第 9 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  The friar flung up his hands。
  〃Laus Deo!        Laus Deo!〃 he cried; 〃now I know thou art in very truth
  the lad of my dream。          Listen; my son; and I will tell thee all。 Thrice has
  the   vision   come   to    me;   I   see   the   mother   who   bore   me   carried   away;
  struggling and cursing; by men in black apparel; and Hell is near at hand;
  belching out smoke and flame; and many hideous devils; yet the place is
  little Bungay; where my mother hath a cot by the river。                    When first the
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  dream came I lay at Mechlin in the Monastery there; my flesh quaked and
  my hair stood up by reason of the awfulness of the vision; then as I mused
  and prayed I saw in it the call of the Lord; that I might wrestle with Satan
  for my mother's soul; for she was ever inclined to evil arts and spells; and
  thought little of aught save gain。
  〃Forthwith I suffered no man to stay me; and set off; the Plague at my
  heels; but ever out…stripping it; I was careful to preach its coming in every
  place; that men might turn and repent。            Then as I tarried on the seaboard
  for   a   ship   the   Plague   came;   and   because   I   had preached   its   coming;   the
  people rose in wrath; and; falling upon me; roughly handled me。                      They
  beat me full sore in the market… place; then; piercing my eyeballs; set me
  adrift in a small boat。
  〃Two days and two nights I lay at the mercy of the sea; darkness and
  light alike to me; and with no thought of time; for the flames of hell burnt
  in   my   eyes;   and   a   worse   anguish   in   my   heart   because   of   my   mother's
  soul。〃
  〃And then; and then?〃 tried Hilarius breathlessly; tears of pure pity in
  his eyes。
  〃Then the Lord cared for me even as He cared for the Prophet Jonas;
  and   sent   a ship   that   His   message   might   not   be   hindered。  The   shipmen
  were kindly folk; but we were driven out of our course by a great wind;
  and at last came ashore in Lincolnshire。             I have come south thus far by
  the aid of Christian men; but time presses; and now; lo! thou art here to
  guide me。〃
  〃But; my Father;〃 said poor Hilarius; seeing yet another barrier in the
  way of his desires; 〃'tis a limner I would be; and I am from Westminster;
  not London; and then there is Prior Stephen's letter … 〃
  The friar held up his hand:
  〃Thou shalt be a limner; my son; the Lord hath revealed it to me。 Last
  night the vision came again; and a voice cried:            'Speed; for a son of Christ
  waits by the way to guide thy steps;' and lo! thou art here; waiting by the
  way; as the voice said。        And now; son; an thou wilt come thou shalt take
  thy letter to Wymondham … 'tis a cell of this Abbey … for there is Brother
  Andreas from  overseas   who hath   wondrous   skill  with   the brush;   he   will
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  teach thee; for thou shalt say to him that Brother Amadeus sent thee; who
  is now as Bartimeus; waiting for the light of the Lord; but first thou shalt
  set me in that village of Bungay; where my mother dwelleth。〃
  Hilarius   listened;   gazing   awestruck   at   the   withered   eyes   that   vainly
  questioned his face。        He had forgotten plague; death; flagellants; in   this
  absorbing   tale   of   the   man   of   God;   who   was   even   as   one   of   the   blessed
  martyrs。     Brother Andreas!         A skilled limner! How should he; Hilarius;
  gainsay one with a vision from the Lord?〃
  〃I obey; my Father;〃 he cried joyously; taking the friar's hand; and they
  two passed swiftly down the road; their faces to the east。
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  CHAPTER V … THE WHITE WAY AND WHERE
  IT LED
  IT was a bitterly cold night and St Agnes' Eve; the snow fell heavily;
  caught into whirling eddies by the keen north wind。 Hilarius and the Friar;
  crossing an empty waste of bleak unprotected heath; met the full force of
  the   blast;   and   each   moment   the   snow   grew   denser;   the   darkness   more
