第 35 节
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short of crime and cowardice。 A man may have many virtues even if he
does deceive a woman; if he deceives her; it is because he finds her
wanting in some of the treasures that he sought in her。 None but a
queen; an actress; or a woman placed so far above a man that she seems
to him a queen; can go to him of herself without incurring blameand
for a young girl to do it! Why; she is false to all that God has given
her that is sacred and lovely and noble;no matter with what grace or
what poetry or what precautions she surrounds her fault。〃
〃To seek the master and find the servant!〃 she said bitterly; 〃oh! I
can never recover from it!〃
〃Nonsense! Monsieur Ernest de La Briere is; to my thinking; fully the
equal of the Baron de Canalis。 He was private secretary of a cabinet
minister; and he is now counsel for the Court of Claims; he has a
heart; and he adores you; buthe DOES NOT WRITE VERSES。 No; I admit;
he is not a poet; but for all that he may have a heart full of poetry。
At any rate; my dear girl;〃 added her father; as Modeste made a
gesture of disgust; 〃you are to see both of them; the sham and the
true Canalis〃
〃Oh; papa!〃
〃Did you not swear just now to obey me in everything; even in the
AFFAIR of your marriage? Well; I allow you to choose which of the two
you like best for a husband。 You have begun by a poem; you shall
finish with a bucolic; and try if you can discover the real character
of these gentlemen here; in the country; on a few hunting or fishing
excursions。〃
Modeste bowed her head and walked home with her father; listening to
what he said but replying only in monosyllables。
CHAPTER XVI
DISENCHANTED
The poor girl had fallen humiliated from the alp she had scaled in
search of her eagle's nest; into the mud of the swamp below; where (to
use the poetic language of an author of our day) 〃after feeling the
soles of her feet too tender to tread the broken glass of reality;
Imaginationwhich in that delicate bosom united the whole of
womanhood; from the violet…hidden reveries of a chaste young girl to
the passionate desires of the sexhad led her into enchanted gardens
where; oh; bitter sight! she now saw; springing from the ground; not
the sublime flower of her fancy; but the hairy; twisted limbs of the
black mandragora。〃 Modeste suddenly found herself brought down from
the mystic heights of her love to a straight; flat road bordered with
ditches;in short the work…day path of common life。 What ardent;
aspiring soul would not have been bruised and broken by such a fall?
Whose feet were these at which she had shed her thoughts? The Modeste
who re…entered the Chalet was no more the Modeste who had left it two
hours earlier than an actress in the street is like an actress on the
boards。 She fell into a state of numb depression that was pitiful to
see。 The sun was darkened; nature veiled itself; even the flowers no
longer spoke to her。 Like all young girls with a tendency to extremes;
she drank too deeply of the cup of disillusion。 She fought against
reality; and would not bend her neck to the yoke of family and
conventions; it was; she felt; too heavy; too hard; too crushing。 She
would not listen to the consolations of her father and mother; and
tasted a sort of savage pleasure in letting her soul suffer to the
utmost。
〃Poor Butscha was right;〃 she said one evening。
The words indicate the distance she travelled in a short space of time
and in gloomy sadness across the barren plain of reality。 Sadness;
when caused by the overgrowth of hope; is a disease;sometimes a
fatal one。 It would be no mean object for physiology to search out in
what ways and by what means Thought produces the same internal
disorganization as poison; and how it is that despair affects the
appetite; destroys the pylorus; and changes all the physical
conditions of the strongest life。 Such was the case with Modeste。 In
three short days she became the image of morbid melancholy; she did
not sing; she could not be made to smile。 Charles Mignon; becoming
uneasy at the non…arrival of the two friends; thought of going to
fetch them; when; on the evening of the fifth day; he received news of
their movements through Latournelle。
Canalis; excessively delighted at the idea of a rich marriage; was
determined to neglect nothing that might help him to cut out La
Briere; without; however; giving La Briere a chance to reproach him
