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some may think a 2;000 calory ration is altogether
too small; and he advises such to begin with
3;000 or even 3;500graded; of course; according
to a man's size; weight; and occupation。 But
he says one famous man does splendid work on
only 1;800 calories; and another on even 1;600。
But that is just a matter of chewing。 Why;
Bertram; you have no idea what perfectly wonderful
things chewing does。''
‘‘Yes; I've heard of that;'' grunted Bertram;
‘‘ten chews to a cherry; and sixty to a spoonful
of soup。 There's an old metronome up…stairs
that Cyril left。 You might bring it down and
set it going on the tableso many ticks to a
mouthful; I suppose。 I reckon; with an incentive
like that to eat; just about two calories would
do me。 Eh; William?''
‘‘Bertram! Now you're only making fun;''
chided Billy; ‘‘and when it's really serious; too。
Now listen;'' she admonished; picking up the
book again。 ‘‘ ‘If a man consumes a large
amount of meat; and very few vegetables; his
diet will be too rich in protein; and too lacking in
carbohydrates。 On the other hand; if he consumes
great quantities of pastry; bread; butter;
and tea; his meals will furnish too much energy;
and not enough building material。' There; Bertram;
don't you see?''
‘‘Oh; yes; I see;'' teased Bertram。 ‘‘William;
better eat what you can to…night。 I foresee it's
the last meal of just _food_ we'll get for some time。
Hereafter we'll have proteins; fats; and
carbohydrates made into calory croquettes; and''
‘‘Bertram!'' scolded Billy。
But Bertram would not be silenced。
‘‘Here; just let me take that book;'' he insisted;
dragging the volume from Billy's reluctant fingers。
‘‘Now; William; listen。 Here's your breakfast
to…morrow morning: strawberries; 100 calories;
whole…wheat bread; 75 calories; butter; 100
calories (no second helping; mind you; or you'd
ruin the balance and something would topple);
boiled eggs; 200 calories; cocoa; 100 calories
which all comes to 570 calories。 Sounds like an
English bill of fare with a new kind of foreign
money; but 'tisn't; really; you know。 Now for
luncheon you can have tomato soup; 50 calories;
potato saladthat's cheap; only 30 calories;
and'' But Billy pulled the book away then;
and in righteous indignation carried it to the
kitchen。
‘‘You don't deserve anything to eat;'' she
declared with dignity; as she returned to the dining…
room。
‘‘No?'' queried Bertram; his eyebrows
uplifted。 ‘‘Well; as near as I can make out we
aren't going to getmuch。''
But Billy did not deign to answer this。
In spite of Bertram's tormenting gibes; Billy
did; for some days; arrange her meals in accordance
with the wonderful table of food given in
‘‘Correct Eating for Efficiency。'' To be sure;
Bertram; whatever he found before him during
those days; anxiously asked whether he were
eating fats; proteins; or carbohydrates; and he
worried openly as to the possibility of his meal's
producing one calory too much or too little; thus
endangering his ‘‘balance。''
Billy alternately laughed and scolded; to the
unvarying good nature of her husband。 As it
happened; however; even this was not for long;
for Billy ran across a magazine article on food
adulteration; and this so filled her with terror
lest; in the food served; she were killing her
family by slow poison; that she forgot all about
the proteins; fats; and carbohydrates。 Her talk
these days was of formaldehyde; benzoate of
soda; and salicylic acid。
Very soon; too; Billy discovered an exclusive
Back Bay school for instruction in household
economics and domestic hygiene。 Billy investigated
it at once; and was immediately aflame with
enthusiasm。 She told Bertram that it taught
everything; _everything_ she wanted to know; and
forthwith she enrolled herself as one of its most
devoted pupils; in spite of her husband's protests
that she knew enough; more than enough; already。
This school attendance; to her consternation;
Billy discovered took added time; but in some
way she contrived to find it to take。
And so the days passed。 Eliza's mother; though
better; was still too ill for her daughter to leave
her。 Billy; as the warm weather approached;
began to look pale and thin。 Billy; to tell the
truth; was working altogether too hard; but she
would not admit it; even to herself。 At first the
