第 5 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  and    heavily    timbered。      The    twilight    stealing   in   through    high   lancet
  windows   served   but   to  emphasize the upper   gloom;  which   the   morrow's
  sun would dissipate into cunningly carved woodwork … a man's thought in
  every quaintly wrought boss and panel; grotesque beast and guarding saint。
  A raised table stood at the upper end of the hall; and here gaily  dressed
  pages     waited    on   the   master    of  the   house    and   his   honoured     guests。
  Hilarius rightly guessed the tall; careworn man of distinguished presence
  to be no other than Sir John himself; and he liked him well; but his eyes
  wandered carelessly over the rest of the company until they were caught
  and   held by  a   woman's   face。      It   was   Eleanor;   the  fairest of   the  knight's
  three fair daughters; and when Hilarius saw her he felt as a weary traveller
  feels who meets a fellow citizen in a far…off land。
  〃Even such a face must the Blessed Agnes have had;〃 he thought; his
  mind reverting to his favourite Saint; 〃she is like the lilies in the garth at
  home。〃
  It was a strange comparison; for the girl was extravagantly dressed in
  costly materials and brilliant colours; her hair coifed in the foolish French
  fashion of the day; and yet; despite it all; she looked a nun。              Her face was
  pale;  her   brows   set   straight;   her   eyes;   save   when   she   was   much   moved;
  were   like   grey   shadows   veiling   an   unknown   soul;   her   mouth;   delicately
  curved;   was   scarcely   reddened;   her   head   drooped   slightly   on   her   long;
  slender   neck;   a   gesture   instinct   with   gracious   humility。    She   was   like   a
  pictured saint: Hilarius' gaze clung to her; followed her as she left the hall;
  and saw her still as he sat apart while the serving men cleared the lower
  tables and brought in the sleeping gear for the night。                He lay down with
  the   rest;   and   through   the  high;  lancet   windows   the   moonlight   kissed   his
  white and weary face as it was wont to do on bright nights in the cloister
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  dormitory。      Around   him   men   lay   sleeping   soundly   after   the   day's   toils;
  there was none to heed; and he sobbed like a little homesick child; until his
  tired youth triumphed; and he fell asleep; to dream of Martin and the Prior;
  the lady at the raised table; and the pale; sweet lilies in the cloister garth。
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  PART II … THE FLOWER
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  CHAPTER I … THE CITY OF PURE GOLD
  〃BLIND eyes; blind eyes!〃 sang the dancer。
  Hilarius   woke   with   a   start。   He   had   fallen   asleep   on   a   bench   in   the
  sunny courtyard and his dream had carried him back to the forest。 He sat
  rubbing his eyes and only half…awake; the sun kissing his hair into a halo
  against the old grey wall。          A falcon near fretted restlessly on her perch;
  and a hound asleep by the fountain rose; and; slowly stretching its great
  limbs; came towards him。
  It   was   four   o'clock   on   a   warm  day   in   September;   the   courtyard   was
  deserted     save    for  a  few   busied    serving    men;    and   the  knight    and   his
  household; were at a tilting in the Outer Bailey; all but the Lady Eleanor;
  Hilarius' mistress; for; as Martin had foreseen; Sir John had so appointed
  it。
  It was now two months since Hilarius had come to the city which had
  seemed to him in the distance as the New Jerusalem full of promise; but he
  had found no angels at the gates; nor were the streets full of the righteous;
  nay;   the   place   seemed   nearer   of   kin   to   the   Babylon   of   Blessed   John's
  Vision     …  with   a  few    holy   ones   who     would    surely   be   caught    up   ere
  judgment fell; amongst them Sir John and Lady Eleanor。
  A   good   knight   and   a   God…fearing   man   was   Sir   John;   tender   to   his
  children;     gentle   with    his  people;    a  faithful   servant   to  God     and   King
  Edward;       shrewd     withal;   and   an   apt   reader   of   men。    Therefore;      and
