第 7 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  nor   chattered   nor   played。     The   city   without   seemed   very   far   from   this
  dismal sordid place。
  Hilarius felt a touch on his shoulder; and a kindly voice said:…
  〃How now; young sir; for what crime dost thou take sanctuary?〃
  He looked up and saw an old man in the black dress of an ecclesiastic;
  the keys of St Peter broidered on his arm。
  〃Sanctuary;〃 stammered Hilarius; 〃nay; good sir; I … 〃
  The other laughed。
  〃Wert     thou   star…gazing;     then;   that  thou    could'st   stray   into   these
  precincts and know it   not?         This is   the City of Refuge to which a   man
  may  flee   when   he   has   robbed   or   murdered   his   fellow;   or   been   guilty   of
  treason; seditious talk; or slander … a strange place in which to see such a
  face as thine。〃
  〃I did but seek a quiet way home and lost the turning;〃 said Hilarius;
  〃in sooth; 'tis a fearful place。〃
  〃Ay; boy; 'tis a place of darkness and despair; despite its safety … even
  27
  … Page 28…
  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  the   King's   arm   falls   short   when   a   man   is   in   these   precincts:   but   from
  himself and the knowledge of his crime; a man cannot flee; hence I say 'tis
  a place of darkness and despair。〃
  The unspoken question shone in Hilarius' eyes; and the other answered
  it。
  〃Nay; there is no blood on my soul; young sir。                'Twas good advice I
  gave; well meant but ill received; so here I dwell to learn the wisdom of
  fools and the foolishness of wisdom。〃
  〃Does the Abbat know what evil men these are that seek the shelter of
  Holy Church?〃 asked Hilarius; perplexed。
  〃Most   surely   he   knows;   but   what   would'st   thou   have?     It   hath   ever
  been the part of the Church to embrace sinners with open arms lest they
  repent。    A man leaves wrath behind him when he flees hither; but should
  he set foot in the city without; he is the law's; and no man may gainsay it。〃
  〃Nay; sir; but these look far from repentance;〃 said Hilarius。
  〃Ay; ay; true eno';〃 rejoined the other cheerfully; 〃but then 'tis not for
  nothing Mother Church holds the keys。               Man's law may fail to reach; but
  there is ever hell…fire for the unrepented sinner。〃
  Hilarius nodded; and his eyes wandered over the squalid place with the
  North Porch of the Abbey for its sole beauty。
  〃It   must   be   as   hell   here;   to   live   with   robbers   and   men   with   bloody
  hands。〃
  〃Nay;〃   said   the   old   man   hastily;   〃many  of   them  are  kindly  folk;   and
  many have slain in anger without thought。               'Tis a sad place; though; and
  thy young face is like a sunbeam on a winter's day。 Come; I will show thee
  thy road。〃
  He led Hilarius through the winding alleys and set him once more on
  the edge of the city's stir and hum。
  〃I can no further;〃 he said。        〃Farewell; young sir; and God keep thee!
