第 38 节
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  with cheerful tactlessness。  ‘‘They said you did;
  but; I declare; you look worse than I thought。''
  Billy's pale face reddened perceptibly。
  ‘‘Nonsense!  It's just that I'm soso tired;''
  she insisted。  ‘‘I shall be all right soon。  How
  did you leave the children?''
  ‘‘Well; and happy'specially little Kate;
  because mother was going away。  Kate is mistress;
  you know; when I'm gone; and she takes
  herself very seriously。''
  ‘‘Mistress!  A little thing like her!  Why; she
  can't be more than ten or eleven;'' murmured
  Billy。
  ‘‘She isn't。  She was ten last month。  But
  you'd think she was forty; the airs she gives
  herself; sometimes。  Oh; of course there's Nora; and
  the cook; and Miss Winton; the governess; there
  to really manage things; and Mother Hartwell
  is just around the corner; but little Kate _thinks_
  she's managing; so she's happy。''
  Billy suppressed a smile。  Billy was thinking
  that little Kate came naturally by at least one
  of her traits。
  ‘‘Really; that child is impossible; sometimes;''
  resumed Mrs。 Hartwell; with a sigh。  ‘‘You
  know the absurd things she was always saying
  two or three years ago; when we came on to
  Cyril's wedding。''
  ‘‘Yes; I remember。''
  ‘‘Well; I thought she would get over it。  But
  she doesn't。  She's worse; if anything; and sometimes
  her insight; or intuition; or whatever you
  may call it; is positively uncanny。  I never know
  what she's going to remark next; when I take her
  anywhere; but it's safe to say; whatever it is; it'll
  be unexpected and _usually_ embarrassing to somebody。
  Andis that the baby?'' broke off Mrs。
  Hartwell; as a cooing laugh and a woman's voice
  came from the next room。
  ‘‘Yes。  The nurse has just brought him in; I
  think;'' said Billy。
  ‘‘Then I'll go right now and see him;''
  rejoined Kate; rising to her feet and hurrying into
  the next room。
  Left alone; Billy lay back wearily in her
  reclining…chair。  She wondered why Kate always
  tired her so。  She wished she had had on her blue
  kimono; then perhaps Kate would not have
  thought she looked so badly。  Blue was always
  more becoming to her than
  Billy turned her head suddenly。  From the
  next room had come Kate's clear…cut; decisive
  voice。
  ‘‘Oh; no; I don't think he looks a bit like his
  father。  That little snubby nose was never the
  Henshaw nose。''
  Billy drew in her breath sharply; and pulled
  herself half erect in her chair。  From the next
  room came Kate's voice again; after a low murmur
  from the nurse。
  ‘‘Oh; but he isn't; I tell you。  He isn't one bit
  of a Henshaw baby!  The Henshaw babies are
  always _pretty_ ones。  They have more hair; and
  they lookwell; different。''
  Billy gave a low cry; and struggled to her feet。
  ‘‘Oh; no;'' spoke up Kate; in answer to
  another indistinct something from the nurse。  ‘‘I
  don't think he's near as pretty as the twins。  Of
  course the twins are a good deal older; but they
  have such a _bright_ look;and they did have;
  from the very first。  I saw it in their tiniest baby
  pictures。  But this baby''
  ‘‘_This_ baby is _mine_; please;'' cut in a
  tremulous; but resolute voice; and Mrs。 Hartwell
  turned to confront Bertram; Jr。's mother;
  manifestly weak and trembling; but no less
  manifestly blazing…eyed and determined。
  ‘‘Why; Billy!'' expostulated Mrs。 Hartwell;
  as Billy stumbled forward and snatched the child
  into her arms。
  ‘‘Perhaps he doesn't look like the Henshaw
  babies。  Perhaps he isn't as pretty as the twins。
  Perhaps he hasn't much hair; and does have a
  snub nose。  He's my baby just the same; and I
  shall not stay calmly by and see him abused!
  Besides; _I_ think he's prettier than the twins ever
  thought of being; and he's got all the hair I want
  him to have; and his nose is just exactly what a
  baby's nose ought to be!''  And; with a superb
  gesture; Billy turned and bore the baby away。
  CHAPTER XXIII
  BILLY AND THE ENORMOUS RESPONSIBILITY
  When the doctor heard from the nurse of Mrs。
  Hartwell's visit and what had come of it; he only
  gave a discreet smile; as befitted himself and the
  occasion; but to his wife privately; that night;
  the doctor said; when he had finished telling the
  story:
  ‘‘And I couldn't have prescribed a better pill
  if I'd tried!''
