第 4 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
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  revel; banquet; and joust; much merry…making and little reason; much love
  and few marryings:          a gay round; but not such as makes a monk。〃
  Hilarius smiled。
  〃Nay; that life will not be for me。            I am to serve my lord; write for
  him; methinks。        But tell me; good Martin; dost thou love the Court?                   It
  seems a fine thing to be the King's Minstrel。〃
  〃Nay; lad; nay;〃 said the other hastily; 〃give me the open country and
  the greenwood; and leave to sing or be silent。                Still; the King is a good
  master; and lets me roam as I list if I will but come back; 'tis ill…faring in
  winter; so   back I go to pipe in   my cage  and follow  the Court   until   next
  Lady…day lets the sun in on us again。〃
  He struck his vielle lightly; and the two fell into a slower pace as the
  minstrel sang。       Hilarius' eyes filled with tears; for he was still heart…sore;
  and   Martin's   voice   rose   and   fell   like   the   wind   in   the   tossing   tree…tops
  which had beckoned him over the Monastery wall。                      The song itself was
  sad   …   of   a   lover   torn   from   his   mistress   and   borne   away   captive   to   alien
  service。     When   it   was   ended   they   took   a   brisker   pace   in   silence;   then;
  after a while; Hilarius said timidly:…
  〃Did'st thou sing of thyself; good Martin?〃
  〃Ay;   lad;   and   of   my   mistress。〃   He   stopped   suddenly;   louted   low   to
  the sky; and with comprehensive gesture took in the countryside。 〃A fair
  mistress;   lad;   and   a   faithful   one;   though   of   many   moods。    A  man   suns
  himself   in   the   warmth   of   her   caresses   by   day;   and   at   night   she   is   cold;
  chaste;   unattainable;   at   one   time   she   is   all   smiles   and   tears;   then   with
  boisterous gesture she bids one seek shelter from her buffets。                   She gives
  all and yet nothing; she trails the very traces of her hair across a man's face
  only   to   elude   him。    She   holds   him   fast;   for   she   is  mother   of   all  his
  children; yet he must seek as though he knew her not; or she flouts him。〃
  Hilarius listened eagerly。         Was this what the dancer had meant … the
  〃wide wide world; hunger and love〃?
  〃Did'st thou ever hunger; good Martin?〃
  〃Ay; lad;〃 said the minstrel; surprised; 〃and 'tis good sauce for the next
  meal〃
  〃Did'st thou ever love?〃
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  Martin broke into a great laugh。
  〃Ay; marry I have more times than I count years。              But see; here comes
  one who knows little enough of hunger or love。〃                 Round the bend of the
  road came a man in hermit's dress carrying a staff and a well…filled wallet。
  His    carriage   seemed     suddenly     to  become     less  upright;   and   he   leaned
  heavily on his stick as he besought an alms from the two travellers。
  Hilarius felt for his purse; but Martin stayed him。
  〃Nay; lad; better have left thy money with the pick…purses than help to
  fill the skin of this lazy rogue; 'tis not the first time we have   met。               See
  here;〃 and with a dexterous jerk he caught the hermit's wallet。
  This one was too quick for him; with uplifted staff and a mouthful of
  oaths; sorely at variance with his habit; he snatched it back; flung the bag
  across his shoulder;   and made   off   at a   round pace down   the   road;   while
  Martin roared after him to wait an alms laid on with a cudgel。
  Hilarius    gazed    horrified   from   the   retreating   figure   to  his  laughing
  companion; who answered the unspoken question。
  〃A rascal; lad; yon carrion; and no holy father。              They are the pest of
  every country…side; these lazy rogues; who never do a hand's turn and yet
  live better than many a squire。          I warrant he has good stuff in that larder
  of his to make merry with。〃
  Hilarius walked on for some time in silence with bent head。
  〃I fear the world is an ill place and far from godliness;〃 he said at last。
  〃It   will  look   thus   to   one   cloister…bred;    and   'tis  true  enough    that
