第 15 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:45      字数:9322
  Theoretically it was beautiful; but practically
  Billy began at once to be that oak。  Not an
  hour after she had first seen the fateful notice of
  ‘‘When the Honeymoon Wanes;'' Bertram's ring
  sounded at the door down…stairs。
  Bertram always let himself in with his latchkey;
  but; from the first of Billy's being there; he
  had given a peculiar ring at the bell which would
  bring his wife flying to welcome him if she were
  anywhere in the house。  To…day; when the bell
  sounded; Billy sprang as usual to her feet; with a
  joyous ‘‘There's Bertram!''  But the next moment
  she fell back。
  ‘‘Tut; tut; Billy Neilson Henshaw!  Learn to
  cultivate a comfortable indifference to your
  husband's comings and goings;'' she whispered
  fiercely。  Then she sat down and fell to work again。
  A moment later she heard her husband's voice
  talking to some onePete; she surmised。  ‘‘Here?
  You say she's here?''  Then she heard Bertram's
  quick step on the stairs。  The next minute; very
  quietly; he came to her door。
  ‘‘Ho!'' he ejaculated gayly; as she rose to
  receive his kiss。  ‘‘I thought I'd find you asleep;
  when you didn't hear my ring。''
  Billy reddened a little。
  ‘‘Oh; no; I wasn't asleep。''
  ‘‘But you didn't hear'' Bertram stopped
  abruptly; an odd look in his eyes。  ‘‘Maybe you
  did hear it; though;'' he corrected。
  Billy colored more confusedly。  The fact that
  she looked so distressed did not tend to clear
  Bertram's face。
  ‘‘Why; of course; Billy; I didn't mean to insist
  on your coming to meet me;'' he began a little
  stiffly; but Billy interrupted him。
  ‘‘Why; Bertram; I just love to go to meet you;''
  she maintained indignantly。  Then; remembering
  just in time; she amended:  ‘‘That is; I did love
  to meet you; until''  With a sudden realization
  that she certainly had not helped matters any;
  she came to an embarrassed pause。
  A puzzled frown showed on Bertram's face。
  ‘‘You did love to meet me until'' he repeated
  after her; then his face changed。  ‘‘Billy;
  you aren'tyou _can't_ be laying up last night
  against me!'' he reproached her a little irritably。
  ‘‘Last night?  Why; of course not;'' retorted
  Billy; in a panic at the bare mention of the
  ‘‘test'' whichaccording to ‘‘When the Honeymoon
  Wanes''was at the root of all her misery。
  Already she thought she detected in Bertram's
  voice signs that he was beginning to chafe
  against those ‘‘bonds。''  ‘‘It is a matter of
  of the utmost indifference to me what time you
  come home at night; my dear;'' she finished airily;
  as she sat down to her work again。
  Bertram stared; then he frowned; turned on
  his heel and left the room。  Bertram; who knew
  nothing of the ‘‘Talk to Young Wives'' in the
  newspaper at Billy's feet; was surprised; puzzled;
  and just a bit angry。
  Billy; left alone; jabbed her pen with such force
  against her paper that the note she was making
  became an unsightly blot。
  ‘‘Well; if this is what that man calls being
  ‘comfortably indifferent;' I'd hate to try the
  _un_comfortable kind;'' she muttered with emphasis。
  CHAPTER IX
  THE DINNER BILLY TRIED TO GET
  Notwithstanding what Billy was disposed to
  regard as the non…success of her first attempt to
  profit by the ‘‘Talk to Young Wives;'' she still
  frantically tried to avert the waning of her honeymoon。
  Assiduously she cultivated the prescribed
  ‘‘indifference;'' and with at least apparent enthusiasm
  she sought the much…to…be…desired ‘‘outside
  interests。''  That is; she did all this when she
  thought of it when something reminded her
  of the sword of destruction hanging over her
  happiness。  At other times; when she was just being
  happy without question; she was her old self
  impulsive; affectionate; and altogether adorable。
  Naturally; under these circumstances; her conduct
  was somewhat erratic。  For three days; perhaps;
  she would fly to the door at her husband's
  ring; and hang upon his every movement。  Then;
  for the next three; she would be a veritable will…o'…
  the…wisp for elusiveness; caring; apparently; not
  one whit whether her husband came or went
  until poor Bertram; at his wit's end; scourged
  himself with a merciless catechism as to what he
  had done to vex her。  Then; perhaps; just when
  he had nerved himself almost to the point of asking
  her what was the trouble; there would come
  another change; bringing back to him the old
