第 12 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:45      字数:9322
  small; well…shod foot beat a nervous tattoo on
  the floor。
  ‘‘Oh; is that you; Alice?'' she called then。
  ‘‘Are you going to be home for an hour or two?''
  ‘‘Why; y…yes; yes; indeed。''
  ‘‘Then I'm coming over。  We'll play duets;
  singanything。  I want some music。''
  ‘‘Do!  AndMr。 Arkwright is here。  He'll
  help。''
  ‘‘Mr。 Arkwright?  You say he's there?  Then
  I won't  Yes; I will; too。''  Billy spoke with
  renewed firmness。  ‘‘I'll be there right away。
  Good…by。''  And she hung up the receiver; and
  went to tell Pete to order John and Peggy at once。
  ‘‘I suppose I ought to have left Alice and Mr。
  Arkwright alone together;'' muttered the young
  wife feverishly; as she hurriedly prepared for
  departure。  ‘‘But I'll make it up to them later。
  I'm going to give them lots of chances。  But to…
  dayto…day I just had to gosomewhere!''
  At the Annex; with Alice Greggory and
  Arkwright; Billy sang duets and trios; and reveled in
  a sonorous wilderness of new music to her heart's
  content。  Then; rested; refreshed; and at peace
  with all the world; she hurried home to dinner
  and to Bertram。
  ‘‘There!  I feel better;'' she sighed; as she took
  off her hat in her own room; ‘‘and now I'll go
  find Bertram。  Bless his heartof course he
  didn't want me to play when he was so busy!''
  Billy went straight to the studio; but Bertram
  was not there。  Neither was he in William's room;
  nor anywhere in the house。  Down…stairs in the
  dining…room Pete was found looking rather white;
  leaning back in a chair。  He struggled at once to
  his feet; however; as his mistress entered the
  room。
  Billy hurried forward with a startled exclamation。
  ‘‘Why; Pete; what is it?  Are you sick?'' she
  cried; her glance encompassing the half…set table。
  ‘‘No; ma'am; oh; no; ma'am!''  The old man
  stumbled forward and began to arrange the knives
  and forks。  ‘‘It's just a pesky painbeggin'
  yer pardonin my side。  But I ain't sick。  No;
  Missma'am。''
  Billy frowned and shook her head。  Her eyes
  were on Pete's palpably trembling hands。
  ‘‘But; Pete; you are sick;'' she protested。  ‘‘Let
  Eliza do that。''
  Pete drew himself stiffly erect。  The color had
  begun to come back to his face。
  ‘‘There hain't no one set this table much but
  me for more'n fifty years; an' I've got a sort of
  notion that nobody can do it just ter suit me。
  Besides; I'm better now。  It's gonethat pain。''
  ‘‘But; Pete; what is it?  How long have you
  had it?''
  ‘‘I hain't had it any time; steady。  It's the
  comin' an' goin' kind。  It seems silly ter mind it
  at all; only; when it does come; it sort o' takes
  the backbone right out o' my knees; and they
  double up so's I have ter set down。  There; ye
  see?  I'm pert as a sparrer; now!''  And; with
  stiff celerity; Pete resumed his task。
  His mistress still frowned。
  ‘‘That isn't right; Pete;'' she demurred; with
  a slow shake of her head。  ‘‘You should see a
  doctor。''
  The old man paled a little。  He had seen a
  doctor; and he had not liked what the doctor
  had told him。  In fact; he stubbornly refused to
  believe what the doctor had said。  He straightened
  himself now a little aggressively。
  ‘‘Humph!  Beggin' yer pardon; Missma'am;
  but I don't think much o' them doctor chaps。''
  Billy shook her head again as she smiled
  and turned away。  Then; as if casually; she
  asked:
  ‘‘Oh; did Mr。 Bertram go out; Pete?''
  ‘‘Yes; Miss; about five o'clock。  He said he'd
  be back to dinner。''
  ‘‘Oh!  All right。''
  From the hall the telephone jangled sharply。
  ‘‘I'll go;'' said Pete's mistress; as she turned
  and hurried up…stairs。
  It was Bertram's voice that answered her
  opening ‘‘Hullo。''
  ‘‘Oh; Billy; is that you; dear?  Well; you're
  just the one I wanted。  I wanted to saythat
  is; I wanted to ask you''  The speaker cleared
  his throat a little nervously; and began all over
  again。  ‘‘The fact is; Billy; I've run across a
  couple of old classmates on from New York; and
  they are very anxious I should stay down to dinner
  with them。  Would you mindvery much if I
  did?''
