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Arkwright; one day。 They greeted her as if she had
just returned from a far country。
‘‘Well; if you aren't the stranger lady;'' began
Calderwell; looking frankly pleased to see her。
‘‘We'd thought of advertising in the daily press
somewhat after this fashion: ‘Lost; strayed; or
stolen; one Billy; comrade; good friend; and kind
cheerer…up of lonely hearts。 Any information
thankfully received by her bereft; sorrowing
friends。' ''
Billy joined in the laugh that greeted this sally;
but Arkwright noticed that she tried to change
the subject from her own affairs to a discussion
of the new song on Alice Greggory's piano。
Calderwell; however; was not to be silenced。
‘‘The last I heard of this elusive Billy;'' he
resumed; with teasing cheerfulness; ‘‘she was running
down a certain lost calory that had slipped
away from her husband's breakfast; and''
Billy wheeled sharply。
‘‘Where did you get hold of that?'' she demanded。
‘‘Oh; I didn't;'' returned the man; defensively。
‘‘I never got hold of it at all。 I never even saw
the calorythough; for that matter; I don't
think I should know one if I did see it! What we
feared was; that; in hunting the lost calory; you
had lost yourself; and'' But Billy would hear
no more。 With her disdainful nose in the air she
walked to the piano。
‘‘Come; Mr。 Arkwright;'' she said with dignity。
‘‘Let's try this song。''
Arkwright rose at once and accompanied her
to the piano。
They had sung the song through twice when
Billy became uneasily aware that; on the other
side of the room; Calderwell and Alice Greggory
were softly chuckling over something they had
found in a magazine。 Billy frowned; and twitched
the corners of a pile of music; with restless fingers。
‘‘I wonder if Alice hasn't got some quartets
here somewhere;'' she murmured; her disapproving
eyes still bent on the absorbed couple across
the room。
Arkwright was silent。 Billy; throwing a
hurried glance into his face; thought she detected
a somber shadow in his eyes。 She thought; too;
she knew why it was there。 So possessed had
Billy been; during the early winter; of the idea
that her special mission in life was to inaugurate
and foster a love affair between disappointed Mr。
Arkwright and lonely Alice Greggory; that now
she forgot; for a moment; that Arkwright himself
was quite unaware of her efforts。 She thought
only that the present shadow on his face must
be caused by the same thing that brought worry
to her own heartthe manifest devotion of
Calderwell to Alice Greggory just now across the
room。 Instinctively; therefore; as to a coworker
in a common cause; she turned a disturbed face
to the man at her side。
‘‘It is; indeed; high time that I looked after
something besides lost calories;'' she said
significantly。 Then; at the evident uncomprehension
in Arkwright's face; she added: ‘‘Has it
been going on like thisvery long?''
Arkwright still; apparently; did not understand。
‘‘Haswhat been going on?'' he questioned。
‘‘Thatover there;'' answered Billy;
impatiently; scarcely knowing whether to be more
irritated at the threatened miscarriage of her
cherished plans; or at Arkwright's (to her)
wilfully blind insistence on her making her meaning
more plain。 ‘‘Has it been going on longsuch
utter devotion?''
As she asked the question Billy turned and
looked squarely into Arkwright's face。 She saw;
therefore; the great change that came to it; as
her meaning became clear to him。 Her first
feeling was one of shocked realization that
Arkwright had; indeed; been really blind。 Her
secondshe turned away her eyes hurriedly from
what she thought she saw in the man's countenance。
With an assumedly gay little cry she sprang to
her feet。
‘‘Come; come; what are you two children
chuckling over?'' she demanded; crossing the
room abruptly。 ‘‘Didn't you hear me say I
wanted you to come and sing a quartet?''