  because of the love he bore to Prior Stephen; he set Hilarius to attend his
  eldest   daughter;   who   seemed   to   belong   as   little   to   this   world   as   the   lad
  himself; and felt that in so doing he had achieved the best possible for his
  old friend; according to his asking。
  Hilarius for his part served the Lady Eleanor as an acolyte tends the
  chapel of a saint; only she was further removed from him than a saint; by
  reason   of   her   pale   humanity。     He   soon   perceived;   as   he   watched   her   at
  banquet; tourney; or pageant; that she went to a revel as to the Sacrament;
  and sat at a mummers' show with eyes fixed on the Unseen。                       She moved
  through the gay vivid world of Court gallants and joyous maidens like a
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  shadow; and the rout grew graver at her coming。
  It was much the same with her lover; Guy de Steyning … brother of that
  Hugh de Steyning men wot of as Brother Ambrosius … a gentle knight with
  mild blue eyes; a peaked red beard; and great fervour for heavenly things。
  The     pair   liked   one    another    well;   but   their   time   was    taken    up   with
  preparation for Paradise rather than with earthly business; and their speech
  lent   itself   more   readily   to   devout   phrases   than   to   lovers'   vows。    It   was
  small wonder; therefore; that another year saw them both by glad consent
  in   the   cloister;   he   at   Oxford;   and   Eleanor   in   the   Benedictine   House   of
  which her aunt was Prioress。
  Hilarius had written of his saintly mistress to Prior Stephen just as he
  had   written   of   the   wondrous   beauty   of   St   Peter's   Abbey:   〃With   all   its
  straight; slender; upstanding pillars; methinks 'tis like the forest at home〃
  (forgetting that his more intimate knowledge of the forest partook of the
  nature of sin)。      〃The Lady Eleanor; my honoured mistress;〃 he wrote; 〃is
  a most saintly and devout maiden; full of heavenly lore; and caring nought
  for   the   things   of   this   world;〃   and   he   added;   〃'tis   beautiful   to   see   such
  devotion where for the most part are sinful and light…minded persons。〃
  The   Prior   laid   the   script   aside   with   a   smile   and   a   sigh;   and   when
  Brother   Bernard   asked   news   of   the   lad;   answered   a   little   sadly;   〃Nay;
  Brother;   he   still   sleeps;〃   and   indeed   there   seemed   no   waking   him   to   a
  world of men … living; striving; sorely…tried men。
  He dwelt in a land of his own making … a land of colour and light and
  shadow   in   which   much   that   he   saw   played   a   part;   only   the   gorgeous
  pageants turned to hosts of triumphant saints heralded by angels; while the
  knights at a tourney in their brave armour pictured St George; St Michael;
  or St Martin in his dreams。
  It was a limner he longed to be; far away from the stir and stress; not a
  page attending a great lady to the Court functions。                 He yearned ever after
  the Scriptorium; with its busied monks and stores of colour and gold。                         It
  lay  but   a  stone's   throw   away  behind   the   jealous   Monastery  walls;   but   it
  was no part of Prior Stephen's plan that the lad should go straight from one
  cloister to another。
  To   Hilarius   sitting   on   the   bench   in   the   sun;   came   one   of   Eleanor's
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  tirewomen to bid him wait on her mistress。              He rose at once and followed
  her through the hall and up the winding stair; along a gallery hung with
  wondrous story…telling tapestry; to the bower where Eleanor sat with two
  of her women busied with their needle。
  Hilarius   found   his   mistress;   her   hands   idle   on   her   knee。 He   louted
  low; and she bade him bring a stool and sit beside her。
  〃I   am   weary;〃     she  said;   〃this  life  is  weariness。      Tell   me    of  the
  Monastery and the forest … stay; tell me rather of the New Jerusalem that
  Brother Ambrose saw and limned。'
  Hilarius; nothing loth; settled himself at her feet; elbow on knee; and
  chin   on   his   open   hands;   his   drea