第 4 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:45      字数:9321
  to be a wife。  And; Bertram; I did try; honestly;
  all this week。  I tried so hard to remember when
  you sponged bread and when you kneaded it。''
  ‘‘I don't ever need_yours_;'' cut in Bertram;
  shamelessly; but he got only a deservedly stern
  glance in return。
  ‘‘And I repeated over and over again how
  many cupfuls of flour and pinches of salt and
  spoonfuls of baking…powder went into things;
  but; Bertram; I simply could not keep my mind
  on it。  Everything; everywhere was singing to
  me。  And how do you suppose I could remember
  how many pinches of flour and spoonfuls of salt
  and cupfuls of baking…powder went into a loaf
  of cake when all the while the very teakettle on
  the stove was singing:  ‘It's all rightBertram
  loves meI'm going to marry Bertram!'?''
  ‘‘You darling!''  (In spite of the man across
  the aisle Bertram did almost kiss her this time。)
  ‘‘As if anybody cared how many cupfuls of
  baking…powder went anywherewith that in
  your heart!''
  ‘‘Aunt Hannah says you willwhen you're
  hungry。  And Kate said''
  Bertram uttered a sharp word behind his teeth。
  ‘‘Billy; for heaven's sake don't tell me what
  Kate said; if you want me to stay sane; and not
  attempt to fight somebodybroken arm; and
  all。  Kate _thinks_ she's kind; and I suppose she
  means well; butwell; she's made trouble
  enough between us already。  I've got you now;
  sweetheart。  You're mineall mine'' his
  voice shook; and dropped to a tender whisper
  ‘‘ ‘till death us do part。' ''
  ‘‘Yes; ‘till death us do part;' '' breathed Billy。
  And then; for a time; they fell silent。
  ‘‘ ‘I; Bertram; take thee; Billy;' '' sang the
  whirring wheels beneath them; to one。
  ‘‘ ‘I; Billy; take thee; Bertram;' '' sang the
  whirring wheels beneath them; to the other。
  While straight ahead before them both; stretched
  fair and beautiful in their eyes; the wondrous
  path of life which they were to tread together。
  CHAPTER II
  FOR WILLIAMA HOME
  On the first Sunday after the wedding Pete
  came up…stairs to tell his master; William; that
  Mrs。 Stetson wanted to see him in the drawing…
  room。
  William went down at once。
  ‘‘Well; Aunt Hannah;'' he began; reaching out
  a cordial hand。  ‘‘Why; what's the matter?'' he
  broke off concernedly; as he caught a clearer view
  of the little old lady's drawn face and troubled
  eyes。
  ‘‘William; it's silly; of course;'' cried Aunt
  Hannah; tremulously; ‘‘but I simply had to go
  to some one。  II feel so nervous and
  unsettled!  Diddid Billy say anything to you
  what she was going to do?''
  ‘‘What she was going to do?  About what?
  What do you mean?''
  ‘‘About the houseselling it;'' faltered Aunt
  Hannah; sinking wearily back into her chair。
  William frowned thoughtfully。
  ‘‘Why; no;'' he answered。  ‘‘It was all so
  hurried at the last; you know。  There was really
  very little chance to make plans for anything
  except the wedding;'' he finished; with a smile。
  ‘‘Yes; I know;'' sighed Aunt Hannah。  ‘‘Everything
  was in such confusion!  Still; I didn't know
  but she might have said somethingto you。''
  ‘‘No; she didn't。  But I imagine it won't be
  hard to guess what she'll do。  When they get
  back from their trip I fancy she won't lose much
  time in having what things she wants brought
  down here。  Then she'll sell the rest and put the
  house on the market。''
  ‘‘Yes; ofof course;'' stammered Aunt Hannah;
  pulling herself hastily to a more erect position。
  ‘‘That's what I thought; too。  Then don't
  you think we'd better dismiss Rosa and close the
  house at once?''
  ‘‘Whyyes; perhaps so。  Why not?  Then
  you'd be all settled here when she comes home。
  I'm sure; the sooner you come; the better I'll be
  pleased;'' he smiled。
  Aunt Hannah turned sharply。
  ‘‘Here!'' she ejaculated。  ‘‘William Henshaw;
  you didn't suppose I was coming _here_ to live;
  did you?''
  It was William's turn to look amazed。
  ‘‘Why; of course you're coming here!  Where
  else should you go; pray?''
  ‘‘Where I was beforebefore Billy cameto
  you;'' returned Aunt Hannah a little tremulously;
  but with a certain dignity。  ‘‘I shall take a room
  in some quiet boarding…house; of course。''
  ‘‘Nonsense; Aunt Hannah!  As if Billy would
  listen to that!  You came before; why not come
  now?''
