第 45 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-18 22:40      字数:9322
  that People of whom He was then the Idol。  Conscience painted to
  him in glaring colours his perjury and weakness; Apprehension
  magnified to him the horrors of punishment; and He already
  fancied himself in the prisons of the Inquisition。  To these
  tormenting ideas succeeded Matilda's beauty; and those delicious
  lessons which; once learnt; can never be forgotten。  A single
  glance thrown upon these reconciled him with himself。  He
  considered the pleasures of the former night to have been
  purchased at an easy price by the sacrifice of innocence and
  honour。  Their very remembrance filled his soul with ecstacy; He
  cursed his foolish vanity; which had induced him to waste in
  obscurity the bloom of life; ignorant of the blessings of Love
  and Woman。  He determined at all events to continue his commerce
  with Matilda; and called every argument to his aid which might
  confirm his resolution。 He asked himself; provided his
  irregularity was unknown; in what would his fault consist; and
  what consequences He had to apprehend?  By adhering strictly to
  every rule of his order save Chastity; He doubted not to retain
  the esteem of Men; and even the protection of heaven。  He trusted
  easily to be forgiven so slight and natural a deviation from his
  vows:  But He forgot that having pronounced those vows;
  Incontinence; in Laymen the most venial of errors; became in his
  person the most heinous of crimes。
  Once decided upon his future conduct; his mind became more easy。
  He threw himself upon his bed; and strove by sleeping to recruit
  his strength exhausted by his nocturnal excesses。  He awoke
  refreshed; and eager for a repetition of his pleasures。  Obedient
  to Matilda's order; He visited not her Cell during the day。
  Father Pablos mentioned in the Refectory that Rosario had at
  length been prevailed upon to follow his prescription; But that
  the medicine had not produced the slightest effect; and that He
  believed no mortal skill could rescue him from the Grave。  With
  this opinion the Abbot agreed; and affected to lament the
  untimely fate of a Youth; whose talents had appeared so
  promising。
  The night arrived。  Ambrosio had taken care to procure from the
  Porter the Key of the low door opening into the Cemetery。
  Furnished with this; when all was silent in the Monastery; He
  quitted his Cell; and hastened to Matilda's。  She had left her
  bed; and was drest before his arrival。
  'I have been expecting you with impatience;' said She; 'My life
  depends upon these moments。  Have you the Key?'
  'I have。'
  'Away then to the garden。  We have no time to lose。 Follow me!'
  She took a small covered Basket from the Table。 Bearing this in
  one hand; and the Lamp; which was flaming upon the Hearth; in the
  other; She hastened from the Cell。  Ambrosio followed her。  Both
  maintained a profound silence。  She moved on with quick but
  cautious steps; passed through the Cloisters; and reached the
  Western side of the Garden。  Her eyes flashed with a fire and
  wildness which impressed the Monk at once with awe and horror。
  A determined desperate courage reigned upon her brow。  She gave
  the Lamp to Ambrosio; Then taking from him the Key; She unlocked
  the low Door; and entered the Cemetery。  It was a vast and
  spacious Square planted with yew trees:  Half of it belonged to
  the Abbey; The other half was the property of the Sisterhood of
  St。 Clare; and was protected by a roof of Stone。  The Division
  was marked by an iron railing; the wicket of which was generally
  left unlocked。
  Thither Matilda bent her course。  She opened the wicket and
  sought for the door leading to the subterraneous Vaults; where
  reposed the mouldering Bodies of the Votaries of St。 Clare。  The
  night was perfectly dark; Neither Moon or Stars were visible。
  Luckily there was not a breath of Wind; and the Friar bore his
  Lamp in full security:  By the assistance of its beams; the door
  of the Sepulchre was soon discovered。  It was sunk within the
  hollow of a wall; and almost concealed by thick festoons of ivy
  hanging over it。  Three steps of rough…hewn Stone conducted to
  it; and Matilda was on the point of descending them when She
  suddenly started back。
  'There are People in the Vaults!' She whispered to the Monk;
  'Conceal yourself till they are past。
  She took refuge behind a lofty and magnificent Tomb; erected in
  honour of the Convent's Foundress。  Ambrosio followed her
  example; carefully hiding his Lamp lest its beams should betray
  them。  But a few moments had elapsed when the Door was pushed
  open leading to the subterraneous Caverns。  Rays of light
  proceeded up the Staircase:  They enabled the concealed
  Spectators to observe two Females drest in religious habits; who
  seemed engaged in earnest conversation。  The Abbot had no
  difficulty to recognize the Prioress of St。 Clare in the first;
  and one of the elder Nuns in her Companion。
  'Every thing is prepared;' said the Prioress; 'Her fate shall be
  decided tomorrow。  All her tears and sighs will be unavailing。
  No!  In five and twenty years that I have been Superior of this
  Convent; never did I witness a transaction more infamous!'
