第 5 节
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热带雨淋 更新:2021-02-18 21:58 字数:9322
And saunterers pass with laugh and jest …
A handsome couple among the rest。
〃That smart proud pair;〃 says the man to his friend;
〃Are to marry next week 。 。 。 How little he thinks
That dozens of days and nights on end
I have stroked her neck; unhooked the links
Of her sleeve to get at her upper arm 。 。 。
Well; bliss is in ignorance: what's the harm!〃
VI IN THE CEMETERY
〃You see those mothers squabbling there?〃
Remarks the man of the cemetery。
One says in tears; ''Tis mine lies here!'
Another; 'Nay; mine; you Pharisee!'
Another; 'How dare you move my flowers
And put your own on this grave of ours!'
But all their children were laid therein
At different times; like sprats in a tin。
〃And then the main drain had to cross;
And we moved the lot some nights ago;
And packed them away in the general foss
With hundreds more。 But their folks don't know;
And as well cry over a new…laid drain
As anything else; to ease your pain!〃
VIIOUTSIDE THE WINDOW
〃My stick!〃 he says; and turns in the lane
To the house just left; whence a vixen voice
Comes out with the firelight through the pane;
And he sees within that the girl of his choice
Stands rating her mother with eyes aglare
For something said while he was there。
〃At last I behold her soul undraped!〃
Thinks the man who had loved her more than himself;
〃My God'tis but narrowly I have escaped。 …
My precious porcelain proves it delf。〃
His face has reddened like one ashamed;
And he steals off; leaving his stick unclaimed。
VIIIIN THE STUDY
He enters; and mute on the edge of a chair
Sits a thin…faced lady; a stranger there;
A type of decayed gentility;
And by some small signs he well can guess
That she comes to him almost breakfastless。
〃I have calledI hope I do not err …
I am looking for a purchaser
Of some score volumes of the works
Of eminent divines I own; …
Left by my fatherthough it irks
My patience to offer them。〃 And she smiles
As if necessity were unknown;
〃But the truth of it is that oftenwhiles
I have wished; as I am fond of art;
To make my rooms a little smart。〃
And lightly still she laughs to him;
As if to sell were a mere gay whim;
And that; to be frank; Life were indeed
To her not vinegar and gall;
But fresh and honey…like; and Need
No household skeleton at all。
IXAT THE ALTAR…RAIL
〃My bride is not coming; alas!〃 says the groom;
And the telegram shakes in his hand。 〃I own
It was hurried! We met at a dancing…room
When I went to the Cattle…Show alone;
And then; next night; where the Fountain leaps;
And the Street of the Quarter…Circle sweeps。
〃Ay; she won me to ask her to be my wife …
'Twas foolish perhaps!to forsake the ways
Of the flaring town for a farmer's life。
She agreed。 And we fixed it。 Now she says:
'It's sweet of you; dear; to prepare me a nest;
But a swift; short; gay life suits me best。
What I really am you have never gleaned;
I had eaten the apple ere you were weaned。'〃
XIN THE NUPTIAL CHAMBER
〃O that mastering tune?〃 And up in the bed
Like a lace…robed phantom springs the bride;
〃And why?〃 asks the man she had that day wed;
With a start; as the band plays on outside。
〃It's the townsfolks' cheery compliment
Because of our marriage; my Innocent。〃
〃O but you don't know! 'Tis the passionate air
To which my old Love waltzed with me;
And I swore as we spun that none should share
My home; my kisses; till death; save he!
And he dominates me and thrills me through;
And it's he I embrace while embracing you!〃
XIIN THE RESTAURANT
〃But hear。 If you stay; and the child be born;
It will pass as your husband's with the rest;
While; if we fly; the teeth of scorn
Will be gleaming at us from east to west;
And the child will come as a life despised;
I feel an elopement is ill…advised!〃
〃O you realize not what it is; my dear;
To a woman! Daily and hourly alarms
Lest the truth should out。 How can I stay here;
And nightly take him into my arms!
