第 16 节
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  was to work for a living; he laid it aside to make copies of the old
  masters for the dealers; thus he penetrated the secrets of their
  processes; and his brush is therefore one of the best trained of the
  modern school。 The shrewd sense of an artist led him to conceal the
  profits he was beginning to lay by from his mother and Madame
  Descoings; aware that each had her road to ruin;the one in Philippe;
  the other in the lottery。 This astuteness is seldom wanting among
  painters; busy for days together in the solitude of their studios;
  engaged in work which; up to a certain point; leaves the mind free;
  they are in some respects like women;their thoughts turn about the
  little events of life; and they contrive to get at their hidden
  meaning。
  Joseph had bought one of those magnificent chests or coffers of a past
  age; then ignored by fashion; with which he decorated a corner of his
  studio; where the light danced upon the bas…reliefs and gave full
  lustre to a masterpiece of the sixteenth century artisans。 He saw the
  necessity for a hiding…place; and in this coffer he had begun to
  accumulate a little store of money。 With an artist's carelessness; he
  was in the habit of putting the sum he allowed for his monthly
  expenses in a skull; which stood on one of the compartments of the
  coffer。 Since his brother had returned to live at home; he found a
  constant discrepancy between the amount he spent and the sum in this
  receptacle。 The hundred francs a month disappeared with incredible
  celerity。 Finding nothing one day; when he had only spent forty or
  fifty francs; he remarked for the first time: 〃My money must have got
  wings。〃 The next month he paid more attention to his accounts; but add
  as he might; like Robert Macaire; sixteen and five are twenty…three;
  he could make nothing of them。 When; for the third time; he found a
  still more important discrepancy; he communicated the painful fact to
  Madame Descoings; who loved him; he knew; with that maternal; tender;
  confiding; credulous; enthusiastic love that he had never had from his
  own mother; good as she was;a love as necessary to the early life of
  an artist as the care of the hen is to her unfledged chickens。 To her
  alone could he confide his horrible suspicions。 He was as sure of his
  friends as he was of himself; and the Descoings; he knew; would take
  nothing to put in her lottery。 At the idea which then suggested itself
  the poor woman wrung her hands。 Philippe alone could have committed
  this domestic theft。
  〃Why didn't he ask me; if he wanted it?〃 cried Joseph; taking a dab of
  color on his palette and stirring it into the other colors without
  seeing what he did。 〃Is it likely I should refuse him?〃
  〃It is robbing a child!〃 cried the Descoings; her face expressing the
  deepest disgust。
  〃No;〃 replied Joseph; 〃he is my brother; my purse is his: but he ought
  to have asked me。〃
  〃Put in a special sum; in silver; this morning; and don't take
  anything out;〃 said Madame Descoings。 〃I shall know who goes into the
  studio; and if he is the only one; you will be certain it is he。〃
  The next day Joseph had proof of his brother's forced loans upon him。
  Philippe came to the studio when his brother was out and took the
  little sum he wanted。 The artist trembled for his savings。
  〃I'll catch him at it; the scamp!〃 he said; laughing; to Madame
  Descoings。
  〃And you'll do right: we ought to break him of it。 I; too; I have
  missed little sums out of my purse。 Poor boy! he wants tobacco; he's
  accustomed to it。〃
  〃Poor boy! poor boy!〃 cried the artist。 〃I'm rather of Fulgence and
  Bixiou's opinion: Philippe is a dead…weight on us。 He runs his head
  into riots and has to be shipped to America; and that costs the mother
  twelve thousand francs; he can't find anything to do in the forests of
  the New World; and so he comes back again; and that costs twelve
  thousand more。 Under pretence of having carried two words of Napoleon
  to a general; he thinks himself a great soldier and makes faces at the
  Bourbons; meantime; what does he do? amuse himself; travel about; see
  foreign countries! As for me; I'm not duped by his misfortunes; he
  doesn't look like a man who fails to get the best of things! Somebody
  finds him a good place; and there he is; leading the life of a
  Sardanapalus with a ballet…girl; and guzzling the funds of his
  journal; that costs the mother another twelve thousand francs! I don't
