第 18 节
作者:冥王      更新:2021-02-18 23:11      字数:9322
  first letter。 If you are destined to a middle…class life; obey the
  iron law which holds society together。 Lifted in mind above other
  women; I admire you; but if you seek to obey an impulse which you
  ought to repress; I pity you。 The all…wise moral of that great
  domestic epic 〃Clarissa Harlowe〃 is that legitimate and honorable
  love led the poor victim to her ruin because it was conceived;
  developed; and pursued beyond the boundaries of family restraint。
  The family; however cruel and even foolish it may be; is in the
  right against the Lovelaces。 The family is Society。 Believe me;
  the glory of a young girl; of a woman; must always be that of
  repressing her most ardent impulses within the narrow sphere of
  conventions。 If I had a daughter able to become a Madame de Stael
  I should wish her dead at fifteen。 Can you imagine a daughter of
  yours flaunting on the stage of fame; exhibiting herself to win
  the plaudits of a crowd; and not suffer anguish at the thought? No
  matter to what heights a woman can rise by the inward poetry of
  her soul; she must sacrifice the outer signs of superiority on the
  altar of her home。 Her impulse; her genius; her aspirations toward
  Good; the whole poem of a young girl's being; should belong to the
  man she accepts and the children whom she brings into the world。 I
  think I perceive in you a secret desire to widen the narrow circle
  of the life to which all women are condemned; and to put love and
  passion into marriage。 Ah! it is a lovely dream! it is not
  impossible; it is difficult; but if realized; may it not be to the
  despair of soulsforgive me the hackneyed word〃incompris〃?
  If you seek a platonic friendship it will be to your sorrow in
  after years。 If your letter was a jest; discontinue it。 Perhaps
  this little romance is to end hereis it? It has not been without
  fruit。 My sense of duty is aroused; and you; on your side; will
  have learned something of Society。 Turn your thoughts to real
  life; throw the enthusiasms you have culled from literature into
  the virtues of your sex。
  Adieu; mademoiselle。 Do me the honor to grant me your esteem。
  Having seen you; or one whom I believe to be you; I have known
  that your letter was simply natural; a flower so lovely turns to
  the sunof poetry。 Yes; love poetry as you love flowers; music;
  the grandeur of the sea; the beauties of nature; love them as an
  adornment of the soul; but remember what I have had the honor of
  telling you as to the nature of poets。 Be cautious not to marry;
  as you say; a dunce; but seek the partner whom God has made for
  you。 There are souls; believe me; who are fit to appreciate you;
  and to make you happy。 If I were rich; if you were poor; I would
  lay my heart and my fortunes at your feet; for I believe your soul
  to be full of riches and of loyalty; to you I could confide my
  life and my honor in absolute security。
  Once more; adieu; adieu; fairest daughter of Eve the fair。
  The reading of this letter; swallowed like a drop of water in the
  desert; lifted the mountain which weighed heavily on Modeste's heart:
  then she saw the mistake she had made in arranging her plan; and
  repaired it by giving Francoise some envelopes directed to herself; in
  which the maid could put the letters which came from Paris and drop
  them again into the box。 Modeste resolved to receive the postman
  herself on the steps of the Chalet at the hour when he made his
  delivery。
  As to the feelings that this reply; in which the noble heart of poor
  La Briere beat beneath the brilliant phantom of Canalis; excited in
  Modeste; they were as multifarious and confused as the waves which
  rushed to die along the shore while with her eyes fixed on the wide
  ocean she gave herself up to the joy of having (if we dare say so)
  harpooned an angelic soul in the Parisian Gulf; of having divined that
  hearts of price might still be found in harmony with genius; and;
  above all; for having followed the magic voice of intuition。
  A vast interest was now about to animate her life。 The wires of her
  cage were broken: the bolts and bars of the pretty Chaletwhere were
  they? Her thoughts took wings。
  〃Oh; father!〃 she cried; looking out to the horizon。 〃Come back and
  make us rich and happy。〃
  The answer which Ernest de La Briere received some five days later
  will tell the reader more than any elaborate disquisition of ours。
  CHAPTER IX
  THE POWER OF THE UNSEEN
  To Monsieur de Canalis:
  My friend;Suffer me to give you that name;you have delighted
  me; I would not have you other than you are in this letter; the
  firstoh; may it not be the last! Who but a poet could have
  excused and understood a young girl so delicately?
