第 16 节
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paint? And now he was coming to dinnerand
with Bertram。
Very well; he should see! He should see that
Bertram _did_ love her; _her_not the tilt of her
chin nor the turn of her head。 He should see how
happy they were; what a good wife she made; and
how devoted and _satisfied_ Bertram was in his
home。 He should see! And forthwith Billy
picked up her skirts and tripped up…stairs to select
her very prettiest house…gown to do honor to the
occasion。 Up…stairs; however; one thing and another
delayed her; so that it was four o'clock when
she turned her attention to her toilet; and it was
while she was hesitating whether to be stately
and impressive in royally sumptuous blue velvet
and ermine; or cozy and tantalizingly homy{sic} in
bronze…gold crpe de Chine and swan's…down;
that the telephone bell rang again。
Eliza and Pete had not yet returned; so; as
before; Billy answered it。 This time Eliza's
shaking voice came to her。
‘‘Is that you; ma'am?''
‘‘Why; yes; Eliza?''
‘‘Yes'm; it's me; ma'am。 It's about Uncle
Pete。 He's give us a turn that's 'most scared us
out of our wits。''
‘‘Pete! You mean he's sick?''
‘‘Yes; ma'am; he was。 That is; he is; too
only he's better; now; thank goodness;'' panted
Eliza。 ‘‘But he ain't hisself yet。 He's that white
and shaky! Would youcould youthat is;
would you mind if we didn't come back till into
the evenin'; maybe?''
‘‘Why; of course not;'' cried Pete's mistress;
quickly。 ‘‘Don't come a minute before he's able;
Eliza。 Don't come until to…morrow。''
Eliza gave a trembling little laugh。
‘‘Thank you; ma'am; but there wouldn't be
no keepin' of Uncle Pete here till then。 If he
could take five steps alone he'd start now。 But
he can't。 He says he'll be all right pretty quick;
though。 He's had 'em beforethese spells
but never quite so bad as this; I guess; an' he's
worryin' somethin' turrible 'cause he can't start
for home right away。''
‘‘Nonsense!'' cut in Mrs。 Bertram Henshaw。
‘‘Yes'm。 I knew you'd feel that way;''
stammered Eliza; gratefully。 ‘‘You see; I couldn't
leave him to come alone; and besides; anyhow;
I'd have to stay; for mother ain't no more use
than a wet dish…rag at such times; she's that
scared herself。 And she ain't very well; too。 So
ifif you _could_ get along''
‘‘Of course we can! And tell Pete not to
worry one bit。 I'm so sorry he's sick!''
‘‘Thank you; ma'am。 Then we'll be there
some time this evenin';'' sighed Eliza。
From the telephone Billy turned away with a
troubled face。
‘‘Pete _is_ ill;'' she was saying to herself。 ‘‘I
don't like the looks of it; and he's so faithful he'd
come if'' With a little cry Billy stopped
short。 Then; tremblingly; she sank into the
nearest chair。 ‘‘Calderwelland he's coming to
_dinner!_'' she moaned。
For two benumbed minutes Billy sat staring
at nothing。 Then she ran to the telephone and
called the Annex。
Aunt Hannah answered。
‘‘Aunt Hannah; for heaven's sake; if you love
me;'' pleaded Billy; ‘‘send Rosa down instanter!
Pete is sick over to South Boston; and Eliza is
with him; and Bertram is bringing Hugh Calderwell
home to dinner。 _Can_ you spare Rosa?''
‘‘Oh; my grief and conscience; Billy! Of course
I canI mean I couldbut Rosa isn't here;
dear child! It's her day out; you know。''
‘‘O dear; of course it is! I might have known;
if I'd thought; but Pete and Eliza have spoiled
me。 They never take days out at meal time
both together; I meanuntil to…night。''
‘‘But; my dear child; what will you do?''
‘‘I don't know。 I've got to think。 I _must_ do
something!''
‘‘Of course you must! I'd come over myself
if it wasn't for my cold。''
‘‘As if I'd let you!''
‘‘There isn't anybody here; only Tommy。
Even Alice is gone。 Oh; Billy; Billy; this only
goes to prove what I've always said; that _no_
woman _ought_ to be a wife until she's an efficient
housekeeper; and''
‘‘Yes; yes; Aunt Hannah; I know;'' moaned
Billy; frenziedly。 ‘‘But I am a wife; and I'm not
an efficient housekeeper; and Hugh Calderwell
won't wait for me to learn。 He's coming to…night。
_To…night!_ And I've got to do something。 Never
mind。 I'll fix it some way。 Good…by!''
