第 52 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:46      字数:7222
  to make a Grand Opera show of her wedding。
  And as Arkwright; too; very much disapproved
  of the church…wedding idea; the two were married
  in the Annex living…room at noon on the fifteenth
  as originally planned; in spite of Mrs。 Kate
  Hartwell's letter。
  It was soon after the wedding that Bertram
  told Billy he wished she would sit for him with
  Bertram; Jr。
  ‘‘I want to try my hand at you both together;''
  he coaxed。
  ‘‘Why; of course; if you like; dear;'' agreed
  Billy; promptly; ‘‘though I think Baby is just
  as nice; and even nicer; alone。''
  Once again all over Bertram's studio began
  to appear sketches of Billy; this time a glorified;
  tender Billy; with the wonderful mother…love in
  her eyes。  Then; after several sketches of trial
  poses; Bertram began his picture of Billy and
  the baby together。
  Even now Bertram was not sure of his work。
  He knew that he could not yet paint with his old
  freedom and ease; he knew that his stroke was
  not so sure; so untrammeled。  But he knew; too;
  that he had gained wonderfully; during the summer;
  and that he was gaining now; every day。
  To Billy he said nothing of all this。  Even to
  himself he scarcely put his hope into words; but in
  his heart he knew that what he was really painting
  his ‘‘Mother and Child'' picture for was the
  Bohemian Ten Club Exhibition in Marchif
  he could but put upon canvas the vision that was
  spurring him on。
  And so Bertram worked all through those
  short winter days; not always upon the one picture;
  of course; but upon some picture or sketch
  that would help to give his still uncertain left
  hand the skill that had belonged to its mate。
  And always; cheering; encouraging; insisting on
  victory; was Billy; so that even had Bertram
  been tempted; sometimes; to give up; he could
  not have done soand faced Billy's grieved;
  disappointed eyes。  And when at last his work
  was completed; and the pictured mother and
  child in all their marvelous life and beauty seemed
  ready to step from the canvas; Billy drew a long
  ecstatic breath。
  ‘‘Oh; Bertram; it _is_; it is the best work you
  have ever done。''  Billy was looking at the baby。
  Always she had ignored herself as part of the
  picture。  ‘‘And won't it be fine for the Exhibition!''
  Bertram's hand tightened on the chair…back
  in front of him。  For a moment he could not
  speak。  Then; a bit huskily; he asked:
  ‘‘Would you darerisk it?''
  ‘‘Risk it!  Why; Bertram Henshaw; I've
  meant that picture for the Exhibition from the
  very firstonly I never dreamed you could get
  it so perfectly lovely。  _Now_ what do you say
  about Baby being nicer than any old ‘Face of a
  Girl' that you ever did?'' she triumphed。
  And Bertram; who; even to himself; had not
  dared whisper the word exhibition; gave a tremulous
  laugh that was almost a sob; so overwhelming
  was his sudden realization of what faith and
  confidence had meant to Billy; his wife。
  If there was still a lingering doubt in Bertram's
  mind; it must have been dispelled in less than
  an hour after the Bohemian Ten Club Exhibition
  flung open its doors on its opening night。  Once
  again Bertram found his picture the cynosure
  of all admiring eyes; and himself the center of an
  enthusiastic group of friends and fellow…artists
  who vied with each other in hearty words of
  congratulation。  And when; later; the feared critics;
  whose names and opinions counted for so much
  in his world; had their say in the daily press and
  weekly reviews; Bertram knew how surely indeed
  he had won。  And when he read that ‘‘Henshaw's
  work shows now a peculiar strength; a sort of
  reserve power; as it were; which; beautiful as was
  his former work; it never showed before;'' he
  smiled grimly; and said to Billy:
  ‘‘I suppose; now; that was the fighting I did
  with my good left hand; eh; dear?''
  But there was yet one more drop that was to
  make Bertram's cup of joy brim to overflowing。
  It came just one month after the Exhibition in the
  shape of a terse dozen words from the doctor。
  Bertram fairly flew home that day。  He had no
  consciousness of any means of locomotion。  He
  thought he was going to tell his wife at once his
  great good news; but when he saw her; speech
  suddenly fled; and all that he could do was to
  draw her closely to him with his left arm and hide
  his face。
  ‘‘Why; Bertram; dearest; whatwhat is it?''
  stammered the thoroughly frightened Billy。
  ‘‘Has anything…happened?''
  ‘‘No; noyesyes; everything has happened。
  I mean; it's going to happen;'' choked
  the man。  ‘‘Billy; that old chap says that I'm
  going to have my arm again。  Think of itmy
  good right arm that I've lost so long!''
  ‘‘_Oh; Bertram!_'' breathed Billy。  And she; too;
  fell to sobbing。
  Later; when speech was more coherent; she
  faltered:
  ‘‘Well; anyway; it doesn't make any difference
  _how_ many beautiful pictures you p…paint; after
  this; Bertram; I _can't_ be prouder of any than I
  am of the one your lleft hand did。''
  ‘‘Oh; but I have you to thank for all that;
  dear。''
  ‘‘No; you haven't;'' disputed Billy; blinking
  teary eyes; ‘‘but'' she paused; then went on
  spiritedly; ‘‘but; anyhow; II don't believe
  any onenot even Katecan say _now_ that
  that I've been a hindrance to you in your c…career!''
  ‘‘Hindrance!'' scoffed Bertram; in a tone that
  left no room for doubt; and with a kiss that left
  even less; if possible。
  Billy; for still another minute; was silent; then;
  with a wistfulness that was half playful; half
  serious; she sighed:
  ‘‘Bertram; I believe being married is something
  like clocks; you know; 'specially at the
  first。''
  ‘‘Clocks; dear?''
  ‘‘Yes。  I was out to Aunt Hannah's to…day。
  She was fussing with her clockthe one that
  strikes half an hour aheadand I saw all those
  quantities of wheels; little and big; that have to
  go just so; with all the little cogs fitting into all
  the other little cogs just exactly right。  Well;
  that's like marriage。  See?  There's such a lot
  of little cogs in everyday life that have to be
  fitted so they'll run smoothlythat have to be
  adjusted; 'specially at the first。''
  ‘‘Oh; Billy; what an idea!''
  ‘‘But it's so; really; Bertram。  Anyhow; I
  know my cogs were always getting out of place
  at the first;'' laughed Billy。  ‘‘And I was like
  Aunt Hannah's clock; too; always going off half
  an hour ahead of time。  And maybe I shall be so
  again; sometimes。  But; Bertram;''her voice
  shook a little‘‘if you'll just look at my face
  you'll see that I tell the right time there; just as
  Aunt Hannah's clock does。  I'm sure; always;
  I'll tell the right time there; even if I do go off
  half an hour ahead!''
  ‘‘As if I didn't know that;'' answered
  Bertram; very low and tenderly。  ‘‘Besides; I reckon
  I have some cogs of my own that need adjusting!''
  End