第 28 节
作者:男孩不逛街      更新:2021-02-18 23:24      字数:9322
  But the person outside now uttered long; plaintive; mournful
  groans; to which the young man replied by similar groans; and
  thus days and nights passed without their ceasing to howl at each
  other。 The one was continually walking round the house and
  scraped the walls with his nails so vigorously that it seemed as
  if he wished to destroy them; while the other; inside; followed
  all his movements; stooping down; and holding his ear to the
  walls; and replying to all his appeals with terrible cries。 One
  evening; however; Ulrich heard nothing more; and he sat down; so
  overcome by fatigue that he went to sleep immediately; and awoke
  in the morning without a thought; without any recollection of
  what had happened; just as if his head had been emptied during
  his heavy sleep。 But he felt hungry; and he ate。
  The winter was over; and the Gemmi pass was practicable again; so
  the Hauser family started off to return to their inn。 As soon as
  they had reached the top of the ascent; the women mounted their
  mule; and spoke about the two men who they would meet again
  shortly。 They were; indeed; rather surprised that neither of them
  had come down a few days before; as soon as the road became
  passable; in order to tell them all about their long winter
  sojourn。 At last; however; they saw the inn; still covered with
  snow; like a quilt。 The door and the windows were closed; but a
  little smoke was coming out of the chimney; which reassured old
  Hauser; on going up to the door; however; he saw the skeleton of
  an animal which had been torn to pieces by the eagles; a large
  skeleton lying on its side。
  They all looked closely at it; and the mother said: 〃That must be
  Sam。〃 Then she shouted: 〃Hi! Gaspard!〃 A cry from the interior of
  the house answered her; so sharp a cry that one might have
  thought some animal uttered it。 Old Hauser repeated: 〃Hi!
  Gaspard!〃 and they heard another cry; similar to the first。
  Then the three men; the father and the two sons; tried to open
  the door; but it resisted their efforts。 From the empty cow…stall
  they took a beam to serve as a battering…ram; and hurled it
  against the door with all their might。 The wood gave way; and the
  boards flew into splinters; then the house was shaken by a loud
  voice; and inside; behind the sideboard which was overturned;
  they saw a man standing upright; his hair falling on to his
  shoulders and a beard descending to his breast; with shining eyes
  and nothing but rags to cover him。 They did not recognize him;
  but Louise Hauser exclaimed: 〃It is Ulrich; mother。〃 And her
  mother declared that it was Ulrich; although his hair was white。
  He allowed them to go up to him; and to touch him; but he did not
  reply to any of their questions; and they were obliged to take
  him to Loeche; where the doctors found that he was mad。 Nobody
  ever knew what had become of his companion。
  Little Louise Hauser nearly died that summer of decline; which
  the medical men attributed to the cold air of the mountains。
  A FAMILY
  I was going to see my friend Simon Radevin once more; for I had
  not seen him for fifteen years。 Formerly he was my most intimate
  friend; and I used to spend long; quiet; and happy evenings with
  him。 He was one of those men to whom one tells the most intimate
  affairs of the heart; and in whom one finds; when quietly
  talking; rare; clever; ingenious; and refined thoughtsthoughts
  which stimulate and capture the mind。
  For years we had scarcely been separated: we had lived; traveled;
  thought; and dreamed together; had liked the same things with the
  same liking; admired the same books; comprehended the same works;
  shivered with the same sensations; and very often laughed at the
  same individuals; whom we understood completely; by merely
  exchanging a glance。
  Then he marriedquite unexpectedly married a little girl from
  the provinces; who had come to Paris in search of a husband。 How
  ever could that little; thin; insipidly fair girl; with her weak
  hands; her light; vacant eyes; and her clear; silly voice; who was
  exactly like a hundred thousand marriageable dolls; have picked up
  that intelligent; clever young fellow? Can anyone understand these
  things? No doubt he had hoped for happiness; simple; quiet; and
  long…enduring happiness; in the arms of a good; tender; and
  faithful woman; he had seen all that in the transparent looks of
  that schoolgirl with light hair。
  He had not dreamed of the fact that an active; living; and
  vibrating man grows tired as soon as he has comprehended the
  stupid reality of a common…place life; unless indeed; he becomes
  so brutalized as to be callous to externals。
  What would he be like when I met him again? Still lively; witty;
  light…hearted; and enthusiastic; or in a state of mental torpor
  through provincial life? A man can change a great deal in the
  course of fifteen years!
