第 28 节
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男孩不逛街 更新:2021-02-18 23:24 字数:9322
But the person outside now uttered long; plaintive; mournful
groans; to which the young man replied by similar groans; and
thus days and nights passed without their ceasing to howl at each
other。 The one was continually walking round the house and
scraped the walls with his nails so vigorously that it seemed as
if he wished to destroy them; while the other; inside; followed
all his movements; stooping down; and holding his ear to the
walls; and replying to all his appeals with terrible cries。 One
evening; however; Ulrich heard nothing more; and he sat down; so
overcome by fatigue that he went to sleep immediately; and awoke
in the morning without a thought; without any recollection of
what had happened; just as if his head had been emptied during
his heavy sleep。 But he felt hungry; and he ate。
The winter was over; and the Gemmi pass was practicable again; so
the Hauser family started off to return to their inn。 As soon as
they had reached the top of the ascent; the women mounted their
mule; and spoke about the two men who they would meet again
shortly。 They were; indeed; rather surprised that neither of them
had come down a few days before; as soon as the road became
passable; in order to tell them all about their long winter
sojourn。 At last; however; they saw the inn; still covered with
snow; like a quilt。 The door and the windows were closed; but a
little smoke was coming out of the chimney; which reassured old
Hauser; on going up to the door; however; he saw the skeleton of
an animal which had been torn to pieces by the eagles; a large
skeleton lying on its side。
They all looked closely at it; and the mother said: 〃That must be
Sam。〃 Then she shouted: 〃Hi! Gaspard!〃 A cry from the interior of
the house answered her; so sharp a cry that one might have
thought some animal uttered it。 Old Hauser repeated: 〃Hi!
Gaspard!〃 and they heard another cry; similar to the first。
Then the three men; the father and the two sons; tried to open
the door; but it resisted their efforts。 From the empty cow…stall
they took a beam to serve as a battering…ram; and hurled it
against the door with all their might。 The wood gave way; and the
boards flew into splinters; then the house was shaken by a loud
voice; and inside; behind the sideboard which was overturned;
they saw a man standing upright; his hair falling on to his
shoulders and a beard descending to his breast; with shining eyes
and nothing but rags to cover him。 They did not recognize him;
but Louise Hauser exclaimed: 〃It is Ulrich; mother。〃 And her
mother declared that it was Ulrich; although his hair was white。
He allowed them to go up to him; and to touch him; but he did not
reply to any of their questions; and they were obliged to take
him to Loeche; where the doctors found that he was mad。 Nobody
ever knew what had become of his companion。
Little Louise Hauser nearly died that summer of decline; which
the medical men attributed to the cold air of the mountains。
A FAMILY
I was going to see my friend Simon Radevin once more; for I had
not seen him for fifteen years。 Formerly he was my most intimate
friend; and I used to spend long; quiet; and happy evenings with
him。 He was one of those men to whom one tells the most intimate
affairs of the heart; and in whom one finds; when quietly
talking; rare; clever; ingenious; and refined thoughtsthoughts
which stimulate and capture the mind。
For years we had scarcely been separated: we had lived; traveled;
thought; and dreamed together; had liked the same things with the
same liking; admired the same books; comprehended the same works;
shivered with the same sensations; and very often laughed at the
same individuals; whom we understood completely; by merely
exchanging a glance。
Then he marriedquite unexpectedly married a little girl from
the provinces; who had come to Paris in search of a husband。 How
ever could that little; thin; insipidly fair girl; with her weak
hands; her light; vacant eyes; and her clear; silly voice; who was
exactly like a hundred thousand marriageable dolls; have picked up
that intelligent; clever young fellow? Can anyone understand these
things? No doubt he had hoped for happiness; simple; quiet; and
long…enduring happiness; in the arms of a good; tender; and
faithful woman; he had seen all that in the transparent looks of
that schoolgirl with light hair。
He had not dreamed of the fact that an active; living; and
vibrating man grows tired as soon as he has comprehended the
stupid reality of a common…place life; unless indeed; he becomes
so brutalized as to be callous to externals。
What would he be like when I met him again? Still lively; witty;
light…hearted; and enthusiastic; or in a state of mental torpor
through provincial life? A man can change a great deal in the
course of fifteen years!
