第 7 节
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漂亮格子 更新:2021-02-18 21:59 字数:9322
nor chattered nor played。 The city without seemed very far from this
dismal sordid place。
Hilarius felt a touch on his shoulder; and a kindly voice said:…
〃How now; young sir; for what crime dost thou take sanctuary?〃
He looked up and saw an old man in the black dress of an ecclesiastic;
the keys of St Peter broidered on his arm。
〃Sanctuary;〃 stammered Hilarius; 〃nay; good sir; I … 〃
The other laughed。
〃Wert thou star…gazing; then; that thou could'st stray into these
precincts and know it not? This is the City of Refuge to which a man
may flee when he has robbed or murdered his fellow; or been guilty of
treason; seditious talk; or slander … a strange place in which to see such a
face as thine。〃
〃I did but seek a quiet way home and lost the turning;〃 said Hilarius;
〃in sooth; 'tis a fearful place。〃
〃Ay; boy; 'tis a place of darkness and despair; despite its safety … even
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the King's arm falls short when a man is in these precincts: but from
himself and the knowledge of his crime; a man cannot flee; hence I say 'tis
a place of darkness and despair。〃
The unspoken question shone in Hilarius' eyes; and the other answered
it。
〃Nay; there is no blood on my soul; young sir。 'Twas good advice I
gave; well meant but ill received; so here I dwell to learn the wisdom of
fools and the foolishness of wisdom。〃
〃Does the Abbat know what evil men these are that seek the shelter of
Holy Church?〃 asked Hilarius; perplexed。
〃Most surely he knows; but what would'st thou have? It hath ever
been the part of the Church to embrace sinners with open arms lest they
repent。 A man leaves wrath behind him when he flees hither; but should
he set foot in the city without; he is the law's; and no man may gainsay it。〃
〃Nay; sir; but these look far from repentance;〃 said Hilarius。
〃Ay; ay; true eno';〃 rejoined the other cheerfully; 〃but then 'tis not for
nothing Mother Church holds the keys。 Man's law may fail to reach; but
there is ever hell…fire for the unrepented sinner。〃
Hilarius nodded; and his eyes wandered over the squalid place with the
North Porch of the Abbey for its sole beauty。
〃It must be as hell here; to live with robbers and men with bloody
hands。〃
〃Nay;〃 said the old man hastily; 〃many of them are kindly folk; and
many have slain in anger without thought。 'Tis a sad place; though; and
thy young face is like a sunbeam on a winter's day。 Come; I will show thee
thy road。〃
He led Hilarius through the winding alleys and set him once more on
the edge of the city's stir and hum。
〃I can no further;〃 he said。 〃Farewell; young sir; and God keep thee!
An old man's blessing ne'er harmed any one。〃
Hilarius gave him godden; and sped swiftly back through the streets
crowded with folks returning from the tourney。 The Abbey bell rang out
above the shouts and din。
〃'Tis an evil; evil world;〃 quoth young Hilarius。
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CHAPTER III … A SENDING FROM THE LORD
OCTOBER and November came and sped; and Hilarius' longing to be
a limner waxed with the waning year。 One day by the waterside he met
Martin; of whom he saw now much; now little; for the Minstrel followed
the Court。
〃The cage grows too small for me; lad;〃 he said; as he stood with
Hilarius watching the sun sink below the Surrey uplands; 〃ay; and I love
one woman; which is ill for a man of my trade。 I must be away to my
mistress; winter or no winter; else my song will die and my heart break。〃
〃'Tis even so with me; good Martin;〃 said Hilarius sadly; 〃I too would
fain go forth and serve my mistress; but the cage door is barred; and I may
not open it from within。〃
Martin whistled and smote the lad friendly on the shoulder。
〃Patience; lad; patience; thou art young yet。 Eighteen this Martinmas;
say you? In truth 'tis a great age; but still leaves time and to spare。 'All
things come to a waiting man;' saith the proverb。〃
A week later he chanced on Hilarius sitting on a bench under the south
wall of the farmery cloister。 It was a mild; melancholy day; and suited
the Minstrel's mood。
He sat down by him and told of King and Court; then when Hilarius
had once more cried his longing; he said gravely:…
〃One comes who will open more cage doors than thine and mine; lad …
and yet earn no welcome。〃
Hilarius looked at him questioningly。
〃Lad; hast thou ever seen Death?〃
〃Nay; good Martin。〃
〃It comes; lad; it comes; or I am greatly at fault。 I saw the Plague
once in Flanders; and fled against the wind; and so came out with a clean
skin; now I am like to see it again; for it has landed in the south; and
creeps this way。 Mark my words; lad; thou wilt know Death ere the
winter is out; and such as God keep thee from。〃
Hilarius understood little of these words but the sound of them; and
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turned to speak of other things。
Martin looked at him gloomily。
〃Best get back to the cloister and Prior Stephen; lad。〃
〃Nay; good Martin; that may not be; but I have still a letter for the
Abbat of St Alban's; and would hasten thither if Sir John would set me free。
Methinks I am a slow scholar;〃 went on poor Hilarius ruefully; 〃for I have
not yet gone hungry … and as for love; methinks there are few folk to love
in this wicked city。〃
Martin laughed and then grew grave again。
〃Maybe he comes who will teach thee both; and yet I would fain find
thee a kinder master。 Well; well; lad; get thee to St Alban's an it be
possible; thou art best in a cloister; methinks; for all thy wise Prior
Stephen may say。〃
And he went off singing …
〃Three felons hung from a roadside tree; One black and one white
and one grey; And the ravens plucked their eyes away From one and two
and three; That honest men might see And thievish knaves should pay;
Lest these might be As blind as they。 Ah; well…a…day; well…a…day! One …
two … three! On the gallows…tree hung they。〃
Hilarius listened with a smile until the last notes of Martin's voice had
died away; and then fell a…musing of hunger and love; the dancer and the
Prior。
Suddenly; as if his thought had taken speech; he heard a voice say:
〃I hunger; I hunger; feed me most sweet Manna; for I hunger … I hunger;
and I love。〃
He sprang to his feet; but there was no one in sight。 Again the shrill
quavering voice called:
〃Love of God; I hunger; Love of God; I die。 Blessed Peter; pray for
me! Blessed Michael; defend me!〃
Hilarius knew now; it was the Ankret; that holy man who for sixty
years had fasted and prayed in his living tomb at the corner of the cloister。
He was held a saint above all the ankrets before him; and wondrous wise;
the King himself had sought his counsel; and the Convent held him in high
esteem。
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Again the voice: Hilarius strove to reach up to the grated window of
the cell … it was too high above him。 An overpowering desire came upon
him to ask the Ankret of his future。 With a spring he caught at the
window's upright bars; his cap flew off and he hung bare…headed; the sun
behind him; gazing into the cell。
On his knees was an old man whose long white hair lay in matted
locks upon his shoulders; and whose beard fell far below his girdle。 The
skin of his face was like grey parchment; and his deep…set eyes glowed
strangely in their hollow cavities。
Hilarius strove to speak; but words failed him。
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