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作者:漂亮格子      更新:2021-02-18 21:59      字数:9322
  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  THE GATHERING OF
  BROTHER HILARIUS
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  THE GATHERING OF BROTHER HILARIUS
  PART I … THE SEED
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  CHAPTER I … BLIND EYES IN THE FOREST
  HILARIUS         stood   at  the   Monastery      gate;  looking    away    down     the
  smooth; well…kept road to the highway beyond。                 It lay quiet and serene in
  the June sunshine; the white way to the outer world; and not even a dust
  cloud on the horizon promised the approach of the train of sumpter mules
  laden   with   meats   for   the    bellies   and   cloth   for  the   backs   of   the  good
  Brethren within。       The Cellarer lacked wine; the drug stores in the farmery
  were running low; last; but not least; the Precentor had bespoken precious
  colours;   rich   gold;   costly   vellum;   and   on   these   the   thoughts   of   Hilarius
  tarried with anxious expectation。
  On    his  left  lay   the  forest;  home     of  his  longing    imaginings。      The
  Monastery  wall   crept   up   one   side   of   it;   and   over   the   top   the   great   trees
  peered   and   beckoned   with   their   tossing;   feathery   branches。   Twice   had
  Hilarius walked there; attending the Prior as he paced slowly and silently
  along     the   mossy     ways;    under    the   strong;   springing     pines;    and   the
  occasions were stored in his memory with the glories of St Benedict's Day
  and Our Lady's Festivals。          Away to the right; within the great enclosure;
  stretched   the   Monastery   lands;   fair   to   the   eye;   with   orchard   and   fruitful
  field; teeming with glad; unhurried labour。
  At   a   little   elevation;   overlooking   the   whole   domain;   rose   the   Priory
  buildings; topped by the Church; crown and heart of the place; signing the
  sign of the Cross over the daily life and work of the Brethren; itself the
  centre of  that life;  the object   of that work;  ever unfinished because  love
  knows not how to make an end。 To the monks it was a page in the history
  of   the   life   of   the   Order;   written   in   stone;   blazoned   with   beauty   of   the
  world's treasure; a page on which each generation might spell out a word;
  perchance add a line; to the greater glory of God and St Benedict。                    They
  were always at work on it; stretching out eager hands for the rare   stuffs
  and precious stones devout men brought from overseas; finding a place for
  the best of every ordered craft; their shame an uncouth line or graceless
  arch; their glory each completed pinnacle and fretted spire; ever restoring;
  enlarging; repairing;  spendthrift of   money and   time in   the service   of   the
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  House of the Lord。
  The sun shone hot on grey wall and green garth; the spirit of insistent
  peace brooded over the place。             The wheeling white pigeons circling the
  cloister   walls   cried   peace;   the   sculptured   saints   in   their   niches   over   the
  west door gave the blessing of peace; an old; blind monk crossed the garth
  with   the   hesitating   gait   of   habit   lately   acquired   …   on   his   face   was   great
  peace。     It   rested   everywhere;   this   peace   of   prayerful   service;   where   the
  clang of the blacksmith's hammer smote the sound of the Office bell。
  Hilarius; at the gate; questioned the road again and again for sign of
  the belated train。       It was vexatious; the Prior's lips would take a thinner
  line; for the mules were already some days overdue; and it was ill to keep
  the Prior waiting。       The soft June wind swept the fragrance of Mary's lilies
  across to the lad; he turned his dreamy; blue eyes from the highway to the
  forest。    The scent of the pinewoods rushed to meet his sudden thought。
  Should   he;   dare   he;   break   cloister;   and   taste   the   wondrous   delight   of   an
  unwalled   world?        It   were   a   sin;   a   grave   sin;   in   a   newly…made   novice;
  cloister…bred。      The     sweet;   pungent     smell    overpowered       him;   the   trees