The train stopped at a small station; and as I got out of the
carriage; a stout; a very stout man with red cheeks and a big
stomach rushed up to me with open arms; exclaiming: 〃George!〃
I embraced him; but I had not recognized him; and then I said; in
astonishment: 〃By Jove! You have not grown thin!〃
And he replied with a laugh: 〃What did you expect? Good living; a
good table; and good nights! Eating and sleeping; that is my
existence!〃
I looked at him closely; trying to find the features I held so
dear in that broad face。 His eyes alone had not altered; but I no
longer saw the same looks in them; and I said to myself: 〃If
looks be the reflection of the mind; the thoughts in that head
are not what they used to bethose thoughts which I knew so
well。〃
Yet his eyes were bright; full of pleasure and friendship; but
they had not that clear; intelligent expression which tells
better than do words the value of the mind。 Suddenly he said to
me:
〃Here are my two eldest children。〃 A girl of fourteen; who was
almost a woman; and a boy of thirteen; in the dress of a pupil
from a lycee; came forward in a hesitating and awkward manner;
and I said in a low voice: 〃Are they yours?〃
〃Of course they are;〃 he replied laughing。
〃How many have you?〃
〃Five! There are three more indoors。〃
He said that in a proud; self…satisfied; almost triumphant
manner; and I felt profound pity; mingled with a feeling of vague
contempt for this vainglorious and simple reproducer of his
species; who spent his nights in his country house in uxorious
pleasures。
I got into a carriage; which he drove himself; and we set off
through the town; a dull; sleepy; gloomy town where nothing was
moving in the streets save a few dogs and two or three
maidservants。 Here and there a shopkeeper standing at his door
took off his hat; and Simon returned the salute and told me the
man's nameno doubt to show me that he knew all the inhabitants
personally。 The thought struck me that he was thinking of
becoming a candidate for the Chamber of Deputies; that dream of
all who have buried themselves in the provinces。
We were soon out of the town; the carriage turned into a garden
which had some pretensions to a park; and stopped in front of a
turreted house; which tried to pass for a chateau。
〃That is my den;〃 Simon said; so that he might be complimented on
it; and I replied that it was delightful。
A lady appeared on the steps; dressed up for a visitor; her hair
done for a visitor; and with phrases ready prepared for a
visitor。 She was no longer the light…haired; insipid girl I had
seen in church fifteen years previously; but a stout lady in
curls and flounces; one of those ladies of uncertain age; without
intellect; without any of those things which constitute a woman。
In short she was a mother; a stout; commonplace mother; a human
layer and brood mare; a machine of flesh which procreates;
without mental care save for her children and her housekeeping
book。
She welcomed me; and I went into the hall; where three children;
ranged according to their height; were ranked for review; like
firemen before a mayor。 〃Ah! ah! so there are the others?〃 said
I。 And Simon; who was radiant with pleasure; named them: 〃Jean;
Sophie; and Gontran。〃
The door of the drawing…room was open。 I went in; and in the
depths of an easy…chair I saw something trembling; a man; an old;
paralyzed man。 Madame Radevin came forward and said: 〃This is my
grandfather; Monsieur; he is eighty…seven。〃 And then she shouted
into the shaking old man's ears: 〃This is a friend of Simon's;
grandpapa。〃
The old gentleman tried to say 〃Good day〃 to me; and he muttered:
〃Oua; oua; oua;〃 and waved his hand。
I took a seat saying: 〃You are very kind; Monsieur。〃
Simon had just come in; and he said with a laugh: 〃So! You have
made grandpapa's acquaintance。 He is priceless; is that old man。
He is the delight of the children; and he is so greedy that he
almost kills himself at every meal。