第 15 节
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Theoretically it was beautiful; but practically
Billy began at once to be that oak。 Not an
hour after she had first seen the fateful notice of
‘‘When the Honeymoon Wanes;'' Bertram's ring
sounded at the door down…stairs。
Bertram always let himself in with his latchkey;
but; from the first of Billy's being there; he
had given a peculiar ring at the bell which would
bring his wife flying to welcome him if she were
anywhere in the house。 To…day; when the bell
sounded; Billy sprang as usual to her feet; with a
joyous ‘‘There's Bertram!'' But the next moment
she fell back。
‘‘Tut; tut; Billy Neilson Henshaw! Learn to
cultivate a comfortable indifference to your
husband's comings and goings;'' she whispered
fiercely。 Then she sat down and fell to work again。
A moment later she heard her husband's voice
talking to some onePete; she surmised。 ‘‘Here?
You say she's here?'' Then she heard Bertram's
quick step on the stairs。 The next minute; very
quietly; he came to her door。
‘‘Ho!'' he ejaculated gayly; as she rose to
receive his kiss。 ‘‘I thought I'd find you asleep;
when you didn't hear my ring。''
Billy reddened a little。
‘‘Oh; no; I wasn't asleep。''
‘‘But you didn't hear'' Bertram stopped
abruptly; an odd look in his eyes。 ‘‘Maybe you
did hear it; though;'' he corrected。
Billy colored more confusedly。 The fact that
she looked so distressed did not tend to clear
Bertram's face。
‘‘Why; of course; Billy; I didn't mean to insist
on your coming to meet me;'' he began a little
stiffly; but Billy interrupted him。
‘‘Why; Bertram; I just love to go to meet you;''
she maintained indignantly。 Then; remembering
just in time; she amended: ‘‘That is; I did love
to meet you; until'' With a sudden realization
that she certainly had not helped matters any;
she came to an embarrassed pause。
A puzzled frown showed on Bertram's face。
‘‘You did love to meet me until'' he repeated
after her; then his face changed。 ‘‘Billy;
you aren'tyou _can't_ be laying up last night
against me!'' he reproached her a little irritably。
‘‘Last night? Why; of course not;'' retorted
Billy; in a panic at the bare mention of the
‘‘test'' whichaccording to ‘‘When the Honeymoon
Wanes''was at the root of all her misery。
Already she thought she detected in Bertram's
voice signs that he was beginning to chafe
against those ‘‘bonds。'' ‘‘It is a matter of
of the utmost indifference to me what time you
come home at night; my dear;'' she finished airily;
as she sat down to her work again。
Bertram stared; then he frowned; turned on
his heel and left the room。 Bertram; who knew
nothing of the ‘‘Talk to Young Wives'' in the
newspaper at Billy's feet; was surprised; puzzled;
and just a bit angry。
Billy; left alone; jabbed her pen with such force
against her paper that the note she was making
became an unsightly blot。
‘‘Well; if this is what that man calls being
‘comfortably indifferent;' I'd hate to try the
_un_comfortable kind;'' she muttered with emphasis。
CHAPTER IX
THE DINNER BILLY TRIED TO GET
Notwithstanding what Billy was disposed to
regard as the non…success of her first attempt to
profit by the ‘‘Talk to Young Wives;'' she still
frantically tried to avert the waning of her honeymoon。
Assiduously she cultivated the prescribed
‘‘indifference;'' and with at least apparent enthusiasm
she sought the much…to…be…desired ‘‘outside
interests。'' That is; she did all this when she
thought of it when something reminded her
of the sword of destruction hanging over her
happiness。 At other times; when she was just being
happy without question; she was her old self
impulsive; affectionate; and altogether adorable。
Naturally; under these circumstances; her conduct
was somewhat erratic。 For three days; perhaps;
she would fly to the door at her husband's
ring; and hang upon his every movement。 Then;
for the next three; she would be a veritable will…o'…
the…wisp for elusiveness; caring; apparently; not
one whit whether her husband came or went
until poor Bertram; at his wit's end; scourged
himself with a merciless catechism as to what he
had done to vex her。 Then; perhaps; just when
he had nerved himself almost to the point of asking
her what was the trouble; there would come
another change; bringing back to him the old
