第 49 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-18 22:40      字数:9322
  Her advice was thrown away: Leonella assured her at parting that
  nothing could make her forget the perfidious Don Christoval。  In
  this point She was fortunately mistaken。  An honest Youth of
  Cordova; Journeyman to an Apothecary; found that her fortune
  would be sufficient to set him up in a genteel Shop of his own:
  In consequence of this reflection He avowed himself her Admirer。
  Leonella was not inflexible。 The ardour of his sighs melted her
  heart; and She soon consented to make him the happiest of
  Mankind。  She wrote to inform her Sister of her marriage; But;
  for reasons which will be explained hereafter; Elvira never
  answered her letter。
  Ambrosio was conducted into the Antichamber to that where
  Elvira was reposing。  The Female Domestic who had admitted him
  left him alone while She announced his arrival to her Mistress。
  Antonia; who had been by her Mother's Bedside; immediately came
  to him。
  'Pardon me; Father;' said She; advancing towards him; when
  recognizing his features; She stopped suddenly; and uttered a cry
  of joy。  'Is it possible!' She continued;
  'Do not my eyes deceive me?  Has the worthy Ambrosio broken
  through his resolution; that He may soften the agonies of the
  best of Women?  What pleasure will this visit give my Mother!
  Let me not delay for a moment the comfort which your piety and
  wisdom will afford her。'
  Thus saying; She opened the chamber door; presented to her Mother
  her distinguished Visitor; and having placed an armed…chair by
  the side of the Bed; withdrew into another department。
  Elvira was highly gratified by this visit:  Her expectations had
  been raised high by general report; but She found them far
  exceeded。  Ambrosio; endowed by nature with powers of pleasing;
  exerted them to the utmost while conversing with Antonia's
  Mother。  With persuasive eloquence He calmed every fear; and
  dissipated every scruple:  He bad her reflect on the infinite
  mercy of her Judge; despoiled Death of his darts and terrors; and
  taught her to view without shrinking the abyss of eternity; on
  whose brink She then stood。  Elvira was absorbed in attention and
  delight:  While She listened to his exhortations; confidence and
  comfort stole insensibly into her mind。  She unbosomed to him
  without hesitation her cares and apprehensions。  The latter
  respecting a future life He had already quieted:  And He now
  removed the former; which She felt for the concerns of this。  She
  trembled for Antonia。  She had none to whose care She could
  recommend her; save to the Marquis de las Cisternas and her
  Sister Leonella。  The protection of the One was very uncertain;
  and as to the Other; though fond of her Niece; Leonella was so
  thoughtless and vain as to make her an improper person to have
  the sole direction of a Girl so young and ignorant of the World。
  The Friar no sooner learnt the cause of her alarms than He
  begged her to make herself easy upon that head。  He doubted not
  being able to secure for Antonia a safe refuge in the House of
  one of his Penitents; the Marchioness of Villa…Franca:  This was
  a Lady of acknowledged virtue; remarkable for strict principles
  and extensive charity。  Should accident deprive her of this
  resource; He engaged to procure Antonia a reception in some
  respectable Convent:  That is to say; in quality of boarder; for
  Elvira had declared herself no Friend to a monastic life; and the
  Monk was either candid or complaisant enough to allow that her
  disapprobation was not unfounded。
  These proofs of the interest which He felt for her completely
  won Elvira's heart。  In thanking him She exhausted every
  expression which Gratitude could furnish; and protested that now
  She should resign herself with tranquillity to the Grave。
  Ambrosio rose to take leave:  He promised to return the next day
  at the same hour; but requested that his visits might be kept
  secret。
  'I am unwilling' said He; 'that my breaking through a rule
  imposed by necessity should be generally known。  Had I not
  resolved never to quit my Convent; except upon circumstances as
  urgent as that which has conducted me to your door; I should be
  frequently summoned upon insignificant occasions:  That time
  would be engrossed by the Curious; the Unoccupied; and the
  fanciful; which I now pass at the Bedside of the Sick; in
  comforting the expiring Penitent; and clearing the passage to
  Eternity from Thorns。'
  Elvira commended equally his prudence and compassion; promising
  to conceal carefully the honour of his visits。  The Monk then
  gave her his benediction; and retired from the chamber。
