第 3 节
作者:
漂亮格子 更新:2021-02-18 21:59 字数:9322
〃My son;〃 he said at length; 〃thou art in the wrong school; nursery;
was it the maid said? A shrewd lass and welcome to the hen。 Thou art a
limner at heart … Brother Bernard tells of thy wondrous skill with the brush
… and to be limner thou must learn to hunger and to love as the maid said。
Ay; boy; and to be monk too; though alack; men gainsay it。〃
〃Father;〃 said Hilarius; waxing bold from excessive need; 〃did'st thou
ever love as the maid meant?〃
〃Ay; boy … thy mother。〃
There was a long silence。 Then the boy said timidly:…
〃The maid said she might be light of love; 'tis a beautiful thought。〃
The Prior started; and looked at him curiously:…
〃What didst thou tell the maid?〃
〃That I never knew her; but that my father was a gentle knight who
10
… Page 11…
THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
died ere I saw him; and then the maid said perchance my mother was light
of love。〃
〃Boy;〃 said the Prior gravely; 〃'tis a weary tale; and sad of telling。
Thy mother was wondrous fair without; but she reckoned love lightly; nay;
knew it not for the holy thing it is; but thought only of bodily lusts。 Pray
for her soul〃 … his voice grew stern … 〃as for one of those upon whom God;
in His great pity; may have mercy。 Thus have I prayed these many
years。〃
Hilarius looked at him in wide…eyed horror:…
〃She was evil; wicked; my mother?〃
〃Ay … a light woman; that was what the maid meant。〃
Then great darkness fell upon the soul of Hilarius; and he clasped the
Prior's knees weeping and praying like a little child。
〃And so; my son;〃 said the Prior; 〃for a time thou shalt go out into the
world; to strive and fail; hunger and love; only have a care that thou art
chaste in heart and life; for it is the pure shall see God; and seeing love
Him。 Leave me now that。 I may set in order thy going; and send the
Chamberlain hither to me。〃
That night Hilarius knelt through the long hours at the great Rood; and
then at St Mary Maudlin's altar he did penance for his dead mother's sin。
A week later he left the Monastery as a bird leaves its nest; nay; is
pushed out by the far…seeing parent bird; full of vague terrors of the great
world without。 He had a purse for his immediate needs; a letter to a great
knight; Sir John Maltravers; who would be his patron; and another to the
Prior's good friend; the Abbat of St Alban's。 The Convent bade him a sad
farewell; for they loved this gentle lad who had been with them from a
little child; and Brother Richard strained his filmy eyes to look his last at
the young face he would never see again。
The Prior gave him the Communion; and later walked beside him to
the gates。 Then as Hilarius knelt he blessed him; and the boy;
overmastered by nameless fear; sprang up and prayed that he might stay
and learn some other way; however hard。 The Prior shook his head。
〃Nay; my son; so it must be; else how shall I answer to the Master for
this most precious lamb of my flock? Come back to us … an thou can'st …
11
… Page 12…
THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
let no fear deter thee; only take heed; when thine eyes are opened and the
great gifts of hunger and love are vouchsafed thee; to keep still the faithful
heart of a little child。〃
Then he bade him go; and Hilarius; for the pull of his heart… strings;
must needs run hot…foot down the broad forest road and along the highway;
without daring to look back; and so out into the wide; wide world。
12
… Page 13…
THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
CHAPTER III … THE KING'S SONG…BIRD
MARTIN THE MINSTREL sat under a wayside oak singing softly to
himself as he tuned his vielle。 He was a long lanky fellow with straight
black locks flat against his sallow face; and dark eyes that smouldered in
hollow cavities。 He wore the King's colours; and broke a manchet of
white bread with his mid…day repast。
〃Heigh…ho!〃 sighed Martin; and laid the vielle lovingly beside him;
〃another four leagues to Westminster; and I weary enough of shoe… leather
already; and not another penny piece in my pocket 'til I win back to good
King Ned。 A brave holiday I have had; from Candlemas to Midsummer;
free to sing or to be silent; to smile or frown; wide England instead of
palace walls; a crust of bread and a jug of cider instead of a king's banquet。
Now but another few leagues and the cage again。 Money in my pocket;
true; but a song here and a song there; such as suit the fancy of the Court
gentles; not of Martin the Minstrel。 Heigh…ho; heigh…ho! 'tis a poor bird
sings at the word of a king; and a poor enough song too; if Edward did but
know it。
〃Who comes here? Faith; the lad goes a steady pace and carries a
light heart from his song; and no ill voice either。〃
It was Hilarius; and he sang the Alma Redemptoris as he sped along
the green grass which bordered the highway。
When Martin hailed him he turned aside gladly; and his face lit up at
the sight of the vielle。
〃Whence dost thou come; lad?〃 said Martin; eyeing him with interest。
〃Many days' journey from the Monastery of Prior Stephen;〃 answered
Hilarius。
〃But thou art no monk!〃
〃Nay; a novice scarcely; but the Prior hath bidden me go forth to see
the world。 It is wondrous fair;〃 he added sincerely。
〃He who speaks thus is cloister…bred;〃 said Martin; and as Hilarius
made sign of assent; 〃'tis writ on thy face as well。 Thy Prior gave thee
letters to the Abbat of St Peter's; I doubt not; thy face is set for
13
… Page 14…
THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
Westminster。〃
〃Ay; for Westminster; but my letters are for that good knight; Sir John
Maltravers。 I should have made an end of my journeying ere now but
that two days ago I met strange company。 They took my purse and hat
and shoes; and kept me with them all night until the late dawn。 Then
they gave me my goods again; and bade me God… speed。'
〃But kept thy purse?〃 Martin laughed。
〃Nay; it is here; and naught is missing。 It was all passing strange; and
I feared them; for they looked evil men; yet they did me no wrong; and set
me on my way gently enough; giving me provision; which I lacked。〃
〃Pick…purses and cut…throats afraid of God's judgments for once;〃
muttered Martin; then aloud; 〃Well; young sir; we shall do well if we win
Westminster before night…fall; shall we journey together since our way is
the same?〃
Hilarius assented gladly; and as they went; Martin told him of Court
and King; and the wondrous doings when the Princess Isabel was wed。
He listened open…eyed to tales of joust and revel and sport; and heard
eagerly all the minstrel could tell of Sir John Maltravers himself; a man of
great and good reputation; and no mean musician; 〃and;〃 added Martin;
〃three fair daughters he hath; the eldest Eleanor; fairest of them all; of
whom men say she would fain be a nun。 Thou art a pretty lad; I wager
one or other will claim thee for page。〃
〃I will strive to serve well;〃 said Hilarius soberly; 〃but I have never
spoken but to one maid 'til yesterday; when a woman gave me good…
morrow。〃
Martin looked at his companion queerly。
〃And thou art for Westminster! Nay; but by all the Saints this Prior
of thine is a strange master!〃
〃It is but for a time;〃 said Hilarius; 〃then I shall go back to the
Monastery again。 But first I would learn to be a real limner; I have some
small skill with the brush;〃 he added simply。
Martin stared。
〃Back to the cloister? Nay; lad; best turn about and get back now; not
wait till thou hast had a taste of Court life。 Joust and banquet and revel;
14
… Page 15…
THE GATH