第 35 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:46      字数:9322
  He told himself wearily that she could not help
  him fight this tiger skin that lay across his path;
  The very fact of her presence by his side would;
  indeed; incapacitate himself for fighting。  So he
  deliberately stayed away from the Annex until
  the day before he sailed for Germany。  Then he
  went out to say good…by。
  Chagrined as he was at what he termed his
  imbecile stupidity in not knowing his own heart all
  these past months; and convinced; as he also was;
  that Alice and Calderwell cared for each other;
  he could see no way for him but to play the part
  of a man of kindliness and honor; leaving a clear
  field for his preferred rival; and bringing no
  shadow of regret to mar the happiness of the girl
  he loved。
  As for being his old easy; frank self on this last
  call; however; that was impossible; so Alice found
  plenty of fuel for her still burning fires of
  suspicionfires which had; indeed; blazed up anew
  at this second long period of absence on the part
  of Arkwright。  Naturally; therefore; the call was
  anything but a joy and comfort to either one。
  Arkwright was nervous; gloomy; and abnormally
  gay by turns。  Alice was nervous and abnormally
  gay all the time。  Then they said good…by and
  Arkwright went away。  He sailed the next day;
  and Alice settled down to the summer of study
  and hard work she had laid out for herself。
  On the tenth of September Billy came home。
  She was brown; plump…cheeked; and smiling。  She
  declared that she had had a perfectly beautiful
  time; and that there couldn't be anything in the
  world nicer than the trip she and Bertram had
  takenjust they two together。  In answer to
  Aunt Hannah's solicitous inquiries; she asserted
  that she was all well and rested now。  But there
  was a vaguely troubled questioning in her eyes
  that Aunt Hannah did not quite like。  Aunt
  Hannah; however; said nothing even to Billy
  herself about this。
  One of the first friends Billy saw after her return
  was Hugh Calderwell。  As it happened Bertram
  was out when he came; so Billy had the first half…
  hour of the call to herself。  She was not sorry for
  this; as it gave her a chance to question Calderwell
  a little concerning Alice Greggorysomething
  she had long ago determined to do at the
  first opportunity。
  ‘‘Now tell me everythingeverything about
  everybody;'' she began diplomatically; settling
  herself comfortably for a good visit。
  ‘‘Thank you; I'm well; and have had a
  passably agreeable summer; barring the heat; sundry
  persistent mosquitoes; several grievous disappointments;
  and a felon on my thumb;'' he began; with
  shameless imperturbability。  ‘‘I have been to
  Revere once; to the circus once; to Nantasket
  three times; and to Keith's and the ‘movies' ten
  times; perhapsto be accurate。  I have also
  But perhaps there was some one else you desired
  to inquire for;'' he broke off; turning upon
  his hostess a bland but unsmiling countenance。
  ‘‘Oh; no; how could there be?'' twinkled Billy。
  ‘‘Really; Hugh; I always knew you had a pretty
  good opinion of yourself; but I didn't credit you
  with thinking you were _everybody_。  Go on。  I'm
  so interested!''
  Hugh chuckled softly; but there was a plaintive
  tone in his voice as he answered。
  ‘‘Thanks; no。  I've rather lost my interest
  now。  Lack of appreciation always did discourage
  me。  We'll talk of something else; please。  You
  enjoyed your trip?''
  ‘‘Very much。  It just couldn't have been
  nicer!''
  ‘‘You were lucky。  The heat here has been
  something fierce!''
  ‘‘What made you stay?''
  ‘‘Reasons too numerous; and one too heart…
  breaking; to mention。  Besides; you forget;'' with
  dignity。  ‘‘There is my profession。  I have joined
  the workers of the world now; you know。''
  ‘‘Oh; fudge; Hugh!'' laughed Billy。  ‘‘You
  know very well you're as likely as not to start
  for the ends of the earth to…morrow morning!''
  Hugh drew himself up。
  ‘‘I don't seem to succeed in making people
  understand that I'm serious;'' he began aggrievedly。
  ‘‘I''  With an expressive flourish
  of his hands he relaxed suddenly; and fell back
  in his chair。  A slow smile came to his lips。
  ‘‘Well; Billy; I'll give up。  You've hit it;'' he
  confessed。  ‘‘I _have_ thought seriously of starting to…
  morrow morning for _half…way_ to the ends of the
  earthPanama。''
  ‘‘Hugh!''
