第 9 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2021-02-18 22:39      字数:9322
  As soon as He had finished; Ambrosio bent an eye stern and angry
  upon the imprudent Nun。
  'This letter must to the Prioress!' said He; and passed her。
  His words sounded like thunder to her ears:  She awoke from her
  torpidity only to be sensible of the dangers of her situation。
  She followed him hastily; and detained him by his garment。
  'Stay!  Oh! stay!' She cried in the accents of despair; while She
  threw herself at the Friar's feet; and bathed them with her
  tears。  'Father; compassionate my youth!  Look with indulgence on
  a Woman's weakness; and deign to conceal my frailty!  The
  remainder of my life shall be employed in expiating this single
  fault; and your lenity will bring back a soul to heaven!'
  'Amazing confidence!  What!  Shall St。 Clare's Convent become the
  retreat of Prostitutes?  Shall I suffer the Church of Christ to
  cherish in its bosom debauchery and shame?  Unworthy Wretch! such
  lenity would make me your accomplice。  Mercy would here be
  criminal。  You have abandoned yourself to a Seducer's lust; You
  have defiled the sacred habit by your impurity; and still dare
  you think yourself deserving my compassion?  Hence; nor detain me
  longer!  Where is the Lady Prioress?' He added; raising his
  voice。
  'Hold! Father; Hold!  Hear me but for one moment! Tax me not with
  impurity; nor think that I have erred from the warmth of
  temperament。  Long before I took the veil; Raymond was Master of
  my heart:  He inspired me with the purest; the most
  irreproachable passion; and was on the point of becoming my
  lawful husband。  An horrible adventure; and the treachery of a
  Relation; separated us from each other:  I believed him for ever
  lost to me; and threw myself into a Convent from motives of
  despair。  Accident again united us; I could not refuse myself the
  melancholy pleasure of mingling my tears with his:  We met
  nightly in the Gardens of St。 Clare; and in an unguarded moment I
  violated my vows of Chastity。  I shall soon become a Mother:
  Reverend Ambrosio; take compassion on me; take compassion on the
  innocent Being whose existence is attached to mine。 If you
  discover my imprudence to the Domina; both of us are lost:  The
  punishment which the laws of St。 Clare assign to Unfortunates
  like myself is most severe and cruel。  Worthy; worthy Father!
  Let not your own untainted conscience render you unfeeling
  towards those less able to withstand temptation!  Let not mercy
  be the only virtue of which your heart is unsusceptible!  Pity
  me; most reverend!  Restore my letter; nor doom me to inevitable
  destruction!'
  'Your boldness confounds me!  Shall I conceal your crime; I whom
  you have deceived by your feigned confession?  No; Daughter; no!
  I will render you a more essential service。  I will rescue you
  from perdition in spite of yourself; Penance and mortification
  shall expiate your offence; and Severity force you back to the
  paths of holiness。  What; Ho!  Mother St。 Agatha!'
  'Father!  By all that is sacred; by all that is most dear to you;
  I supplicate; I entreat。 。 。 。'
  'Release me!  I will not hear you。  Where is the Domina?  Mother
  St。 Agatha; where are you?'
  The door of the Vestry opened; and the Prioress entered the
  Chapel; followed by her Nuns。
  'Cruel!  Cruel!' exclaimed Agnes; relinquishing her hold。
  Wild and desperate; She threw herself upon the ground; beating
  her bosom and rending her veil in all the delirium of despair。
  The Nuns gazed with astonishment upon the scene before them。  The
  Friar now presented the fatal paper to the Prioress; informed her
  of the manner in which he had found it; and added; that it was
  her business to decide; what penance the delinquent merited。
  While She perused the letter; the Domina's countenance grew
  inflamed with passion。  What!  Such a crime committed in her
  Convent; and made known to Ambrosio; to the Idol of Madrid; to
  the Man whom She was most anxious to impress with the opinion of
  the strictness and regularity of her House!  Words were
  inadequate to express her fury。  She was silent; and darted upon
  the prostrate Nun looks of menace and malignity。
  'Away with her to the Convent!' said She at length to some of her
  Attendants。
  Two of the oldest Nuns now approaching Agnes; raised her forcibly
  from the ground; and prepared to conduct her from the Chapel。
  'What!' She exclaimed suddenly shaking off their hold with
  distracted gestures; 'Is all hope then lost?  Already do you drag
  me to punishment?  Where are you; Raymond?  Oh! save me! save
  me!'