  'You must expect much opposition to your will;' the Other replied
  in a milder voice; 'Agnes has many Friends in the Convent; and in
  particular the Mother St。 Ursula will espouse her cause most
  warmly。  In truth; She merits to have Friends; and I wish I
  could prevail upon you to consider her youth; and her peculiar
  situation。  She seems sensible of her fault; The excess of her
  grief proves her penitence; and I am convinced that her tears
  flow more from contrition than fear of punishment。  Reverend
  Mother; would you be persuaded to mitigate the severity of your
  sentence; would you but deign to overlook this first
  transgression; I offer myself as the pledge of her future
  conduct。'
  'Overlook it; say you?  Mother Camilla; you amaze me!  What?
  After disgracing me in the presence of Madrid's Idol; of the very
  Man on whom I most wished to impress an idea of the strictness of
  my discipline?  How despicable must I have appeared to the
  reverend Abbot!  No; Mother; No! I never can forgive the insult。
  I cannot better convince Ambrosio that I abhor such crimes; than
  by punishing that of Agnes with all the rigour of which our
  severe laws admit。  Cease then your supplications; They will all
  be unavailing。  My resolution is taken:  Tomorrow Agnes shall be
  made a terrible example of my justice and resentment。'
  The Mother Camilla seemed not to give up the point; but by this
  time the Nuns were out of hearing。  The Prioress unlocked the
  door which communicated with St。 Clare's Chapel; and having
  entered with her Companion; closed it again after them。
  Matilda now asked; who was this Agnes with whom the Prioress was
  thus incensed; and what connexion She could have with Ambrosio。
  He related her adventure; and He added; that since that time his
  ideas having undergone a thorough revolution; He now felt much
  compassion for the unfortunate Nun。
  'I design;' said He; 'to request an audience of the Domina
  tomorrow; and use every means of obtaining a mitigation of her
  sentence。'
  'Beware of what you do!' interrupted Matilda; 'Your sudden change
  of sentiment may naturally create surprize; and may give birth to
  suspicions which it is most our interest to avoid。  Rather;
  redouble your outward austerity; and thunder out menaces against
  the errors of others; the better to conceal your own。  Abandon
  the Nun to her fate。  Your interfering might be dangerous; and
  her imprudence merits to be punished:  She is unworthy to enjoy
  Love's pleasures; who has not wit enough to conceal them。  But in
  discussing this trifling subject I waste moments which are
  precious。  The night flies apace; and much must be done before
  morning。  The Nuns are retired; All is safe。  Give me the Lamp;
  Ambrosio。 I must descend alone into these Caverns:  Wait here;
  and if any one approaches; warn me by your voice; But as you
  value your existence; presume not to follow me。  Your life would
  fall a victim to your imprudent curiosity。'
  Thus saying She advanced towards the Sepulchre; still holding her
  Lamp in one hand; and her little Basket in the other。  She
  touched the door:  It turned slowly upon its grating hinges; and
  a narrow winding staircase of black marble presented itself to
  her eyes。  She descended it。  Ambrosio remained above; watching
  the faint beams of the Lamp as they still proceeded up the
  stairs。  They disappeared; and He found himself in total
  darkness。
  Left to himself He could not reflect without surprize on the
  sudden change in Matilda's character and sentiments。  But a few
  days had past since She appeared the mildest and softest of her
  sex; devoted to his will; and looking up to him as to a superior
  Being。  Now She assumed a sort of courage and manliness in her
  manners and discourse but ill…calculated to please him。  She
  spoke no longer to insinuate; but command:  He found himself
  unable to cope with her in argument; and was unwillingly
  obliged to confess the superiority of her judgment。  Every moment
  convinced him of the astonishing powers of her mind:  But what
  She gained in the opinion of the Man; She lost with interest in
  the affect