第 20 节
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〃Make yourself worthy of our affection;〃 answered the poor mother;
struck to the very heart; 〃and we will give it back to you〃
〃Nonsense!〃 he cried; interrupting her。
He took his old hat; rubbed white at the edges; stuck it over one ear;
and went downstairs; whistling。
〃Philippe! where are you going without any money?〃 cried his mother;
who could not repress her tears。 〃Here; take this〃
She held out to him a hundred francs in gold; wrapped up in paper。
Philippe came up the stairs he had just descended; and took the money。
〃Well; won't you kiss me?〃 she said; bursting into tears。
He pressed his mother in his arms; but without the warmth of feeling
which was all that could give value to the embrace。
〃Where shall you go?〃 asked Agathe。
〃To Florentine; Girodeau's mistress。 Ah! they are real friends!〃 he
answered brutally。
He went away。 Agathe turned back with trembling limbs; and failing
eyes; and aching heart。 She fell upon her knees; prayed God to take
her unnatural child into His own keeping; and abdicated her woeful
motherhood。
CHAPTER VI
By February; 1822; Madame Bridau had settled into the attic room
recently occupied by Philippe; which was over the kitchen of her
former appartement。 The painter's studio and bedroom was opposite; on
the other side of the staircase。 When Joseph saw his mother thus
reduced; he was determined to make her as comfortable as possible。
After his brother's departure he assisted in the re…arrangement of the
garret room; to which he gave an artist's touch。 He added a rug; the
bed; simple in character but exquisite in taste; had something
monastic about it; the walls; hung with a cheap glazed cotton selected
with taste; of a color which harmonized with the furniture and was
newly covered; gave the room an air of elegance and nicety。 In the
hallway he added a double door; with a 〃portiere〃 to the inner one。
The window was shaded by a blind which gave soft tones to the light。
If the poor mother's life was reduced to the plainest circumstances
that the life of any woman could have in Paris; Agathe was at least
better off than all others in a like case; thanks to her son。
To save his mother from the cruel cares of such reduced housekeeping;
Joseph took her every day to dine at a table…d'hote in the rue de
Beaune; frequented by well…bred women; deputies; and titled people;
where each person's dinner cost ninety francs a month。 Having nothing
but the breakfast to provide; Agathe took up for her son the old
habits she had formerly had with the father。 But in spite of Joseph's
pious lies; she discovered the fact that her dinner was costing him
nearly a hundred francs a month。 Alarmed at such enormous expense; and
not imaging that her son could earn much money by painting naked
women; she obtained; thanks to her confessor; the Abbe Loraux; a place
worth seven hundred francs a year in a lottery…office belonging to the
Comtesse de Bauvan; the widow of a Chouan leader。 The lottery…offices
of the government; the lot; as one might say; of privileged widows;
ordinarily sufficed for the support of the family of each person who
managed them。 But after the Restoration the difficulty of rewarding;
within the limits of constitutional government; all the services
rendered to the cause; led to the custom of giving to reduced women of
title not only one but two lottery…offices; worth; usually; from six
to ten thousand a year。 In such cases; the widow of a general or
nobleman thus 〃protected〃 did not keep the lottery…office herself; she
employed a paid manager。 When these managers were young men they were
obliged to employ an assistant; for; according to law; the offices had
to be kept open till midnight; moreover; the reports required by the
minister of finance involved considerable writing。 The Comtesse de
Bauvan; to whom the Abbe Loraux explained the circumstances of the
widow Bridau; promised; in case her manager should leave; to give the
place to Agathe; meantime she stipulated that the widow should be
taken as assistant; and receive a salary of six hundred francs。 Poor
Agathe; who was obliged to be at the office by ten in the morning; had
scarcely time to get her dinner。 She returned to her work at seven in
the evening; remaining there till midnight。 Joseph never; for two
years; failed to fetch his mother at night; and bring her back to the
