第 29 节
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男孩不逛街 更新:2021-02-18 23:24 字数:9322
He is the delight of the children; and he is so greedy that he
almost kills himself at every meal。 You have no idea what he
would eat if he were allowed to do as he pleased。 But you will
see; you will see。 He looks all the sweets over as if they were
so many girls。 You have never seen anything funnier; you will see
it presently。〃
I was then shown to my room to change my dress for dinner; and
hearing a great clatter behind me on the stairs; I turned round
and saw that all the children were following me behind their
fatherto do me honor; no doubt。
My windows looked out on to a plain; a bare; interminable plain;
an ocean of grass; of wheat; and of oats; without a clump of
trees or any rising ground; a striking and melancholy picture of
the life which they must be leading in that house。
A bell rang; it was for dinner; and so I went downstairs。 Madame
Radevin took my arm in a ceremonious manner; and we went into the
dining…room。 A footman wheeled in the old man's arm…chair; who
gave a greedy and curious look at the dessert; as with difficulty
he turned his shaking head from one dish to the other。
Simon rubbed his hands; saying: 〃You will be amused。〃 All the
children understood that I was going to be indulged with the
sight of their greedy grandfather and they began to laugh
accordingly; while their mother merely smiled and shrugged her
shoulders。 Simon; making a speaking trumpet of his hands; shouted
at the old man: 〃This evening there is sweet rice…cream;〃 and the
wrinkled face of the grandfather brightened; he trembled
violently all over; showing that he had understood and was very
pleased。 The dinner began。
〃Just look!〃 Simon whispered。 The grandfather did not like the
soup; and refused to eat it; but he was made to; on account of
his health。 The footman forced the spoon into his mouth; while
the old man blew energetically; so as not to swallow the soup;
which was thus scattered like a stream of water on to the table
and over his neighbors。 The children shook with delight at the
spectacle; while their father; who was also amused; said: 〃Isn't
the old man funny?〃
During the whole meal they were all taken up solely with him。
With his eyes he devoured the dishes which were put on the table;
and with trembling hands tried to seize them and pull them to
him。 They put them almost within his reach to see his useless
efforts。 his trembling clutches at them; the piteous appeal of
his whole nature; of his eyes; of his mouth; and of his nose as
he smelled them。 He slobbered on to his table napkin with
eagerness; while uttering inarticulate grunts; and the whole
family was highly amused at this horrible and grotesque scene。
Then they put a tiny morsel on to his plate; which he ate with
feverish gluttony; in order to get something more as soon as
possible。 When the rice…cream was brought in; he nearly had a
fit; and groaned with greediness。 Gontran called out to him: 〃You
have eaten too much already; you will have no more。〃 And they
pretended not to give him any。 Then he began to crycry and
tremble more violently than ever; while all the children laughed。
At last; however; they gave him his helping; a very small piece。
As he ate the first mouthful of the pudding; he made a comical
and greedy noise in his throat; and a movement with his neck like
ducks do; when they swallow too large a morsel; and then; when he
had done; he began to stamp his feet; so as to get more。
I was seized with pity for this pitiable and ridiculous Tantalus;
and interposed on his behalf: 〃Please; will you not give him a
little more rice?〃
But Simon replied: 〃Oh! no my dear fellow; if he were to eat too
much; it might harm him at his age。〃
I held my tongue; and thought over these words。 Oh! ethics! Oh!
logic! Oh! wisdom! At his age! So they deprived him of his only
remaining pleasure out of regard for his health! His health! What
would he do with it; inert and trembling wreck that he was? They
were taking care of his life; so they said。 His life? How many
days? Ten; twenty; fifty; or a hundred? Why? For his own sake? Or
to preserve for some time longer; the spectacle of his impotent
greediness in the family。
There was nothing left for him to do in this life; nothing
whatever。 He had one single wish left; one sole pleasure; why not
grant him that last solace constantly; until he died?
After playing cards for a long time; I went up to my room and to
bed: I was low…spirited and sad; sad; sad! I sat at my window;
but I heard nothing but the beautiful warbling of a bird in a
tree; somewhere in the distance。 No doubt the bird was singing
thus in a low voice during the night; to lull his mate; who was
sleeping on her eggs。
And I thought of my poor friend's five children; and to myself
pictured him snoring by the side of his ugly wife;
BELLFLOWER'1'
'1' Clochette。
How strange are those old recollections which haunt us; without
our being able to get rid of them!
This one is so very old that I cannot understand how it has clung
so vividly and tenaciously to my memory。 Since then I have seen
so many sinister things; either affecting or terrible; that I am
astonished at not being able to pass a single day without the
face of Mother Bellflower recurring to my mind's eye; just as I
knew her formerly; long; long ago; when I was ten or twelve years
old。
She was an old seamstress who came to my parents' house once a
week; every Thursday; to mend the linen。 My parents lived in one
of those country houses called chateaux; which are merely old
houses with pointed roofs; to which are attached three or four
adjacent farms。
The village; a large village; almost a small market town; was a
few hundred yards off; and nestled round the church; a red brick
church; which had become black with age。
Well; every Thursday Mother Bellflower came between half past six
and seven in the morning; and went immediately into the
linen…room and began to work。 She was a tall; thin; bearded or
rather hairy woman; for she had a beard all over her face; a
surprising; an unexpected beard; growing in improbable tufts; in
curly bunches which looked as if they had been sown by a madman
over that great face; the face of a gendarme in petticoats。 She
had them on her nose; under her nose; round her nose; on her
chin; on her cheeks; and her eyebrows; which were extraordinarily
thick and long; and quite gray; bushy and bristling; looked
exactly like a pair of mustaches stuck on there by mistake。
She limped; but not like lame people generally do; but like a
ship pitching。 When she planted her great; bony; vibrant body on
her sound leg; she seemed to be preparing to mount some enormous
wave; and then suddenly she dipped as if to disappear in an
abyss; and buried herself in the ground。 Her walk reminded one of
a ship in a storm; and her head; which was always covered with an
enormous white cap; whose ribbons fluttered down her back; seemed
to traverse the horizon from North to South and from South to
North; at each limp。
I adored Mother Bellflower。 As soon as I was up I used to go into
the linen…room; where I found her installed at work; with a
foot…warmer under her feet。 As soon as I arrived; she made me
take the foot…warmer and sit upon it; so that I might not catch
cold in that large; chilly room under the roof。
〃That draws the blood from your head;〃 she would say to me。
She told me stories; while mending the linen with her long;
crooked; nimble fingers; behind her magnifying spectacles; for
age had impaired her sight; her eyes appeared enormous to me;
strangely profound; double。
As far as I can remember from the things which she told me and by
which my childish heart was moved; she had the large heart of a
poor woman。 She told me what had happened in the village; how a
cow had escaped from the cowhouse and had been found the next
morning in front of Prosper Malet's mill; looking at the sails
turning; or about a hen's egg which had been found in the church
belfry without anyone being able to understand what creature had
been there to lay it; or the queer story of Jean Pila's dog; who
had gone ten leagues to bring back his master's breeches which a
tramp had stolen while they were hanging up to dry out of doors;
after he had been caught in the rain。 She told me these simple
adventures in such a manner that in my mind they assumed the
proportions of never…to…be…forgotten dramas; of grand and
mysterious poems; and the ingenious stories invented by the
poets; which my mother told me in the evening; had none of the
flavor; none of the fullness or of the vigor of the peasant
woman's narratives。
Well; one Thursday when I had spent all the morning in listening
to Mother Clochette; I wanted to go upstairs to her again during
the day; after picking hazelnuts with the manservant in the wood
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