  The train stopped at a small station; and as I got out of the
  carriage; a stout; a very stout man with red cheeks and a big
  stomach rushed up to me with open arms; exclaiming: 〃George!〃
  I embraced him; but I had not recognized him; and then I said; in
  astonishment: 〃By Jove! You have not grown thin!〃
  And he replied with a laugh: 〃What did you expect? Good living; a
  good table; and good nights! Eating and sleeping; that is my
  existence!〃
  I looked at him closely; trying to find the features I held so
  dear in that broad face。 His eyes alone had not altered; but I no
  longer saw the same looks in them; and I said to myself: 〃If
  looks be the reflection of the mind; the thoughts in that head
  are not what they used to bethose thoughts which I knew so
  well。〃
  Yet his eyes were bright; full of pleasure and friendship; but
  they had not that clear; intelligent expression which tells
  better than do words the value of the mind。 Suddenly he said to
  me:
  〃Here are my two eldest children。〃 A girl of fourteen; who was
  almost a woman; and a boy of thirteen; in the dress of a pupil
  from a lycee; came forward in a hesitating and awkward manner;
  and I said in a low voice: 〃Are they yours?〃
  〃Of course they are;〃 he replied laughing。
  〃How many have you?〃
  〃Five! There are three more indoors。〃
  He said that in a proud; self…satisfied; almost triumphant
  manner; and I felt profound pity; mingled with a feeling of vague
  contempt for this vainglorious and simple reproducer of his
  species; who spent his nights in his country house in uxorious
  pleasures。
  I got into a carriage; which he drove himself; and we set off
  through the town; a dull; sleepy; gloomy town where nothing was
  moving in the streets save a few dogs and two or three
  maidservants。 Here and there a shopkeeper standing at his door
  took off his hat; and Simon returned the salute and told me the
  man's nameno doubt to show me that he knew all the inhabitants
  personally。 The thought struck me that he was thinking of
  becoming a candidate for the Chamber of Deputies; that dream of
  all who have buried themselves in the provinces。
  We were soon out of the town; the carriage turned into a garden
  which had some pretensions to a park; and stopped in front of a
  turreted house; which tried to pass for a chateau。
  〃That is my den;〃 Simon said; so that he might be complimented on
  it; and I replied that it was delightful。
  A lady appeared on the steps; dressed up for a visitor; her hair
  done for a visitor; and with phrases ready prepared for a
  visitor。 She was no longer the light…haired; insipid girl I had
  seen in church fifteen years previously; but a stout lady in
  curls and flounces; one of those ladies of uncertain age; without
  intellect; without any of those things which constitute a woman。
  In short she was a mother; a stout; commonplace mother; a human
  layer and brood mare; a machine of flesh which procreates;
  without mental care save for her children and her housekeeping
  book。
  She welcomed me; and I went into the hall; where three children;
  ranged according to their height; were ranked for review; like
  firemen before a mayor。 〃Ah! ah! so there are the others?〃 said
  I。 And Simon; who was radiant with pleasure; named them: 〃Jean;
  Sophie; and Gontran。〃
  The door of the drawing…room was open。 I went in; and in the
  depths of an easy…chair I saw something trembling; a man; an old;
  paralyzed man。 Madame Radevin came forward and said: 〃This is my
  grandfather; Monsieur; he is eighty…seven。〃 And then she shouted
  into the shaking old man's ears: 〃This is a friend of Simon's;
  grandpapa。〃
  The old gentleman tried to say 〃Good day〃 to me; and he muttered:
  〃Oua; oua; oua;〃 and waved his hand。
  I took a seat saying: 〃You are very kind; Monsieur。〃
  Simon had just come in; and he said with a laugh: 〃So! You have
  made grandpapa's acquaintance。 He is priceless; is that old man。
  He is the delight of the children; and he is so greedy that he
  almost kills himself at every meal。