  In the Antiroom He found Antonia:  He could not refuse himself
  the pleasure of passing a few moments in her society。  He bad her
  take comfort; for that her Mother seemed composed and tranquil;
  and He hoped that She might yet do well。  He enquired who
  attended her; and engaged to send the Physician of his Convent to
  see her; one of the most skilful in Madrid。  He then launched out
  in Elvira's commendation; praised her purity and fortitude of
  mind; and declared that She had inspired him with the highest
  esteem and reverence。  Antonia's innocent heart swelled with
  gratitude:  Joy danced in her eyes; where a tear still sparkled。
  The hopes which He gave her of her Mother's recovery; the lively
  interest which He seemed to feel for her; and the flattering way
  in which She was mentioned by him; added to the report of his
  judgment and virtue; and to the impression made upon her by his
  eloquence; confirmed the favourable opinion with which his first;
  appearance had inspired Antonia。  She replied with diffidence;
  but without restraint:  She feared not to relate to him all her
  little sorrows; all her little fears and anxieties; and She
  thanked him for his goodness with all the genuine warmth which
  favours kindle in a young and innocent heart。  Such alone know
  how to estimate benefits at their full value。  They who are
  conscious of Mankind's perfidy and selfishness; ever receive an
  obligation with apprehension and distrust:  They suspect that
  some secret motive must lurk behind it:  They express their
  thanks with restraint and caution; and fear to praise a kind
  action to its full extent; aware that some future day a return
  may be required。  Not so Antonia; She thought the world was
  composed only of those who resembled her; and that vice existed;
  was to her still a secret。  The Monk had been of service to her;
  He said that He wished her well; She was grateful for his
  kindness; and thought that no terms were strong enough to be the
  vehicle of her thanks。  With what delight did Ambrosio listen to
  the declaration of her artless gratitude!  The natural grace of
  her manners; the unequalled sweetness of her voice; her modest
  vivacity; her unstudied elegance; her expressive countenance; and
  intelligent eyes united to inspire him with pleasure and
  admiration; While the solidity and correctness of her remarks
  received additional beauty from the unaffected simplicity of the
  language in which they were conveyed。
  Ambrosio was at length obliged to tear himself from this
  conversation which possessed for him but too many charms。  He
  repeated to Antonia his wishes that his visits should not be
  made known; which desire She promised to observe。  He then
  quitted the House; while his Enchantress hastened to her Mother;
  ignorant of the mischief which her Beauty had caused。  She was
  eager to know Elvira's opinion of the Man whom She had praised in
  such enthusiastic terms; and was delighted to find it equally
  favourable; if not even more so; than her own。
  'Even before He spoke;' said Elvira; 'I was prejudiced in his
  favour:  The fervour of his exhortations; dignity of his manner;
  and closeness of his reasoning; were very far from inducing me to
  alter my opinion。  His fine and full…toned voice struck me
  particularly; But surely; Antonia; I have heard it before。  It
  seemed perfectly familiar to my ear。  Either I must have known
  the Abbot in former times; or his voice bears a wonderful
  resemblance to that of some other; to whom I have often listened。
  There were certain tones which touched my very heart; and made me
  feel sensations so singular; that I strive in vain to account for
  them。'
  'My dearest Mother; it produced the same effect upon me:  Yet
  certainly neither of us ever heard his voice till we came to
  Madrid。  I suspect that what we attribute to his voice; really
  proceeds from his pleasant manners; which forbid our considering
  him as a Stranger。  I know not why; but I feel more at my ease
  while conversing with him than I usually do with people who are
  unknown to me。  I feared not to repeat to him all my childish
  thoughts; and somehow I felt confident that He would hear my
  folly with indulgence。  Oh! I was not deceived in him!  He
  listened to me with such an air of kindness and attention!  He
  answered me with such gentleness; such condescension! He did not
  call me an Infant; and treat me with contempt; as our cross old
  Confessor at the Castle used to do。  I verily believe that if I
  had lived in Murcia a thousand years; I never should have liked
  that fat old Father Dominic!'
  'I confess that Father Dominic had not the most pleasing manners
  in the world; But He was hon