第 15 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  warming       their  tired  old   limbs   in  the   south   cloister;  for   the  summer
  sunshine was very pleasant to them。
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  〃Since Brother Thomas died … 〃 began Brother Paul。
  〃The Lord have mercy on his soul!〃 ejaculated Brother Anselm。
  〃Since     Brother    Thomas      died;〃   said  Brother     Paul   again   …  a  little
  impatiently;   though   he   crossed   himself   piously   enough   …   〃methinks   the
  provisions have oft been scanty and far from tempting; Brother。〃
  〃Ay;   and   the   wine;〃   said   Brother   Anselm。     〃Methinks   our   Cellarer
  draws the half of it from the Convent's well。〃
  They shook their heads sadly。
  〃No doubt;〃 said Brother Anselm after a short silence; 〃our Cellarer is
  most   worthy;   strict;   and   honest   in   the   performance   of   his   office   …   while
  Brother Thomas; alack … 〃
  〃Methinks   Brother   Edmund   is   somewhat   remiss   also   in   his   duties;〃
  said    Brother    Paul。   〃The     Prior;  holy   man;   perceives     nothing   of   these
  things。    On Sunday's feast one served him with a most unsavoury mess in
  the refectory; the dish thereof being black and broken; yet he ate the meat
  in great content; and seemingly with appetite。〃
  〃He is but young; he is but young … sixty come Michaelmas … sixty; and
  twenty…two years Prior … 'tis a long term;〃 and Brother Anselm nodded his
  head。
  〃Ay; he is still young; and of sound teeth;〃 said Brother Paul; 〃whereas
  thou and I; Brother; are as babes needing pap…meat。 Brother Thomas … God
  rest his soul! … was wont to give savoury mess easy of eating to the elder
  Brethren。〃
  〃Ay;   he   was   a   kind   man   with   all   his   faults;〃   said   Brother   Anselm;
  fingering his toothless gums。          〃Think you 'twould be well to speak of this
  matter to the Prior?〃
  〃Nay; nay;〃 said the other; 〃he is ever against any store being set on the
  things of this world …  ''tis well for the greater  discipline of the flesh;'  so
  saith    he  ever。    Still   he  hath   forbidden     the   blood…letting    to  us   elder
  Brethren。〃
  〃Methinks      there   is  little  to  let;  since  Brother    Thomas     died;〃   said
  Brother Anselm ruefully。
  〃Nay; then; let us seek out the Cellarer and admonish him … maybe he
  will hear a word in season;〃 and the two old monks moved slowly away to
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  the Cellarer's office as Prior Stephen came down the cloister walk。
  He looked little older; his carriage was upright as ever; but government
  sat heavy upon him; the keen; ascetic face was weary; and the line of the
  lips   showed   care。     His   thoughts   were   busy   with   Hilarius。        It   was   now
  full six years that the lad had left the Monastery; and since the Christmas
  after his going no news had come of him; save that he never reached St
  Alban's。      Had the Plague gathered him as it gathered many another well…
  beloved   son?      Or   had   the   awakening   proved   too   sudden   for   the   lad   set
  blind…eyed without the gate?