Billy blamed herself very much for what she
called her stupidity in so baldly summoning
Arkwright's attention to Calderwell's devotion to
Alice Greggory。 She declared that she ought to
have known better; and she asked herself if this
were the way she was ‘‘furthering matters''
between Alice Greggory and Arkwright。
Billy was really seriously disturbed。 She had
never quite forgiven herself for being so blind to
Arkwright's feeling for herself during those days
when he had not known of her engagement to
Bertram。 She had never forgotten; either; the
painful scene when he had hopefully told of his
love; only to be met with her own shocked
repudiation。 For long weeks after that; his face had
haunted her。 She had wished; oh; so ardently;
that she could do something in some way to bring
him happiness。 When; therefore; it had come to
her knowledge afterward that he was frequently
with his old friend; Alice Greggory; she had been
so glad。 It was very easy then to fan hope into
conviction that here; in this old friend; he had
found sweet balm for his wounded heart; and she
determined at once to do all that she could do to
help。 So very glowing; indeed; was her eagerness
in the matter; that it looked suspiciously as if she
thought; could she but bring this thing about;
that old scores against herself would be erased。
Billy told herself; virtuously; however; that
not only for Arkwright did she desire this marriage
to take place; but for Alice Greggory。 In
the very nature of things Alice would one day be
left alone。 She was poor; and not very strong。
She sorely needed the shielding love and care of a
good husband。 What more natural than that her
old…time friend and almost…sweetheart; M。 J。
Arkwright; should be that good husband?
That really it was more Arkwright and less
Alice that was being considered; however; was
proved when the devotion of Calderwell began to
be first suspected; then known for a fact。 Billy's
distress at this turn of affairs indicated very
plainly that it was not just a husband; but a
certain one particular husband that she desired
for Alice Greggory。 All the more disturbed was
she; therefore; when to…day; seeing her three
friends together again for the first time for some
weeks; she discovered increased evidence that her
worst fears were to be realized。 It was to be
Alice and Calderwell; not Alice and Arkwright。
Arkwright was again to be disappointed in his
dearest hopes。
Telling herself indignantly that it could not
be; it _should_ not be; Billy determined to remain
after the men had gone; and speak to Alice。 Just
what she would say she did not know。 Even
what she could say; she was not sure。 But
certainly there must be something; some little thing
that she could say; which would open Alice's eyes
to what she was doing; and what she ought to
do。
It was in this frame of mind; therefore; that
Billy; after Arkwright and Calderwell had gone;
spoke to Alice。 She began warily; with assumed
nonchalance。
‘‘I believe Mr。 Arkwright sings better every
time I hear him。''
There was no answer。 Alice was sorting music
at the piano。
‘‘Don't you think so?'' Billy raised her voice
a little。
Alice turned almost with a start。
‘‘What's that? Oh; yes。 Well; I don't know;
maybe I do。''
‘‘You wouldif you didn't hear him any
oftener than I do;'' laughed Billy。 ‘‘But then;
of course you do hear him oftener。''
‘‘I? Oh; no; indeed。 Not so very much
oftener。'' Alice had turned back to her music。
There was a slight embarrassment in her manner。
‘‘I wonderwherethat new songis;'' she
murmured。
Billy; who knew very well where the song lay;
was not to be diverted。
‘‘Nonsense! As if Mr。 Arkwright wasn't
always telling how Alice liked this song; and didn't
like that one; and thought the other the best yet!
I don't believe he sings a thing that he doesn't
first sing to you。 For that matter; I fancy he
asks your opinion of everything; anyway。''
‘‘Why; Billy; he doesn't!'' exclaimed Alice; a
deep red flaming into her cheeks。 ‘‘You know he
doesn't。''
Billy laughed gleefully。 She had not been slow
to note the color in her friend's face; or to ascribe
to it the one meaning she wished to ascribe to it。
So sure; indeed; was she now that her fears had
been groundless; that she flung caution to the
winds。
‘‘Ho! My dear Alice; you can't expect us all
to be blind;'' she teased。 ‘‘Besides; we all think
it's such a lovely arrangement that we're just
glad to see it。 He's such a fine fellow; and we like
him so much! We couldn't ask for a better husband
for you than Mr。 Arkwright; and'' From
sheer amazement at the sudden white horror
in Alice Greggory's face; Billy stopped short。
‘‘Why; Alice!'' she faltered then。
With a visible effort Alice forced