for having violated the laws of friendship。 The poet felt that nothing
would lower a lover so much in the eyes of a young girl as to exhibit
him in a subordinate position; and he therefore proposed to La Briere;
in the most natural manner; to take a little country…house at
Ingouville for a month; and live there together on pretence of
requiring sea…air。 As soon as La Briere; who at first saw nothing
amiss in the proposal; had consented; Canalis declared that he should
pay all expenses; and he sent his valet to Havre; telling him to see
Monsieur Latournelle and get his assistance in choosing the house;
well aware that the notary would repeat all particulars to the
Mignons。 Ernest and Canalis had; as may well be supposed; talked over
all the aspects of the affair; and the rather prolix Ernest had given
a good many useful hints to his rival。 The valet; understanding his
master's wishes; fulfilled them to the letter; he trumpeted the
arrival of the great poet; for whom the doctors advised sea…air to
restore his health; injured as it was by the double toils of
literature and politics。 This important personage wanted a house;
which must have at least such and such a number of rooms; as he would
bring with him a secretary; cook; two servants; and a coachman; not
counting himself; Germain Bonnet; the valet。 The carriage; selected
and hired for a month by Canalis; was a pretty one; and Germain set
about finding a pair of fine horses which would also answer as saddle…
horses;for; as he said; monsieur le baron and his secretary took
horseback exercise。 Under the eyes of little Latournelle; who went
with him to various houses; Germain made a good deal of talk about the
secretary; rejecting two or three because there was no suitable room
for Monsieur de La Briere。
〃Monsieur le baron;〃 he said to the notary; 〃makes his secretary quite
his best friend。 Ah! I should be well scolded if Monsieur de La Briere
was not as well treated as monsieur le baron himself; and after all;
you know; Monsieur de La Briere is a lawyer in my master's court。〃
Germain never appeared in public unless punctiliously dressed in
black; with spotless gloves; well…polished boots; and otherwise as
well apparelled as a lawyer。 Imagine the effect he produced in Havre;
and the idea people took of the great poet from this sample of him!
The valet of a man of wit and intellect ends by getting a little wit
and intellect himself which has rubbed off from his master。 Germain
did not overplay his part; he was simple and good…humored; as Canalis
had instructed him to be。 Poor La Briere was in blissful ignorance of
the harm Germain was doing to his prospects; and the depreciation his
consent to the arrangement had brought upon him; it is; however; true
that some inkling of the state of things rose to Modeste's ears from
these lower regions。
Canalis had arranged to bring his secretary in his own carriage; and
Ernest's unsuspicious nature did not perceive that he was putting
himself in a false position until too late to remedy it。 The delay in
the arrival of the pair which had troubled Charles Mignon was caused
by the painting of the Canalis arms on the panels of the carriage; and
by certain orders given to a tailor; for the poet neglected none of
the innumerable details which might; even the smallest of them;
influence a young girl。
〃It is all right;〃 said Latournelle to Mignon on the sixth day。 〃The
baron's valet has hired Madame Amaury's villa at Sanvic; all
furnished; for seven hundred francs; he has written to his master that
he may start; and that all will be ready on his arrival。 So the two
gentlemen will be here Sunday。 I have also had a letter from Butscha;
here it is; it's not long: 'My dear master;I cannot get back till
Sunday。 Between now and then I have some very important inquiries to
make which concern the happiness of a person in whom you take an
interest。'〃
The announcement of this arrival did not rouse Modeste from her gloom;
the sense of her fall and the bewilderment of her mind were still too
great; and she was not nearly as much of a coquette as her father
thought her to be。 There is; in truth; a charming and permissible
coquetry; that of the soul; which may claim to be love's politeness。
Charles Mignon; when scolding his daughter; failed to distinguish
between the mere desire of pleasing and the love of the mind;the
thirst for love; and the thirst for admiration。 Like every true
colonel of the Empire he saw in this