第 19 节
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男孩不逛街 更新:2021-02-18 23:24 字数:9322
it back into the sea again。 The sailor; from whom she had bought
it; though paid handsomely; was greatly provoked at this
actmore exasperated; indeed; than if she had put her hand into
his pocket and taken his money。 For a whole month he could not
speak of the circumstance without getting into a fury and
denouncing it as an outrage。 Oh yes! She was indeed a demoniac;
this Miss Harriet; and Mother Lecacheur must have had an
inspiration of genius in thus christening her。
〃The stable…boy; who was called Sapeur; because he had served in
Africa in his youth; entertained other aversions。 He said; with a
roguish air: 'She is an old hag who has lived her days。' If the
poor woman had but known!
〃Little kind…hearted Celeste did not wait upon her willingly; but
I was never able to understand why。 Probably her only reason was
that she was a stranger; of another race; of a different tongue;
and of another religion。 She was in good truth a demoniac!
〃She passed her time wandering about the country; adoring and
searching for God in nature。 I found her one evening on her knees
in a cluster of bushes。 Having discovered something red through
the leaves; I brushed aside the branches; and Miss Harriet at
once rose to her feet; confused at having been found thus;
looking at me with eyes as terrible as those of a wild cat
surprised in open day。
〃Sometimes; when I was working among the rocks; I would suddenly
descry her on the banks of the Falaise standing like a semaphore
signal。 She gazed passionately at the vast sea; glittering in the
sunlight; and the boundless sky empurpled with fire。 Sometimes I
would distinguish her at the bottom of a valley; walking quickly;
with her elastic English step; and I would go toward her;
attracted by I know not what; simply to see her illuminated
visage; her dried…up features; which seemed to glow with an
ineffable; inward; and profound happiness。
〃Often I would encounter her in the corner of a field sitting on
the grass; under the shadow of an apple…tree; with her little
Bible lying open on her knee; while she looked meditatively into
the distance。
〃I could no longer tear myself away from that quiet country
neighborhood; bound to it as I was by a thousand links of love
for its soft and sweeping landscapes。 At this farm I was out of
the world; far removed from everything; but in close proximity to
the soil; the good; healthy; beautiful green soil。 And; must I
avow it; there was something besides curiosity which retained me
at the residence of Mother Lecacheur。 I wished to become
acquainted a little with this strange Miss Harriet; and to learn
what passes in the solitary souls of those wandering old; English
dames。
II。
〃We became acquainted in a rather singular manner。 I had just
finished a study which appeared to me to display genius and
power; as it must have; since it was sold for ten thousand
francs; fifteen years later。 It was as simple; however; as that
two and two make four; and had nothing to do with academic rules。
The whole of the right side of my canvas represented a rock; an
enormous rock; covered with sea…wrack; brown; yellow; and red;
across which the sun poured like a stream of oil。 The light;
without which one could see the stars concealed in the
background; fell upon the stone; and gilded it as if with fire。
That was all。 A first stupid attempt at dealing with light; with
burning rays; with the sublime。
〃On the left was the sea; not the blue sea; the slate…colored
sea; but a sea of jade; as greenish; milky; and thick as the
overcast sky。
〃I was so pleased with my work that I danced from sheer delight
as I carried it back to the inn。 I wished that the whole world
could have seen it at one and the same moment。 I can remember
that I showed it to a cow; which was browsing by the wayside;
exclaiming; at the same time: 'Look at that; my old beauty; you
will not often see its like again。'
〃When I had reached the front of the house; I immediately called
out to Mother Lecacheur; shouting with all my might:
〃 'Ohe! Ohe! my mistress; come here and look at this。'
〃The rustic advanced and looked at my work with stupid eyes;
which distinguished nothing; and did not even recognize whether
the picture was the representation of an ox or a house。
〃Miss Harriet came into the house; and passed in rear of me just