  An old man's blessing ne'er harmed any one。〃
  Hilarius gave   him  godden;  and sped swiftly  back   through   the   streets
  crowded with folks returning from the tourney。                The Abbey bell rang out
  above the shouts and din。
  〃'Tis an evil; evil world;〃 quoth young Hilarius。
  28
  … Page 29…
  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  29
  … Page 30…
  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  CHAPTER III … A SENDING FROM THE LORD
  OCTOBER and November came and sped; and Hilarius' longing to be
  a limner waxed with the waning year。             One day by the waterside he met
  Martin; of whom he saw now much; now little; for the Minstrel followed
  the Court。
  〃The   cage   grows   too   small   for   me;   lad;〃   he   said;   as   he   stood   with
  Hilarius watching the sun sink below the Surrey uplands; 〃ay; and I love
  one woman; which is ill for a man of my trade。                I must be away to my
  mistress; winter or no winter; else my song will die and my heart break。〃
  〃'Tis even so with me; good Martin;〃 said Hilarius sadly; 〃I too would
  fain go forth and serve my mistress; but the cage door is barred; and I may
  not open it from within。〃
  Martin whistled and smote the lad friendly on the shoulder。
  〃Patience; lad; patience; thou art young yet。          Eighteen this Martinmas;
  say you?      In truth 'tis a great age; but still leaves time and to spare。          'All
  things come to a waiting man;' saith the proverb。〃
  A week later he chanced on Hilarius sitting on a bench under the south
  wall of the farmery cloister。         It was   a mild;  melancholy day; and   suited
  the Minstrel's mood。
  He sat down by him and told of King and Court; then when Hilarius
  had once more cried his longing; he said gravely:…
  〃One comes who will open more cage doors than thine and mine; lad …
  and yet earn no welcome。〃
  Hilarius looked at him questioningly。
  〃Lad; hast thou ever seen Death?〃
  〃Nay; good Martin。〃
  〃It   comes;   lad;  it   comes; or   I   am  greatly  at   fault。 I   saw   the   Plague
  once in Flanders; and fled against the wind; and so came out with a clean
  skin;   now   I   am   like   to   see   it   again;   for   it   has   landed   in   the   south;   and
  creeps   this   way。   Mark   my   words;   lad;   thou   wilt   know   Death   ere   the
  winter is out; and such as God keep thee from。〃
  Hilarius understood   little  of   these   words   but   the  sound   of   them;   and
  30
  … Page 31…
  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  turned to speak of other things。
  Martin looked at him gloomily。
  〃Best get back to the cloister and Prior Stephen; lad。〃
  〃Nay;   good   Martin;   that   may   not   be;   but   I   have   still   a   letter   for   the
  Abbat of St Alban's; and would hasten thither if Sir John would set me free。
  Methinks I am a slow scholar;〃 went on poor Hilarius ruefully; 〃for I have
  not yet gone hungry … and as for love; methinks there are few folk to love
  in this wicked city。〃
  Martin laughed and then grew grave again。
  〃Maybe he comes who will teach thee both; and yet I would fain find
  thee   a   kinder   master。    Well;   well;   lad;   get   thee   to   St   Alban's   an   it   be
  possible;     thou   art  best  in  a  cloister;   methinks;    for  all  thy   wise   Prior
  Stephen may say。〃
  And he went off singing …
  〃Three   felons   hung   from   a   roadside   tree;   One   black   and   one   white
  and one grey; And the ravens plucked their eyes away From one and two
  and   three;   That   honest   men   might   see And   thievish   knaves   should   pay;
  Lest   these   might   be As  blind   as   they。 Ah;  well…a…day;   well…a…day!   One   …
  two … three!     On the gallows…tree hung they。〃
  Hilarius listened with a smile until the last notes of Martin's voice had
  died away; and then fell a…musing of hunger and love; the dancer and the
  Prior。
  Suddenly; as if his thought had taken speech; he heard a voice say:
  〃I hunger; I hunger; feed me most sweet Manna; for I hunger … I hunger;
  and I love。〃
  He sprang to his feet; but there was no one in sight。               Again the shrill
  quavering voice called:
  〃Love of God; I hunger; Love of God; I die。                Blessed Peter; pray for
  me!     Blessed Michael; defend me!〃
  Hilarius   knew   now;   it   was   the Ankret;   that   holy   man   who   for   sixty
  years had fasted and prayed in his living tomb at the corner of the cloister。
  He was held a saint above all the ankrets before him; and wondrous wise;
  the King himself had sought his counsel; and the Convent held him in high
  esteem。
  31
  … Page 32…
  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  Again the voice:       Hilarius strove to reach up to the grated window of
  the cell … it was too high above him。           An overpowering desire came upon
  him   to   ask   the   Ankret   of   his   future。 With   a   spring   he   caught   at   the
  window's upright bars; his cap flew off and he hung bare…headed; the sun
  behind him; gazing into the cell。
  On   his   knees   was   an   old   man   whose   long   white   hair   lay   in   matted
  locks upon his shoulders; and whose beard fell far below his girdle。                   The
  skin   of   his   face   was   like   grey  parchment;   and   his   deep…set   eyes   glowed
  strangely in their hollow cavities。
  Hilarius strove to speak; but words failed him。
  Th