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If; when the proposition was first made to him;
Arkwright was doubtful of his ability to be a
successful ‘‘Johnny…on…the…spot;'' he was even
more doubtful of it as the days passed; and he
was attempting to carry out the suggestion。
He had known that he was undertaking a most
difficult and delicate task; and he soon began to
fear that it was an impossible one; as well。 With
a dogged persistence; however; he adhered to his
purpose; ever on the alert to be more watchful;
more tactful; more efficient in emergencies。
Disagreeable as was the task; in a way; in
another way it was a great pleasure to him。 He
was glad of the opportunity to do anything for
Billy; and then; too; he was glad of something
absorbing enough to take his mind off his own
affairs。 He told himself; sometimes; that this
helping another man to fight his tiger skin was
assisting himself to fight his own。
Arkwright was trying very hard not to think
of Alice Greggory these days。 He had come back
hoping that he was in a measure ‘‘cured'' of his
‘‘folly;'' as he termed it; but the first look into
Alice Greggory's blue…gray eyes had taught him
the fallacy of that idea。 In that very first meeting
with Alice; he feared that he had revealed
his secret; for she was plainly so nervously distant
and ill at ease with him that he could but
construe her embarrassment and chilly dignity as
pity for him and a desire to show him that she
had nothing but friendship for him。 Since then
he had seen but little of her; partly because he
did not wish to see her; and partly because his
time was so fully occupied。 Then; too; in a round…
about way he had heard a rumor that Calderwell
was engaged to be married; and; though no feminine
name had been mentioned in connection
with the story; Arkwright had not hesitated
to supply in his own mind that of Alice Greggory。
Beginning with the ‘‘jamboree;'' which came
off quite in accordance with Calderwell's prophecies;
Arkwright spent the most of such time as
was not given to his professional duties in
deliberately cultivating the society of Bertram and
his friends。 To this extent he met with no difficulty;
for he found that M。 J。 Arkwright; the
new star in the operatic firmament; was obviously
a welcome comrade。 Beyond this it was not so
easy。 Arkwright wondered; indeed; sometimes;
if he were making any progress at all。 But still
he persevered。
He walked with Bertram; he talked with Bertram;
unobtrusively he contrived to be near Bertram
almost always; when they were together
with ‘‘the boys。'' Gradually he won from him
the story of what the surgeon had said to him;
and of how black the future looked in
consequence。 This established a new bond between
them; so potent that Arkwright ventured to test
it one day by telling Bertram the story of the
tiger skinthe first tiger skin in his uncle's
library years ago; and of how; since then; any
difficulty he had encountered he had tried to treat
as a tiger skin。 In telling the story he was careful
to draw no moral for his listener; and to preach
no sermon。 He told the tale; too; with all possible
whimsical lightness of touch; and immediately
at its conclusion he changed the subject。
But that he had not failed utterly in his design
was evidenced a few days later when Bertram
grimly declared that he guessed _his_ tiger skin
was a lively beast; all right。
The first time Arkwright went home with
Bertram; his presence was almost a necessity。
Bertram was not quite himself that night。 Billy
admitted them。 She had plainly been watching
and waiting。 Arkwright never forgot the look
on her face as her eyes met his。 There was a
curious mixture of terror; hurt pride; relief; and
shame; overtopped by a fierce loyalty which almost
seemed to say aloud the words: ‘‘Don't
you dare to blame him!''