  care two straws for myself; but Philippe will bring that poor woman to
  beggary。 He thinks I'm of no account because I was never in the
  dragoons of the Guard; but perhaps I shall be the one to support that
  poor dear mother in her old age; while he; if he goes on as he does;
  will end I don't know how。 Bixiou often says to me; 'He is a downright
  rogue; that brother of yours。' Your grandson is right。 Philippe will
  be up to some mischief that will compromise the honor of the family;
  and then we shall have to scrape up another ten or twelve thousand
  francs! He gambles every night; when he comes home; drunk as a
  templar; he drops on the staircase the pricked cards on which he marks
  the turns of the red and black。 Old Desroches is trying to get him
  back into the army; and; on my word on honor; I believe he would hate
  to serve again。 Would you ever have believed that a boy with such
  heavenly blue eyes and the look of Bayard could turn out such a
  scoundrel?〃
  CHAPTER V
  In spite of the coolness and discretion with which Philippe played his
  trifling game every night; it happened every now and then that he was
  what gamblers call 〃cleaned out。〃 Driven by the irresistible necessity
  of having his evening stake of ten francs; he plundered the household;
  and laid hands on his brother's money and on all that Madame Descoings
  or Agathe left about。 Already the poor mother had had a dreadful
  vision in her first sleep: Philippe entered the room and took from the
  pockets of her gown all the money he could find。 Agathe pretended to
  sleep; but she passed the rest of the night in tears。 She saw the
  truth only too clearly。 〃One wrong act is not a vice;〃 Madame
  Descoings had declared; but after so many repetitions; vice was
  unmistakable。 Agathe could doubt no longer; her best…beloved son had
  neither delicacy nor honor。
  On the morrow of that frightful vision; before Philippe left the house
  after breakfast; she drew him into her chamber and begged him; in a
  tone of entreaty; to ask her for what money he needed。 After that; the
  applications were so numerous that in two weeks Agathe was drained of
  all her savings。 She was literally without a penny; and began to think
  of finding work。 The means of earning money had been discussed in the
  evenings between herself and Madame Descoings; and she had already
  taken patterns of worsted work to fill in; from a shop called the
  〃Pere de Famille;〃an employment which pays about twenty sous a day。
  Notwithstanding Agathe's silence on the subject; Madame Descoings had
  guessed the motive of this desire to earn money by women's…work。 The
  change in her appearance was eloquent: her fresh face had withered;
  the skin clung to the temples and the cheek…bones; and the forehead
  showed deep lines; her eyes lost their clearness; an inward fire was
  evidently consuming her; she wept the greater part of the night。 A
  chief cause of these outward ravages was the necessity of hiding her
  anguish; her sufferings; her apprehensions。 She never went to sleep
  until Philippe came in; she listened for his step; she had learned the
  inflections of his voice; the variations of his walk; the very
  language of his cane as it touched the pavement。 Nothing escaped her。
  She knew the degree of drunkenness he had reached; she trembled as she
  heard him stumble on the stairs; one night she picked up some pieces
  of gold at the spot where he had fallen。 When he had drunk and won;
  his voice was gruff and his cane dragged; but when he had lost; his
  step had something sharp; short and angry about it; he hummed in a
  clear voice; and carried his cane in the air as if presenting arms。 At
  breakfast; if he had won; his behavior was gay and even affectionate;
  he joked roughly; but still he joked; with Madame Descoings; with
  Joseph; and with his mother; gloomy; on the contrary; when he had
  lost; his brusque; rough speech; his hard glance; and his depression;
  frightened them。 A life of debauch and the abuse of liquors debased;
  day by day; a countenance that was once so handsome。 The veins of the
  face were swollen with blood; the features became coarse; the eyes
  lost their lashes and grew hard and dry。 No longer careful of his
  person; Philippe exhaled the miasmas of a tavern and the smell of
  muddy boots; which; to an observer; stamped him with debauchery。
  〃You ought;〃 said Madame Descoings to Philippe during the last days of
  December; 〃you ought to get yourself new…clothed from head to foot。〃
  〃And who is to pay for it?〃 he answered sharply。 〃My