第 33 节
作者:冥王      更新:2021-02-18 23:11      字数:9321
  〃A girl worth six millions;〃 he thought to himself; 〃and my eyes were
  not able to see that gold shining in the darkness! With such a fortune
  I could be peer of France; count; marquis; ambassador。 I've replied to
  middle…class women and silly women; and crafty creatures who wanted
  autographs; I've tired myself to death with masked…ball intrigues;at
  the very moment when God was sending me a soul of price; an angel with
  golden wings! Bah! I'll make a poem on it; and perhaps the chance will
  come again。 Heavens! the luck of that little La Briere;strutting
  about in my lustreplagiarism! I'm the cast and he's to be the
  statue; is he? It is the old fable of Bertrand and Raton。 Six
  millions; a beauty; a Mignon de La Bastie; an aristocratic divinity
  loving poetry and the poet! And I; who showed my muscle as man of the
  world; who did those Alcide exercises to silence by moral force the
  champion of physical force; that old soldier with a heart; that friend
  of this very young girl; whom he'll now go and tell that I have a
  heart of iron!I; to play Napoleon when I ought to have been
  seraphic! Good heavens! True; I shall have my friend。 Friendship is a
  beautiful thing。 I have kept him; but at what a price! Six millions;
  that's the cost of it; we can't have many friends if we pay all that
  for them。〃
  La Briere entered the room as Canalis reached this point in his
  meditations。 He was gloom personified。
  〃Well; what's the matter?〃 said Canalis。
  〃The father exacts that his daughter shall choose between the two
  Canalis〃
  〃Poor boy!〃 cried the poet; laughing; 〃he's a clever fellow; that
  father。〃
  〃I have pledged my honor that I will take you to Havre;〃 said La
  Briere; piteously。
  〃My dear fellow;〃 said Canalis; 〃if it is a question of your honor you
  may count on me。 I'll ask for leave of absence for a month。〃
  〃Modeste is so beautiful!〃 exclaimed La Briere; in a despairing tone。
  〃You will crush me out of sight。 I wondered all along that fate should
  be so kind to me; I knew it was all a mistake。〃
  〃Bah! we will see about that;〃 said Canalis with inhuman gaiety。
  That evening; after dinner; Charles Mignon and Dumay; were flying; by
  virtue of three francs to each postilion; from Paris to Havre。 The
  father had eased the watch…dog's mind as to Modeste and her love
  affairs; the guard was relieved; and Butscha's innocence established。
  〃It is all for the best; my old Dumay;〃 said the count; who had been
  making certain inquiries of Mongenod respecting Canalis and La Briere。
  〃We are going to have two actors for one part!〃 he cried gaily。
  Nevertheless; he requested his old comrade to be absolutely silent
  about the comedy which was now to be played at the Chalet;a comedy
  it might be; but also a gentle punishment; or; if you prefer it; a
  lesson given by the father to the daughter。
  The two friends kept up a long conversation all the way from Paris to
  Havre; which put the colonel in possession of the facts relating to
  his family during the past four years; and informing Dumay that
  Desplein; the great surgeon; was coming to Havre at the end of the
  present month to examine the cataract on Madame Mignon's eyes; and
  decide if it were possible to restore her sight。
  A few moments before the breakfast…hour at the Chalet; the clacking of
  a postilion's whip apprised the family that the two soldiers were
  arriving; only a father's joy at returning after long absence could be
  heralded with such clatter; and it brought all the women to the garden
  gate。 There is many a father and many a childperhaps more fathers
  than childrenwho will understand the delights of such an arrival;
  and that happy fact shows that literature has no need to depict it。
  Perhaps all gentle and tender emotions are beyond the range of
  literature。
  Not a word that could trouble the peace of the family was uttered on
  this joyful day。 Truce was tacitly established between father; mother;
  and child as to the so…called mysterious love which had paled
  Modeste's cheeks;for this was the first day she had left her bed
  since Dumay's departure for Paris。 The colonel; with the charming
  delicacy of a true soldier; never left his wife's side nor released
  her hand; but he watched Modeste with delight; and was never weary of
  noting her refined; elegant; and poetic beauty。 Is it not by such
  seeming trifles that we recognize a man of feeling? Modeste; who