  A cold hand seemed to clutch Billy's heart。
  She caught her breath with a little gasp and tried
  to speak; but she had to try twice before the
  words came。
  ‘‘Why; nono; of course not!'' Billy's voice
  was very high…pitched and a little shaky; but it
  was surpassingly cheerful。
  ‘‘You sure you won't belonesome?'' Bertram's
  voice was vaguely troubled。
  ‘‘Of course not!''
  ‘‘You've only to say the word; little girl;''
  came Bertram's anxious tones again; ‘‘and I
  won't stay。''
  Billy swallowed convulsively。  If only; only he
  would _stop_ and leave her to herself!  As if she were
  going to own up that _she_ was lonesome for _him_
  if _he_ was not lonesome for _her!_
  ‘‘Nonsense! of course you'll stay;'' called Billy;
  still in that high…pitched; shaky treble。  Then;
  before Bertram could answer; she uttered a gay
  ‘‘Good…by!'' and hung up the receiver。
  Billy had ten whole minutes in which to cry
  before Pete's gong sounded for dinner; but she
  had only one minute in which to try to efface
  the woefully visible effects of those ten minutes
  before William tapped at her door; and called:
  ‘‘Gone to sleep; my dear?  Dinner's ready。
  Didn't you hear the gong?''
  ‘‘Yes; I'm coming; Uncle William。''  Billy
  spoke with breezy gayety; and threw open the
  door; but she did not meet Uncle William's eyes。
  Her head was turned away。  Her hands were
  fussing with the hang of her skirt。
  ‘‘Bertram's dining out; Pete tells me;'' observed
  William; with cheerful nonchalance; as they went
  down…stairs together。
  Billy bit her lip and looked up sharply。  She
  had been bracing herself to meet with disdainful
  indifference this man's pitythe pity due a poor
  neglected wife whose husband _preferred_ to dine
  with old classmates rather than with herself。
  Now she found in William's face; not pity; but a
  calm; even jovial; acceptance of the situation as a
  matter of course。  She had known she was going
  to hate that pity; but now; curiously enough; she
  was conscious only of anger that the pity was
  not therethat she might hate it。
  She tossed her head a little。  So even William
  Uncle Williamregarded this monstrous thing
  as an insignificant matter of everyday experience。
  Maybe he expected it to occur frequentlyevery
  night; or so。  Doubtless he did expect it to occur
  every night; or so。  Indeed!  Very well。  As if she
  were going to show _now_ that she cared whether
  Bertram were there or not!  They should see。
  So with head held high and eyes asparkle; Billy
  marched into the dining…room and took her accustomed place。
  CHAPTER VII
  THE BIG BAD QUARREL
  It was a brilliant dinnerbecause Billy made
  it so。  At first William met her sallies of wit with
  mild surprise; but it was not long before he rose
  gallantly to the occasion; and gave back full
  measure of retort。  Even Pete twice had to turn
  his back to hide a smile; and once his hand shook
  so that the tea he was carrying almost spilled。
  This threatened catastrophe; however; seemed to
  frighten him so much that his face was very grave
  throughout the rest of the dinner。
  Still laughing and talking gayly; Billy and
  Uncle William; after the meal was over; ascended
  to the drawing…room。  There; however; the man;
  in spite of the young woman's gay badinage; fell
  to dozing in the big chair before the fire; leaving
  Billy with only Spunkie for companySpunkie;
  who; disdaining every effort to entice her into a
  romp; only winked and blinked stupid eyes; and
  finally curled herself on the rug for a nap。
  Billy; left to her own devices; glanced at her
  watch。
  Half…past seven!  Time; almost; for Bertram
  to be coming。  He had said ‘‘dinner''; and; of
  course; after dinner was over he would be coming
  hometo her。  Very well; she would show him
  that she had at least got along without him as
  well as he had without her。  At all events he
  would not find her forlornly sitting with her nose
  pressed against the window…pane!  And forthwith
  Billy established herself in a big chair (with its
  back carefully turned toward the door by which
  Bertram would enter); and opened a book。
  Five; ten; fifteen minutes passed。  Billy
  fidgeted in her chair; twisted her neck to look out
  into the halland dropped her book with a
  bang。
  Uncle William jerked himself awake; and
  Spunkie opened sleepy eyes。  Then both settled
  themselves for another nap。  Billy sighed; picked
  up her book; and flounced back into her chair。
  But she did not read。  Disconsolately she sat
  staring straight aheaduntil a quick step on
  the sidewalk outside stirred her into instant action。
  Assuming a look of absorbed interest she twitched
  the book open and held it before her face。 。 。 。
  Bu