‘‘But; Billy; Billy! Oh; my grief and conscience;''
fluttered Aunt Hannah's voice across
the wires as Billy snapped the receiver into
place。
For the second time that day Billy backed
palpitatingly against the wall。 Her eyes sought
the clock fearfully。
Fifteen minutes past four。 She had an hour and
three quarters。 She could; of course; telephone
Bertram to dine Calderwell at a club or some
hotel。 But to do this now; the very first time;
when it had been her own suggestion that he
‘‘bring them home''no; no; she could not do
that! Anything but that! Besides; very likely
she could not reach Bertram; anyway。 Doubtless
he had left the Winthrops' by this time。
There was Marie。 She could telephone Marie。
But Marie could not very well come just now; she
knew; and then; too; there was Cyril to be taken
into consideration。 How Cyril would gibe at the
wife who had to call in all the neighbors just
because her husband was bringing home a friend
to dinner! How he would Well; he shouldn't!
He should not have the chance。 So; there!
With a jerk Mrs。 Bertram Henshaw pulled
herself away from the wall and stood erect。 Her
eyes snapped; and the very poise of her chin
spelled determination。
Very well; she would show them。 Was not
Bertram bringing this man home because he was
proud of her? Mighty proud he would be if she
had to call in half of Boston to get his dinner for
him! Nonsense! She would get it herself。 Was
not this the time; if ever; to be an oak? A vine;
doubtless; would lean and cling and telephone;
and whine ‘‘I can't!'' But not an oak。 An oak
would hold up its head and say ‘‘I can!'' An
oak would go ahead and get that dinner。 She
would be an oak。 She would get that dinner。
What if she didn't know how to cook bread and
cake and pies and things? One did not have to
cook bread and cake and pies just to get a dinner
meat and potatoes and vegetables! Besides;
she _could_ make peach fritters。 She knew she
could。 She would show them!
And with actually a bit of song on her lips; Billy
skipped up…stairs for her ruffled apron and dust…
captwo necessary accompaniments to this
dinner…getting; in her opinion。
Billy found the apron and dust…cap with no
difficulty; but it took fully ten of her precious
minutes to unearth from its obscure hiding…place
the blue…and…gold ‘‘Bride's Helper'' cookbook;
one of Aunt Hannah's wedding gifts。
On the way to the kitchen; Billy planned her
dinner。 As was natural; perhaps; she chose the
things she herself would like to eat。
‘‘I won't attempt anything very elaborate;''
she said to herself。 ‘‘It would be wiser to have
something simple; like chicken pie; perhaps。 I
love chicken pie! And I'll have oyster stew first
that is; after the grapefruit。 Just oysters
boiled in milk must be easier than soup to make。
I'll begin with grapefruit with a cherry in it; like
Pete fixes it。 Those don't have to be cooked;
anyhow。 I'll have fishBertram loves the fish
course。 Let me see; halibut; I guess; with egg
sauce。 I won't have any roast; nothing but the
chicken pie。 And I'll have squash and onions。
I can have a salad; easyjust lettuce and stuff。
That doesn't have to be cooked。 Oh; and the
peach fritters; if I get time to make them。 For
dessertwell; maybe I can find a new pie or
pudding in the cookbook。 I want to use that
cookbook for something; after hunting all this
time for it!''
In the kitchen Billy found exquisite neatness;
and silence。 The first brought an approving light
to her eyes; but the second; for some unapparent
reason; filled her heart with vague misgiving。
This feeling; however; Billy resolutely cast from
her as she crossed the room; dropped her book
on to the table; and turned toward the shining
black stove。
There was an excellent fire。 Glowing points
of light showed that only a good draft was needed
to make the whole mass of coal red…hot。 Billy;
however; did not know this。 Her experience of
fires was confined to burning wood in open grates
and wood in open grates had to be poked to
make it red and glowing。 With confident alacrity
now; therefore; Billy caught up the poker; thrust
it into the mass of coals and gave them a fine
stirring up。 Then she set back the lid of the
stove and went to hunt up the ingredients for
her dinner。
By the time Billy had searched five minutes
and found no chicken; no oysters; and no halibut;
it occurred to her that her larder was not;
after all; an open market; and that one's