  feared to interrupt the subdued joy of the husband and wife kept at a
  little distance; coming from time to time to kiss her father's
  forehead; and when she kissed it overmuch she seemed to mean that she
  was kissing it for two;for Bettina and herself。
  〃Oh; my darling; I understand you;〃 said the colonel; pressing her
  hand as she assailed him with kisses。
  〃Hush!〃 whispered the young girl; glancing at her mother。
  Dumay's rather sly and pregnant silence made Modeste somewhat uneasy
  as to the upshot of his journey to Paris。 She looked at him furtively
  every now and then; without being able to get beneath his epidermis。
  The colonel; like a prudent father; wanted to study the character of
  his only daughter; and above all consult his wife; before entering on
  a conference upon which the happiness of the whole family depended。
  〃To…morrow; my precious child;〃 he said as they parted for the night;
  〃get up early; and we will go and take a walk on the seashore。 We have
  to talk about your poems; Mademoiselle de La Bastie。〃
  His last words; accompanied by a smile; which reappeared like an echo
  on Dumay's lips; were all that gave Modeste any clew to what was
  coming; but it was enough to calm her uneasiness and keep her awake
  far into the night with her head full of suppositions; this; however;
  did not prevent her from being dressed and ready in the morning long
  before the colonel。
  〃You know all; my kind papa?〃 she said as soon as they were on the
  road to the beach。
  〃I know all; and a good deal more than you do;〃 he replied。
  After that remark father and daughter went some little way in silence。
  〃Explain to me; my child; how it happens that a girl whom her mother
  idolizes could have taken such an important step as to write to a
  stranger without consulting her。〃
  〃Oh; papa! because mamma would never have allowed it。〃
  〃And do you think; my daughter; that that was proper? Though you have
  been educating your mind in this fatal way; how is it that your good
  sense and your intellect did not; in default of modesty; step in and
  show you that by acting as you did you were throwing yourself at a
  man's head。 To think that my daughter; my only remaining child; should
  lack pride and delicacy! Oh; Modeste; you made your father pass two
  hours in hell when he heard of it; for; after all; your conduct has
  been the same as Bettina's without the excuse of a heart's seduction;
  you were a coquette in cold blood; and that sort of coquetry is head…
  love; the worst vice of French women。〃
  〃I; without pride!〃 said Modeste; weeping; 〃but HE has not yet seen
  me。〃
  〃HE knows your name。〃
  〃I did not tell it to him till my eyes had vindicated the
  correspondence; lasting three months; during which our souls had
  spoken to each other。〃
  〃Oh; my dear misguided angel; you have mixed up a species of reason
  with a folly that has compromised your own happiness and that of your
  family。〃
  〃But; after all; papa; happiness is the absolution of my temerity;〃
  she said; pouting。
  〃Oh! your conduct is temerity; is it?〃
  〃A temerity that my mother practised before me;〃 she retorted quickly。
  〃Rebellious child! your mother after seeing me at a ball told her
  father; who adored her; that she thought she could be happy with me。
  Be honest; Modeste; is there any likeness between a love hastily
  conceived; I admit; but under the eyes of a father; and your mad
  action of writing to a stranger?〃
  〃A stranger; papa? say rather one of our greatest poets; whose
  character and whose life are exposed to the strongest light of day; to
  detraction; to calumny;a man robed in fame; and to whom; my dear
  father; I was a mere literary and dramatic personage; one of
  Shakespeare's women; until the moment when I wished to know if the man
  himself were as beautiful as his soul。〃
  〃Good God! my poor child; you are turning marriage into poetry。 But
  if; from time immemorial; girls have been cloistered in the bosom of
  their families; if God; if social laws put them under the stern yoke
  of parental sanction; it is; mark my words; to spare them the
  misfortunes that this very poetry which charms and dazzles you; and
  which you are therefore unable to judge of; would entail upon them。
  Poetry is indeed one of the pleasures of life; but it is not life
  itself。〃
  〃Papa; that is a suit still pending before the Court of Facts; the
  struggle is forever going on between our hearts and the claims of
  family。〃
  〃Alas for the child that finds her