Arkwright's heart ached with sympathy and
admiration at the proudly courageous way in
which Billy carried off the next few painful
minutes。 Even when he bade her good night a little
later; only her eyes said ‘‘thank you。'' Her lips
were dumb。
Arkwright often went home with Bertram after
that。 Not that it was always necessary
far from it。 Some time; indeed; elapsed before
he had quite the same excuse again for his presence。
But he had found that occasionally he
could get Bertram home earlier by adroit
suggestions of one kind or another; and more and
more frequently he was succeeding in getting
him home for a game of chess。
Bertram liked chess; and was a fine player。
Since breaking his arm he had turned to games
with the feverish eagerness of one who looks for
something absorbing to fill an unrestful mind。
It was Seaver's skill in chess that had at first
attracted Bertram to the man long ago; but Bertram
could beat him easilytoo easily for much
pleasure in it now。 So they did not play chess
often these days。 Bertram had found that; in
spite of his injury; he could still take part in
other games; and some of them; if not so intricate
as chess; were at least more apt to take his
mind off himself; especially if there were a bit
of money up to add zest and interest。
As it happened; however; Bertram learned
one day that Arkwright could play chessand
play well; too; as he discovered after their first
game together。 This fact contributed not a
little to such success as Arkwright was having
in his efforts to wean Bertram from his undesirable
companions; for Bertram soon found out
that Arkwright was more than a match for himself;
and the occasional games he did succeed in
winning only whetted his appetite for more。
Many an evening now; therefore; was spent by
the two men in Bertram's den; with Billy
anxiously hovering near; her eyes longingly
watching either her husband's absorbed face or the
pretty little red and white ivory figures; which
seemed to possess so wonderful a power to hold
his attention。 In spite of her joy at the chessmen's
efficacy in keeping Bertram at home; however;
she was almost jealous of them。
‘‘Mr。 Arkwright; couldn't you show _me_ how to
play; sometime?'' she said wistfully; one evening;
when the momentary absence of Bertram
had left the two alone together。 ‘‘I used to
watch Bertram and Marie play years ago; but
I never knew how to play myself。 Not that I
can see where the fun is in just sitting staring at
a chessboard for half an hour at a time; though!
But Bertram likes it; and so II want to learn
to stare with him。 Will you teach me?''
‘‘I should be glad to;'' smiled Arkwright。
‘‘Then will you come; maybe; sometimes
when Bertram is at the doctor's? He goes every
Tuesday and Friday at three o'clock for treatment。
I'd rather you came then for two reasons:
first; because I don't want Bertram to know
I'm learning; till I can play _some_; and; secondly;
becausebecause I don't want to take you
awayfrom him。''
The last words were spoken very low; and were
accompanied by a painful blush。 It was the
first time Billy had ever hinted to Arkwright;
in words; that she understood what he was trying
to do。
‘‘I'll come next Tuesday;'' promised Arkwright;
with a cheerfully unobservant air。 Then Bertram
came in; bringing the book of Chess Problems;
for which he had gone up…stairs。
CHAPTER XXIX
CHESS
Promptly at three o'clock Tuesday afternoon
Arkwright appeared at the Strata; and for the
next hour Billy did her best to learn the names
and the moves of the pretty little ivory men。
But at the end of the hour she was almost ready
to give up in despair。
‘‘If there weren't so many kinds; and if they
didn't all insist on doing something different; it
wouldn't be so bad;'' she sighed。 ‘‘But how can
you be expected to remember which goes diagonal;
and which crisscross; and which can't go
but one square; and which can skip 'way across
the board; 'specially when that little pawn…thing
can go straight ahead _two_ squares sometimes;
and the next minute only one (except when it
takes things; and then it goes crooked one square)
and when that tiresome little horse tries to go
all ways at once; and can jump 'round and hurdle
over _anybody's_ head; even the king'show can
you expect folks to remember? But; then; Bertram
remembers;'' she added; resolutely; ‘‘so I
guess I can。''
Whenever possible; after that; Arkwright came
on Tuesdays and Fridays; and; in spite of her
doubts; Billy did very soon begin to ‘‘remember。''
Spurred by her great desire to play with Bertram
and surprise him; Billy spared no pains to learn
well her lessons。 Even among the baby's books
and playthings these days might be found a
‘‘Manual of Chess;'' for Billy pursued her study
at all hours; and some nights even her dreams
were of ruined; castles where kings and queens
and bishops di