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to make a Grand Opera show of her wedding。
And as Arkwright; too; very much disapproved
of the church…wedding idea; the two were married
in the Annex living…room at noon on the fifteenth
as originally planned; in spite of Mrs。 Kate
Hartwell's letter。
It was soon after the wedding that Bertram
told Billy he wished she would sit for him with
Bertram; Jr。
‘‘I want to try my hand at you both together;''
he coaxed。
‘‘Why; of course; if you like; dear;'' agreed
Billy; promptly; ‘‘though I think Baby is just
as nice; and even nicer; alone。''
Once again all over Bertram's studio began
to appear sketches of Billy; this time a glorified;
tender Billy; with the wonderful mother…love in
her eyes。 Then; after several sketches of trial
poses; Bertram began his picture of Billy and
the baby together。
Even now Bertram was not sure of his work。
He knew that he could not yet paint with his old
freedom and ease; he knew that his stroke was
not so sure; so untrammeled。 But he knew; too;
that he had gained wonderfully; during the summer;
and that he was gaining now; every day。
To Billy he said nothing of all this。 Even to
himself he scarcely put his hope into words; but in
his heart he knew that what he was really painting
his ‘‘Mother and Child'' picture for was the
Bohemian Ten Club Exhibition in Marchif
he could but put upon canvas the vision that was
spurring him on。
And so Bertram worked all through those
short winter days; not always upon the one picture;
of course; but upon some picture or sketch
that would help to give his still uncertain left
hand the skill that had belonged to its mate。
And always; cheering; encouraging; insisting on
victory; was Billy; so that even had Bertram
been tempted; sometimes; to give up; he could
not have done soand faced Billy's grieved;
disappointed eyes。 And when at last his work
was completed; and the pictured mother and
child in all their marvelous life and beauty seemed
ready to step from the canvas; Billy drew a long
ecstatic breath。
‘‘Oh; Bertram; it _is_; it is the best work you
have ever done。'' Billy was looking at the baby。
Always she had ignored herself as part of the
picture。 ‘‘And won't it be fine for the Exhibition!''
Bertram's hand tightened on the chair…back
in front of him。 For a moment he could not
speak。 Then; a bit huskily; he asked:
‘‘Would you darerisk it?''
‘‘Risk it! Why; Bertram Henshaw; I've
meant that picture for the Exhibition from the
very firstonly I never dreamed you could get
it so perfectly lovely。 _Now_ what do you say
about Baby being nicer than any old ‘Face of a
Girl' that you ever did?'' she triumphed。
And Bertram; who; even to himself; had not
dared whisper the word exhibition; gave a tremulous
laugh that was almost a sob; so overwhelming
was his sudden realization of what faith and
confidence had meant to Billy; his wife。
If there was still a lingering doubt in Bertram's
mind; it must have been dispelled in less than
an hour after the Bohemian Ten Club Exhibition
flung open its doors on its opening night。 Once
again Bertram found his picture the cynosure
of all admiring eyes; and himself the center of an
enthusiastic group of friends and fellow…artists
who vied with each other in hearty words of
congratulation。 And when; later; the feared critics;
whose names and opinions counted for so much
in his world; had their say in the daily press and
weekly reviews; Bertram knew how surely indeed
he had won。 And when he read that ‘‘Henshaw's
work shows now a peculiar strength; a sort of
reserve power; as it were; which; beautiful as was
his former work; it never showed before;'' he
smiled grimly; and said to Billy:
‘‘I suppose; now; that was the fighting I did
with my good left hand; eh; dear?''
But there was yet one more drop that was to
make Bertram's cup of joy brim to overflowing。
It came just one month after the Exhibition in the
shape of a terse dozen words from the doctor。
Bertram fairly flew home that day。 He had no
consciousness of any means of locomotion。 He
thought he was going to tell his wife at once his
great good news; but when he saw her; speech
suddenly fled; and all that he could do was to
draw her closely to him with his left arm and hide
his face。
‘‘Why; Bertram; dearest; whatwhat is it?''
stammered the thoroughly frightened Billy。
‘‘Has anything…happened?''
‘‘No; noyesyes; everything has happened。
I mean; it's going to happen;'' choked
the man。 ‘‘Billy; that old chap says that I'm
going to have my arm again。 Think of itmy
good right arm that I've lost so long!''
‘‘_Oh; Bertram!_'' breathed Billy。 And she; too;
fell to sobbing。
Later; when speech was more coherent; she
faltered:
‘‘Well; anyway; it doesn't make any difference
_how_ many beautiful pictures you p…paint; after
this; Bertram; I _can't_ be prouder of any than I
am of the one your lleft hand did。''
‘‘Oh; but I have you to thank for all that;
dear。''
‘‘No; you haven't;'' disputed Billy; blinking
teary eyes; ‘‘but'' she paused; then went on
spiritedly; ‘‘but; anyhow; II don't believe
any onenot even Katecan say _now_ that
that I've been a hindrance to you in your c…career!''
‘‘Hindrance!'' scoffed Bertram; in a tone that
left no room for doubt; and with a kiss that left
even less; if possible。
Billy; for still another minute; was silent; then;
with a wistfulness that was half playful; half
serious; she sighed:
‘‘Bertram; I believe being married is something
like clocks; you know; 'specially at the
first。''
‘‘Clocks; dear?''
‘‘Yes。 I was out to Aunt Hannah's to…day。
She was fussing with her clockthe one that
strikes half an hour aheadand I saw all those
quantities of wheels; little and big; that have to
go just so; with all the little cogs fitting into all
the other little cogs just exactly right。 Well;
that's like marriage。 See? There's such a lot
of little cogs in everyday life that have to be
fitted so they'll run smoothlythat have to be
adjusted; 'specially at the first。''
‘‘Oh; Billy; what an idea!''
‘‘But it's so; really; Bertram。 Anyhow; I
know my cogs were always getting out of place
at the first;'' laughed Billy。 ‘‘And I was like
Aunt Hannah's clock; too; always going off half
an hour ahead of time。 And maybe I shall be so
again; sometimes。 But; Bertram;''her voice
shook a little‘‘if you'll just look at my face
you'll see that I tell the right time there; just as
Aunt Hannah's clock does。 I'm sure; always;
I'll tell the right time there; even if I do go off
half an hour ahead!''
‘‘As if I didn't know that;'' answered
Bertram; very low and tenderly。 ‘‘Besides; I reckon
I have some cogs of my own that need adjusting!''
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