第 14 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  took his own pace。         It passed him before he could pluck up heart to ask
  an alms; and from the back dangled a small sack and a hen。                  If he begged
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  and was refused his little maid must die。             A minute later the sack and the
  hen had changed owners … but not unobserved; a clear voice called a halt;
  the   waggon   stood   fast;   two   figures   sprang   out;   a   girl   and   a   boy: and
  Hilarius stood before them on the white highway … a thief。
  〃Seize the knave!〃 cried the girl sharply。
  Hilarius stared at her and she at him。           It was his dancer; and she knew
  him; ay; despite the change of dress and scene; she knew him。
  〃What!      The worthy novice turned worldling and thief!                   Nay; 'tis a
  rare jest。    What of thy fine sermons now; good preacher?〃
  But Hilarius answered never a word; overcome by shame; grief; and
  hunger; sudden darkness fell upon him。
  When he came to himself he was sitting propped against the hedge; the
  waggon   was   drawn   up   by   the   roadside;   and   the   dancer   and   her   brother
  stood watching him。
  〃Fetch   bread   and   wine;〃   said   the   girl;   and   to   Hilarius   who   tried   to
  speak; 〃Peace; 'til thou hast eaten。〃
  Hilarius ate eagerly; and when he had made an end the dancer said:…
  〃Now   tell   thy   tale。  Prithee;   since   when   didst   thou   leave   thy   Saints
  and thy nursery for such an ill trade as this?〃
  Hilarius told her all; and when he had finished he wept because of his
  little maid; and his were not the only tears。
  The dancer went to the waggon and came back with much food taken
  from her store; to which she added the hen; the sack held but fodder。
  〃But;   Gia;〃   grumbled   her   brother;   〃there   will   be   naught   for   us   to…
  night。〃
  〃Thou   canst   eat   bread;   or   else   go   hungry;〃   she   retorted;   and   filled   a
  small sack with the victuals。
  Hilarius watched her; hardly daring to hope。                She held it out to him:
  〃Now up and off to thy little maid。〃
  Hilarius took the   sack; but   only to lay it   down again。            Kneeling;  he
  took both her little brown hands; and his tears fell fast as he kissed them。
  〃Maid;   maid;   canst   forgive   my   theft;   ay;   and   my   hard   words   in   the
  forest?     God help me for a poor; blind fool!〃
  〃Nay;〃   she   answered;   〃there   is   naught   to   forgive;   and   see;   thou   hast
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  learnt to hunger and to love!         Farewell; little brother; we pass here again
  a fortnight hence; and I would fain have word of thy little maid。                 Ay; and
  shouldst thou need a home for her; bring her to us; my old grandam is in
  the other waggon and she will care for her。〃
  Hilarius ran across the fields; full of sorrow for his sin; and yet greatly
  glad because of the wonderful goodness of God。
  When he got back his little maid sat alone by the fire。             He hastened to
  make   food   ready;   but   the   child   was   far   spent   and   would   scarcely   eat。
  Then he went out to find the woman。
  He saw her standing in the doorway of an empty hovel; and she cried
  to him to keep back。
  〃My babe is dead; and I feel the sickness on me。              I went to the houses
  seeking   meal;   even   to   Gammer   Harden's;   and   I   must   die。    As   for   thee;
  thou shalt not come near me; but bide with the child; so maybe God will
  spare the innocent。〃
  Hilarius besought her long that she would at least suffer him to bring
  her food; but she would not。
  〃Nay; I could not eat; the fever burns in my bones; let me alone that I
  may die the sooner。〃
  Hilarius went back with a heavy heart; and lay that night with the little
  maid   in   his   arms   on   the   settle   by   the   hearth。 Despite   his   fear   he   slept
  heavily and late:      when he rose the sun was high and the child awake。
  He fed her; and; bidding her bide within; went out to gain tidings of
  the   poor   mother。    He   called;   but   no   one   answered;   and   the   door   of   the
  hovel in which she had taken shelter stood wide。                 Then; as he searched
  the   fields;  fearing the   fever   had driven   her   abroad;  he saw  the   flutter   of
  garments in a ditch; and lo! there lay the woman; dead; with her dead babe
  on her breast。      She had lain down to die alone with God in the silence;
  that haply the living might escape; and on her face was peace。
  Later; Hilarius laid green boughs tenderly over mother and babe; and
  covered them with earth; saying many prayers。               Then he went back to his
  fatherless; motherless maid。
  She ailed naught that he could see; and there was food and to spare;
  but each day saw her paler and thinner; until at last she could not even sit;
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  but lay white and silent in Hilarius' tender arms; and he fought with death
  for his little maid。
  Then   on   a   day   she   would   take   no   food;   and   when   Hilarius   put   tiny
  morsels   in   her   mouth   she   could   not   swallow;   and   so   he   sat   through   the
  long   hours;   his   little   maid   in   his   arms;   with   no   thought   beside。     The
  darkness came; and he waited wide…eyed; praying for the dawn。                           When
  the new day broke and the east was pale with light he carried the child out
  that he might see her; for a dreadful fear possessed him。                   And it came to
  pass that when the light kissed her little white face she opened her eyes
  and smiled at Hilarius; and so smiling; died。
  The dancer; true to her promise; scanned the road as the waggon drew
  near   the   place   of   Hilarius'   first   and   last   theft: he   was   standing   by   the
  wayside   alone。       The   waggon   passed   on   carrying   him   with   it;   and   the
  dancer looked but once on his face and asked no question。
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  PART III … THE FRUIT
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  CHAPTER I … HOW LONG; O LORD; HOW
  LONG!
  THE Monastery by the forest pursued an even existence; with no great
  event   to   trouble   its   serenity;   for   it   lay  too   far   west   for   the   Plague   to   be
  more than a terrible name。
  True;   there   had   been   dissension   when   Prior   Stephen;   summoned   to
  Cluny by the Abbat; had perforce left the dominion to the Sub… Prior。                  For
  lo!   the   Sub…Prior;   a   mild   and   most   amiable   man   in   his   own   estate;   had
  proved harsh and overbearing in government。                 Ay; and in an irate mood
  he had fallen upon Brother William; the Sacrist; in the Frater; plucked out
  his    hair  and    beaten    him    sore;   whereat    the   Convent     was    no   little
  scandalized;   and   counselled       Brother   William   to   resign    his   office。 He
  flouted the   Chamberlain also;   and   Brother Roger   the Hospitaller;  and so
  affronted   the   Brethren   that   when   he   began   to   sing   the   Verba   mea   on
  leaving the chapter; the Convent … yea; even the novices … were silent; to
  show their displeasure。
  When Prior Stephen returned he was exceeding wroth; but said little;
  only he took from the Sub…Prior his office; and all that appertained thereto;
  and made him as one of the other monks; and Brother William; who was a
  gentle and devout servant of God; he made Sub…Prior in his stead; and the
  Convent was at peace。
  Brother Ambrose; he to whom the vision was vouchsafed; had slipped
  through   the   grey   veil   which   once   hid   Jerusalem   from   his   longing   gaze;
  Brother Richard was now in the land where the blind receive their sight;
  and Brother Thomas   the   Cellarer   … but   of   him  let   us say  little   and   think
  with charity; for 'tis to be feared that he greatly abused his office and is
  come to judgment。
  Two of the older monks; Brother Anselm and Brother Paul; who had
  spent    fifty  years   in  the   sheltered    peace   of   the  Monastery      walls;   sat
  warming       their  tired  old   limbs   in  the   south   cloister;  for   the  summer
  sunshine was very pleas