  Then casting upon the Abbot a frantic look; 'Hear me!' She
  continued; 'Man of an hard heart!  Hear me; Proud; Stern; and
  Cruel!  You could have saved me; you could have restored me to
  happiness and virtue; but would not!  You are the destroyer of my
  Soul; You are my Murderer; and on you fall the curse of my death
  and my unborn Infant's!  Insolent in your yet…unshaken virtue;
  you disdained the prayers of a Penitent; But God will show mercy;
  though you show none。  And where is the merit of your boasted
  virtue?  What temptations have you vanquished?  Coward! you have
  fled from it; not opposed seduction。  But the day of Trial will
  arrive!  Oh! then when you yield to impetuous passions! when you
  feel that Man is weak; and born to err; When shuddering you look
  back upon your crimes; and solicit with terror the mercy of your
  God; Oh! in that fearful moment think upon me!  Think upon your
  Cruelty!  Think upon Agnes; and despair of pardon!'
  As She uttered these last words; her strength was exhausted; and
  She sank inanimate upon the bosom of a Nun who stood near her。
  She was immediately conveyed from the Chapel; and her Companions
  followed her。
  Ambrosio had not listened to her reproaches without emotion。  A
  secret pang at his heart made him feel; that He had treated this
  Unfortunate with too great severity。 He therefore detained the
  Prioress and ventured to pronounce some words in favour of the
  Delinquent。
  'The violence of her despair;' said He; 'proves; that at least
  Vice is not become familiar to her。  Perhaps by treating her with
  somewhat less rigour than is generally practised; and mitigating
  in some degree the accustomed penance。 。 。 。'
  'Mitigate it; Father?' interrupted the Lady Prioress; 'Not I;
  believe me。  The laws of our order are strict and severe; they
  have fallen into disuse of late; But the crime of Agnes shows me
  the necessity of their revival。  I go to signify my intention to
  the Convent; and Agnes shall be the first to feel the rigour of
  those laws; which shall be obeyed to the very letter。  Father;
  Farewell。'
  Thus saying; She hastened out of the Chapel。
  'I have done my duty;' said Ambrosio to himself。
  Still did He not feel perfectly satisfied by this reflection。  To
  dissipate the unpleasant ideas which this scene had excited in
  him; upon quitting the Chapel He descended into the Abbey Garden。
  In all Madrid there was no spot more beautiful or better
  regulated。  It was laid out with the most exquisite taste; The
  choicest flowers adorned it in the height of luxuriance; and
  though artfully arranged; seemed only planted by the hand of
  Nature: Fountains; springing from basons of white Marble; cooled
  the air with perpetual showers; and the Walls were entirely
  covered by Jessamine; vines; and Honeysuckles。  The hour now
  added to the beauty of the scene。  The full Moon; ranging through
  a blue and cloudless sky; shed upon the trees a trembling lustre;
  and the waters of the fountains sparkled in the silver beam:  A
  gentle breeze breathed the fragrance of Orange…blossoms along the
  Alleys; and the Nightingale poured forth her melodious murmur
  from the shelter of an artificial wilderness。  Thither the Abbot
  bent his steps。
  In the bosom of this little Grove stood a rustic Grotto; formed
  in imitation of an Hermitage。  The walls were constructed of
  roots of trees; and the interstices filled up with Moss and Ivy。
  Seats of Turf were placed on either side; and a natural Cascade
  fell from the Rock above。  Buried in himself the Monk approached
  the spot。  The universal calm had communicated itself to his
  bosom; and a voluptuous tranquillity spread languor through his
  soul。
  He reached the Hermitage; and was entering to repose himself;
  when He stopped on perceiving it to be already occupied。
  Extended upon one of the Banks lay a man in a melancholy posture。
  His head was supported upon his arm; and He seemed lost in
  mediation。  The Monk drew nearer; and recognised Rosario:  He
  watched him in silence; and entered not the Hermitage。  After
  some minutes the Youth raised his eyes; and fixed them mournfully
  upon the opposite Wall。
  'Yes!' said He with a deep and plaintive sigh; 'I feel all the
  happiness of thy situation; all the misery of my own!  Happy were
  I; could I think like Thee!  Could I look like Thee with disgust
  upon Mankind; could bury myself for ever in some impenetrable
  solitude; and forget that the world holds Beings deserving to be
  loved!  Oh God!  What a blessing would Misanthropy be to me!'
  'That is a singular thought; Rosario;' said the Abbot; entering
  the Grotto。
  'You here; reverend Father?' cried the Novice。
  At the same time starting from his place in confus