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but even she would not mind this once
and; anyhow; it was Jenkins that was the attraction;
not Seaver。 Besides; he himself was no
undeveloped boy now。 He was a man; presumedly
able to take care of himself。 Besides; again; had
not Billy herself told him to go out and enjoy the
evening without her; as she had to stay with the
baby? He would telephone her; of course; that
he had met some old friends; and that he might
be late; then she would not worry。
And forthwith; having settled the matter in
his mind; and to his complete satisfaction; Bertram
gave his undivided attention to Seaver; who
had already plunged into an account of a recent
Art Exhibition he had attended in Paris。
CHAPTER XXVI
GHOSTS THAT WALKED FOR BERTRAM
October proved to be unusually mild; and
about the middle of the month; Bertram; after
much unselfish urging on the part of Billy; went
to a friend's camp in the Adirondacks for a week's
stay。 He came back with an angry; lugubrious
faceand a broken arm。
‘‘Oh; Bertram! And your right one; too
the same one you broke before!'' mourned Billy;
tearfully。
‘‘Of course;'' retorted Bertram; trying in vain
to give an air of jauntiness to his reply。 ‘‘Didn't
want to be too changeable; you know!''
‘‘But how did you do it; dear?''
‘‘Fell into a silly little hole covered with
underbrush。 Butoh; Billy; what's the use? I
did it; and I can't undo itmore's the pity!''
‘‘Of course you can't; you poor boy;''
sympathized Billy; ‘‘and you sha'n't be tormented with
questions。 We'll just be thankful 'twas no worse。
You can't paint for a while; of course; but we
won't mind that。 It'll just give Baby and me a
chance to have you all to ourselves for a time;
and we'll love that!'
‘‘Yes; of course;'' sighed Bertram; so abstractedly
that Billy bridled with pretty resentment。
‘‘Well; I like your enthusiasm; sir;'' she frowned。
‘‘I'm afraid you don't appreciate the blessings
you do have; young man! Did you realize what
I said? I remarked that you could be with _Baby_
and _me_;'' she emphasized。
Bertram laughed; and gave his wife an affectionate
kiss。
‘‘Indeed I do appreciate my blessings; dear
when those blessings are such treasures as you
and Baby; but'' Only his doleful eyes fixed
on his injured arm finished his sentence。
‘‘I know; dear; of course; and I understand;''
murmured Billy; all tenderness at once。
They were not easy for Bertramthose following
days。 Once again he was obliged to accept
the little intimate personal services that he
so disliked。 Once again he could do nothing but
read; or wander disconsolately into his studio
and gaze at his half…finished ‘‘Face of a Girl。''
Occasionally; it is true; driven nearly to desperation
by the haunting vision in his mind's eye; he
picked up a brush and attempted to make his
left hand serve his will; but a bare half…dozen
irritating; ineffectual strokes were usually enough
to make him throw down his brush in disgust。
He never could do anything with his left hand;
he told himself dejectedly。
Many of his hours; of course; he spent with
Billy and his son; and they were happy hours;
too; but they always came to be restless ones
before the day was half over。 Billy was always
devotion itself to himwhen she was not
attending to the baby; he had no fault to find with
Billy。 And the baby was delightfulhe could
find no fault with the baby。 But the baby _was_
fretfulhe was teething; Billy saidand he
needed a great deal of attention; so; naturally;
Bertram drifted out of the nursery; after a time;
and went down into his studio; where were his
dear; empty palette; his orderly brushes; and
his tantalizing ‘‘Face of a Girl。'' From the
studio; generally; Bertram went out on to the street。
Sometimes he dropped into a fellow…artist's
studio。 Sometimes he strolled into a club or
caf