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  but even she would not mind this once
  and; anyhow; it was Jenkins that was the attraction;
  not Seaver。  Besides; he himself was no
  undeveloped boy now。  He was a man; presumedly
  able to take care of himself。  Besides; again; had
  not Billy herself told him to go out and enjoy the
  evening without her; as she had to stay with the
  baby?  He would telephone her; of course; that
  he had met some old friends; and that he might
  be late; then she would not worry。
  And forthwith; having settled the matter in
  his mind; and to his complete satisfaction; Bertram
  gave his undivided attention to Seaver; who
  had already plunged into an account of a recent
  Art Exhibition he had attended in Paris。
  CHAPTER XXVI
  GHOSTS THAT WALKED FOR BERTRAM
  October proved to be unusually mild; and
  about the middle of the month; Bertram; after
  much unselfish urging on the part of Billy; went
  to a friend's camp in the Adirondacks for a week's
  stay。  He came back with an angry; lugubrious
  faceand a broken arm。
  ‘‘Oh; Bertram!  And your right one; too
  the same one you broke before!'' mourned Billy;
  tearfully。
  ‘‘Of course;'' retorted Bertram; trying in vain
  to give an air of jauntiness to his reply。  ‘‘Didn't
  want to be too changeable; you know!''
  ‘‘But how did you do it; dear?''
  ‘‘Fell into a silly little hole covered with
  underbrush。  Butoh; Billy; what's the use?  I
  did it; and I can't undo itmore's the pity!''
  ‘‘Of course you can't; you poor boy;''
  sympathized Billy; ‘‘and you sha'n't be tormented with
  questions。  We'll just be thankful 'twas no worse。
  You can't paint for a while; of course; but we
  won't mind that。  It'll just give Baby and me a
  chance to have you all to ourselves for a time;
  and we'll love that!'
  ‘‘Yes; of course;'' sighed Bertram; so abstractedly
  that Billy bridled with pretty resentment。
  ‘‘Well; I like your enthusiasm; sir;'' she frowned。
  ‘‘I'm afraid you don't appreciate the blessings
  you do have; young man!  Did you realize what
  I said?  I remarked that you could be with _Baby_
  and _me_;'' she emphasized。
  Bertram laughed; and gave his wife an affectionate
  kiss。
  ‘‘Indeed I do appreciate my blessings; dear
  when those blessings are such treasures as you
  and Baby; but''  Only his doleful eyes fixed
  on his injured arm finished his sentence。
  ‘‘I know; dear; of course; and I understand;''
  murmured Billy; all tenderness at once。
  They were not easy for Bertramthose following
  days。  Once again he was obliged to accept
  the little intimate personal services that he
  so disliked。  Once again he could do nothing but
  read; or wander disconsolately into his studio
  and gaze at his half…finished ‘‘Face of a Girl。''
  Occasionally; it is true; driven nearly to desperation
  by the haunting vision in his mind's eye; he
  picked up a brush and attempted to make his
  left hand serve his will; but a bare half…dozen
  irritating; ineffectual strokes were usually enough
  to make him throw down his brush in disgust。
  He never could do anything with his left hand;
  he told himself dejectedly。
  Many of his hours; of course; he spent with
  Billy and his son; and they were happy hours;
  too; but they always came to be restless ones
  before the day was half over。  Billy was always
  devotion itself to himwhen she was not
  attending to the baby; he had no fault to find with
  Billy。  And the baby was delightfulhe could
  find no fault with the baby。  But the baby _was_
  fretfulhe was teething; Billy saidand he
  needed a great deal of attention; so; naturally;
  Bertram drifted out of the nursery; after a time;
  and went down into his studio; where were his
  dear; empty palette; his orderly brushes; and
  his tantalizing ‘‘Face of a Girl。''  From the
  studio; generally; Bertram went out on to the street。
  Sometimes he dropped into a fellow…artist's
  studio。  Sometimes he strolled into a club or
  caf