  godliness is far from most men; but if a hermit's robe may cover a rascal;
  often   enough   a   good   heart   lies   under   an   ill…favoured   face   and   tongue。
  See; lad;〃 as another turn in the road brought them in sight of Westminster;
  〃there lies thy new world; God keep thee in it!〃
  He pointed to a grey…walled city rising from the water's edge; with roof
  and pinnacle; gable and turret; aflame in the light of the western sky; in
  front flowed the river like a stream of molten gold。
  Hilarius gave a little cry。
  〃'Tis like the New Jerusalem!〃 he said; and Martin smiled grimly。
  An   hour   later   they   stood   within   the   walls   of   Westminster   city;   and
  Hilarius; amazed and weary; clung close to Martin's side。                Around him he
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  saw     russet…clad     archers;   grooms;     men     on   horseback;     pedlars;    pages;
  falconers; scullions with meats; gallant knights; gaily dressed ladies; it was
  like    a  tangled    dream。     The    gabled    fronts    of  the  houses     were    richly
  blazoned or hung with scarlet cloth; it was a shifting scene of colour; life;
  and movement; and to Hilarius' untutored eyes; wild confusion。                      Outside
  the taverns clustered all sorts and conditions of men; drinking; gossiping;
  singing;   for   the   day's   work   was   done。     In   the   courtyard   of   the   〃Black
  Boar〃   a   chained   bear   padded   restlessly   to   and   fro;   and   Hilarius   crossed
  himself anxiously  … was   the   devil about   to beset   him  under all   guises   at
  once?      He raised a fervent Ora pro me to St Benedict as he hurried past。
  A string of pack…horses in the narrow street sent folk flying for refuge to
  the low dark doorways; and a buxom wench; seeing the pretty lad; bussed
  him     soundly。    This     was   too   much;     only   the  man    in   him   stayed    the
  indignant tears。       〃Martin; Martin!〃 he cried; but the minstrel was on his
  own ground now; and was hailed everywhere with acclamations; and news
  given   and   demanded   in   a   breath。      Hilarius;   shrinking;   aghast;   his   ears
  scourged with rough oaths and rude   jests; his eyes offended by the   easy
  manners round him; his cheek hot from the late salute; took refuge under a
  low archway; and waited with anxious heart until the minstrel should have
  done with the crowd。
  Martin did not forget him。
  〃Hole; lad!〃 he cried; 〃see how they welcome the King's bird back to
  his cage!      As for thee; thou hast gone straight to thy cot like a homing
  pigeon;     through     that   archway;     lad;   lies  thy   journey's     end。〃     Then;
  apprehending        for  the  first  time   Hilarius'   white    face   and   piteous    eyes;
  Martin strode across; swept him under the archway into a quiet courtyard
  where     a  fountain    rippled;    and;  having     handed    him   over    to  Sir  John's
  steward;   left   him   with   a   friendly   slap   on   the   back   and   the   promise   of
  speedy meeting。
  Hilarius   delivered   the   Prior's   letter;   and   followed   the   steward   into   a
  rush…strewn       hall   where     scullions    and    serving…men       were    busy    with
  preparations for the evening meal; and sat there; lonely and dejected; his
  curiosity   quenched;   his   heart   sore;   his   whole   being   crying   out   for   the
  busied   peace   and   silent   orderliness   of   his   cloister   home。    The   servants
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  gibed at him; but he was too weary to heed; indeed he hardly noticed when
  the household swept in to supper; until a page…boy tweaked him slyly by
  the   ear   and   bade   him   come   to   table。 He   ate   and   drank   thankfully;   too
  dazed to take note of the meal; and the pages and squires among whom he
  sat left him alone; abashed at his gentleness。             At last; something restored
  by the much…needed food; Hilarius looked round the hall。
  It reminded him of the Refectory at home; save that it was far loftier
  and    heavily    timbered。      The    twilight    stealing   in   through    high   lancet
  windows   served   but   to  emphasize the upper   gl