  Aunt Hannah lifted her chin the fraction of an
  inch。
  ‘‘You forget。  I was needed before。  Billy is a
  married woman now。  She needs no chaperon。''
  ‘‘Nonsense!'' scowled William; again。  ‘‘Billy
  will always need you。''
  Aunt Hannah shook her head mournfully。
  ‘‘I like to thinkshe wants me; William;
  but I know; in my heart; it isn't best。''
  ‘‘Why not?''
  There was a moment's pause; then; decisively
  came the answer。
  ‘‘Because I think young married folks should
  not have outsiders in the home。''
  William laughed relievedly。
  ‘‘Oh; so that's it!  Well; Aunt Hannah; you're
  no outsider。  Come; run right along home and
  pack your trunk。''
  Aunt Hannah was plainly almost crying; but
  she held her ground。
  ‘‘William; I can't;'' she reiterated。
  ‘‘ButBilly is such a child; and''
  For once in her circumspect life Aunt Hannah
  was guilty of an interruption。
  ‘‘Pardon me; William; she is not a child。  She
  is a woman now; and she has a woman's problems
  to meet。''
  ‘‘Well; then; why don't you help her meet
  them?'' retorted William; still with a whimsical
  smile。
  But Aunt Hannah did not smile。  For a minute
  she did not speak; then; with her eyes studiously
  averted; she said:
  ‘‘William; the first four years of my married
  life werewere spoiled by an outsider in our
  home。  I don't mean to spoil Billy's。''
  William relaxed visibly。  The smile fled from
  his face。
  ‘‘WhyAuntHannah!'' he exclaimed。
  The little old lady turned with a weary sigh。
  ‘‘Yes; I know。  You are shocked; of course。
  I shouldn't have told you。  Still; it is all past
  long ago; andI wanted to make you understand
  why I can't come。  He was my husband's
  eldest brothera bachelor。  He was good and
  kind; and meant well; I suppose; buthe
  interfered with everything。  I was young; and
  probably headstrong。  At all events; there was
  constant friction。  He went away once and
  stayed two whole months。  I shall never forget
  the utter freedom and happiness of those months
  for us; with the whole house to ourselves。  No;
  William; I can't come。''  She rose abruptly and
  turned toward the door。  Her eyes were wistful;
  and her face was still drawn with suffering; but
  her whole frail little self quivered plainly with
  high resolve。  ‘‘John has Peggy outside。  I must
  go。''
  ‘‘Butbut; Aunt Hannah;'' began William;
  helplessly。
  She lifted a protesting hand。
  ‘‘No; don't urge me; please。  I can't come here。
  ButI believe I won't close the house till Billy
  gets home; after all;'' she declared。  The next
  moment she was gone; and William; dazedly;
  from the doorway; was watching John help her
  into Billy's automobile; called by Billy and half
  her friends; ‘‘Peggy;'' short for ‘‘Pegasus。''
  Still dazedly William turned back into the
  house and dropped himself into the nearest chair。
  What a curious call it had been!  Aunt Hannah
  had not acted like herself at all。  Not once had
  she said ‘‘Oh; my grief and conscience!'' while
  the things she _had_ said!  Someway; he had
  never thought of Aunt Hannah as being young;
  and a bride。  Still; of course she must have been
  once。  And the reason she gave for not coming
  there to livethe pitiful story of that outsider
  in her home!  But she was no outsider!  She was
  no interfering brother of Billy's
  William caught his breath suddenly; and held
  it suspended。  Then he gave a low ejaculation
  and half sprang from his chair。
  Spunkie; disturbed from her doze by the fire;
  uttered a purring ‘‘me…o…ow;'' and looked up inquiringly。
  For a long minute William gazed dumbly into
  the cat's yellow; sleepily contented eyes; then he
  said with tragic distinctness:
  ‘‘Spunkie; it's true:  Aunt Hannah isn't Billy's
  husband's brother; butI am!  Do you hear?
  I _am!_''
  ‘‘Pur…r…me…ow!'' commented Spunkie; and
  curled herself for another nap。
  There was no peace for William after that。  In
  vain he told himself that he was no ‘‘interfering''
  brother; and that this was his home and
  had been all his life; in vain did he declare
  emphatically that he could not go; he would not go;
  that Billy would not wish him to go: always before
  his eyes was the vision of that little bride of
  years long gone; always in his ears was the echo
  of Aunt Hannah's ‘‘I shall never forget the utter
  freedom and happiness of those months for us;
  with the whole house to ourselves。''  Nor; turn
  which way he would; could he find anything to
  comfort him。  Simply because he was