  I wish to speak with the sincerity that dictated the first lines
  of your letter。 And first; let me say that most fortunately you do
  not know me。 I can joyfully assure you than I am neither that
  hideous Mademoiselle Vilquin nor the very noble and withered
  Mademoiselle d'Herouville who floats between twenty and forty
  years of age; unable to decide on a satisfactory date。 The
  Cardinal d'Herouville flourished in the history of the Church at
  least a century before the cardinal of whom we boast as our only
  family glory;for I take no account of lieutenant…generals; and
  abbes who write trumpery little verses。
  Moreover; I do not live in the magnificent villa Vilquin; there is
  not in my veins; thank God; the ten…millionth of a drop of that
  chilly blood which flows behind a counter。 I come on one side from
  Germany; on the other from the south of France; my mind has a
  Teutonic love of reverie; my blood the vivacity of Provence。 I am
  noble on my father's and on my mother's side。 On my mother's I
  derive from every page of the Almanach de Gotha。 In short; my
  precautions are well taken。 It is not in any man's power; nor even
  in the power of the law; to unmask my incognito。 I shall remain
  veiled; unknown。
  As to my person and as to my 〃belongings;〃 as the Normans say;
  make yourself easy。 I am at least as handsome as the little girl
  (ignorantly happy) on whom your eyes chanced to light during your
  visit to Havre; and I do not call myself poverty…stricken;
  although ten sons of peers may not accompany me on my walks。 I
  have seen the humiliating comedy of the heiress sought for her
  millions played on my account。 In short; make no attempt; even on
  a wager; to reach me。 Alas! though free as air; I am watched and
  guarded;by myself; in the first place; and secondly; by people
  of nerve and courage who would not hesitate to put a knife in your
  heart if you tried to penetrate my retreat。 I do not say this to
  excite your courage or stimulate your curiosity; I believe I have
  no need of such incentives to interest you and attach you to me。
  I will now reply to the second edition; considerably enlarged; of
  your first sermon。
  Will you have a confession? I said to myself when I saw you so
  distrustful; and mistaking me for Corinne (whose improvisations
  bore me dreadfully); that in all probability dozes of Muses had
  already led you; rashly curious; into their valleys; and begged
  you to taste the fruits of their boarding…school Parnassus。 Oh!
  you are perfectly safe with me; my friend; I may love poetry; but
  I have no little verses in my pocket…book; and my stockings are;
  and will remain; immaculately white。 You shall not be pestered
  with the 〃Flowers of my Heart〃 in one or more volumes。 And;
  finally; should it ever happen that I say to you the word 〃Come!〃
  you will not findyou know it nowan old maid; no; nor a poor
  and ugly one。
  Ah! my friend; if you only knew how I regret that you came to
  Havre! You have lowered the charm of what you call my romance。 God
  alone knew the treasure I was reserving for the man noble enough;
  and trusting enough; and perspicacious enough to comehaving
  faith in my letters; having penetrated step by step into the
  depths of my heartto come to our first meeting with the
  simplicity of a child: for that was what I dreamed to be the
  innocence of a man of genius。 And now you have spoiled my
  treasure! But I forgive you; you live in Paris and; as you say;
  there is always a man within a poet。
  Because I tell you this will you think me some little girl who
  cultivates a garden…full of illusions? You; who are witty and
  wise; have you not guessed that when Mademoiselle d'Este received
  your pedantic lesson she said to herself: 〃No; dear poet; my first
  letter was not the pebble which a vagabond child flings about the
  highway to frighten the owner of the adjacent fruit…trees; but a
  net carefully and prudently thrown by a fisherman seated on a rock
  above the sea; hoping and expecting a miraculous draught。〃
  All that you sa