第 14 节
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漂亮格子 更新:2021-02-18 21:59 字数:9322
took his own pace。 It passed him before he could pluck up heart to ask
an alms; and from the back dangled a small sack and a hen。 If he begged
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and was refused his little maid must die。 A minute later the sack and the
hen had changed owners … but not unobserved; a clear voice called a halt;
the waggon stood fast; two figures sprang out; a girl and a boy: and
Hilarius stood before them on the white highway … a thief。
〃Seize the knave!〃 cried the girl sharply。
Hilarius stared at her and she at him。 It was his dancer; and she knew
him; ay; despite the change of dress and scene; she knew him。
〃What! The worthy novice turned worldling and thief! Nay; 'tis a
rare jest。 What of thy fine sermons now; good preacher?〃
But Hilarius answered never a word; overcome by shame; grief; and
hunger; sudden darkness fell upon him。
When he came to himself he was sitting propped against the hedge; the
waggon was drawn up by the roadside; and the dancer and her brother
stood watching him。
〃Fetch bread and wine;〃 said the girl; and to Hilarius who tried to
speak; 〃Peace; 'til thou hast eaten。〃
Hilarius ate eagerly; and when he had made an end the dancer said:…
〃Now tell thy tale。 Prithee; since when didst thou leave thy Saints
and thy nursery for such an ill trade as this?〃
Hilarius told her all; and when he had finished he wept because of his
little maid; and his were not the only tears。
The dancer went to the waggon and came back with much food taken
from her store; to which she added the hen; the sack held but fodder。
〃But; Gia;〃 grumbled her brother; 〃there will be naught for us to…
night。〃
〃Thou canst eat bread; or else go hungry;〃 she retorted; and filled a
small sack with the victuals。
Hilarius watched her; hardly daring to hope。 She held it out to him:
〃Now up and off to thy little maid。〃
Hilarius took the sack; but only to lay it down again。 Kneeling; he
took both her little brown hands; and his tears fell fast as he kissed them。
〃Maid; maid; canst forgive my theft; ay; and my hard words in the
forest? God help me for a poor; blind fool!〃
〃Nay;〃 she answered; 〃there is naught to forgive; and see; thou hast
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learnt to hunger and to love! Farewell; little brother; we pass here again
a fortnight hence; and I would fain have word of thy little maid。 Ay; and
shouldst thou need a home for her; bring her to us; my old grandam is in
the other waggon and she will care for her。〃
Hilarius ran across the fields; full of sorrow for his sin; and yet greatly
glad because of the wonderful goodness of God。
When he got back his little maid sat alone by the fire。 He hastened to
make food ready; but the child was far spent and would scarcely eat。
Then he went out to find the woman。
He saw her standing in the doorway of an empty hovel; and she cried
to him to keep back。
〃My babe is dead; and I feel the sickness on me。 I went to the houses
seeking meal; even to Gammer Harden's; and I must die。 As for thee;
thou shalt not come near me; but bide with the child; so maybe God will
spare the innocent。〃
Hilarius besought her long that she would at least suffer him to bring
her food; but she would not。
〃Nay; I could not eat; the fever burns in my bones; let me alone that I
may die the sooner。〃
Hilarius went back with a heavy heart; and lay that night with the little
maid in his arms on the settle by the hearth。 Despite his fear he slept
heavily and late: when he rose the sun was high and the child awake。
He fed her; and; bidding her bide within; went out to gain tidings of
the poor mother。 He called; but no one answered; and the door of the
hovel in which she had taken shelter stood wide。 Then; as he searched
the fields; fearing the fever had driven her abroad; he saw the flutter of
garments in a ditch; and lo! there lay the woman; dead; with her dead babe
on her breast。 She had lain down to die alone with God in the silence;
that haply the living might escape; and on her face was peace。
Later; Hilarius laid green boughs tenderly over mother and babe; and
covered them with earth; saying many prayers。 Then he went back to his
fatherless; motherless maid。
She ailed naught that he could see; and there was food and to spare;
but each day saw her paler and thinner; until at last she could not even sit;
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but lay white and silent in Hilarius' tender arms; and he fought with death
for his little maid。
Then on a day she would take no food; and when Hilarius put tiny
morsels in her mouth she could not swallow; and so he sat through the
long hours; his little maid in his arms; with no thought beside。 The
darkness came; and he waited wide…eyed; praying for the dawn。 When
the new day broke and the east was pale with light he carried the child out
that he might see her; for a dreadful fear possessed him。 And it came to
pass that when the light kissed her little white face she opened her eyes
and smiled at Hilarius; and so smiling; died。
The dancer; true to her promise; scanned the road as the waggon drew
near the place of Hilarius' first and last theft: he was standing by the
wayside alone。 The waggon passed on carrying him with it; and the
dancer looked but once on his face and asked no question。
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PART III … THE FRUIT
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CHAPTER I … HOW LONG; O LORD; HOW
LONG!
THE Monastery by the forest pursued an even existence; with no great
event to trouble its serenity; for it lay too far west for the Plague to be
more than a terrible name。
True; there had been dissension when Prior Stephen; summoned to
Cluny by the Abbat; had perforce left the dominion to the Sub… Prior。 For
lo! the Sub…Prior; a mild and most amiable man in his own estate; had
proved harsh and overbearing in government。 Ay; and in an irate mood
he had fallen upon Brother William; the Sacrist; in the Frater; plucked out
his hair and beaten him sore; whereat the Convent was no little
scandalized; and counselled Brother William to resign his office。 He
flouted the Chamberlain also; and Brother Roger the Hospitaller; and so
affronted the Brethren that when he began to sing the Verba mea on
leaving the chapter; the Convent … yea; even the novices … were silent; to
show their displeasure。
When Prior Stephen returned he was exceeding wroth; but said little;
only he took from the Sub…Prior his office; and all that appertained thereto;
and made him as one of the other monks; and Brother William; who was a
gentle and devout servant of God; he made Sub…Prior in his stead; and the
Convent was at peace。
Brother Ambrose; he to whom the vision was vouchsafed; had slipped
through the grey veil which once hid Jerusalem from his longing gaze;
Brother Richard was now in the land where the blind receive their sight;
and Brother Thomas the Cellarer … but of him let us say little and think
with charity; for 'tis to be feared that he greatly abused his office and is
come to judgment。
Two of the older monks; Brother Anselm and Brother Paul; who had
spent fifty years in the sheltered peace of the Monastery walls; sat
warming their tired old limbs in the south cloister; for the summer
sunshine was very pleas