novelty of the work; and her determination to
conquer at all costs; had given a fictitious strength
to her endurance。 Now that the novelty had
become accustomedness; and the conquering a
surety; Billy discovered that she had a back that
could ache; and limbs that; at times; could almost
refuse to move from weariness。 There was still;
however; one spur that never failed to urge her
to fresh endeavor; and to make her; at least
temporarily; forget both ache and weariness; and
that was the comforting thought that now;
certainly; even Bertram himself must admit that
she was tending to her home and her husband。
As to BertramBertram; it is true; had at
first uttered frequent and vehement protests
against his wife's absorption of both mind and
body in ‘‘that plaguy housework;'' as he termed
it。 But as the days passed; and blessed order
superseded chaos; peace followed discord; and
delicious; well…served meals took the place of the
horrors that had been called meals in the past; he
gradually accepted the change with tranquil
satisfaction; and forgot to question how it was
brought about; though he did still; sometimes;
rebel because Billy was always too tired; or too
busy; to go out with him。 Of late; however; he
had not done even this so frequently; for a new
‘‘Face of a Girl'' had possessed his soul; and all
his thoughts and most of his time had gone to
putting on canvas the vision of loveliness that his
mind's eye saw。
By June fifteenth the picture was finished。
Bertram awoke then to his surroundings。 He
found summer was upon him with no plans made
for its enjoyment。 He found William had started
West for a two weeks' business trip。 But what he
did not find one dayat least at firstwas his
wife; when he came home unexpectedly at four
o'clock。 And Bertram especially wanted to find
his wife that day; for he had met three people
whose words had disquieted him not a little。
First; Aunt Hannah。 She had said:
‘‘Bertram; where is Billy? She hasn't been
out to the Annex for a week; and the last time she
was there she looked sick。 I was real worried
about her。''
Cyril had been next。
‘‘Where's Billy?'' he had asked abruptly。
‘‘Marie says she hasn't seen her for two weeks。
Marie's afraid she's sick。 She says Billy didn't
look well a bit; when she did see her。''
Calderwell had capped the climax。 He had
said:
‘‘Great Scott; Henshaw; where have you been
keeping yourself? And where's your wife? Not
one of us has caught more than a glimpse of her
for weeks。 She hasn't sung with us; nor played
for us; nor let us take her anywhere for a month
of Sundays。 Even Miss Greggory says _she_ hasn't
seen much of her; and that Billy always says
she's too busy to go anywhere。 But Miss Greggory
says she looks pale and thin; and that _she_
thinks she's worrying too much over running the
house。 I hope she isn't sick!''
‘‘Why; no; Billy isn't sick。 Billy's all right;''
Bertram had answered。 He had spoken lightly;
nonchalantly; with an elaborate air of carelessness;
but after he had left Calderwell; he had
turned his steps abruptly and a little hastily
toward home。
And he had not found Billyat least; not at
once。 He had gone first down into the kitchen
and dining…room。 He remembered then; uneasily;
that he had always looked for Billy in the kitchen
and dining…room; of late。 To…day; however; she
was not there。
On the kitchen table Bertram did see a book
wide open; and; mechanically; he picked it up。
It was a much…thumbed cookbook; and it was
open where two once…blank pages bore his wife's
handwriting。 On the first page; under the printed
heading ‘‘Things to Remember;'' he read these
sentences:
‘‘That rice swells till every dish in the house
is full; and that spinach shrinks till you can't
find it。
‘‘That beets boil dry if you look out the window。
‘‘That biscuits which look as if they'd been
mixed up with a rusty stove poker haven't really
been so; but have only got too much undissolved
soda in them。''
There were other sentences; but Bertram's eyes
chanced to fall on the opposite page where the
‘‘Things to Remember'' had been changed to
‘‘Things to Forget''; and here Billy had written
just four words: ‘‘Burns;'' ‘‘cuts;'' and
‘‘yesterday's failures。''
Bertram dropped the book then with a spasmodic
clearing of his throat; and hurriedly resumed
his search。 When he di