  beckoned with their long arms and slender fingers; the voice of the forest
  called;   and   Hilarius;   answering;   walked   swiftly   away;   with   bowed   head
  and beating heart; between the sunburnt pine…boles。
  At last he ventured to stop and look around him; his fair hair aflame in
  the sunlight; his eyes full of awe of this arched and pillared city of mystery
  and wonder。
  It was very silent。      Here and there a coney peeped out and fled; and a
  woodpecker   toiled   with   sharp;   effective   stroke。       Hilarius'   eyes   shone   as
  he   lifted   his   head   and   caught   sight   of   the   sunlit   blue   between   the   great;
  green…fringed branches:          it was as if Our Lady trailed her gracious robe
  across the tree…tops。       Then; as he bathed his thirsty soul in the great sea of
  light and shade; cool depths and shifting colours; the sense of his wrong…
  doing slipped   from him;  and joy  replaced it   … joy  so great that his   heart
  ached     with   it。   He    went    on   his  way;   singing    Lauda     Syon;    his  eyes
  following   the   pine…boles;   and   presently;   coming   out   into   an   open   glade;
  halted in amazement。
  A flower incarnate stood before him; stood … nay; danced in the wind。
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  Over   the   sunny   sward   two   little   scarlet…clad   feet   chased   each   other   in
  rhythmic maze; dainty little brown hands spread the folds of the deep blue
  skirt;   a   bodice;   silver…laced;   served   as   stalk;   on   which   balanced;   lightly
  swaying;   the   flower   of   flowers   itself。    Hilarius'   eyes   travelled   upwards
  and    rested   there。    Cheeks     like   a  sunburnt    peach;    lips;  a  scarlet  bow;
  shimmering; tender; laughing grey eyes curtained by long curling lashes;
  soft tendrils of curly hair; blue black in the shadows; hiding the low level
  brow。     A sight for gods; but not for monks; above all; not for untutored
  novices such as Hilarius。
  His   sin   had   found   him   out;   it   was   the   Devil;   the   lovely   lady   of   St
  Benedict;   he   drew   breath   and   crossed   himself   hastily   with   a   murmured
  〃Apage Sataas!〃
  The dancer stopped; conscious perhaps of a chill in the wind。
  〃O what a pretty boy!〃 she cried gaily。             〃Playing truant; I dare wager。
  Come and dance!〃
  Hilarius   crimsoned   with   shame   and   horror。        〃Woman;〃   he   said;   and
  his voice trembled somewhat; 〃art thou not shamed to deck thyself in this
  devil's guise?〃
  The dancer bit her lip and stamped her little red shoe angrily。
  〃No more devil's guise than thine own;〃 she retorted; eyeing his semi…
  monastic garb with scant favour。            〃Can a poor maid not practise her steps
  in   the   heart   of   a   forest;   but   a   cloister…bred   youngster   must   cry   devil's
  guise?〃
  As she spoke her anger vanished like a summer cloud; and she broke
  into peal on peal of joyous laughter。             〃Poor lad; with thy talk of devils;
  hast    thou   never    looked    a  maid    in   the  eyes    before?〃     Shrewdly      hit;
  mistress; never before has Hilarius looked a maid in the eyes; and now he
  drops his own。
  〃Dost thou not know it is sin to deck the body thus; and entice men's
  souls to their undoing?〃
  〃An   what   is   the   matter   with   my  poor   body;   may   it   please   you;   kind
  sir?〃   she   asked   demurely;   and   stood   with   downcast   eyes;   like   a   scolded
  child。
  〃It is wrong to deck the body;〃 began Hilarius; softening at her attitude;
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  〃because; because … 〃
  Again the merry laugh rang out。
  〃Because; because … nay; Father〃 (with a mock reverence); 〃methinks
  thy sermon is not ready; let it simmer awhile; and I will catechise。                 How
  old art thou?〃      She held up her small finger admonishingly。
  〃Seventeen;〃 replied Hilarius; surprised into reply。
  〃Art thou a monk?〃
  〃Nay; a novice only。〃
  〃Hast thou ever loved?〃
  Hilarius threw up his hands in shocked indignation; but she went on
  unconcerned …
  〃'Twas a foolish question; the answer's writ large for any maid to read。
  But tell me;