rue Mazarin; and often he went to take her to dinner; his friends
frequently saw him leave the opera or some brilliant salon to be
punctually at midnight at the office in the rue Vivienne。
Agathe soon acquired the monotonous regularity of life which becomes a
stay and a support to those who have endured the shock of violent
sorrows。 In the morning; after doing up her room; in which there were
no longer cats and little birds; she prepared the breakfast at her own
fire and carried it into the studio; where she ate it with her son。
She then arranged Joseph's bedroom; put out the fire in her own
chamber; and brought her sewing to the studio; where she sat by the
little iron stove; leaving the room if a comrade or a model entered
it。 Though she understood nothing whatever of art; the silence of the
studio suited her。 In the matter of art she made not the slightest
progress; she attempted no hypocrisy; she was utterly amazed at the
importance they all attached to color; composition; drawing。 When the
Cenacle friends or some brother…painter; like Schinner; Pierre
Grassou; Leon de Lora;a very youthful 〃rapin〃 who was called at that
time Mistigris;discussed a picture; she would come back afterwards;
examine it attentively; and discover nothing to justify their fine
words and their hot disputes。 She made her son's shirts; she mended
his stockings; she even cleaned his palette; supplied him with rags to
wipe his brushes; and kept things in order in the studio。 Seeing how
much thought his mother gave to these little details; Joseph heaped
attentions upon her in return。 If mother and son had no sympathies in
the matter of art; they were at least bound together by signs of
tenderness。 The mother had a purpose。 One morning as she was petting
Joseph while he was sketching a large picture (finished in after years
and never understood); she said; as it were; casually and aloud;
〃My God! what is he doing?〃
〃Doing? who?〃
〃Philippe。〃
〃Oh; ah! he's sowing his wild oats; that fellow will make something of
himself by and by。〃
〃But he has gone through the lesson of poverty; perhaps it was poverty
which changed him to what he is。 If he were prosperous he would be
good〃
〃You think; my dear mother; that he suffered during that journey of
his。 You are mistaken; he kept carnival in New York just as he does
here〃
〃But if he is suffering at this moment; near to us; would it not be
horrible?〃
〃Yes;〃 replied Joseph。 〃For my part; I will gladly give him some
money; but I don't want to see him; he killed our poor Descoings。〃
〃So;〃 resumed Agathe; 〃you would not be willing to paint his
portrait?〃
〃For you; dear mother; I'd suffer martyrdom。 I can make myself
remember nothing except that he is my brother。〃
〃His portrait as a captain of dragoons on horseback?〃
〃Yes; I've a copy of a fine horse by Gros and I haven't any use for
it。〃
〃Well; then; go and see that friend of his and find out what has
become of him。〃
〃I'll go!〃
Agathe rose; her scissors and work fell at her feet; she went and
kissed Joseph's head; and dropped two tears on his hair。
〃He is your passion; that fellow;〃 said the painter。 〃We all have our
hopeless passions。〃
That afternoon; about four o'clock; Joseph went to the rue du Sentier
and found his brother; who had taken Giroudeau's place。 The old
dragoon had been promoted to be cashier of a weekly journal
established by his nephew。 Although Finot was still proprietor of the
other newspaper; which he had divided into shares; holding all the
shares himself; the proprietor and editor 〃de visu〃 was one of his
friends; named Lousteau; the son of that very sub…delegate of Issoudun
on whom the Bridaus' grandfather; Doctor Rouget; had vowed vengeance;
consequently he was the nephew of Madame Hochon。 To make himself
agreeable to his uncle; Finot gave Philippe the place Giroudeau was
quitting; cutting off; however; half the salary。 Moreover; daily; at
five o'clock; Giroudeau audited the accounts and carried away the
receipts。 Coloquinte; the old veteran; who was the office boy and did
errands; also kept an eye on the slippery Philippe; who was; however;
behaving properly。 A salary of six hundred francs; and the five
hundred of his cross sufficed him to live; all the more because;
living in a warm office all day and at the theatre on a free pass
every evening; he had only to provide himself with food and a place to
sleep in。 Coloquinte was departing with the stamped papers on