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with cheerful tactlessness。 ‘‘They said you did;
but; I declare; you look worse than I thought。''
Billy's pale face reddened perceptibly。
‘‘Nonsense! It's just that I'm soso tired;''
she insisted。 ‘‘I shall be all right soon。 How
did you leave the children?''
‘‘Well; and happy'specially little Kate;
because mother was going away。 Kate is mistress;
you know; when I'm gone; and she takes
herself very seriously。''
‘‘Mistress! A little thing like her! Why; she
can't be more than ten or eleven;'' murmured
Billy。
‘‘She isn't。 She was ten last month。 But
you'd think she was forty; the airs she gives
herself; sometimes。 Oh; of course there's Nora; and
the cook; and Miss Winton; the governess; there
to really manage things; and Mother Hartwell
is just around the corner; but little Kate _thinks_
she's managing; so she's happy。''
Billy suppressed a smile。 Billy was thinking
that little Kate came naturally by at least one
of her traits。
‘‘Really; that child is impossible; sometimes;''
resumed Mrs。 Hartwell; with a sigh。 ‘‘You
know the absurd things she was always saying
two or three years ago; when we came on to
Cyril's wedding。''
‘‘Yes; I remember。''
‘‘Well; I thought she would get over it。 But
she doesn't。 She's worse; if anything; and sometimes
her insight; or intuition; or whatever you
may call it; is positively uncanny。 I never know
what she's going to remark next; when I take her
anywhere; but it's safe to say; whatever it is; it'll
be unexpected and _usually_ embarrassing to somebody。
Andis that the baby?'' broke off Mrs。
Hartwell; as a cooing laugh and a woman's voice
came from the next room。
‘‘Yes。 The nurse has just brought him in; I
think;'' said Billy。
‘‘Then I'll go right now and see him;''
rejoined Kate; rising to her feet and hurrying into
the next room。
Left alone; Billy lay back wearily in her
reclining…chair。 She wondered why Kate always
tired her so。 She wished she had had on her blue
kimono; then perhaps Kate would not have
thought she looked so badly。 Blue was always
more becoming to her than
Billy turned her head suddenly。 From the
next room had come Kate's clear…cut; decisive
voice。
‘‘Oh; no; I don't think he looks a bit like his
father。 That little snubby nose was never the
Henshaw nose。''
Billy drew in her breath sharply; and pulled
herself half erect in her chair。 From the next
room came Kate's voice again; after a low murmur
from the nurse。
‘‘Oh; but he isn't; I tell you。 He isn't one bit
of a Henshaw baby! The Henshaw babies are
always _pretty_ ones。 They have more hair; and
they lookwell; different。''
Billy gave a low cry; and struggled to her feet。
‘‘Oh; no;'' spoke up Kate; in answer to
another indistinct something from the nurse。 ‘‘I
don't think he's near as pretty as the twins。 Of
course the twins are a good deal older; but they
have such a _bright_ look;and they did have;
from the very first。 I saw it in their tiniest baby
pictures。 But this baby''
‘‘_This_ baby is _mine_; please;'' cut in a
tremulous; but resolute voice; and Mrs。 Hartwell
turned to confront Bertram; Jr。's mother;
manifestly weak and trembling; but no less
manifestly blazing…eyed and determined。
‘‘Why; Billy!'' expostulated Mrs。 Hartwell;
as Billy stumbled forward and snatched the child
into her arms。
‘‘Perhaps he doesn't look like the Henshaw
babies。 Perhaps he isn't as pretty as the twins。
Perhaps he hasn't much hair; and does have a
snub nose。 He's my baby just the same; and I
shall not stay calmly by and see him abused!
Besides; _I_ think he's prettier than the twins ever
thought of being; and he's got all the hair I want
him to have; and his nose is just exactly what a
baby's nose ought to be!'' And; with a superb
gesture; Billy turned and bore the baby away。
CHAPTER XXIII
BILLY AND THE ENORMOUS RESPONSIBILITY
When the doctor heard from the nurse of Mrs。
Hartwell's visit and what had come of it; he only
gave a discreet smile; as befitted himself and the
occasion; but to his wife privately; that night;
the doctor said; when he had finished telling the
story:
‘‘And I couldn't have prescribed a better pill
if I'd tried!''