  ‘‘Well; I have。  Even this call was to be a
  good…byif I went。''
  ‘‘Oh; Hugh!  But I really thoughtin spite
  of my teasingthat you had settled down; this
  time。''
  ‘‘Yes; so did I;'' sighed the man; a little soberly。
  ‘‘But I guess it's no use; Billy。  Oh; I'm coming
  back; of course; and link arms again with their
  worthy Highnesses; John Doe and Richard Roe;
  but just now I've got a restless fit on me。  I want
  to see the wheels go 'round。  Of course; if I had
  my bread and butter and cigars to earn; 'twould
  be different。  But I haven't; and I know I haven't;
  and I suspect that's where the trouble lies。  If it
  wasn't for those natal silver spoons of mine that
  Bertram is always talking about; things might be
  different。  But the spoons are there; and always
  have been; and I know they're all ready to dish
  out mountains to climb and lakes to paddle in;
  any time I've a mind to say the word。  SoI
  just say the word。  That's all。''
  ‘‘And you've said it now?''
  ‘‘Yes; I think so; for a while。''
  ‘‘Andthose reasons that _have_ kept you here
  all summer;'' ventured Billy; ‘‘they aren't in
  ercommission any longer?''
  ‘‘No。''
  Billy hesitated; regarding her companion
  meditatively。  Then; with the feeling that she had
  followed a blind alley to its termination; she
  retreated and made a fresh start。
  ‘‘Well; you haven't yet told me everything
  about everybody; you know;'' she hinted
  smilingly。  ‘‘You might begin thatI mean the
  less important everybodies; of course; now that
  I've heard about you。''
  ‘‘Meaning''
  ‘‘Oh; Aunt Hannah; and the Greggorys; and
  Cyril and Marie; and the twins; and Mr。 Arkwright;
  and all the rest。''
  ‘‘But you've had letters; surely。''
  ‘‘Yes; I've had letters from some of them; and
  I've seen most of them since I came back。  It's
  just that I wanted to know _your_ viewpoint of
  what's happened through the summer。''
  ‘‘Very well。  Aunt Hannah is as dear as ever;
  wears just as many shawls; and still keeps her
  clock striking twelve when it's half…past eleven。
  Mrs。 Greggory is just as sweet as everand a
  little more frail; I fear;bless her heart!  Mr。
  Arkwright is still abroad; as I presume you know。
  I hear he is doing great stunts over there; and
  will sing in Berlin and Paris this winter。  I'm
  thinking of going across from Panama later。  If
  I do I shall look him up。  Mr。 and Mrs。 Cyril
  are as well as could be expected when you realize
  that they haven't yet settled on a pair of names
  for the twins。''
  ‘‘I know itand the poor little things three
  months old; too!  I think it's a shame。  You've
  heard the reason; I suppose。  Cyril declares that
  naming babies is one of the most serious and
  delicate operations in the world; and that; for his
  part; he thinks people ought to select their own
  names when they've arrived at years of discretion。
  He wants to wait till the twins are eighteen;
  and then make each of them a birthday present
  of the name of their own choosing。''
  ‘‘Well; if that isn't the limit!'' laughed
  Calderwell。  ‘‘I'd heard some such thing before; but
  I hadn't supposed it was really so。''
  ‘‘Well; it is。  He says he knows more tomboys
  and enormous fat women named ‘Grace' and
  ‘Lily;' and sweet little mouse…like ladies staggering
  along under a sonorous ‘Jerusha Theodosia'
  or ‘Zenobia Jane'; and that if he should name
  the boys ‘Franz' and ‘Felix' after Schubert
  and Mendelssohn as Marie wants to; they'd as
  likely as not turn out to be men who hated the
  sound of music and doted on stocks and dry
  goods。''
  ‘‘Humph!'' grunted Calderwell。  ‘‘I saw Cyril
  last week; and he said he hadn't named the twins
  yet; but he didn't tell me why。  I offered him
  two perfectly good names myself; but he didn't
  seem interested。''
  ‘‘What were they?''
  ‘‘Eldad and Bildad。''
  ‘‘Hugh!'' protested Billy。
  ‘‘Well; why not?'' bridled the man。  ‘‘I'm
  sure those are new and unique; and really musical;
  too'way ahead of your Franz and Felix。''
  ‘‘But those aren't really names!''
  ‘‘Indeed they are。''
  ‘‘Where did you get them?''
  ‘‘Off our family tree; though they're Bible
  names; Belle says。  Perhaps you didn't know; but
  Sister Belle has been making the dirt fly quite
  lively of late around that family tree of ours; and
  she wrote me some of her discoveries。  It seems
  two of the roots; or branchessay; are ancestors
  roots; or branches?were called Eldad and
  Bildad。  Now I thought those names were good
  enough to p