  ‘‘_Pill_Mrs。 Hartwell!  Oh; Harold;'' reproved
  the doctor's wife; mildly。
  But the doctor only chuckled the more; and
  said:
  ‘‘You wait and see。''
  If Billy's friends were worried before because
  of her lassitude and lack of ambition; they were
  almost as worried now over her amazing alertness
  and insistent activity。  Day by day; almost hour
  by hour; she seemed to gain in strength; and every
  bit she acquired she promptly tested almost to
  the breaking point; so plainly eager was she to
  be well and strong。  And always; from morning
  until night; and again from night until morning;
  the pivot of her existence; around which swung
  all thoughts; words; actions; and plans; was the
  sturdy little plump…cheeked; firm…fleshed atom
  of humanity known as Bertram; Jr。  Even Aunt
  Hannah remonstrated with her at last。
  ‘‘But; Billy; dear;'' she exclaimed; ‘‘one would
  almost get the idea that you thought there wasn't
  a thing in the world but that baby!''
  Billy laughed。
  ‘‘Well; do you know; sometimes I 'most think
  there isn't;'' she retorted unblushingly。
  ‘‘Billy!'' protested Aunt Hannah; then; a
  little severely; she demanded:  ‘‘And who was it
  that just last September was calling this same
  only…object…in…the…world a third person in your
  home?''
  ‘‘Third person; indeed!  Aunt Hannah; did I?
  Did I really say such a dreadful thing as that?
  But I didn't know; then; of course。  I couldn't
  know how perfectly wonderful a baby is; especially
  such a baby as Bertram; Jr。; is。  Why; Aunt Hannah;
  that little thing knows a whole lot already。
  He's known me for weeks; I know he has。  And
  ages and ages ago he began to give me little smiles
  when he saw me。  They were smilesreal smiles!
  Oh; yes; I know nurse said they weren't smiles at
  the first;'' admitted Billy; in answer to Aunt
  Hannah's doubting expression。  ‘‘I know nurse said
  it was only wind on his stomach。  Think of it
  wind on his stomach!  Just as if I didn't know the
  difference between my own baby's smile and wind
  on his stomach!  And you don't know how soon
  he began to follow my moving finger with his
  eyes!''
  ‘‘Yes; I tried that one day; I remember;''
  observed Aunt Hannah demurely。  ‘‘I moved my
  finger。  He looked at the ceiling_fixedly_。''
  ‘‘Well; probably he _wanted_ to look at the
  ceiling; then;'' defended the young mother; promptly。
  ‘‘I'm sure I wouldn't give a snap for a baby if he
  didn't sometimes have a mind of his own; and
  exercise it!''
  ‘‘Oh; Billy; Billy;'' laughed Aunt Hannah;
  with a shake of her head as Billy turned away;
  chin uptilted。
  By the time Bertram; Jr。; was three months
  old; Billy was unmistakably her old happy; merry
  self; strong and well。  Affairs at the Strata once
  more were moving as by clockworkonly this
  time it was a baby's hand that set the clock; and
  that wound it; too。
  Billy told her husband very earnestly that now
  they had entered upon a period of Enormous
  Responsibility。  The Life; Character; and Destiny
  of a Human Soul was intrusted to their care; and
  they must be Wise; Faithful; and Efficient。  They
  must be at once Proud and Humble at this
  their Great Opportunity。  They must Observe;
  Learn; and Practice。  First and foremost in their
  eyes must always be this wonderful Important
  Trust。
  Bertram laughed at first very heartily at Billy's
  instructions; which; he declared; were so bristling
  with capitals that he could fairly see them drop
  from her lips。  Then; when he found how really
  very much in earnest she was; and how hurt she
  was at his levity; he managed to pull his face into
  something like sobriety while she talked to him;
  though he did persist in dropping kisses on her
  cheeks; her chin; her finger…tips; her hair; and the
  little pink lobes of her ears‘‘just by way of
  punctuation'' to her sentences; he said。  And he
  told her that he wasn't really slighting her lips;
  only that they moved so fast he could not catch
  them。  Whereat Billy pouted; and told him severely
  that he was a bad; naughty boy; and that
  he did not deserve to be the father of the dearest;
  most wonderful baby in the world。
  ‘‘No; I know I don't;'' beamed Bertram; with
  cheerful unrepentance; ‘‘but I am; just the same;''
  he finished triumphantly。  And this time he contrived
  to find his wife's lips。
  ‘‘Oh; Bertram;'' sighed Billy; despairingly。
  ‘‘You're an old dear; of course; and one just
  can't be cross with you; but you don't; you just
  _don't_ realize your Immense Responsibility。''
  ‘‘Oh; yes; I do;'' main