on
  one of my own chairs; for I had no desire to go away。 From time
  to time I shouted; 〃Hallo; hallo; somebody。〃
  I had sat there; certainly; for more than an hour when I heard
  steps; steps soft and slow; I knew not where。 I was unable to
  locate them; but bracing myself up; I called out anew; whereupon
  I perceived a glimmer of light in the next chamber。
  〃Who is there?〃 said a voice。
  〃A buyer;〃 I responded。
  〃It is too late to enter thus into a shop。〃
  〃I have been waiting for you for more than an hour;〃 I answered。
  〃You can come back to…morrow。〃
  〃To…morrow I must quit Rouen。〃
  I dared not advance; and he did not come to me。 I saw always the
  glimmer of his light; which was shining on a tapestry on which
  were two angels flying over the dead on a field of battle。 It
  belonged to me also。 I said:
  〃Well; come here。〃
  〃I am at your service;〃 he answered。
  I got up and went toward him。
  Standing in the center of a large room; was a little man; very
  short; and very fat; phenomenally fat; a hideous phenomenon。
  He had a singular straggling beard;