‘‘_Pill_Mrs。 Hartwell! Oh; Harold;'' reproved
the doctor's wife; mildly。
But the doctor only chuckled the more; and
said:
‘‘You wait and see。''
If Billy's friends were worried before because
of her lassitude and lack of ambition; they were
almost as worried now over her amazing alertness
and insistent activity。 Day by day; almost hour
by hour; she seemed to gain in strength; and every
bit she acquired she promptly tested almost to
the breaking point; so plainly eager was she to
be well and strong。 And always; from morning
until night; and again from night until morning;
the pivot of her existence; around which swung
all thoughts; words; actions; and plans; was the
sturdy little plump…cheeked; firm…fleshed atom
of humanity known as Bertram; Jr。 Even Aunt
Hannah remonstrated with her at last。
‘‘But; Billy; dear;'' she exclaimed; ‘‘one would
almost get the idea that you thought there wasn't
a thing in the world but that baby!''
Billy laughed。
‘‘Well; do you know; sometimes I 'most think
there isn't;'' she retorted unblushingly。
‘‘Billy!'' protested Aunt Hannah; then; a
little severely; she demanded: ‘‘And who was it
that just last September was calling this same
only…object…in…the…world a third person in your
home?''
‘‘Third person; indeed! Aunt Hannah; did I?
Did I really say such a dreadful thing as that?
But I didn't know; then; of course。 I couldn't
know how perfectly wonderful a baby is; especially
such a baby as Bertram; Jr。; is。 Why; Aunt Hannah;
that little thing knows a whole lot already。
He's known me for weeks; I know he has。 And
ages and ages ago he began to give me little smiles
when he saw me。 They were smilesreal smiles!
Oh; yes; I know nurse said they weren't smiles at
the first;'' admitted Billy; in answer to Aunt
Hannah's doubting expression。 ‘‘I know nurse said
it was only wind on his stomach。 Think of it
wind on his stomach! Just as if I didn't know the
difference between my own baby's smile and wind
on his stomach! And you don't know how soon
he began to follow my moving finger with his
eyes!''
‘‘Yes; I tried that one day; I remember;''
observed Aunt Hannah demurely。 ‘‘I moved my
finger。 He looked at the ceiling_fixedly_。''
‘‘Well; probably he _wanted_ to look at the
ceiling; then;'' defended the young mother; promptly。
‘‘I'm sure I wouldn't give a snap for a baby if he
didn't sometimes have a mind of his own; and
exercise it!''
‘‘Oh; Billy; Billy;'' laughed Aunt Hannah;
with a shake of her head as Billy turned away;
chin uptilted。
By the time Bertram; Jr。; was three months
old; Billy was unmistakably her old happy; merry
self; strong and well。 Affairs at the Strata once
more were moving as by clockworkonly this
time it was a baby's hand that set the clock; and
that wound it; too。
Billy told her husband very earnestly that now
they had entered upon a period of Enormous
Responsibility。 The Life; Character; and Destiny
of a Human Soul was intrusted to their care; and
they must be Wise; Faithful; and Efficient。 They
must be at once Proud and Humble at this
their Great Opportunity。 They must Observe;
Learn; and Practice。 First and foremost in their
eyes must always be this wonderful Important
Trust。
Bertram laughed at first very heartily at Billy's
instructions; which; he declared; were so bristling
with capitals that he could fairly see them drop
from her lips。 Then; when he found how really
very much in earnest she was; and how hurt she
was at his levity; he managed to pull his face into
something like sobriety while she talked to him;
though he did persist in dropping kisses on her
cheeks; her chin; her finger…tips; her hair; and the
little pink lobes of her ears‘‘just by way of
punctuation'' to her sentences; he said。 And he
told her that he wasn't really slighting her lips;
only that they moved so fast he could not catch
them。 Whereat Billy pouted; and told him severely
that he was a bad; naughty boy; and that
he did not deserve to be the father of the dearest;
most wonderful baby in the world。
‘‘No; I know I don't;'' beamed Bertram; with
cheerful unrepentance; ‘‘but I am; just the same;''
he finished triumphantly。 And this time he contrived
to find his wife's lips。
‘‘Oh; Bertram;'' sighed Billy; despairingly。
‘‘You're an old dear; of course; and one just
can't be cross with you; but you don't; you just
_don't_ realize your Immense Responsibility。''
‘‘Oh; yes; I do;'' main