  complete。      They     struggled   on;   breathless;   beaten;   exhausted     and   lost;
  Hilarius; leading the Friar by one hand; held the other across his bent head
  to shield himself from the buffets of the wind。
  Suddenly he stood fast。
  〃I can no more; Father;〃 he said; 〃the snow is as a wall; there is naught
  to see or to hear; I deem we are far from our right way。〃 His voice was
  very weak; and he caught at the Friar for support。
  〃I   will   pray   the   Lord;   my   son;   that   He   open   thine   eyes;   even   as   He
  opened the eyes of the prophet's servant in the besieged city; so shalt thou
  see    a  host  of   angels   encompassing       us;  for  we   are   about   the  Lord's
  business。〃
  〃Nay; my Father;〃 said Hilarius feebly; 〃I see no angels; and I perish。〃
  He tottered; and would have fallen; but the Friar caught him in his arms。
  A moment he stood irresolute; the boy on his breast; then flung away his
  staff and lifted him to his shoulder。
  With   unerring;   confident   step   he   went   forward   through   the   snow;   a
  white   figure   bearing   a   white   burden   in   a   white   world。 All   at   once   the
  wind     dropped;    the   blinding   shower     ceased;   and   Hilarius;    rested  and
  comforted; spoke:…
  〃Is it thou; my Father?〃
  〃It is I; my son; but angels are on either hand and go before to guide。
  The snow hath ceased; canst thou walk?〃
  He set Hilarius gently on his feet; and lo! he found the stars alight!
  The boy gave a cry; and forgetting his companion's darkness; pointed
  to the left where lay a snow…clad village。
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  〃A miracle; a miracle; my Father!〃
  〃A   miracle;   i'   faith;   my   son: the   Lord   hath   given   guidance   to   the
  blind as He promised。         Let us go down。〃
  They went by the white way under the stars; and Hilarius was full of
  awe and comfort because of the angels of God which attended on a poor
  friar。
  At the village hostel they found rough but friendly entertainment and
  several   guests。     They   dried   themselves   at   a   roaring   fire;   and   Hilarius
  made a hearty meal; the Friar would eat nothing save a morsel of bread。
  A  messenger was there; a short   stout man with stubbly beard;  bright
  black eyes like beads; and a high colour。             He was riding with despatches
  from   the   King   to   the Abbat   at   Bury;   and   had   fearful   tales   to   tell   of   the
  Plague; how in London they piled the dead in trenches; while many who
  escaped the pest died of want and cold; it was a city of the dead rather than
  the   living。   One   great   lord;   travelling   post…haste   from   Westminster;   had
  been found by his servants to have the disorder; and they fled; leaving him
  by the wayside to perish。
  Hilarius heard horror…struck。
  〃'Tis a grievous shame so to desert a sick master;〃 he said。
  〃Nay;   lad;〃   said   a   chapman   in   the   corner;   〃but   a   man   loves   his   own
  skin best。〃
  〃Ay; ay;〃 said a fat ruddy…faced miller; overtaken by the storm on his
  way   to   a   neighbouring   village;   〃a   man's   own   skin   before   all。   Fill   your
  belly first and your neighbour's afterwards。            Live and let live。〃
  〃Ay; let live;〃 chimed in mine host; bustling in with a stoop of cider for
  the chapman; 〃but; by the Rood; 'tis cruel work when two lone women are
  murdered for a bit of mouldy bacon and a lump of bread; for I'se warrant
  'tis a long day sin' they had more than that at best。〃
  The chapman took his cider。
  〃Where was this work done?〃 he said。
  〃Nay;     where    but   here   on   the   bruary!     The     women      were    found
  Wednesday se'n…night by the herd as he went folding。                    They lay on the
  floor in their blood。〃
  Hilarius turned sick。        In Westminster; by some miracle; he had been
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  spared the sight of violent death … ay; or of death in any form … and had
  seen   nothing   worse   than   a   rogue   in   the   stocks;   for   which   sight   he   had
  thanked Heaven piously。
  〃'Tis   the   fault   of   the   rich;〃   sai