第 84 节
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The bride welcomed her in the vestry with a sweet guttural of surprise and delight; and they kissed one another like little tigers。
〃Oh; my darling Jane; how kind of you! have I got you back to make my happiness complete?〃
Now none of her own party had thought it wise to tell Julia there was any hitch: but Miss Hardie blurted out naturally enough; 〃But where's Alfred?〃
〃I don't know; dear;〃 said Julia innocently。 〃Are not he and Edward in another part of the church? I thought we were waiting till twelve o'clock; perhaps。 Mamma dear; you know everything; I suppose this is all right?〃
Then; looking round at her friends' faces; she saw in a moment that it was all wrong。 Sampson's; in particular; was burning with manly indignation; and even her mother's discomposed; and trying to smile。
When the innocent saw this; she suspected her beloved was treating her cavalierly; and her poor little mouth began to work; and she had much ado not to whimper。
Mrs。 Dodd; to encourage her; told her not to be put out: it had been arranged all along that Edward should go for him: 〃Unfortunately we had an impression it was the other way: but now Edward is gone to his lodgings。〃
〃No; mamma;〃 said Julia; 〃Alfred was to call for Edward; because our house was on the way。〃
〃Are you sure; my child?〃 asked Mrs。 Dodd very gravely。
〃Oh yes; mamma;〃 said Julia; beginning to tremble; 〃at a quarter before eleven: I heard them settle it。〃
The matter was terribly serious now; indeed; it began to look hopeless。 Weather overclouded: rain…drops falling; and hard upon twelve o'clock。
They all looked at one another in despair。
Suddenly there was a loud; long buzzing heard outside; and the house of God turned into a gossiping fair。 〃Talk of money changers;〃 said Satan that day; 〃give _me_ the exchangers of small talk。〃
〃Thank Heaven they are come;〃 said Mrs。 Dodd。 But; having thus relieved her mind; she drew herself up and prepared a freezing reception for the defaulter。
A whisper reached their excited ears: 〃It is young Mr。 Dodd〃 and next moment Edward came into the vestryalone: the sight of him was enough; his brow wet with perspiration; his face black and white with bitter wrath。
〃Come home; _my_ people;〃 he said sternly: 〃there will be no wedding here to…day!〃
The bridesmaids cackled questions at him; he turned his back on them。
Mrs。 Dodd knew her son's face too well to waste inquiries。 〃Give me my child!〃 she cried; in such a burst of mother's anguish long restrained; that even the insult to the bride was forgotten for one moment; till she was seen tottering into her mother's arms and cringing and trying to hide bodily in her: 〃Oh; throw a shawl over me;〃 she moaned; 〃hide all this。〃
Well; they all did what they could。 Jane hung round her neck and sobbed; and said; 〃I've a sister now; and no brother。〃 The bridesmaids cried。 The young curate ran and got the fly to the vestry…door: 〃Get into it;〃 he said; 〃and you will at least escape the curious crowd。〃
〃God bless you; Mr。 Hurd;〃 said Edward; half choked。 He hurried the insulted bride and her mother in; Julia huddled and shrank into a corner under Mrs。 Dodd's shawl: Mrs。 Dodd had all the blinds down in a moment; and they went home as from a funeral。
Ay; and a funeral it was; for the sweetest girl in England buried her hopes; her laugh; her May of youth; in that church that day。
When she got to Albion Villa; she cast a wild look all around for fear she should be seen in her wedding clothes; and darted moaning into the house。
Sarah met her in the hall; smirking; and saying; 〃Wish you j〃
The poor bride screamed fearfully at the mocking words; and cut the conventional phrase in two as with a razor; then fled to her own room and tore off her wreath; her veil; her pearls; and had already strewed the room; when Mrs。 Dodd; with a foot quickened by affection; burst in and caught her half fainting; and laid her weary as old age; and cold as a stone; upon her mother's bosom; and rocked her as in the days of happy childhood never to return; and bedewed the pale face with her own tears。
Sampson took the bridesmaids each to her residence; on purpose to leave Edward free。 He came home; washed his face; and; sick at heart; but more master of himself; knocked timidly at Julia's door。
〃Come in; _my son;_〃 said a broken voice。
He crept in; and saw a sorry sight。 The travelling dress and bonnet were waiting still on the bed; the bridal wreath and veil lay on the floor; and so did half the necklace; and the rest of the pearls all about the floor; and Julia; with all her hair loose and hanging below her waist; lay faintly quivering in her mother's arms。
