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作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  of   the   Great   King   who   looked   down   from   the   throne   of   His   triumphant
  suffering; with a world of hunger and love in His eyes for those who had
  so    enthroned    Him;    they   hung   their   heads   for  shame     because    of  the
  emulation in their hearts; and lo! the Cellarer; for very love; was careful
  for the needs of the elder Brethren; and the monks; for very love; laid hold
  gladly of suffering; and so the Convent was blessed; and lived together in
  unity。
  In one of the groups very near the Cross; Hilarius set a grey…eyed girl;
  a   woman   with   a   babe   at   the   breast;   and   clinging   to   her   skirts;   a   little
  flaxen…headed maid。        None but the Prior knew the meaning of these three;
  and their names; with that of a poor light… o'…love; were ever on his lips
  when he offered the Holy Sacrifice。
  Gentle Brother Hilarius painted and loved; and was beloved of all his
  world。     The years sped; and he became in turn Almoner; Novice… master;
  and Sub…Prior:       and no man envied him; for he reckoned himself ever as
  least of all and servant of all。
  Prior Stephen attained his fourscore years; ruling the Convent wisely
  and well to the very end:        ay; and never ailed aught; his call coming as it
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  might be straight from the mouth of the Lord。
  On the Feast of Blessed Stephen he went into the chapter and said as
  always:      〃The souls of the deceased brethren and believers rest in peace!〃
  to   which   the   Convent   replied;   〃Amen。〃       Then   with   his   hands   raised   to
  bless    he   cried;   〃Benedicite;〃     and    again   with    loud   and    joyful   voice
  〃Domine;〃 and again; 〃Domine!〃 as of one who answers to his name … and
  so passed to his place in the Kingdom of Christ。
  The Convent elected Hilarius to be Prior in his stead; which election
  the Abbat of Cluny confirmed with good grace。
  Time   passed;   and   the   fame   of   the   Monastery   grew   because   of   the
  exceeding beauty of the Church; for Hilarius; with those whom he taught;
  set   fair   pictures   on   the   walls;   and   blazoned   the   roof   with   the   blue   of
  heaven and gold of the wakeful stars。             In the span over the High Altar he
  set   Blessed   Benedict   himself   with   the   face   of   Prior   Stephen;   and   round
  him the angel virtues; even as one Giotto; a shepherd lad; had limned them
  in the Church of the Little Brothers。
  Now Prior Hilarius desired greatly to set a picture of Our Lady above
  the Altar in her Chapel。         Long did he pray with ever… increasing fervour
  and much fasting that this boon might be vouchsafed him for her glory and
  the Convent's greater good。          And one day … 'twas her Nativity … he set his
  hand to the work; for it seemed to him that she would have it so; and he
  was greatly humbled that such heavenly kindness should attend so vile a
  sinner。    Day   by   day   he   set   apart   some   hours   for   this   service;   and   he
  limned a face so fair and radiant; with woman's love and light of heaven;
  that it was whispered in the cloister walks that the Prior had surely been
  blessed   by   a   vision;   else   had   he   never   pictured   the   Maid…Mother   in   so
  wondrous a   fashion:        and of   a truth   a man   might well give credence to
  such a story; for the joy that shone in the Prior's eyes and might not be hid。
  Many   other   tales   did   the   Brethren   tell   of   Hilarius;   but   softly;   for   he
  would hear no word of his own deeds or the favours vouchsafed him。
  When he walked in the garth the pigeons circled round him crooning
  their   peace…note;   and   it   was   told   that   the   kine   in   the   meadows   ceased
  browsing when he passed; and needs must company with him a little way。
  Once it befell that a lay…brother was afflicted with heavy sickness by
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  reason of the sun's great heat; and Satan strove with him for his undoing;
  so that the poor soul foamed at the mouth and roared out blasphemy; yea;
  verily; and must be held with cords also; lest he do himself or his fellows