  Billy; joyous; winsome; and devoted; plainly
  caring nothing for anybody or anything but
  himself。  Scarcely; however; would he become sure
  that it was his Billy back again before she was off
  once more; quite beyond his reach; singing with
  Arkwright and Alice Greggory; playing with
  Tommy Dunn; plunging into some club or church
  workanything but being with him。
  That all this was puzzling and disquieting to
  Bertram; Billy not once suspected。  Billy; so far
  as she was concerned; was but cultivating a
  comfortable indifference; brushing up against outside
  interests; and being an oak。
  December passed; and January came; bringing
  Miss Marguerite Winthrop to her Boston home。
  Bertram's arm was ‘‘as good as ever'' now;
  according to its owner; and the sittings for the new
  portrait began at once。  This left Billy even more
  to her own devices; for Bertram entered into his
  new work with an enthusiasm born of a glad relief
  from forced idleness; and a consuming eagerness
  to prove that even though he had failed the first
  time; he could paint a portrait of Marguerite
  Winthrop that would be a credit to himself; a
  conclusive retort to his critics; and a source of
  pride to his once mortified friends。  With his
  whole heart; therefore; he threw himself into the
  work before him; staying sometimes well into the
  afternoon on the days Miss Winthrop could find
  time between her social engagements to give him
  a sitting。
  It was on such a day; toward the middle of the
  month; that Billy was called to the telephone at
  half…past twelve o'clock to speak to her husband。
  ‘‘Billy; dear;'' began Bertram at once; ‘‘if you
  don't mind I'm staying to luncheon at Miss Winthrop's
  kind request。  We've changed the pose
  neither of us was satisfied; you knowbut we
  haven't quite settled on the new one。  Miss
  Winthrop has two whole hours this afternoon that
  she can give me if I'll stay; and; of course; under
  the circumstances; I want to do it。''
  ‘‘Of course;'' echoed Billy。  Billy's voice was
  indomitably cheerful。
  ‘‘Thank you; dear。  I knew you'd understand;''
  sighed Bertram; contentedly。  ‘‘You see; really;
  two whole hours; soit's a chance I can't afford
  to lose。''
  ‘‘Of course you can't;'' echoed Billy; again。
  ‘‘All right then。  Good…by till to…night;'' called
  the man。
  ‘‘Good…by;'' answered Billy; still cheerfully。
  As she turned away; however; she tossed her head。
  ‘‘A new pose; indeed!'' she muttered; with some
  asperity。  ‘‘Just as if there could be a _new_ pose
  after all those she tried last year!''
  Immediately after luncheon Pete and Eliza
  started for South Boston to pay a visit to Eliza's
  mother; and it was soon after they left the house
  that Bertram called his wife up again。
  ‘‘Say; dearie; I forgot to tell you;'' he began;
  ‘‘but I met an old friend in the subway this
  morning; and Iwell; I remembered what you
  said about bringing 'em home to dinner next
  time; so I asked him for to…night。  Do you mind?
  It's''
  ‘‘Mind?  Of course not!  I'm glad you did;''
  plunged in Billy; with feverish eagerness。  (Even
  now; just the bare mention of anything connected
  with that awful ‘‘test'' night was enough to set
  Billy's nerves to tingling。)  ‘‘I want you to always
  bring them home; Bertram。''
  ‘‘All right; dear。  We'll be there at six o'clock
  then。  It'sit's Calderwell; this time。  You
  remember Calderwell; of course。''
  ‘‘Not_Hugh_ Calderwell?'' Billy's question
  was a little faint。
  ‘‘Sure!'' Bertram laughed oddly; and lowered
  his voice。  ‘‘I suspect _once_ I wouldn't have
  brought him home to you。  I was too jealous。
  But nowwell; now maybe I want him to see
  what he's lost。''
  ‘‘_Bertram!_''
  But Bertram only laughed mischievously; and
  called a gay ‘‘Good…by till to…night; then!''
  Billy; at her end of the wires; hung up the
  receiver and backed against the wall a little
  palpitatingly。
  Calderwell!  To dinnerCalderwell!  Did
  she remember Calderwell?  Did she; indeed!  As
  if one could easily forget the man that; for a year
  or two; had proposed marriage as regularly (and
  almost as lightly!) as he had torn a monthly leaf
  from his calendar!  Besides; was it not he; too;
  who had said that Bertram would never love any
  girl; _really_; that it would be only the tilt of her
  chin or the turn of her head that he lovedto
  paint?  And now he was coming to dinnerand
  with Bertram。
  Very well; he should see!  H