第 66 节
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  marriage; it was a question of saving to the family a million of
  francs which my uncle had left by will to that person。 Happily; my
  wife took to drinking; at her death; I come into possession of that
  million; which is now in the hands of Mongenod and Sons。 I have thirty
  thousand francs a year in the five per cents; and my landed property;
  which is entailed; brings me in forty thousand more。 If; as I am led
  to suppose; Monsieur de Soulanges gets a marshal's baton; I am on the
  high…road with my title of Comte de Brambourg; to becoming general and
  peer of France。 That will be the proper end of an aide…de…camp of the
  Dauphin。〃
  After the Salon of 1823; one of the leading painters of the day; a
  most excellent man; obtained the management of a lottery…office near
  the Markets; for the mother of Joseph Bridau。 Agathe was fortunately
  able; soon after; to exchange it on equal terms with the incumbent of
  another office; situated in the rue de Seine; in a house where Joseph
  was able to have his atelier。 The widow now hired an agent herself;
  and was no longer an expense to her son。 And yet; as late as 1828;
  though she was the directress of an excellent office which she owed
  entirely to Joseph's fame; Madame Bridau still had no belief in that
  fame; which was hotly contested; as all true glory ever will be。 The
  great painter; struggling with his genius; had enormous wants; he did
  not earn enough to pay for the luxuries which his relations to
  society; and his distinguished position in the young School of Art
  demanded。 Though powerfully sustained by his friends of the Cenacle
  and by Mademoiselle des Touches; he did not please the Bourgeois。 That
  being; from whom comes the money of these days; never unties its
  purse…strings for genius that is called in question; unfortunately;
  Joseph had the classics and the Institute; and the critics who cry up
  those two powers; against him。 The brave artist; though backed by Gros
  and Gerard; by whose influence he was decorated after the Salon of
  1827; obtained few orders。 If the ministry of the interior and the
  King's household were with difficulty induced to buy some of his
  greatest pictures; the shopkeepers and the rich foreigners noticed
  them still less。 Moreover; Joseph gave way rather too much; as we must
  all acknowledge; to imaginative fancies; and that produced a certain
  inequality in his work which his enemies made use of to deny his
  talent。
  〃High art is at a low ebb;〃 said his friend Pierre Grassou; who made
  daubs to suit the taste of the bourgeoisie; in whose appartements fine
  paintings were at a discount。
  〃You ought to have a whole cathedral to decorate; that's what you
  want;〃 declared Schinner; 〃then you would silence criticism with a
  master…stroke。〃
  Such speeches; which alarmed the good Agathe; only corroborated the
  judgment she had long since formed upon Philippe and Joseph。 Facts
  sustained that judgment in the mind of a woman who had never ceased to
  be a provincial。 Philippe; her favorite child; was he not the great
  man of the family at last? in his early errors she saw only the
  ebullitions of youth。 Joseph; to the merit of whose productions she
  was insensible; for she saw them too long in process of gestation to
  admire them when finished; seemed to her no more advanced in 1828 than
  he was in 1816。 Poor Joseph owed money; and was bowed down by the
  burden of debt; he had chosen; she felt; a worthless career that made
  him no return。 She could not conceive why they had given him the cross
  of the Legion of honor。 Philippe; on the other hand; rich enough to
  cease gambling; a guest at the fetes of MADAME; the brilliant colonel
  who at all reviews and in all processions appeared before her eyes in
  splendid uniforms; with his two crosses on his breast; realized all
  her maternal dreams。 One such day of public ceremony effaced from
  Agathe's mind the horrible sight of Philippe's misery on the Quai de
  l'Ecole; on that day he passed his mother at the self…same spot; in
  attendance on the Dauphin; with plumes in his shako; and his pelisse
  gorgeous with gold and fur。 Agathe; who to her artist son was now a
  sort of devoted gray sister; felt herself the mother of none but the
  dashing aide…de…camp to his Royal Highness; the Dauphin of France。
  Proud of Philippe; she felt he made the ease and happiness of her
  life;forgetting that the lottery…office; by which she was enabled to