  some grievous hurt。         But when the Prior laid his hand between the man's
  troubled eyes sweet sleep came upon him; and his madness forsook him。
  The poor also crowded to the Monastery gate and were fed; ay; even if
  the   Brethren   went   hungry;   and   if   any   man   in   all   the   villages   round   had
  aught against his neighbour he would come to the Prior for a just hearing。
  Nevertheless;   despite   these   things   the   Convent's   peace   began   to   be
  troubled。     Men   sought   the   Monastery   for   its   famous   name;   caring   but
  little for religion; there were many young novices within its walls; and the
  strong hand of Prior Stephen was lacking。              Hilarius was of gentler build;
  he would speak ever in love; thinking no evil; whereas it is not given to all
  men     to  understand     that  tongue。    So   it  came   to  pass   that  the   younger
  Brethren waxed fat and kicked; and the elder Brethren murmured。
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  CHAPTER V … 〃GABRIEL; MAKE THIS MAN
  TO UNDERSTAND THE VISION。〃 … DAN。 viii。 16。
  ONE day the Novice…master; Brother Adam; a most worthy man; came
  in sore trouble to the Prior and would resign his office。
  〃Surely never before did such an ill…conditioned brood find shelter in a
  monastery!〃 he cried。       〃They grow fat; idle; insolent; quarrelsome…never
  at peace among themselves; never a Pater or an Ave too many; or a task
  fulfilled; save for fear of stripes。      I would that the time of blood…letting
  were here that their high stomachs might be brought low。              I am no longer
  young;   my   Father;   and   this   burden   tries   me   sorely。 Prithee;   let   it   be
  shifted to another and a stronger back。〃
  The     Prior  listened  with   many    an  inward    mea   culpa。   〃'Tis   a  sad
  hearing; Brother Adam; but young blood is hard of mastering; maybe this
  ill mood will pass。       The lad Robert is surely ever gentle and decorous?
  He hath a most beauteous voice。〃
  The Novice…master threw up his hands。
  〃Nay; Father; nay; he hath indeed the voice of an angel; but methinks
  his body is surely the habitation of Satan。        He will sing an it please him …
  or when thou art by; my Father; … but; an it please him not; he is silent; ay;
  even under grievous stripes。        The Precentor giveth him as negligent and
  ill…conditioned; and in choir; when he looketh most like to one of God's
  Saints; he is but plotting mischief for the day。〃
  The Prior heard him sadly。
  〃And Hubert?〃 he said。        〃Hubert methinks hath a great love of colour
  and a fine hand with the brush。〃
  Brother Adam was almost speechless。
  〃Hubert!     Nay Father; forgive me; Father; but even this very Hubert
  but   yesterday  slipped   a handful   of pebbles   into   Brother   Edmund's   mess;
  whereby he was like to break his teeth or take some more grievous hurt。
  And   indeed   the   peace   of   the   Brethren   is   much   troubled;   wherefore   they
  complain bitterly。〃
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  〃Young blood; young blood; but not of necessity evil;〃 said the Prior。
  Then;     seeing   the   Novice…master's      aggrieved     face;   he  bade    him   have
  patience yet a little; for he himself would speak to the novices; and with
  this Brother Adam must fain be content。
  The next day in the Chapter the Prior spoke。
  It comes to pass oftentimes that men seeing a sign are made curious by
  it; and then forgetting; find the clue thereto; it may be; long after。               Even
  thus it happened on this day in the Chapter; and when Prior Hilarius was
  gathered to his   rest the Brethren   remembered how they  had marked   and
  marvelled at the strange beauty of his face; the beauty as of one who sees
  the face of the Lord。
  〃My children;〃 he cried … 〃for my children ye are; though I see among
  you many it were more fitting I should hail as father; but that the ruling of
  the   Lord   cannot   be   gainsaid   …   my   children;   I   am   minded   to   think   that   I
  have this day a message on my lips that is not mine own。
  〃Last   night   a   vision   came   to   me   as   I   slept。 Blessed   Benedict;   our
  Father; stood at my side; and his face w