Billy; joyous; winsome; and devoted; plainly
caring nothing for anybody or anything but
himself。 Scarcely; however; would he become sure
that it was his Billy back again before she was off
once more; quite beyond his reach; singing with
Arkwright and Alice Greggory; playing with
Tommy Dunn; plunging into some club or church
workanything but being with him。
That all this was puzzling and disquieting to
Bertram; Billy not once suspected。 Billy; so far
as she was concerned; was but cultivating a
comfortable indifference; brushing up against outside
interests; and being an oak。
December passed; and January came; bringing
Miss Marguerite Winthrop to her Boston home。
Bertram's arm was ‘‘as good as ever'' now;
according to its owner; and the sittings for the new
portrait began at once。 This left Billy even more
to her own devices; for Bertram entered into his
new work with an enthusiasm born of a glad relief
from forced idleness; and a consuming eagerness
to prove that even though he had failed the first
time; he could paint a portrait of Marguerite
Winthrop that would be a credit to himself; a
conclusive retort to his critics; and a source of
pride to his once mortified friends。 With his
whole heart; therefore; he threw himself into the
work before him; staying sometimes well into the
afternoon on the days Miss Winthrop could find
time between her social engagements to give him
a sitting。
It was on such a day; toward the middle of the
month; that Billy was called to the telephone at
half…past twelve o'clock to speak to her husband。
‘‘Billy; dear;'' began Bertram at once; ‘‘if you
don't mind I'm staying to luncheon at Miss Winthrop's
kind request。 We've changed the pose
neither of us was satisfied; you knowbut we
haven't quite settled on the new one。 Miss
Winthrop has two whole hours this afternoon that
she can give me if I'll stay; and; of course; under
the circumstances; I want to do it。''
‘‘Of course;'' echoed Billy。 Billy's voice was
indomitably cheerful。
‘‘Thank you; dear。 I knew you'd understand;''
sighed Bertram; contentedly。 ‘‘You see; really;
two whole hours; soit's a chance I can't afford
to lose。''
‘‘Of course you can't;'' echoed Billy; again。
‘‘All right then。 Good…by till to…night;'' called
the man。
‘‘Good…by;'' answered Billy; still cheerfully。
As she turned away; however; she tossed her head。
‘‘A new pose; indeed!'' she muttered; with some
asperity。 ‘‘Just as if there could be a _new_ pose
after all those she tried last year!''
Immediately after luncheon Pete and Eliza
started for South Boston to pay a visit to Eliza's
mother; and it was soon after they left the house
that Bertram called his wife up again。
‘‘Say; dearie; I forgot to tell you;'' he began;
‘‘but I met an old friend in the subway this
morning; and Iwell; I remembered what you
said about bringing 'em home to dinner next
time; so I asked him for to…night。 Do you mind?
It's''
‘‘Mind? Of course not! I'm glad you did;''
plunged in Billy; with feverish eagerness。 (Even
now; just the bare mention of anything connected
with that awful ‘‘test'' night was enough to set
Billy's nerves to tingling。) ‘‘I want you to always
bring them home; Bertram。''
‘‘All right; dear。 We'll be there at six o'clock
then。 It'sit's Calderwell; this time。 You
remember Calderwell; of course。''
‘‘Not_Hugh_ Calderwell?'' Billy's question
was a little faint。
‘‘Sure!'' Bertram laughed oddly; and lowered
his voice。 ‘‘I suspect _once_ I wouldn't have
brought him home to you。 I was too jealous。
But nowwell; now maybe I want him to see
what he's lost。''
‘‘_Bertram!_''
But Bertram only laughed mischievously; and
called a gay ‘‘Good…by till to…night; then!''
Billy; at her end of the wires; hung up the
receiver and backed against the wall a little
palpitatingly。
Calderwell! To dinnerCalderwell! Did
she remember Calderwell? Did she; indeed! As
if one could easily forget the man that; for a year
or two; had proposed marriage as regularly (and
almost as lightly!) as he had torn a monthly leaf
from his calendar! Besides; was it not he; too;
who had said that Bertram would never love any
girl; _really_; that it would be only the tilt of her
chin or the turn of her head that he lovedto
paint? And now he was coming to dinnerand
with Bertram。
Very well; he should see! H