  He passed from the cloister into the garth where bloomed the lilies that
  Hilarius   had   loved   so   well。     He   looked   at   the   row   of   nameless   graves
  with   the   great   Rood   for   their   common   memorial;   last   but   one   lay   the
  resting…place of Brother Richard; and the blind monk's dying speech had
  been of the lad whose face he had strained his eyes to see。
  Prior   Stephen   stood   by   the   farmery   door;   and   the   scent   of   Mary's
  flowers came to him as it had come to Hilarius at the gate。                     He stretched
  out his hands with the strange pathetic gesture of a strong man helpless。
  It   was   all   passing   fair:  the   fields   of   pale   young   corn   trembling   in   the
  gentle   breeze;   the   orchards   and   vineyards   with   fast   maturing   fruit;   the
  meadows   where   the   sleek   kine   browsed   languidly   in   the   warm   summer
  sunshine。      Peace   and   prosperity   everywhere;   the   old   Church   springing
  into new beauty as the spire rose slowly skywards; peace and prosperity;
  new glories for the House of the Lord; and yet; and yet; his heart ached for
  his   own   helplessness;   and   for   the   exceeding   longing   that   he   had   for   the
  boy whose mother once held that heart in the hollow of her little hand。
  Ah well; blessed be God who had called him from the things of this
  world   to   the   service   of   Christ   and   the   Church!    Once   again   he   offered
  himself in the flame of his desires:           he would fast and pray and wait。
  The   Office   bell   sounded   sharp   and   clear   across   the   still   summer   air
  calling to Vespers; and the Prior hasted to his place。
  〃Qui seminant   in   lachrymis   in   exultatione  metent;〃   chanted the  deep
  voices of the monks; and Prior Stephen's voice trembled as he joined in the
  Psalmody。
  〃Euntes      ibant   et   flebant   mittentes     semina     sua。    Venientes      autem
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  venient cum exultatione portantes manipulos suos。〃
  He   had   sown    in  tears;   ay;  and   was  weary   of   the  sowing;   but  the
  harvesting was not yet。
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  CHAPTER II … MARY'S LILIES
  IT came to pass upon a certain day scarce a se'nnight later; that Prior
  Stephen   was   troubled   in   his   mind   by   reason   of   a   dream   which   came   to
  him。
  It   happened   on   this   wise。  He   was   sitting   by   his   window   after   the
  noon repast; musing; as he was wont; on his dear son。                  The song of the
  bees busy in the herb…garden was very pleasant to his ear; the warm; still
  air   overcame   him;   and   he   slept。  Suddenly   he   heard   a   voice   calling   …   a
  voice he knew in every fibre of his being and yet could set no name to; for
  it was the voice of God。          He arose in haste and went out into the garth;
  and lo! under the lilies Hilarius lay sleeping。          The Prior stood fast in great
  wonder; his heart leaping for joy; yet he could not cross the little piece of
  grass that lay between the cloister and the farmery door。
  As   he   watched;   a   woman;   light   of   foot   and   of   great   beauty;   came
  swiftly from the gate to where Hilarius slept; and the Prior was grieved;
  and marvelled that the porter had opened to such an one; for it was a grave
  scandal that a woman should set foot within the Monastery precincts。                    He
  strove to cry; but his voice died on his lips; and his feet were as lead。
  The woman stayed when she came to the sleeping lad; and stooped to
  arouse him;   but   he   slept   on。   She   called   him;   and   her   voice   was   as   the
  calling of the summer sea on a shelving beach; but Hilarius gave no heed。
  Then; in great impatience; she caught at the white lilies under which he lay;
  and; as she broke the flower…crowned stems; Hilarius stirred and cried out
  in his sleep; whereat she plucked the faster。             Of a sudden Prior Stephen
  was as one set free。 He strode to the woman's side:              there was but one lily
  left。   He laid his hand on her shoulder; for speech was still far from him:
  and she fell back from the one remaining blossom with a cry of fear … and
  Prior Stephen awoke; for behold! it was a dream; but he was sore troubled。
  〃Maybe;〃 said he; 〃evil threatens the lad; such evil as slew his mother;
  on whom God have mercy!〃              And sighing heavily he took his way to the
  great Rood and made supplication for his son。
  Far   away;   under    a  southern    sky;   in  one   of  the  great   palaces    of
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  Florence; there stood a woman of fair stature; with tight…clenched hands;
  whose   many   jewels   bit   the   tender   flesh。    Her   russet   eyes   flashed   under
  threatening brows; her teeth held fast the curling upper lip。                Great; alack!
  was     her  fame:     men     crept   to  her  knee    like  spaniels    craving    favour。
  Great was her wealth:          a golden piece for every ruddy strand that hung a
  shimmering        mantle    to  her   knee。    Her     beauty    …  nay;   men    had   slai