  live at all; came through Joseph。
  One day Agathe noticed that her poor artist was more worried than
  usual by the bill of his color…man; and she determined; though cursing
  his profession in her heart; to free him from his debts。 The poor
  woman kept the house with the proceeds of her office; and took care
  never to ask Joseph for a farthing。 Consequently she had no money of
  her own; but she relied on Philippe's good heart and well…filled
  purse。 For three years she had waited in expectation of his coming to
  see her; she now imagined that if she made an appeal to him he would
  bring some enormous sum; and her thoughts dwelt on the happiness she
  should feel in giving it to Joseph; whose judgment of his brother;
  like that of Madame Descoings; was so unfair。
  Saying nothing to Joseph; she wrote the following letter to
  Philippe:
  To Monsieur le comte de Brambourg:
  My dear Philippe;You have not given the least little word of
  remembrance to your mother for five years。 That is not right。 You
  should remember the past; if only for the sake of your excellent
  brother。 Joseph is now in need of money; and you are floating in
  wealth; he works; while you are flying from fete to fete。 You now
  possess; all to yourself; the property of my brother。 Little
  Borniche tells me you cannot have less than two hundred thousand
  francs a year。 Well; then; come and see Joseph。 During your visit;
  slip into the skull a few thousand…franc notes。 Philippe; you owe
  them to us; nevertheless; your brother will feel grateful to you;
  not to speak of the happiness you will give
  Your mother;
  Agathe Bridau; nee Rouget
  Two days later the concierge brought to the atelier; where poor Agathe
  was breakfasting with Joseph; the following terrible letter:
  My dear Mother;A man does not marry a Mademoiselle Amelie de
  Soulanges without the purse of Fortunatus; if under the name of
  Comte de Brambourg he hides that of
  Your son;
  Philippe Bridau
  As Agathe fell half…fainting on the sofa; the letter dropped to the
  floor。 The slight noise made by the paper; and the smothered but
  dreadful exclamation which escaped Agathe startled Joseph; who had
  forgotten his mother for a moment and was vehemently rubbing in a
  sketch; he leaned his head round the edge of his canvas to see what
  had happened。 The sight of his mother stretched out on the floor made
  him drop palette and brushes; and rush to lift what seemed a lifeless
  body。 He took Agathe in his arms and carried her to her own bed; and
  sent the servant for his friend Horace Bianchon。 As soon as he could
  question his mother she told him of her letter to Philippe; and of the
  answer she had received from him。 The artist went to his atelier and
  picked up the letter; whose concise brutality had broken the tender
  heart of the poor mother; and shattered the edifice of trust her
  maternal preference had erected。 When Joseph returned to her bedside
  he had the good feeling to be silent。 He did not speak of his brother
  in the three weeks during whichwe will not say the illness; butthe
  death agony of the poor woman lasted。 Bianchon; who came every day and
  watched his patient with the devotion of a true friend; told Joseph
  the truth on the first day of her seizure。
  〃At her age;〃 he said; 〃and under the circumstances which have
  happened to her; all we can hope to do is to make her death as little
  painful as possible。〃
  She herself felt so surely called of God that she asked the next day
  for the religious help of old Abbe Loraux; who had been her confessor
  for more than twenty…two years。 As soon as she was alone with him; and
  had poured her griefs into his heart; she saidas she had said to
  Madame Hochon; and had repeated to herself again and again throughout
  her life:
  〃What have I done to displease God? Have I not loved Him with all my
  soul? Have I wandered from the path of grace? What is my sin? Can I be
  guilty of wrong when I know not what it is? Have I the time to repair
  it?〃
  〃No;〃 said the old man; in a gentle voice。 〃Alas! your life seems to
  have been pure and your soul spotless; but the eye of God; poor
  afflicted creature; is keener than that of his ministers。 I see the
  truth too late; for you have misled even me。〃
  Hearing these words from lips that had never spoken other than
  peaceful and pleasant words to her; Agathe rose suddenly in her bed
  and opened her eyes wide; with terror and distress。
  〃Tell me! tell me!〃 she cried。
  〃Be comforte