at the moment when; holding out my canvas at arm's length; I was
exhibiting it to the female innkeeper。 The 'demoniac' could not
help but see it; for I took care to exhibit the thing in such a
way that it could not escape her notice。 She stopped abruptly and
stood motionless; stupefied。 It was her rock which was depicted;
the one which she usually climbed to dream away her time
undisturbed。
〃She uttered a British 'Oh;' which was at once so accentuated and
so flattering; that I turned round to her; smiling; and said:
〃This is my last work; Mademoiselle。'
〃She murmured ecstatically; comically; and tenderly:
〃 'Oh! Monsieur; you must understand what it is to have a
palpitation。'
〃I colored up; of course; and was more excited by that compliment
than if it had come from a queen。 I was seduced; conquered;
vanquished。 I could have embraced herupon my honor。
〃I took my seat at the table beside her; as I had always done。
For the first time; she spoke; drawling out in a loud voice:
〃 'Oh! I love nature so much。'
〃I offered her some bread; some water; some wine。 She now
accepted these with the vacant smile of a mummy。 I then began to
converse with her about the scenery。
〃After the meal; we rose from the table together and walked
leisurely across the court; then; attracted by the fiery glow
which the setting sun cast over the surface of the sea; I opened
the outside gate which faced in the direction of the Falaise; and
we walked on side by side; as satisfied as any two persons could
be who have just learned to understand and penetrate each other's
motives and feelings。
〃It was a misty; relaxing evening; one of those enjoyable
evenings which impart happiness to mind and body alike。 All is
joy; all is charm。 The luscious and balmy air; loaded with the
perfumes of herbs; with the perfumes of grass…wrack; with the
odor of the wild flowers; caresses the soul with a penetrating
sweetness。 We were going to the brink of the abyss which
overlooked the vast sea and rolled past us at the distance of
less than a hundred meters。
〃We drank with open mouth and expanded chest; that fresh breeze
from the ocean which glides slowly over the skin; salted as it is
by long contact with the waves。
〃Wrapped up in her square shawl; inspired by the balmy air and
with teeth firmly set; the English…woman gazed fixedly at the
great sun…ball; as it descended toward the sea。 Soon its rim
touched the waters; just in rear of a ship which had appeared on
the horizon; until; by degrees; it was swallowed up by the ocean。
We watched it plunge; diminish; and finally disappear。
〃Miss Harriet contemplated with passionate regard the last
glimmer of the flaming orb of day。
〃She muttered: 'Oh! I loveI love' I saw a tear start in her
eye。 She continued: 'I wish I were a little bird; so that I could
mount up into the firmament。'
〃She remained standing as I had often before seen her; perched on
the river bank; her face as red as her flaming shawl。 I should
have liked to have sketched her in my album。 It would have been
an ecstatic caricature。 I turned my face away from her so as to
be able to laugh。
〃I then spoke to her of painting; as I would have done to a
fellow…artist; using the technical terms common among the
devotees of the profession。 She listened attentively to me;
eagerly seeking to divine the sense of the obscure words; so as
to penetrate my thoughts。 From time to time; she would exclaim:
'Oh! I understand; I understand。 This is very interesting。' We
returned home。
〃The next day; on seeing me; she approached me eagerly; holding
out her hand; and we became firm friends immediately。
〃She was a brave creature; with an elastic sort of a soul; which
became enthusiastic at a bound。 She lacked equilibrium; like all
women who are spinsters at the age of fifty。 She seemed to be
pickled in vinegary innocence; though her heart still retained
something of youth and of girlish effervescence。 She loved both
nature and animals with a fervent ardor; a love like old wine;
mellow through age; with a sensual love that she had never
bestowed on men。
〃One thing is certain: a mare roaming in a meadow with a foal at
its side; a bird's nest full of young ones; squeaking; with their
open mouths and enormous heads; made her quiver with the most
violent emotion。
〃Poor solitary beings! Sad wanderers from table d'hote to table
d'hote; poor beings; ridiculous and lamentable; I love you ever
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