Edward stood and looked; and groaned。
Mrs。 Dodd whispered to him over Julia: 〃Not a tear! not a tear!〃
〃Dead; or false?〃 moaned the girl: 〃dead; or false? Oh that I could believe he was false; no; no; he is dead; dead。〃
Mrs。 Dodd whispered again over her girl。
〃Tell her something: give us tearsthe world for one tear!〃
〃What shall I say?〃 gasped Edward。
〃Tell her the truth; and trust to God; whose child she is。〃 Edward knelt on the floor and took her hand
〃My poor little Ju;〃 he said; in a voice broken with pity and emotion; 〃would you rather have him dead; or false to you?〃
〃'Why false; a thousand times。 It's Edward。 Bless your sweet face; my own; own brother; tell me he is false; and not come to deadly harm。〃
〃You shall judge for yourself;〃 he groaned。 〃I went to his lodgings。 He had left the town。 The woman told me a letter came for him last night。 A letter ina female hand。 The scoundrel came in from us; got this letter; packed up his things directly; paid his lodging; and went off in a two…horse fly at eight o'clock in the morning。〃
CHAPTER XXX
AT these plain proofs of Alfred's infidelity; Julia's sweet throat began to swell hysterically; and then her bosom to heave and pant: and; after a piteous struggle; came a passion of sobs and tears so wild; so heart…broken; that Edward blamed himself bitterly for telling her。
But Mrs。 Dodd sobbed 〃No; no; I would rather have her so; only leave her with me now: bless you; darling: leave us quickly。〃
She rocked and nursed her deserted child hours and hours: and so the miserable day crawled to its close。
Downstairs the house looked strange and gloomy: she; who had brightened it all; was darkened herself。 The wedding breakfast and flowers remained in bitter mockery。 Sarah cleared half the table; and Sampson and Edward dined in moody silence。
Presently Sampson's eye fell upon the Deed: it lay on a small table with a pen beside it; to sign on their return from church。
Sampson got hold of it and dived in the verbiage。 He came up again with a discovery。 In spite of its feebleness; verbosity; obscurity; and idiotic way of expressing itself; the Deed managed to convey to David and Mrs。 Dodd a life interest in nine thousand five hundred pounds; with reversion to Julia and the children of the projected marriage。 Sampson and Edward put their heads over this; and it puzzled them; 〃Why; man;〃 said Sampson; 〃if the puppy had signed this last night; he would be a beggar now。〃
〃Ay;〃 said Edward; 〃but after all he did not sign it。〃
〃Nay; but that was your fault; not his: the lad was keen to sign。〃
〃That is true; and perhaps if we had pinned him to this; last night; he would not have dared insult my sister to…day。〃
Sampson changed the subject by inquiring suddenly which way he was gone。
〃Curse him; I don't know; and don't care。 Go where he will I shall meet him again some day; and thenEdward spoke almost in a whisper; but a certain grind of his white teeth and flashing of his lion eyes made the incomplete sentence very expressive。
〃What ninnies you young men are;〃 said the Doctor; 〃even you; that I dub 'my fathom o' good sense:' just finish your denner and come with me。〃
〃No; Doctor; I'm off my feed for once: if you had been upstairs and seen my poor sister! Hang the grub; it turns my stomach。〃 And he shoved his plate away; and leaned over the back of his chair。
Sampson made him drink a glass of wine; and then they got up from the half…finished meal and went hurriedly to Alfred's lodgings; the Doctor; though sixty; rushing along with all the fire and buoyancy of early youth。 They found the landlady surrounded by gossips curious as themselves; and longing to chatter; but no materials。 The one new fact they elicited was that the vehicle was a White Lion fly; for she knew the young man by the cast in his eye。 〃Come away;〃 shouted the Doctor unceremoniously; and in two minutes they were in the yard of the White Lion。
Sampson called the ostler: out came a hard…featured man; with a strong squint。 Sampson concluded this was his man; and said roughly: 〃Where did you drive young Hardie this morning?〃
He seemed rather taken aback by this abrupt question; but reflected and slapped his thigh: 〃Why; that is the party from Mill Street。〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Druv him to Silverton station; sir: and wasn't long about it; eithergent was in a hurry。〃
〃What train did he go by?〃
〃Well; I don't know; sir; I left him at the station。〃
〃Well; then; where did he take his ticket for? Where did he tell the porter he was going? Think now; an