Come to the child no name or fame;
Let us go; and face it; and bear the shame。〃
XIIAT THE DRAPER'S
〃I stood at the back of the shop; my dear;
But you did not perceive me。
Well; when they deliver what you were shown
_I_ shall know nothing of it; believe me!〃
And he coughed and coughed as she paled and said;
〃O; I didn't see you come in there …
Why couldn't you speak?〃〃Well; I didn't。 I left
That you should not notice I'd been there。
〃You were viewing some lovely things。 'Soon required
For a widow; of latest fashion';
And I knew 'twould upset you to meet the man
Who had to be cold and ashen
〃And screwed in a box before they could dress you
'In the last new note in mourning;'
As they defined it。 So; not to distress you;
I left you to your adorning。〃
XIIION THE DEATH…BED
〃I'll tellbeing past all praying for …
Then promptly die 。 。 。 He was out at the war;
And got some scent of the intimacy
That was under way between her and me;
And he stole back home; and appeared like a ghost
One night; at the very time almost
That I reached her house。 Well; I shot him dead;
And secretly buried him。 Nothing was said。
〃The news of the battle came next day;
He was scheduled missing。 I hurried away;
Got out there; visited the field;
And sent home word that a search revealed
He was one of the slain; though; lying alone
And stript; his body had not been known。
〃But she suspected。 I lost her love;
Yea; my hope of earth; and of Heaven above;
And my time's now come; and I'll pay the score;
Though it be burning for evermore。〃
XIVOVER THE COFFIN
They stand confronting; the coffin between;
His wife of old; and his wife of late;
And the dead man whose they both had been
Seems listening aloof; as to things past date。
〃I have called;〃 says the first。 〃Do you marvel or not?〃
〃In truth;〃 says the second; 〃I dosomewhat。〃
〃Well; there was a word to be said by me! 。 。 。
I divorced that man because of you …
It seemed I must do it; boundenly;
But now I am older; and tell you true;
For life is little; and dead lies he;
I would I had let alone you two!
And both of us; scorning parochial ways;
Had lived like the wives in the patriarchs' days。〃
XVIN THE MOONLIGHT
〃O lonely workman; standing there
In a dream; why do you stare and stare
At her grave; as no other grave there were?
〃If your great gaunt eyes so importune
Her soul by the shine of this corpse…cold moon;
Maybe you'll raise her phantom soon!〃
〃Why; fool; it is what I would rather see
Than all the living folk there be;
But alas; there is no such joy for me!〃
〃Ahshe was one you loved; no doubt;
Through good and evil; through rain and drought;
And when she passed; all your sun went out?〃
〃Nay: she was the woman I did not love;
Whom all the others were ranked above;
Whom during her life I thought nothing of。〃
LYRICS AND REVERIES
(continued)
SELF…UNCONSCIOUS
Along the way
He walked that day;
Watching shapes that reveries limn;
And seldom he
Had eyes to see
The moment that encompassed him。
Bright yellowhammers
Made mirthful clamours;
And billed long straws with a bustling air;
And bearing their load
Flew up the road
That he followed; alone; without interest there。
From bank to ground
And over and round
They sidled along the adjoining hedge;
Sometimes to the gutter
Their yellow flutter
Would dip from the nearest slatestone ledge。
The smooth sea…line
With a metal shine;
And flashes of white; and a sail thereon;
He would also descry
With a half…wrapt eye
Between the projects he mused upon。
Yes; round him were these
Earth's artistries;
But specious plans that came to his call
Did most engage
His pilgrimage;
While himself he did not see at all。
Dead now as sherds
Are the yellow birds;
And all that mattered has passed away;
Yet God; the Elf;
Now shows him that self
As he was; and should have been shown; that day。
O it would have been good
Could he then have stood
At a focussed distance; and conned the whole;
But now such vision
Is mere derision;
Nor soothes his body nor saves his soul。
Not much; some may
Incline to say;
To see therein; had it all been seen。
Nay! he is aware
A thing was there
That loomed with an immortal mien。
THE DISCOVERY
I wandered to a crude coast
Like a ghost;
Upon the hills I saw fires …
Funeral pyres
Seeminglyand heard breaking
Waves like distant cannonades that set the land shaking。
And so I never once guessed
A Love…nest;
Bowered and candle…lit; lay
In my way;
Till I found a hid hollow;
Where I burst on her my heart could not but follow。
TOLERANCE
〃It is a foolish thing;〃 said I;
〃To bear with such; and pass it by;
Yet so I do; I know not why!〃
And at each clash I would surmise
That if I had acted otherwise
I might have saved me many sighs。
But now the only happiness
In looking back that I possess …
Whose lack would leave me comfortless …
Is to remember I refrained
From masteries I might have gained;
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